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For years now I've engaged in masturbation sessions while talking to phone helpline counsellors about fictitious issues that have a sexual undertone but never directly relate to sex. Having my mind taken off the fact that I'm playing with my cock enables me to edge for hours and with the addition of aphrodisiacs in the form of recreational stimulant drugs it can be mind blowingly intense and orgasmic for a prolonged period. I make sure I have ample time and set the mood so I can totally relax and get into my story of anxiety and guilt over my varied self destructive behaviours with my unsuspecting phone counsellor/sex operator. The more concerned and sympathetic they are the more arousing it is. They use terms like " I imagine it's very hard " or " you sound like you need to take control " and then, " what do you think you could do to relax and take your mind of it, is there an activity you used to do that made you feel good that you haven't done for a while ???, what about something as simple as taking a warm relaxing bath ???. Oh fuck yeah, sometimes I'll go all the way and take the chance by replying that a warm bath sounds wonderful, and that I'm a bit embarrassed to say but I used to use masturbation to help feel better but I'd lost interest in that. Most will respond positively and reassure you that you can talk about anything without them judging you. One even suggested masturbation as a stress relief mechanism and that if I was having trouble with the desire to self medicate with self pleasure try using internet porn as a way of sparking arousal. " really, I have seen the odd movie years ago but I guess I could have a look online, is there like, full sex and like a movie I saw once with two girls and a guy ? I ask. There anything you can think of, I'm not an expert she says but there's everything and anything people might do or enjoy sexually, really, I'd be happy if I could even find a video of a nice girl masturbating too I say, oh there's plenty of that she says as I blow all over myself trying not to moan out loud into the phone. It's terrible I know, using the wonderful souls that volunteer their time to help others but the soothing sound of a sweet caring female voice is such a turn on.......... and it's free. I get racked with guilt and shame afterwards but I do it again when I feel the need, it's like an addiction and adds another horny dimension to my portfolio of secret sexual behaviours.
I was married for 15 years before I finally had sex with another man. I was 40. I found him on Craigslist. i took a long lunch hour from my work, and drove to his apartment. When I met him, he was dressed only in a bathrobe. We went inside, and I undressed, and he started sucking me. I returned the favor. It was amazing! He laid down on his couch, with his ass in the air, I slipped on a condom, and fucked him. I'd never had anal sex before. After I came, he took off my condom and sucked me. It pretty much became a regular thing after that with other men. I went to one guy's house, and he ate my ass, sucked me, but I got scared and left. I started visiting the booths in adult movie theaters after that. I was sucked by a lot of guys, but I was too scared to reciprocate. I wanted to be fucked in my ass, but I was scared to do that even with a condom. I moved a few hours away after a few months with my wife, and pretty much did the same thing. I hooked up with a few guys at my place while she was at work, and hit the adult theater in town and did some sucking and jacking off with guys there. The last time I fucked a guy was in a theater, and he had a massive cock. I was planning on sucking him, but he was sitting down, and spread the cheeks of his ass, and I knew he wanted me to fuck him. I didn't have a condom, but he said just to do it, and I slid my cock inside him and exploded in his ass. I was scared of getting an STD, so after that I was tested and came up negative, and decided to play it safe. I met a few guys after that, and not surprisingly the marriage ended up in divorce. All told, during the marriage I was playing with guys on and off for about 15 years, but I never got caught. After the divorce, I remarried, and stopped playing around. I think I did it only because there was no sex in the first marriage. But I have a fond memory of fucking that last guy's ass. Still makes me hard. I guess I'm bi, but I don't feel like I need to act on it any longer. My new wife and I are really happy in bed, and she has no limits. I don't think I'll do it again with another guy, even though the thought makes me hot. I couldn't do it to my wife. The first wife was a bitch from hell, so I didn't mind cheating. Now, though, my new wife is great, and I just couldn't do it to her.
“Gay”, the definition itself means to be happy. I have lately come to love being a gay man. It's just so emotionally and physically pleasing to be able to connect so well with another man, something well beyond just a friendship, its heaven itself.
