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I often steal or sneak a peek on my lover’s phone when he’s in the shower. I do this all the time now. Before it locks, I am there. One day I found some emails in his archives. It involved a female friend of his that secretly had an abortion with her lover of many years.
I believe that child was his but only know when manic they both often had sex together when he visited her. He says he can’t have kids but I wonder. Am I jealous or just curious as most of us are? I wonder. Turns me on of all the second secrecy but I feel for him as he likely wouldn’t know much as he’s mainly a great friend and lover.
I recently sent an anonymous email to the guy she said knocked her upgrade ago. Maybe this will bring the truth out. She lies about so much as he’s good me anyways that I thought it anonymously pry my way in here on this ancient issue.
I guess I like to start trouble as my lover has no idea I use his phone to do this. If it were to somehow come back to him, he would be baffled and I would lose the best sex I’ve ever had. However, I find this exciting like when I cheat on my husband with him. Maybe we’re all bad but I know I’m as horrible as his female friend was years ago.
#diabolical #spying #sex #trouble #friend #lover #secrets #abortion
i’m in love with the worse ones for me and i can’t help myself i regret the things i did and who i trusted.
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I guess I am in love with on of my class mates.
We hang out a lot and it's so much fun. I often spend the night at his place (he's living with a friend of his in an apartment) and at night, we cuddle and get on very well.
He's a really good friend by now but I don't know if I want to take the next step... And I don't know if he feels the same for me, maybe he sees me as a good friend only...
Another friend of mine (who doesn't know him) told me that we both are like an old couple but without the kissing and stuff...
I feel kinda bad but I like him but I dunno how much...
When my ex boyfriend broke up with me, I replaced his contact lenses solution with vodka.
Too bad for the vodka.
I wish ‘the one’ or the right guy would hurry up and come already. guys never seem interested in me and i feel forever alone even though i am only 21. guys never ever approach me or ask me out. i rarely also get hit on. this further makes me believe that maybe i am meant to be alone for the rest of my life. i am not fat (5'4 and 125 lbs) and i don’t think i am ugly (at least when i have makeup on).
You can tell people think Covid is over. People are talking to me again. So think some college aged females were talking to me about playing dodge ball or something. I’m old. But I just laughed and went with it. I enjoyed seeing happy people. Not sure why they included me.
I even got pulled into helping give a stranger guidance.
I’m just an approachable person. I look pretty & happy.
Once people get to know me they never want to see me again. I’m not mean. I’m weird. I can’t help it.
So I’m confiding to my best friend.
I have no friends. I do have 3 people who love me though.
So I met this person online, maybe December or November? Well yea I thought they were pretty chill so I asked to be friends with them, they said yes. I talked to them everyday starting from then, they played a game I played too so what id do was wait till they were online in that game instead of contacting on social media since they were sorta inactive there. Waited till 4am once, yeah was not mentally okay. On valentines day, I asked them to be my platonic valentine (excuse to say I had a valentine haha) and they agreed! Was psyched, after that we flirted alot. I said 10 fucking pickup lines in a row without them replying. Tell me you have attachment issues with telling me you do. I imagined fake scenarios with them, dirty ones included and I have no regrets lol. Then I found out their appearance and holy shit did it make me even more crazy about them. Shoulder length hair, 6,0, rings, nice hands, black clothing most the time and dark brown eyes. She was so pretty and I was absolutely starstruck. Then there was me, a 5,6 asian pansexual woman who sits in front of a screen 24/7. One pickup line (a more recent one) let me find out that im allowed to call them mine. We are still only friends keep in mind. A flirtationship was what I assumed it was and the urge to confess was unreal. My biggest peeve about this obsession was..pretending they were my partner when meeting new people, not sure if other people do this. Its so fucking silly lmao and I regret it so much, I also dont, it felt nice haha. The fake scenarios got bigger and bigger, pretending we went on dates and guess what? I plan on confessing on their birthday next year if I buck up the courage to. Probs won't but I hope they know I love them. I make it clearly fucking obvious im into them so im waiting for a good time. They send me websites on how to get better if im ill, they help me, flirt with me, tease me and care for me. Partner material. So uhh if you're 5,11 but 6,0 with good shoes and you think you know who this is, hi. I like you lol. Praying they dont find this though aha. Thanks for listening to my cringe obsession phase story time. -A.T
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I thought it was okay through a breakup but now I'm just suffering and wish she would come back. Now I'm trying everything just to get her notice me again.
I think my boyfriend likes talking to other girls more than talking to me. He often seems very distracted when I try to talk to him but as soon as another girl shows up, he's "awake" and fools around with her. I guess I am very jealous about that but it keeps me wondering.
