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I've been paying this transgender (mtf) girl to sleep with me. Shes fucking hot. Shes tall with Long blue hair. Just curvy enough to have a booty. We get super high and she gives me the absolute best blow jobs. No anal yet because I'm too thick. But she's been practicing.
I’m a minor and I’m transgender (FtM). I’ve been “out” to my family for a year, and to friends for about three years. I’m struggling so much, my mom doesn’t support me and says shes “doing it cause she loves me.” I hate to even think about it but a lot of the time I find myself thinking of suicide, or “DIY top surgery” (pretty much stabbing myself). The thoughts haunt me at night, I can’t sleep because I can’t stop the intrusive thoughts. I’m typing this at 2:44 am. As cheesy as it sounds I always knew I wasn’t a girl, and the first time I tried to kill my self I was 12. Then again at 13. And again at 15 etc. I can’t take hormones or do anything to further my transition, the only thing I’ve been able to do is cut my hair. Clothes wise, the only masculine clothes I have are my dead dad’s, and my room still looks the same as when I was 9 years old and sitting in here makes me just want to end it because I’ll never be in the right body.
Thanks for listening I guess? Sorry for how depressing this is.
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I love coffee and I always use liquid creamer in my coffee. I was born male but totally female. My boyfriend and a bunch of his friends masterbated into an empty creamer bottle and of course I got it and I drank it. The problem with this is I did not know it was cum and I took a drink and it was the best coffee I ever tasted. When I pressed him hard enough he came clean about it and said great how am I going to get enough cum to use as creamer because I only want cum in my coffee now. I told a guy at work and he had as many guys as he could cum in a creamer bottle and wrote "This creamer is For Lisa only" on it. It was like half full and he put it in the refrigerator to keep it good for me. He noticed I drank a lot more when it had cum in it. He asked if I like to swallow cum and I said yes every since my 12 birthday, the first birthday I was allowed to be a girl and wear a dress and everything and my mom and sister even put some make up on me and my sister used a banana to teach me to give good blowjobs after I begged her to do it. I finally took a 9 inch banana all the way in my mouth without gagging. She was proud of her little sister. She found a 16 year old guy who wanted a blowjob. His cum was so good I loved it. I told him that I would be happy to get his cock in my mouth or my ass anytime. He took me up on the offer many times and his cock was long and thick and he had large loads of cum. I called his cock my lollypop with warm white creamy filling that shoots into my mouth. I gave him road head and public head and he always gave me cum. I had dry cum on my lips a lot just lick it and you taste cum again, so nice. My pee pee thing is more like a clitoris than a penis and I never had balls but I don't have a vagina. I have vagina envy, I want to be a real woman able to give my man a baby boy and me a baby girl to dress up pretty. I envy all women and I would do almost anything to at least get surgery to make me a woman. I am wearing a minidress and tights but even if I had no panties or tights on my clitoris or penis would not show because it is inverted so I have to sit to potty or in the woods I have to squat to pee like a girl or I pee all over my leg if I pee standing up plus I don't have anything to hold to pee like men do. I also have to wipe like a girl. Guys finger me there and it gets me so hot for cock. I do not have sex with women at all. I love being girlie and getting men. I have been on my back with 20 men jacking off in my mouth and swallowed all 20 and begged for more cum. I want to try 50 or more men, they call it bukkake I just call it awesome for me. I love cum.
i wish my partner would consider staying if i transitioned. nothing would change between us.
I came out as transgender male a while ago and most of my school just sees me as a biological guy and doesn’t question it but there’s a good portion that still know though. I like this girl who moved here recently and I’ve been talking to her nonstop and I’m falling hard for her. I just don’t know how to tell her I’m transgender
I'm a full straight dude but addicted to porn. It's too the point I now watch gay orgy and trans porn, especially trans women having sex with women.
i find anyway to hurt my body in my power it’s not mine anyways that’s why it must suffer the way it makes me feel every day.
