Assault Confessions

My first day of kindergarten, my teacher Mr.Joel says "Alright we are going on a field trip to the national park ,so I need a girls to board the bus first then boys!"
I wasn't paying attention and I got on the bus first. Mr Joel approached me and sarcastically ask."Excuse me Gregory, are you a girl or boy? "I don't know I said". That moment , that question confused the fuck out of me for the rest of my life. I mean i have a penis but I don't like to look at it because it looks icky. My mom was shitting on the toilet and I was standing in the doorway naked when I was 3 years old telling her I pooped my diaper and all she said was ah fuck not again just like fucking father and she slammed the door and my penis got caught in between it. I screamed and my neighbors took me to the hospital because my mother refused to drive drunk and high. The doctors put ice on it and sent me home. But by the time we got home my mom was asleep so my neighbors made me sleep when there son picaru was two years older the me. I didn't sleep Much that night cause picaru kept sticking Lego's and a hot wheels cars up my butthole and he would tie string around my injured penis and attach to a fishing rod and he would yank hard and reel it up until the line broke. Everytime I screamed he told his parents I was having bad dreams so his dad took off my clothes and laid me on his lap in the living room while we both watched the entire Andy Griffith show season one all night. He didn't molest me or assault me but he did kiss me on the lips a lot and call me 'judy Ann' and 'honey' a lot. Judy Ann was his dead wife's name.fucked up part is the when he drove me to the hospital he hit my dog spider and he promised he would check on him once we got back. I never saw spider again :(.

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Something weird happened to me yesterday and I haven’t told anyone. So I just turned 16 last week, (I’m a girl btw) and me and my cousins went to this little fair type place in my town as a late celebration I guess. Anyways we are in line for this go cart thing. The line wasn’t huge but there was like no room so everyone was kinda crammed together. I was behind my cousins and there was this guy behind me, he was kinda chubby, at least 30 but maybe even older. I remember I would get pushed into him and I would say sorry and he wouldn’t say anything. But then it got crazy and I was packed against him and I felt his hands touch my waste. He was holding me against him and pressing his privates into my butt. I was shocked and couldn’t believe what was happening so I didn’t really react or move. He would touch my butt a little then press hard into me. I even felt his thing through his pants. Worst part is I was wearing tights so I really felt everything. This went on for 8 minutes. Finally the line moved and he let go. I didn’t tell anyone about it. Later I saw him staring at me and he even followed us to the parking lot when we left but only I noticed him.

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