I think in the beginning it was just a phase, just experimenting. Then I thought about it more often and when I couldn’t get it out of my head, the pleasure, the acceptance, the want, I knew I was gay.
For me, it wasn’t just the sexual joy ride, it was something else, something deep in my soul that I felt, that I couldn’t do with out and that’s what had scared me.
See, I’m not looking for a single LTR., I enjoy multiple partners. I am what other gay men refer to as a bottom, not just a bottom but also a totally submissive bottom. I love men who take control, who know what they want when it comes to homosexual interactions inside and outside the bedroom.
Most people could never tell I was gay, but it seems other gay men, especially my type of gay man know instantly what I am. I guess I should describe the type of man that gets me wet.
He is my age or older (someone born 1962 or earlier), he is Caucasian, he’s Gay or Bi, he is the same height or taller (6’), he’s mature in every way, he’s between 250 to 300 pounds and has at least a 6 inch cock hard. He’s a top or dom looking for a fuck buddy that he likes to share with his gay friends. He’s into photography/videography and will record every encounter. My prefect man would be all these things and will ensure that everyone knows I am gay and that I love pleasing men.
This is who I really am, its not that I just love cock, it’s that I am in love with cock, it has the ability to rule my life and it calls me 24/7, being gay is not a problem for me I like the sound of it. It’s the knowing I am a gay slut and that I want to get ganged daily and that is a hard task to accomplish and stay employed.
when I came out to my mom as bi she simply said “you’re just confused, you better not tell anyone that you’re bi bc you’re not.” Sad thing is that my friends were a lot more supportive than my own mother. A few weeks after that happened she took me to the doctor and made up lies which they ended up prescribing me antidepressants. After that happened my mom saw my cuts on my wrist and didn’t bother ask if I needed help or if I was feeling okay, she just stared and walked away.
K. So I’m 13. And well I guess my parents are kinda if lgbtphobes , I donno really, I’m perfectly fine with it but my parents not so much. Wich is absurd cuz my aunt came out as bisexual and they didn’t say anything, but whatever. Anyway, for the past few months I’ve kinda been questioning my sexuality. It’s been absolutely terrifying tho. Just the thought of telling people who I am. It’s really scary. Also my school. They’re not exactly the most accepting. I have a friend who came out as bi this year and well a lot of ppl have been making fun of her wich is awful but she has so much freaking confidence but the problem is I DONT, so coming out would be terrifying cuz so many ppl have been making jokes of her and it scares me. It scares me so much I don’t think I ever want to come out. So yeah, thanks for reading. Bye
I'm a 23 yr old male and I have a complete obsession with sucking off older men. I've only ever been with 2, but for a year I would meet up with a 56 yr old man in his car, we would find a good spot and I would suck him off, swallow his load and he would drop me off. I never wanted anything in return except his cum, though occasionally he did suck me off as well. Now the man I see is 49, I go to his apartment and suck his cock to completion, sometimes he returns the favor but for the most part I go to satisfy my craving. However i love woman, and will only date woman. I only like men for their cocks, I would never date a man but I enjoy the company of a man when i'm single, but search for a woman to tie myself up with and then I am 100% faithful to her.
I’ve always fantasized about transexuals but don’t really act on it often. The last one I met was an escort I found online. Her ad said with condom.
She was really feminine and beautiful. We talked a bit when she showed up at my place. We then moved to the bedroom and played around. She first tried to top me with a condom but I was too tight. It hurt quite a bit since I had not done this in a long time. We just laid there for me to recover and talked more. She told me she fantasized about Asian guys but never been with one before.
After some time, I went down on her for a bit. She then pulled me up and forward toward her. I thought she was going to suck me off, but she just positioned her dick and pushed in bareback. I was shocked and really turned on. I had never done that before. She then just fucked me raw in all kinds of positions and praising how tight and sweet my ass was.
I was so worried but also extremely turned on at the same time. I came riding her. After I recovered, she asked me to fuck her raw and creampie her. I hesitated but gave into my desires. It was wonderful and worrisome at the same time. She told me she was only 21 and not to worry. I hope she’s right.