Until a year ago I was a normal guy. 18 had fucked 6 girls up to that time and never even thought about anything else sexually. I got into a situation and owed a guy about 12 years older than me a lot of money. The situation got out of hand. I even brought a girl who was a fuck buddy up to see him and she fucked him silly while I jacked off watching, hoping that would delay paying him for a bit, or take a little off the bill. He told her to leave and me to stay. He sexually assaulted me after I refused the first order to lay down, and he hit me several times and threatened me with a knife. He made me lay there while he fucked me and made me stay the night while he fucked me some more. In the morning we had breakfast, then around noon he made me suck his cock with more hitting. He made a deal which was more like an order as I had no choice. Since he "fagged me out" already I would stay with him as his girlfriend and he would let me work off the debt I owed. By now I knew he had a gun, and several knives and was afraid he'd use them. I thought I'd be able to date still, and just let him fuck me, and hopefully just get away with blowing him a few times, but I was wrong. I can't see anyone else, my family is out of town and can't see me this way. All girls are gone now, he even had me bring my fuck buddy over and he had her get naked thinking she was getting a 3way and then banged me in front of her. He now makes me dress in girls clothes (I'm rather small for a guy, and have a waist and curvy hips and bottom). I even have to dress in girls clothes when I go out, not just in bed where he bought me all kinds of sexy lingerie and outfits to wear for him. He made me grow my nails, my hair and has it styled and done in a woman's fashion. About 8 months ago or more he had a doctor in debt to him who started giving me hormone shots. My already small penis is only about 3 inches long, very thin, my balls are so small, and my boobs have started to grow. My man loves all this and loves my overly sensitive nipples. I've fucked and sucked him and some of his friends, but I'm now his girlfriend in all ways. The doctor checks me out regularly my boobs, my boipussy, everything. I have had some big changes and he makes sure I'm functional for my boyfriend. When my boyfriend hits me if I refuse, the doctor comes to the house to treat me after he's finished beating and fucking me.
I cook, clean, he supports me, buys me jewelry, nice clothes, a BMW and of course I take care of his sexual needs. I really liked fucking girls, but in a way I really like being taken care of and getting fucked too. I really like taking care of his needs and being there for him sexually. I am now a transgender living with my boyfriend, and all because I started betting on sports games and he let me get so far into debt. I think if I only got $ 10 a fuck, I'd have paid off my $50K debt by now. My butthole is loose, open and even the ring has grown and stretched, one of his friends says it's the most inviting "pussy" he's ever seen. I've started cheating a bit, I see that friend of his on the side, and even the doctor has started fucking me.
I'm transgender and I was raised my my transphobic grandmother. She means everything to me, she always protected me from my abusive parents and she has never shown me anything but love my entire life. But I can't be honest with her about who I am because she would hate me and I don't know if I could deal with that. She always tells me I'm the only one who really cares about her (my parents are cruel and she doesn't have any living relatives) and that she's so glad to have me. I don't want to just abandon her when I can finally leave home but I dont know if I could handle the heartbreak of her hating me.
Later this year I am due to get married to a wonderful woman. One small problem, over the past few years I’ve been getting more and more turned on by trans women. I’ve found myself looking and trans porn, reading stories and wearing women’s underwear. The other week it got so intense I found myself a trans sex worker and had a massage… and more… while I enjoyed the experience, she is m to f, fake boobs are really weird and her cock tasted really rubbery. I like a woman with a little extra, but I’m not I’ll be doing this again.
I have been a closet cross dresser since age 11. 30 yrs later I still love to dress up as a girl (preteen to late teen styles) As I have gotten older I have only grown to love dressing up more and more..staying fully dressed as a girl for a week which I find myself acting like a young girl. I am always buying hosiery dresses,skirts as my girl wardrobe has surpassed my male wardrobe by far.
Chicks with dicks are so cute. I wish more of them wanted to keep it. Im really good at rubbing mine. I want to share my skill. And try giving a blow job.
I can’t stop. Everything fucking hurts. I can’t sleep. I never stop hurting myself. Sometimes I don’t remember doing it and I wake up with cuts or burns.
