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I love coffee and I always use liquid creamer in my coffee. I was born male but totally female. My boyfriend and a bunch of his friends masterbated into an empty creamer bottle and of course I got it and I drank it. The problem with this is I did not know it was cum and I took a drink and it was the best coffee I ever tasted. When I pressed him hard enough he came clean about it and said great how am I going to get enough cum to use as creamer because I only want cum in my coffee now. I told a guy at work and he had as many guys as he could cum in a creamer bottle and wrote "This creamer is For Lisa only" on it. It was like half full and he put it in the refrigerator to keep it good for me. He noticed I drank a lot more when it had cum in it. He asked if I like to swallow cum and I said yes every since my 12 birthday, the first birthday I was allowed to be a girl and wear a dress and everything and my mom and sister even put some make up on me and my sister used a banana to teach me to give good blowjobs after I begged her to do it. I finally took a 9 inch banana all the way in my mouth without gagging. She was proud of her little sister. She found a 16 year old guy who wanted a blowjob. His cum was so good I loved it. I told him that I would be happy to get his cock in my mouth or my ass anytime. He took me up on the offer many times and his cock was long and thick and he had large loads of cum. I called his cock my lollypop with warm white creamy filling that shoots into my mouth. I gave him road head and public head and he always gave me cum. I had dry cum on my lips a lot just lick it and you taste cum again, so nice. My pee pee thing is more like a clitoris than a penis and I never had balls but I don't have a vagina. I have vagina envy, I want to be a real woman able to give my man a baby boy and me a baby girl to dress up pretty. I envy all women and I would do almost anything to at least get surgery to make me a woman. I am wearing a minidress and tights but even if I had no panties or tights on my clitoris or penis would not show because it is inverted so I have to sit to potty or in the woods I have to squat to pee like a girl or I pee all over my leg if I pee standing up plus I don't have anything to hold to pee like men do. I also have to wipe like a girl. Guys finger me there and it gets me so hot for cock. I do not have sex with women at all. I love being girlie and getting men. I have been on my back with 20 men jacking off in my mouth and swallowed all 20 and begged for more cum. I want to try 50 or more men, they call it bukkake I just call it awesome for me. I love cum.
Until a year ago I was a normal guy. 18 had fucked 6 girls up to that time and never even thought about anything else sexually. I got into a situation and owed a guy about 12 years older than me a lot of money. The situation got out of hand. I even brought a girl who was a fuck buddy up to see him and she fucked him silly while I jacked off watching, hoping that would delay paying him for a bit, or take a little off the bill. He told her to leave and me to stay. He sexually assaulted me after I refused the first order to lay down, and he hit me several times and threatened me with a knife. He made me lay there while he fucked me and made me stay the night while he fucked me some more. In the morning we had breakfast, then around noon he made me suck his cock with more hitting. He made a deal which was more like an order as I had no choice. Since he "fagged me out" already I would stay with him as his girlfriend and he would let me work off the debt I owed. By now I knew he had a gun, and several knives and was afraid he'd use them. I thought I'd be able to date still, and just let him fuck me, and hopefully just get away with blowing him a few times, but I was wrong. I can't see anyone else, my family is out of town and can't see me this way. All girls are gone now, he even had me bring my fuck buddy over and he had her get naked thinking she was getting a 3way and then banged me in front of her. He now makes me dress in girls clothes (I'm rather small for a guy, and have a waist and curvy hips and bottom). I even have to dress in girls clothes when I go out, not just in bed where he bought me all kinds of sexy lingerie and outfits to wear for him. He made me grow my nails, my hair and has it styled and done in a woman's fashion. About 8 months ago or more he had a doctor in debt to him who started giving me hormone shots. My already small penis is only about 3 inches long, very thin, my balls are so small, and my boobs have started to grow. My man loves all this and loves my overly sensitive nipples. I've fucked and sucked him and some of his friends, but I'm now his girlfriend in all ways. The doctor checks me out regularly my boobs, my boipussy, everything. I have had some big changes and he makes sure I'm functional for my boyfriend. When my boyfriend hits me if I refuse, the doctor comes to the house to treat me after he's finished beating and fucking me.
I cook, clean, he supports me, buys me jewelry, nice clothes, a BMW and of course I take care of his sexual needs. I really liked fucking girls, but in a way I really like being taken care of and getting fucked too. I really like taking care of his needs and being there for him sexually. I am now a transgender living with my boyfriend, and all because I started betting on sports games and he let me get so far into debt. I think if I only got $ 10 a fuck, I'd have paid off my $50K debt by now. My butthole is loose, open and even the ring has grown and stretched, one of his friends says it's the most inviting "pussy" he's ever seen. I've started cheating a bit, I see that friend of his on the side, and even the doctor has started fucking me.
I can’t stop. Everything fucking hurts. I can’t sleep. I never stop hurting myself. Sometimes I don’t remember doing it and I wake up with cuts or burns.