I'm not female, but I am clearly far too Feminine to be a man! I actively reject sexual contact with women, altogether, because I hate being like a man in any way at all! Absolutely every stitch of my clothing is for women! I prefer to be a cocksucker, as a woman! I'll always be a cocksucker; I'd rather eat sperm from a man's dick - instead of fucking pussy! I've actually perverted what was sexual desire for women into seeing them only as role-models. I actually have NO sexual attraction for women; I'm Queer! I want to be so enslaved to cock, I'll have no idea how anyone would want anything else! I often find myself repeating important mantras, like: "I always wear only women's clothes!", "I'm too Feminine to be a man!", and "I'm a cocksucking Pussy!", which makes me proud I've given myself to Goddess Femininity as Her willing slave! I'm absolutely sure I've made the best, and wisest possible choice for my lifestyle! I have actually begged men to give me permission to suck their dicks! By degrading myself, I demonstrate that I am Submissive by nature. Men should always treat me as an inferior, because I AM. I love being overpowered by my own Weakness; I'm unable to resist becoming ever more Feminine, because I love the deliciousness of being a Pussy for men! I love being told what to do. I'd rather have Alpha-males rule over me; I'm too Soft and Weak to have any hope of resisting them. It's much better to surrender completely to men, hoping they won't beat me up for being such an obviously Effeminate, cocksucking, faggot (in their eyes). I love being viewed as inferior to men and women - even children! The lack of respect for my intelligence, my talents, and my human dignity is degradingly, and deliciously obvious! I'm so Feminine, Weak, and helpless, I need a man to protect me. The only way to have that, is to give myself to men as their slave. Dependency on Master for everything will give him absolute power over me; power that makes me helpless to prevent any punishment he decides I deserve. Naturally, I'll do everything in my very limited power to please Master... I really am afraid of pain! I'm a coward (more reason I need a real man to protect me), and I don't want Master to punish me. I need to be as Feminine as possible! If Master expects me to sit at his feet - anywhere and everywhere - I will Obey him as hard as I can. If Master takes pleasure humiliating me in public, I'll try to be worthy of it. It gives me pleasure to give others pleasure, and I need to be Master's slave every second of every day, permanently! I'll enjoy the greatest freedom I could ever hope for - open Femininity, only Femininity, permanent Femininity! The more deeply enslaved to Master's cock I am, the more freedom I have to be the Pussy I long to be! I must be incapable of being a man. I hope Master castrates me, and takes the scrotum, too! Impotence makes me worthy of public humiliation; being 'just a Pussy'...
I'm too Feminine to be a man, already! While I look more Feminine than ever (something I'm proud of), I am a Feminine person, through and through. I've been inherently Feminine from my earliest recollections. My mother noticed my natural Weakness, and treated me as an inferior from the very beginning, so that I could never overcome the programming as long as I lived. I'll always be my mother's greatest victim, even though she died in 2000. I'm grateful that I can't run my own life; Mom made sure I'd never be a boy, and forced me to be as dependent on her as possible - to maintain maximum control over me. My mom knew I'd have to become a homosexual if I wanted to live as an adult when she inflicted her cruelty upon me, and taught me to love being humiliated for my Femininity! I love knowing I'm inferior; Mom taught me my life's purpose by humiliating me openly, publicly, and at every opportunity she could find. She took great pleasure in my suffering. She knew how deeply it would harm me, and increased her cruelty - so I'd be permanently damaged as a male-person. I know she loved me; she did what she had to do to make me happy! I'm so thankful, and grateful to my mother! She knew I was a woman before I did, and I knew I was a girl when I was five years old! I'm proud I'm too Weak to prevent people from forcing their will on me; I'm too Feminine to be a man! I need to get very skinny, so I'll become very, very, Weak! The weaker I become, the easier it is for people to intimidate me; dominating me because I'm obviously too Weak to defend myself. It's the perfect motivator for me to be as Submissive and Obedient as I can be! I love the idea of having no other choice except to surrender to other people! I want to be so Weak, I'm completely dependent on a man to control my whole life - for me! I want to call Master, "Master" in front of everyone! I love referring to Master as "Master"! I love to Obey Master! I need to Obey Master! I need to be so skinny and Weak, Master knows I'm totally helpless and harmless! I'm too Feminine to be a man!