I keep putting matches out on my hands, I cut, I put my hands into boiling water, I binge and then make myself throw up until I’m coughing up blood, and now I’m constantly thinking about stabbing my self, or cutting off my chest. (I’m FtM transgender). I can’t stop thinking about doing it. My chest is wrapped in bandages and duct tape. My ribs hurt so much but I can’t stop. I can’t stop.
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I don't know my own gender. I tell people online that my name is Zach but it's not. I'm biologically a woman. My friends know that I'm trans. I think I'm a man. I usually tell myself I'm a man but there's this voice in the back of my head that shouts that I'm a woman. I don't know what to believe. Maybe I'm gender-fluid? I don't really feel like a woman at all but how do I know if I'm really trans. Is there a way of knowing? I know about dysphoria, and I think I have it but what if I don't? I believe I have it seeing as I hate my body. I don't like my curves, I've kinda gained some weight, and not to mention genitalia. It's odd how there's nothing there. I don't know if that's normal or not. I just think it's weird how there's nothing between my legs. My chest keeps growing. I'm 14 and almost a D cup. I'm not overweight either. I don't know if this is gender dysphoria or just normality. I don't constantly feel weird in my body though; it's very on and off. My boyfriend sees me as a woman but that's a rant for another day. What do I do? Do I ask my mother for me to see a gender therapist? What if she says no? I don't want her knowing.
I'm a 22 yo transwoman (mtf). i've never told anyone but i lost my virginity to my next-door neighbor who i knew all my life and was like a second dad. When I was little he was my baseball coach. I started transitioning when i was young, my parents were ok with it and since i hadn't really finished puberty yet it helped to make me more feminine. I used to go to his house after school since both my parents worked and i used do my homework and watch tv. One Friday my parents were going out after work so i was gonna stay by him until later that night. It was a regular day. i came over, went in the pool. came in and had dinner and we watched tv. from swimming i was kinda tired so i started leaning and snuggling with him while we watched a movie.
He said I could lay down if i wanted which i did only i rested my head in his lap. I laid there and he stared rubbing my back and then he started going further down to my butt. i liked it and just went with it and started rubbing his leg. my head was on his lap so i noticed he was started to get hard. to this day i do know where i got the guys but moved my hand up and started rubbing his dick, over his shorts. he then moved his hand from my back towards my barely existent boobs. im sure he could see and feel my nipples get hard because he was focusing on them and it felt so good. no one had ever touched me like that before and i got so horny that i lifted myself up and pulled his dick out and started sucking it. Before long he gently pushing his cock in my ass. i had been "practicing" by myself for a while but i wasn't prepared. it hurt at first but then it felt good. it wasn't too long before he came in me. when it was all done i think he was afraid but i told him i wouldn't tell anyone. this became a regular thing for a while until he had moved. I just had to get this out, i've never told anyone before.
#virginity #neighbor #transgender #mtf #sex
My first day of kindergarten, my teacher Mr.Joel says "Alright we are going on a field trip to the national park ,so I need a girls to board the bus first then boys!"
I wasn't paying attention and I got on the bus first. Mr Joel approached me and sarcastically ask."Excuse me Gregory, are you a girl or boy? "I don't know I said". That moment , that question confused the fuck out of me for the rest of my life. I mean i have a penis but I don't like to look at it because it looks icky. My mom was shitting on the toilet and I was standing in the doorway naked when I was 3 years old telling her I pooped my diaper and all she said was ah fuck not again just like fucking father and she slammed the door and my penis got caught in between it. I screamed and my neighbors took me to the hospital because my mother refused to drive drunk and high. The doctors put ice on it and sent me home. But by the time we got home my mom was asleep so my neighbors made me sleep when there son picaru was two years older the me. I didn't sleep Much that night cause picaru kept sticking Lego's and a hot wheels cars up my butthole and he would tie string around my injured penis and attach to a fishing rod and he would yank hard and reel it up until the line broke. Everytime I screamed he told his parents I was having bad dreams so his dad took off my clothes and laid me on his lap in the living room while we both watched the entire Andy Griffith show season one all night. He didn't molest me or assault me but he did kiss me on the lips a lot and call me 'judy Ann' and 'honey' a lot. Judy Ann was his dead wife's name.fucked up part is the when he drove me to the hospital he hit my dog spider and he promised he would check on him once we got back. I never saw spider again :(.