I keep putting matches out on my hands, I cut, I put my hands into boiling water, I binge and then make myself throw up until I’m coughing up blood, and now I’m constantly thinking about stabbing my self, or cutting off my chest. (I’m FtM transgender). I can’t stop thinking about doing it. My chest is wrapped in bandages and duct tape. My ribs hurt so much but I can’t stop. I can’t stop.
#help #suicidal #selfharm #suicide #ftm #trans #ftmtrans #transgender #harm
I'm a 18 year old guy and my first handjob was from a transexual,I feel ashamed of it,it felt good at the moment but I'm only filled with regret
I’m a minor and I’m transgender (FtM). I’ve been “out” to my family for a year, and to friends for about three years. I’m struggling so much, my mom doesn’t support me and says shes “doing it cause she loves me.” I hate to even think about it but a lot of the time I find myself thinking of suicide, or “DIY top surgery” (pretty much stabbing myself). The thoughts haunt me at night, I can’t sleep because I can’t stop the intrusive thoughts. I’m typing this at 2:44 am. As cheesy as it sounds I always knew I wasn’t a girl, and the first time I tried to kill my self I was 12. Then again at 13. And again at 15 etc. I can’t take hormones or do anything to further my transition, the only thing I’ve been able to do is cut my hair. Clothes wise, the only masculine clothes I have are my dead dad’s, and my room still looks the same as when I was 9 years old and sitting in here makes me just want to end it because I’ll never be in the right body.
Thanks for listening I guess? Sorry for how depressing this is.
#transgender #trans #ftm #transftm #minor #suicide #depression #selfharm
Im 19f and would really like to have lesbian sex but I don't know any lesbian or bi girl. I would really like to have sex with trans woman but again I dont know anyone. I just want to see a hot bitch licking me and making me cum. I crave licking some titties while she slides on me/in me.
six months ago, I was away from home for three days. I was attending a family funeral. usually my wife of ten years would have accompanied me, but on this ocaision, she was unwell. finding myself alone in a five star hotel room, my pinch faced shrew of a wife, three hundred miles away, I picked up my phone and browsed the local escorts. I had built in a contingency of a thousand, in my budget for this trip. that would get me a very nice escort indeed.
I browsed for a while, pausing on the 18 year old blonde who still had her actual school uniform and the two girls that offered the ultimate lesbian fantasy for men.
then, from somewhere deep in my subconcious, a long held fantasy materialised. transsexuals.
I typed transsexual escorts into my search engine and I was amazed at the number listed locally to me. I browsed through them until I found one that fitted my fantasy completely. TSNicole. she was tall, slim, blonde, pert natural breasts and a nice feminine bottom . she was perfect!
200 an hour or 1000 for a night. right on my budget. I rang the number for the agency and gave them my details. they sent me an email confirming the booking with a receipt for the payment.
when my phone vibrated again half an hour later, it was a text from the escort, saying she was in the hotel reception. I texted her back that I would see her soon then.
five minutes later, she knocked on my room door.
when I opened it I was astonished. she was absolutely stunning. you would never guess she was a once a man. I took her coat and handed her a glass of champagne. I had ordered a " james bond " as I called it, from room service. champagne, caviar and some smoked salmon nibbles in case she was hungry. we had a nice " getting to know you " chat . she was intelligent and well educated. she was studying to become a social worker.
I won't demean her, or my memory of that night by detailing our intimacy. it is enough to say that we made love several times during the time we spent together and I was left extremely satisfied.
I do not consider my liason in any way homosexual. she was a woman in every way, with the exclusion of her very small penis..
I'm hoping my work will take me near that hotel again soon.
Later this year I am due to get married to a wonderful woman. One small problem, over the past few years I’ve been getting more and more turned on by trans women. I’ve found myself looking and trans porn, reading stories and wearing women’s underwear. The other week it got so intense I found myself a trans sex worker and had a massage… and more… while I enjoyed the experience, she is m to f, fake boobs are really weird and her cock tasted really rubbery. I like a woman with a little extra, but I’m not I’ll be doing this again.
I have been a closet cross dresser since age 11. 30 yrs later I still love to dress up as a girl (preteen to late teen styles) As I have gotten older I have only grown to love dressing up more and more..staying fully dressed as a girl for a week which I find myself acting like a young girl. I am always buying hosiery dresses,skirts as my girl wardrobe has surpassed my male wardrobe by far.
i find anyway to hurt my body in my power it’s not mine anyways that’s why it must suffer the way it makes me feel every day.
I came out as transgender male a while ago and most of my school just sees me as a biological guy and doesn’t question it but there’s a good portion that still know though. I like this girl who moved here recently and I’ve been talking to her nonstop and I’m falling hard for her. I just don’t know how to tell her I’m transgender
I confess that I’m a trans female exhibitionist. I love to go commando and wearing buttplugs and I love playing with my naughty bits in public. I get turned on flashing my uncut tranny cock to strangers and I especially enjoy when a stranger wants to have some naughty fun with me. My ultimate fantasy is being fucked in an adults only store.