I felt I was bisexual until the age of 16. But sooner or later I had to realise that I was pretty much gay. I like men. Everything about them arouses my orgasm, be it their great looks or their body or their chest hair or their armpits. I've always wanted to tell it out but certainly I couldn't build up the courage to put it before anyone. None of my friends know this. I do feel helpless. But now, I have decided that this is my life and I have to choose what is right for me. I can't fake myself in front of the world. So, since I know no matter oh what grounds I confess this to my parents or for that matter anyone, no one is gonna accept it. Even if they are compelled to. So I will leave the town when I go to study my post graduates. And I shall find someone there who's with me and understands me.
The ugliest part of being gay, I always looked for hot guys and watched gay porn. I always wanted to make out with some of my classmates who are good friends with me and look really good.
I guess that's all and I feel really really better talking it out here. I know this is anonymous which I want it to be but I still find a satisfaction and do not feel the same burden anymore.
I have started loving myself and I don't care or what people think because as such I am moving abroad and settle elsewhere.
I am a closetted bisexual at the moment. When I was a kid everybody knew I'm somehow different from any other female kids. All them kids liked the color pink while I was the only one who liked blue. They were into barbie movies A LOT yet, I was so into Mr. Bean and I hated barbie.Their toys were like barbie dolls or just dolls, I loved remote control cars. (I broke their barbie dolls by tearing them arms and legs apart from the body.) I was so innocent then. I was never attracted to girls back when I was a kid but I also was never attracted to any girls stuff. I am not out yet but I am currently building up a lot of courage to tell my family. I have not tell any of my friends too. I am afraid to come out as bi because of the society. I am living in the Philippines at the moment and the people here are like homophobic. They make fun of girls liking girls. They make fun of bisexual. They said "Girls are just acting bisexual just to be cool." and that's what made me scared of comming out. I am afraid no one will believe me that I am bi because they will only think that I'm just tryna be cool. Some even thinks it's disgusting to like the same gender.
I'm 20 years old and is in a relationship for 5 years. Yup, you've read it right. I was in 4th yr high school when we started our relationship and was able survive college together. Only my closest friends knows about this- not all, actually. Only those "trusted" friends, and those whom I am with in the same situation (bisexual friends). I am a closet bisexual (to selected people, i guess?). My parents doesn't know about this. It's so hard for me, for us, to live normally as a couple. To my friends who doesn't know yet, I'm afraid of how they'll judge me. To my relatives, I'm afraid to what they'll react because I know they will all be against me. I wanted to pursue our relationship as long as we still both could fight for it. We've been hiding this to some people for 5 years already. Tho this situation made us even stronger, I always have this hope that someday, I'll be out and be able to live as how normal couple do in public; without any judgement at all. Though I embrace the fact that I'm a bisexual, it's really hard to live as one in this judgmental society. Anyway, above all these cowardice, I'll still pursue to what we've started as lovers and will still be hoping that someday I could hold her hands in public, kiss her, and be proud and brave enough to tell all the people that she's mine!
My crush is aromantic
So I know I can’t have them
But
They aren’t asexual
So it’s hard not to think of them sexually
Again
I know I can’t have them
I know I’ll never be able to have sex or anything with them
But
It kinda hurts
And I feel bad
Because I feel real really bad about wanting to fuck them, but not being able to have a relationship with them
I know they don’t want a relationship, but it feels weird to me
I have been married a long time, and when my Wife goes out, I dress up in her lingerie and clothing and go out to local adult video shop to have sex with other men. Most of the time I just give blowjobs, however on a few occasions I let them have intercourse with me and not use a condom. I enjoy being seen after having been used that way, and have their cum running out of me into my Wife's panties.