#death #assault #abandoned #injury #abuse #drugs #trauma #transgender
I want a doctor to turn my tiny penis into a clitoris and make me a vagina. I have a penis that is almost 1 inch and it is down between my legs like a girls. I never had balls and I have been on estrogen since before I was a teenager. I was all girlie from the time I was a little girl. I had lots of Barbie dolls and I refused to anything that wasn't girls clothes. I played with the girls and I like the guys and never wanted to date females. I love men and I love having a feminine body. I am a good woman and I am great with men. I love sex with men it is so wonderful. I am Lisa and im all girl inside.
When I was 11 my mom was out of town about 200+ days a year for her job and my neighbor invited me to stay at his house when he was out of town it went from there I got paid to dress up as a girl and have sex with my neighbor, and you know what it was actually nice. I grew up in a poor fucked up home and it was nice to have money and to feel loved we kinda dated til I was 14 and got sent to a "Christian Gender Education" camp by my grandma. before that camp I was happy I looked so much like a girl when we went shopping and on beach trips Not more than 2-3 people probably thought I was a guy on our trips even in swimwear, I understand that I should hate him but I actually had plans in my life at that point he had started giving me hormones when I turned 12 I was becoming beautiful and I was saving up money from his friends for a reassignment surgery when I turned 18 and one of my neighbors doctor clients was going to examine me and tell my mom that I had a hormone issue that covered my changes since mom was starting to notice. Is it bad that I wish we hadn't been found out looking back? I would have been really different but I think happy. TC
six months ago, I was away from home for three days. I was attending a family funeral. usually my wife of ten years would have accompanied me, but on this ocaision, she was unwell. finding myself alone in a five star hotel room, my pinch faced shrew of a wife, three hundred miles away, I picked up my phone and browsed the local escorts. I had built in a contingency of a thousand, in my budget for this trip. that would get me a very nice escort indeed.
I browsed for a while, pausing on the 18 year old blonde who still had her actual school uniform and the two girls that offered the ultimate lesbian fantasy for men.
then, from somewhere deep in my subconcious, a long held fantasy materialised. transsexuals.
I typed transsexual escorts into my search engine and I was amazed at the number listed locally to me. I browsed through them until I found one that fitted my fantasy completely. TSNicole. she was tall, slim, blonde, pert natural breasts and a nice feminine bottom . she was perfect!
200 an hour or 1000 for a night. right on my budget. I rang the number for the agency and gave them my details. they sent me an email confirming the booking with a receipt for the payment.
when my phone vibrated again half an hour later, it was a text from the escort, saying she was in the hotel reception. I texted her back that I would see her soon then.
five minutes later, she knocked on my room door.
when I opened it I was astonished. she was absolutely stunning. you would never guess she was a once a man. I took her coat and handed her a glass of champagne. I had ordered a " james bond " as I called it, from room service. champagne, caviar and some smoked salmon nibbles in case she was hungry. we had a nice " getting to know you " chat . she was intelligent and well educated. she was studying to become a social worker.
I won't demean her, or my memory of that night by detailing our intimacy. it is enough to say that we made love several times during the time we spent together and I was left extremely satisfied.
I do not consider my liason in any way homosexual. she was a woman in every way, with the exclusion of her very small penis..
I'm hoping my work will take me near that hotel again soon.
I was born in 90s. It wasn't until 2015 when noticed a change in society. I really don't understand transgender people or kids deciding to be transgender. I honestly feel bad for them. I feel like they are misguided and have no clue what they are doing. I also feel like they are insecure in there own skin which is why they decided to do this. In my eyes when I hear a kid wants to be transgender I feel like the parents failed them. A kids mind is able to understand things and its been proven time and time again. I wouldn't have a problem with transgender people if kids weren't apart of it. I think its wrong for a society to allow a kid to get surgery. When the mind is fully developed then they can do it! I feel like the transgender community is trying to push a agenda!!
So yeah I just wanted to get this off my chest
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