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Until a year ago I was a normal guy. 18 had fucked 6 girls up to that time and never even thought about anything else sexually. I got into a situation and owed a guy about 12 years older than me a lot of money. The situation got out of hand. I even brought a girl who was a fuck buddy up to see him and she fucked him silly while I jacked off watching, hoping that would delay paying him for a bit, or take a little off the bill. He told her to leave and me to stay. He sexually assaulted me after I refused the first order to lay down, and he hit me several times and threatened me with a knife. He made me lay there while he fucked me and made me stay the night while he fucked me some more. In the morning we had breakfast, then around noon he made me suck his cock with more hitting. He made a deal which was more like an order as I had no choice. Since he "fagged me out" already I would stay with him as his girlfriend and he would let me work off the debt I owed. By now I knew he had a gun, and several knives and was afraid he'd use them. I thought I'd be able to date still, and just let him fuck me, and hopefully just get away with blowing him a few times, but I was wrong. I can't see anyone else, my family is out of town and can't see me this way. All girls are gone now, he even had me bring my fuck buddy over and he had her get naked thinking she was getting a 3way and then banged me in front of her. He now makes me dress in girls clothes (I'm rather small for a guy, and have a waist and curvy hips and bottom). I even have to dress in girls clothes when I go out, not just in bed where he bought me all kinds of sexy lingerie and outfits to wear for him. He made me grow my nails, my hair and has it styled and done in a woman's fashion. About 8 months ago or more he had a doctor in debt to him who started giving me hormone shots. My already small penis is only about 3 inches long, very thin, my balls are so small, and my boobs have started to grow. My man loves all this and loves my overly sensitive nipples. I've fucked and sucked him and some of his friends, but I'm now his girlfriend in all ways. The doctor checks me out regularly my boobs, my boipussy, everything. I have had some big changes and he makes sure I'm functional for my boyfriend. When my boyfriend hits me if I refuse, the doctor comes to the house to treat me after he's finished beating and fucking me.
I cook, clean, he supports me, buys me jewelry, nice clothes, a BMW and of course I take care of his sexual needs. I really liked fucking girls, but in a way I really like being taken care of and getting fucked too. I really like taking care of his needs and being there for him sexually. I am now a transgender living with my boyfriend, and all because I started betting on sports games and he let me get so far into debt. I think if I only got $ 10 a fuck, I'd have paid off my $50K debt by now. My butthole is loose, open and even the ring has grown and stretched, one of his friends says it's the most inviting "pussy" he's ever seen. I've started cheating a bit, I see that friend of his on the side, and even the doctor has started fucking me.
I can’t stop. Everything fucking hurts. I can’t sleep. I never stop hurting myself. Sometimes I don’t remember doing it and I wake up with cuts or burns.
I keep putting matches out on my hands, I cut, I put my hands into boiling water, I binge and then make myself throw up until I’m coughing up blood, and now I’m constantly thinking about stabbing my self, or cutting off my chest. (I’m FtM transgender). I can’t stop thinking about doing it. My chest is wrapped in bandages and duct tape. My ribs hurt so much but I can’t stop. I can’t stop.
#help #suicidal #selfharm #suicide #ftm #trans #ftmtrans #transgender #harm
I’m FtM trans (Post op, 5 years on T) and sometimes out of no where, I literally crave dick like crazy. I get so hungry for it like my hole and clit NEEEEEEEED it more than anything in this world. Been on a ton of dating apps, I love all my bbc out there😍they know how to lay it down and please better than anyone.
I don't know my own gender. I tell people online that my name is Zach but it's not. I'm biologically a woman. My friends know that I'm trans. I think I'm a man. I usually tell myself I'm a man but there's this voice in the back of my head that shouts that I'm a woman. I don't know what to believe. Maybe I'm gender-fluid? I don't really feel like a woman at all but how do I know if I'm really trans. Is there a way of knowing? I know about dysphoria, and I think I have it but what if I don't? I believe I have it seeing as I hate my body. I don't like my curves, I've kinda gained some weight, and not to mention genitalia. It's odd how there's nothing there. I don't know if that's normal or not. I just think it's weird how there's nothing between my legs. My chest keeps growing. I'm 14 and almost a D cup. I'm not overweight either. I don't know if this is gender dysphoria or just normality. I don't constantly feel weird in my body though; it's very on and off. My boyfriend sees me as a woman but that's a rant for another day. What do I do? Do I ask my mother for me to see a gender therapist? What if she says no? I don't want her knowing.
I have been a closet cross dresser since age 11. 30 yrs later I still love to dress up as a girl (preteen to late teen styles) As I have gotten older I have only grown to love dressing up more and more..staying fully dressed as a girl for a week which I find myself acting like a young girl. I am always buying hosiery dresses,skirts as my girl wardrobe has surpassed my male wardrobe by far.
If a friend or family member misgenders me i know it's just force of habit. If a stranger misgenders me they might just be an asshole. If a random toddler misgenders me then I know it's because I don't pass.
Chicks with dicks are so cute. I wish more of them wanted to keep it. Im really good at rubbing mine. I want to share my skill. And try giving a blow job.
I'm a 22 yo transwoman (mtf). i've never told anyone but i lost my virginity to my next-door neighbor who i knew all my life and was like a second dad. When I was little he was my baseball coach. I started transitioning when i was young, my parents were ok with it and since i hadn't really finished puberty yet it helped to make me more feminine. I used to go to his house after school since both my parents worked and i used do my homework and watch tv. One Friday my parents were going out after work so i was gonna stay by him until later that night. It was a regular day. i came over, went in the pool. came in and had dinner and we watched tv. from swimming i was kinda tired so i started leaning and snuggling with him while we watched a movie.