I now think about breaking up with him, just to let him pay. I feel bad all the time and could cry all day long and I want him to notice but he doesn't.
I am depressed. I am the at the point of depressed where I can't bother to get out of bed and I would not at all mind if an asteroid killed us all off. Because then it would be over. I want it to be over. Don't get me wrong I am not suicidal. I was born into little, gained just a little more over my 22 years of life. I am overweight and haven't had a single girlfriend in 2 years of a single romantic advance or interest from the opposite sex ever since. I try so much to gey people to like me. Try so much to keep conversations alive and interesting but I dawns on me those people always choose to spend their time and love on other people. I don't know they may be amazing but God does it hurt soooo much. I am not ugly or unfit despite my slight chubbiness. I am quite good looking anf that is not my personal opinion I actually got accepted in that good looking people only dating site. Why am I so alone? why is no one interested in loving me or even getting to know me? Why am I so constantly alone?. Why do I have to cry myself to feeling better every other week?
When I was younger, there was a boy that I was sort of freinds with. He was kind of shy and quite, and the two of us lived close and we started to casually hang around together. He was quite open to being friendly - friendlier than I was used to being with another guy, although he didn't seem gay. But he was open tom our being chummy, and it was not difficult for me to find this kind of intriguing. One day the two of playfully got to messing around, which he had no problem with, and we jacked each other off. Of course that was quite enjoyable, so after that I was encouraging our having that type of fun together. Finally I was curious as to how far he would go, and I ended up boning his butt. It was really neat actually getting to do that with him as another guy, so the two of started ot have sex regularly. I always felt a little guilty because I suspected that he was half in love with me, and I knew that I really was not in love with him, although I did have special feelings for him as a friend.
Anyway, ten years went by, and we ran nto each other. Well, I was divorced and so was he, and we started talking about the old days, and within an hour we were in bed together, not just having sex, but actually making love. And although I never thought of myself as being gay, and apparently he didn't either, now the two of us have been roommates for almost a year and it has been wonderful!
Georgia May now be a Godly State.
To be a true Christian means you care about others.
Too many Christians hate gay people; even if it’s their own kids. Are opposed to helping the mentally ill or homeless. Will defend the rare bad cop; even if they commit an unthinkable act; like slow choking a helpless man to death as he begs, or hunting down & shooting an autistic child in Utah.
To serve Jesus one must learn to love those who are different from them. Stand up & defend those who can’t defend themselves.
I’m literally amazed that the state of Georgia May have shifted to a kind state. God Bless them.
I don't know anymore if I still love my girlfriend or not. I keep telling myself that I still have to love her because I am always thinking about our relationship and about her and if I don't love her, I wouldn't think about her all the time, right?
The problem is that I don't trust her anymore. Not that she cheating on me, but she kissed one of our friends on the mouth and I was really upset about it.
She also hangs out a lot with her ex boyfriend. Not alone but at parties because he's still a member of her circle of friends. She keeps telling me that he's such a dick but I can't believe her, especially not when she's drunk. Sober she's the nicest person ever but drunk, she's a real bitch.
Furthermore, I doubt that she really loves me either. She tells me so but she does so many conflictive things, like texting with her ex (and she knows that drives me crazy!) or keep forgetting that we wanted to meet and stuff like that.
Thank you to all of you who read my text!
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I’m 44 years old and cheated on my husband for years. He would be at work and I’d be out with mg best friend shopping then going home to have sex in our bed or on the couch or whatever we chose. 5-6 times a day over the years and I got off every time. He offered what my husband could not: an orgasm and plenty of them.
Over home it was obvious my husband knew big amazingly didn’t say anything: what that says is anybody’s guess. He said if he can give you what I cannot, I understand. I felt horrible but craved my lover at all times. I fell in love with him or thought I did as we were times a before we had our affair. Mg husband didn’t know I fell in love with him. We were going to leave each other’s spouses to be together and I was finally ready to leave my useless husband and even my kids to finally be happy again. Only my lover was full of crap and said he was only on if for the risk and intense sex.
He said he loved me too. It was all a lie. I felt betrayed but that I deserved it. I began sleeping with others as. Hates myself and wanted to climax which my husband could never provide. If we even attempted, he’s get off but I was a desert. It’s obvious without our 3 kids we’d have not been together. He didn’t even know how to go down on me and we were not young but we weren’t old either.
Now, he is attempting to get better and I’m not cheating but I want to. I just let my best friend go because I desire him even though we are platonic. I know he loves me too and he is a real man but I’m trying to be good…
When me and my girlfriend began dating she would always talk about her exboyfriend and it started to real bother me, they dated for three years since they were in seventh all the way through their sophmore year. I have no clue why she thought talking about her sex life was cool with her new boyfriend. I didnt want to give her any troubles since she has been known to throw extreme tantrums for reasons i think are ridicoulous, if i mispelled that sorry.