#trans #mtf #exhibitionism #public #naughty #fun #playing #commando #sexual
I’ve always fantasized about transexuals but don’t really act on it often. The last one I met was an escort I found online. Her ad said with condom.
She was really feminine and beautiful. We talked a bit when she showed up at my place. We then moved to the bedroom and played around. She first tried to top me with a condom but I was too tight. It hurt quite a bit since I had not done this in a long time. We just laid there for me to recover and talked more. She told me she fantasized about Asian guys but never been with one before.
After some time, I went down on her for a bit. She then pulled me up and forward toward her. I thought she was going to suck me off, but she just positioned her dick and pushed in bareback. I was shocked and really turned on. I had never done that before. She then just fucked me raw in all kinds of positions and praising how tight and sweet my ass was.
I was so worried but also extremely turned on at the same time. I came riding her. After I recovered, she asked me to fuck her raw and creampie her. I hesitated but gave into my desires. It was wonderful and worrisome at the same time. She told me she was only 21 and not to worry. I hope she’s right.
If a friend or family member misgenders me i know it's just force of habit. If a stranger misgenders me they might just be an asshole. If a random toddler misgenders me then I know it's because I don't pass.
I was born in 90s. It wasn't until 2015 when noticed a change in society. I really don't understand transgender people or kids deciding to be transgender. I honestly feel bad for them. I feel like they are misguided and have no clue what they are doing. I also feel like they are insecure in there own skin which is why they decided to do this. In my eyes when I hear a kid wants to be transgender I feel like the parents failed them. A kids mind is able to understand things and its been proven time and time again. I wouldn't have a problem with transgender people if kids weren't apart of it. I think its wrong for a society to allow a kid to get surgery. When the mind is fully developed then they can do it! I feel like the transgender community is trying to push a agenda!!
So yeah I just wanted to get this off my chest
I've always strongly considered myself a straight male, I've never been into men, and I don't find the appearance of men attractive. But in the last few months I find myself watching "shemale" or "ladyboy" porn videos. Essentially transexual porn videos.
As I said, I'm not into men at all, I love women. For some reason though, I love looking at women with cocks. It's very strange, I know. I basically only get off to videos of "women" jerking off now. I guess all those years of watching porn with real women wasn't satisfying enough any more.
In the past, me and a friend swore that if we took a trip to Thailand and ended up bringing a girl back to the hotel only to find out she had a cock, that we'd outright refuse to have sex with them. But to tell you the truth, I'd just as much have sex with her as I would a real woman. Perhaps more so, even.
#strange #ladyboy #transexual #sex #masturbation #cock #shemale #porn
I want a doctor to turn my tiny penis into a clitoris and make me a vagina. I have a penis that is almost 1 inch and it is down between my legs like a girls. I never had balls and I have been on estrogen since before I was a teenager. I was all girlie from the time I was a little girl. I had lots of Barbie dolls and I refused to anything that wasn't girls clothes. I played with the girls and I like the guys and never wanted to date females. I love men and I love having a feminine body. I am a good woman and I am great with men. I love sex with men it is so wonderful. I am Lisa and im all girl inside.
My first day of kindergarten, my teacher Mr.Joel says "Alright we are going on a field trip to the national park ,so I need a girls to board the bus first then boys!"
I wasn't paying attention and I got on the bus first. Mr Joel approached me and sarcastically ask."Excuse me Gregory, are you a girl or boy? "I don't know I said". That moment , that question confused the fuck out of me for the rest of my life. I mean i have a penis but I don't like to look at it because it looks icky. My mom was shitting on the toilet and I was standing in the doorway naked when I was 3 years old telling her I pooped my diaper and all she said was ah fuck not again just like fucking father and she slammed the door and my penis got caught in between it. I screamed and my neighbors took me to the hospital because my mother refused to drive drunk and high. The doctors put ice on it and sent me home. But by the time we got home my mom was asleep so my neighbors made me sleep when there son picaru was two years older the me. I didn't sleep Much that night cause picaru kept sticking Lego's and a hot wheels cars up my butthole and he would tie string around my injured penis and attach to a fishing rod and he would yank hard and reel it up until the line broke. Everytime I screamed he told his parents I was having bad dreams so his dad took off my clothes and laid me on his lap in the living room while we both watched the entire Andy Griffith show season one all night. He didn't molest me or assault me but he did kiss me on the lips a lot and call me 'judy Ann' and 'honey' a lot. Judy Ann was his dead wife's name.fucked up part is the when he drove me to the hospital he hit my dog spider and he promised he would check on him once we got back. I never saw spider again :(.
#death #assault #abandoned #injury #abuse #drugs #trauma #transgender
I am a 25 year old male and I fantasize about being dressed up like a little girl. I would give anything for someone to feminize me.
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