He said I could lay down if i wanted which i did only i rested my head in his lap. I laid there and he stared rubbing my back and then he started going further down to my butt. i liked it and just went with it and started rubbing his leg. my head was on his lap so i noticed he was started to get hard. to this day i do know where i got the guys but moved my hand up and started rubbing his dick, over his shorts. he then moved his hand from my back towards my barely existent boobs. im sure he could see and feel my nipples get hard because he was focusing on them and it felt so good. no one had ever touched me like that before and i got so horny that i lifted myself up and pulled his dick out and started sucking it. Before long he gently pushing his cock in my ass. i had been "practicing" by myself for a while but i wasn't prepared. it hurt at first but then it felt good. it wasn't too long before he came in me. when it was all done i think he was afraid but i told him i wouldn't tell anyone. this became a regular thing for a while until he had moved. I just had to get this out, i've never told anyone before.
#virginity #neighbor #transgender #mtf #sex
I am a 24 year old man with a manly look. But deep inside I want to be a girl and satisfy a man. But in my society it considered as a sin. I wear panties and lowaste pants and kneel in front of stranger men. When they see my panties they look me like a slut and laugh at me. It turns me on. I hope one day one of them treat me as his girl.
I was born in 90s. It wasn't until 2015 when noticed a change in society. I really don't understand transgender people or kids deciding to be transgender. I honestly feel bad for them. I feel like they are misguided and have no clue what they are doing. I also feel like they are insecure in there own skin which is why they decided to do this. In my eyes when I hear a kid wants to be transgender I feel like the parents failed them. A kids mind is able to understand things and its been proven time and time again. I wouldn't have a problem with transgender people if kids weren't apart of it. I think its wrong for a society to allow a kid to get surgery. When the mind is fully developed then they can do it! I feel like the transgender community is trying to push a agenda!!
So yeah I just wanted to get this off my chest
I'm transgender and I was raised my my transphobic grandmother. She means everything to me, she always protected me from my abusive parents and she has never shown me anything but love my entire life. But I can't be honest with her about who I am because she would hate me and I don't know if I could deal with that. She always tells me I'm the only one who really cares about her (my parents are cruel and she doesn't have any living relatives) and that she's so glad to have me. I don't want to just abandon her when I can finally leave home but I dont know if I could handle the heartbreak of her hating me.
I am a 25 year old male and I fantasize about being dressed up like a little girl. I would give anything for someone to feminize me.
i find anyway to hurt my body in my power it’s not mine anyways that’s why it must suffer the way it makes me feel every day.
Im 19f and would really like to have lesbian sex but I don't know any lesbian or bi girl. I would really like to have sex with trans woman but again I dont know anyone. I just want to see a hot bitch licking me and making me cum. I crave licking some titties while she slides on me/in me.
I confess that I’m a trans female exhibitionist. I love to go commando and wearing buttplugs and I love playing with my naughty bits in public. I get turned on flashing my uncut tranny cock to strangers and I especially enjoy when a stranger wants to have some naughty fun with me. My ultimate fantasy is being fucked in an adults only store.
#trans #mtf #exhibitionism #public #naughty #fun #playing #commando #sexual
I'm a full straight dude but addicted to porn. It's too the point I now watch gay orgy and trans porn, especially trans women having sex with women.
I’m a minor and I’m transgender (FtM). I’ve been “out” to my family for a year, and to friends for about three years. I’m struggling so much, my mom doesn’t support me and says shes “doing it cause she loves me.” I hate to even think about it but a lot of the time I find myself thinking of suicide, or “DIY top surgery” (pretty much stabbing myself). The thoughts haunt me at night, I can’t sleep because I can’t stop the intrusive thoughts. I’m typing this at 2:44 am. As cheesy as it sounds I always knew I wasn’t a girl, and the first time I tried to kill my self I was 12. Then again at 13. And again at 15 etc. I can’t take hormones or do anything to further my transition, the only thing I’ve been able to do is cut my hair. Clothes wise, the only masculine clothes I have are my dead dad’s, and my room still looks the same as when I was 9 years old and sitting in here makes me just want to end it because I’ll never be in the right body.
Thanks for listening I guess? Sorry for how depressing this is.
#transgender #trans #ftm #transftm #minor #suicide #depression #selfharm
I've always strongly considered myself a straight male, I've never been into men, and I don't find the appearance of men attractive. But in the last few months I find myself watching "shemale" or "ladyboy" porn videos. Essentially transexual porn videos.
As I said, I'm not into men at all, I love women. For some reason though, I love looking at women with cocks. It's very strange, I know. I basically only get off to videos of "women" jerking off now. I guess all those years of watching porn with real women wasn't satisfying enough any more.
In the past, me and a friend swore that if we took a trip to Thailand and ended up bringing a girl back to the hotel only to find out she had a cock, that we'd outright refuse to have sex with them. But to tell you the truth, I'd just as much have sex with her as I would a real woman. Perhaps more so, even.
#strange #ladyboy #transexual #sex #masturbation #cock #shemale #porn
I'm a 16 year old gay transman. I want to have sex badly with another guy[bottom], but I'm afraid because I'm trans, and because I'm not interested in casual sex, or a desire based on the fact that I'm trans and they've "never had sex with a transguy before."
I have the desire, I want to satisfy the desire, but I want it to be with someone who loves and accepts me for who I am. If I was gay and cis, that would be easier, but I can't make any moves because I'm afraid of being played.
#gay #transmale #transgender #sex #love
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