Basketballplayer Confessions

well this isn’t really a sin but anyways... so I’ve hooked up with a really hot basketball player like 2 months ago I’ve met him off a dating website and he was in town two weeks later so we met. He made it pretty clear that he wanted sex, but said that he was open to meeting after ( I know now that that was his tactic) and I told him I was still a virgin. I wasn’t sure if I’d do it even hours before we met but I thought to myself, damn you can’t let this great opportunity pass, he’s so fucking hot I just couldn’t say no. So we met at his cousins place, who was on vacation and also had a really nice place, and had sex. I left the same night bc I don’t live far away and texted him that I got home safely etc. The next morning he was very different ( via text) he was cold and said that he isn’t looking for a relationship and it was just a one time thing for him. He blocked me right after on instagram (so childish), he probably thought I was going to try and stalk him on social media. So fast forward to me trying to forget the whole thing, 2 months later a instagram notification pops up that he followed me again/unblocked me. I kept checking his profile every now and then w a fake account but never contacted him or anything, he was very inactive. Now he starts posting lots on his story etc, which I look at w my fake account so he won’t notice. I keep liking him more and get depressed everytime I see news of him and don’t know what to do...

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