Minor Confessions

I am 15 and I got my first tattoo like 3 days ago. I managed to find a tattooist who did not ask for any ID and as I look older this was no issue at all. I got a big anchor and a cross on my upper arm, it looks lit as fuck!!! But it started to hurt like a couple of hours after I got it and it hasn't stopped. Now I am quite scared that it will get infected or something. It's a bit red and a bit swollen...
The problem is, my parents are not supposed to find out about it. They would have my head if they knew. So I am only wearing long sleeves for now but I am scared I need to go see a doctor about it? They will find out if I have to go...

#tattoo   #illegal   #minor   #parents   #confession   #hurts  

I'm a minor and I send nudes to adults saying I'm 19 because it's the only way I can make myself feel beautiful

#minor   #illegal   #insecurities  

I met a guy online a few years back when I was a bit young and naïve, and had just found out of 'rpw' and creating accounts. I will nickname the guy I met 'Kel' he was very kind and sweet and very talented, loved him and his personality, but when he got a girlfriend I got a bit.. jealous? idk I don't remember since its been a few years now, but when the girl had deleted her account I confessed to him and he said he liked me back, but the thing is after a few weeks of online dating he knew I had used multiple accounts to get close to him, which caused me to panick and block him in all my rpw accounts, after a few months or days we 'broke up' he had deleted his acc, someone said he was doing his job, then I realized after years of forgetting that he was like a pedo since he shortly dated me.


: its took me a few minutes to get over him after a few months of obsession.

#young   #confession   #naive   #obsession   #minor  

I’m a minor and I’m transgender (FtM). I’ve been “out” to my family for a year, and to friends for about three years. I’m struggling so much, my mom doesn’t support me and says shes “doing it cause she loves me.” I hate to even think about it but a lot of the time I find myself thinking of suicide, or “DIY top surgery” (pretty much stabbing myself). The thoughts haunt me at night, I can’t sleep because I can’t stop the intrusive thoughts. I’m typing this at 2:44 am. As cheesy as it sounds I always knew I wasn’t a girl, and the first time I tried to kill my self I was 12. Then again at 13. And again at 15 etc. I can’t take hormones or do anything to further my transition, the only thing I’ve been able to do is cut my hair. Clothes wise, the only masculine clothes I have are my dead dad’s, and my room still looks the same as when I was 9 years old and sitting in here makes me just want to end it because I’ll never be in the right body.

Thanks for listening I guess? Sorry for how depressing this is.

#transgender   #trans   #ftm   #transftm   #minor   #suicide   #depression   #selfharm