Bipolar Confessions

I have bipolar disorder and sometimes I want to just stop taking my meds, stop going to therapy, take a bunch of drugs and spiral out of control until I have to be restrained and then kill myself.

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Privileged bipolar white women. I think the word “privileged” may need to be replaced by bipolar in some instances.
This is not an attack on bipolar people. Instead I think it may help us understand some people who act privileged.
They seem to need an influence. Will the influence be good or bad?
I’ve been around some bi polars over the years. Some are the privileged acting type. Some are the self destructive passive sweet type.
Like other severe disorders, some bipolars can be overwhelmed. They have trouble fitting in with the norm.
I knew an old lady. She really wasn’t special per say. But in her mind she was. She was proud of her old house and stuff.
But she couldn’t always control her emotions. She’d get mad over minor stuff & be rude. She was usually trying to be sweet. At first I didn’t like her. Then I understood her. I learned to work around it. We got along fine after that.
She’d talk about her family at work. I was fascinated. One daughter refused to be a housewife. I agree. Why be controlled & at another’s whim.
But the world is hard. From the stories she hardened herself. Protected herself by closing off. Learned to focus on herself. But she left her children to figure things out for themselves. Let them make up their own minds & choose their own paths. From the stories that didn't go well.
They’d spend too much money. Go in debt. Failed marriages. Unhappy children.
Unless they find a way to help them, bipolars would be better off staying single & not having children. Focus on their own happiness. Get a pet.
So I think we get a lot of this in society. The “privileged” white women. Complaining. Asking for managers.
They can drive you crazy at work.
I’m not judging. I’m worse than them. No one wants to be around me for more than a few moments. I’m not bipolar though.
Do you think people have children to try to fill a void in themselves?
I wonder if the media is correct to go after these mentally ill people? It’s like we pick and choose whom among society can be mocked by society.

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I have high functioning ASD, bipolar, and ADD/ADHD. so basically Im extremely socially awkward with intense emotions and mood swings that I don't understand half the time. It makes it extremely difficult to make new friends and to keep the ones I have.

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