Otk Confessions

I am a woman in my late 20's recently divorced, no kids. I keep in really good shape and have more than a few guys that I sleep with. I'm not a slut or anything, not sewing wild oats, well I don't think I'm a slut but . . . my mom and sisters would think so I guess.
My ex got me into spanking. He would spank my butt beet red before we had sex, any kind of sex, I'm a three hole girl as they say. I got to where I couldn't get off, no orgasm if I wasn't spanked and very soundly first. He has spoiled me, I love getting my butt beat red, then having a man take me.
I just can't bring myself to ask men I'm just starting to date or have sex with to spank me, I'm trying but I can't have an orgasm.
I even asked my ex to do it to me again, and he came over had sex and wouldn't spank me, he got off knowing I couldn't. Then he came back about an hour later pushed his way into the door, called me a slut and made me get on my knees and beg him to spank me. I actually came from the spanking, and three times from the sex after. Then he left. I don't want to ask him over again. But I need to have good sex.

#spanking   #mf   #otk