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Im 17 female and I need to tell someone this. For the past three years Ive been visiting my friends to sleep over Ive really been meeting her mother. She called me in her room in the middle of the night on my way from the bathroom. She told me I was the most beautiful girl shes ever seen and wanted to kiss me. I let her kiss me and go under my clothes. She told me to sleep over next Friday so wed be alone in the house. I went over to see what exactly she had in mind. We did all kinds of stuff but mostly we were in her bed together. And for three years we met and did everything. Last month though she moved away. I did think I would but I miss her alot. I dont think Im a lesbian but lately Ive been thinking about older women alot. Are there alot of bi sexual thirty yr olds out there interested in 17 yr olds?
i am so lost
i have no friends i can confess to everyone just seems to be judgemental a, also i cat open up to people theey scare me and i dotn like being vulnerable.
i have a problem i dont know if im not attracted to my boyfriend because i am a lesbian or because im asexual.. i do love him and that's what's confusing me i am so hurt and i am hurting everyone around me.
i wish someone would help.
Me and my wife had been married for 1 week when this happend. I'm bi and my wife knows I like to look at men on the internet and I get turned on by them. I've never been with a guy or thought I would... That all changed. 1 week after our honeymoon she was back at work and I had the day off. I posted on Craig's list just to see if I could get some pics. 5 mins go by. I get an email from a guy claiming he had a 9in cock and would love to just chill. I was really horny and thought, what the hell ill just go chill and nothing will happen. I made it like 2 blocks from his house. I txted him. He said come on over. I walked really slow. I got to his Door. He buzzed me in. The flight of stairs seemed to take forever to climb bc I really had no idea what was at the top. I knocked on the Do it and he opened it. In a towel. I couldn't breath. I walked in and sat on the couch. He came and sat beside me. I was getting hard and had no idea why. He stands up and drops the towel. And omg was he huge. He stepped right up to me and grabbed my head. Next thing I know I'm sucking his dick. He forced his dick in my mouth for what seemed like forever. All of a sudden he yells out Im cunning. He slammed his dick as far in my mouth as he could and came. I swallowed it all. He stepped back grabbed the towel and said thanks. I got up and left. My wife does not know this happend and will never know.
I think I'm in love with my best friend...she's so beautiful and perfect in every way. I want her so badly but i know nothing will ever happen. I dream about her and think about her when i masturbate but i know she can never know...
I was 13 and she was 14 when this happened. When my cousin (f) and I (f) were younger (around the age of 7 or 8) we used to watch porn together, I first came across it on my older sisters computer & I ended up showing her (my cousin). As we got older and whenever we visited each other we'd watch and react to it together in private. One day, the door was locked and we were on the bed watching a lesbian porn vid. She suddenly says "I wonder what it would feel like" then I asked her if she wanted to try it and she said yes. Sooo long story short I ate her out.. At a huge family party might I add :/ She's completely straight and I'm bisexual, we don't talk about it but we still watch porn on days that we see each other. I'm now 16 and she's 17. Our families still don't know about anything that we do or have done (aka each other lol)
My wife, who had much less experience than me when we began dating, has finally opened up to sharing a fantasy or two. She is now interested in sucking another guy while I watch, and thinking about letting me see her sitting on his face. We've also talked about me sucking him with her, or sucking him while he's eating her pussy. We talk about what his body would look like, what his cock would look like, and how hot he needs to be. She doesn't like to swallow, so we've played with the idea of me finishing him for her, and her watching me suck him while she rides his face. What she doesn't realize is that the thought of sucking him, feeling him explode in my mouth, tasting his cum, and letting him cum all over my face - all while she watches - makes me hard every time we talk about it. What I'd really like is to help her get him to the edge, knowing that she won't let him inside her - and then taking one for the team so he can get off. The thought of begging a guy to fuck me hard, to cum in my ass, right in front of my wife, makes me crazy. If I found the right guy, I think I'd just bring him home and ask her if he looks like the kind of guy she could start sucking. If she hesitates, I'm pretty certain that I'd just pull out his cock and drop to my knees, and start sucking to get things going!
I'm so jealous off my boyfriends vline, every time I see it I want to rip his pants off and start sucking his dick. You cannot believe how perfectly build his waist, dick, ass and legs are. He is asexual sadly. I crave his dick so hard I would kill to get it.
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