I never go back and listen to the recorded document. The thrill comes when the balance can be attained. Everyone in the room can have a shared, communal rock experience. ↗
I was motivated by just thinking that if you had all this external success that everyone would love you and everything would be peaceful and wonderful. ↗
Everyone's projecting onto you, or you feel like everyone is judging you. I feel like I'm being judged a lot of the time. You become really self-conscious. ↗