Anyways I cheated on her and comeplete regret it so much I love this girl but just because she angered me I had sex with her friend Sara and got her preagnant but she got an abortion for free at the planned parenthood...
I am a 17 yr old female high school junior. I have heard rumors about my gym teacher, she is also my vollyball coach being a lesbian. I am so attracted to her and think about being with her all the time. I make excuses to stay after practice just so i can be near her. i pretend to have a muscle cramp just so she can massage it and her touch drives me crazy. I have gotten very touchy feely with her hoping she gets what i am up to . I have gotten a little bolder by telling her how pretty she is and complimenting her on her incredible body. I spend most nights masturbating thinking about her. She is driving me totally crazy and i'm not sure how much longer i can go before i just come right out and tell her i want to be with her. Her smile, her face, her sweet scent is what my dreams are made of. God how i want to feel her hands all over my body, feel her lips against mine. I wish she knew.
I've spent my life looking for love. My sheltered, controlled childhood followed unintentionally into a controlling marriage to a gay man. I did my time -14 years until my beautiful child could deal with the divorce. Another 4 years of self harm, therapy and healing and I found myself ready to try again. Too many emotionally unavailable men later, I met a man I fell for. Too soon, in just 2 months, he claimed his love for me and the desire for a long future together. Everyone who has known him for years tells me how good and kind and worthy of love he is. I'm learning to deal with his ADDHD. But realizing that he takes drugs far too frequently for my comfort. I hear the hate when he speaks of his ex's. I know the trauma is real and coming as baggage because he's never dealt with it. Could he speak of me that way one day, do what he's done to them? He counts every cent he's ever spent on ex's which seems to be an issue for him although he's very wealthy. I dont need his money. Just his love. How do I separate just this one need that he is more than willingly to fulfill from the feeling of being cheated because after all this time I've found a love that I dont think I will ever completely trust with my heart. I'm 47 now. I dont want to be alone. I'm so exhausted. But I will be alone again. He's 56 and I dont think he lives a healthy lifestyle. I'm back to not wanting to live this life anymore. And not wanting to be with him. Life has cheated me so badly....its not worth being the good girl, the better person.
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I have been with my girlfriend for about 4 and a half years now. We started dating when we were in high school (i was 16 and she was just about to turn 16 in a few months). I love her more than anything in the whole world. But ever since we started dating, i lost contact with all my closest friends, both male and female. She always finds problems with them. I have been loyal to her, i never once thought about cheating.
I used to be known by everyone in my batch and the younger people. And had not one enemy because i was always friendly and kind and outgoing with people. And because of that, i was popular with people, even the teachers lived me even though im mischievous in class and school. Fuck it, even the principal knew me. Both me and my big brother who was graduated by then. I had a really good reputation and it’s not because i tried to, its because I genuinely was kind and caring while also being fun and mischievous and athletic! (I understand that i wasnt the smartest kid around). Where as my gf was mostly surrounded by 3 toxic friends who equally lacked the social skills but was feeding negative and toxic things into her mind. My girl is smart and beautiful and extremely talented in sports as well! But those friends of hers were lazy at studies, tries to act like they’re it and like they are princesses who know exactly how people are when they are just protected children who hasn’t interacted with people! (They genuinely thought that life always goes as it is in movies). They brought down her grades massively and were hiding behind my girl while she does the dirty work guided by the things they put into her mind. They are also to blame for her starting to think I’m cheating on her with other girls or doing things behind her back. My girlfriend also lacks the ability to empathize and understand people at all. I partly blame the fact that she has almost never been exposed to interacting with public and was always protected by her family. But she deeply cares and tries to protect the people closest to her. Hence, the reason she did the dirty work of those toxic friends of hers.
She told me to stop hanging out with the guys who always had my back, who have helped me even in the little things, the guys i used to have friendly rivalries in sports and gaming. They were my brothers and people who i have even considered to be my bestmen when i marry. And she knew that. But she made me to stop hanging out with them. For the littlest things, for inability to understand how boys are. Obviously boys act differently towards each other. That’s what friends are. Thats what makes us G’s. Some of my friends did warn me about her, that she and those 3 friends of hers have a bit of a bad reputation. But they all were really open to my feelings and genuinely gave her a chance and we’re friendly to her. I just wish she was the same. They were happy for me and didn’t want to do anything that would hurt my relationship badly. But when they saw that she just won’t stop with the misunderstanding and trying to push me away, they tried to do their best to pull me closer too. But none of them tried to force me out of the relationship, they all adviced me though. That i have 3 choices, fix the relationship and make her have a change of heart so i can hangout with my friends, break up with her, or let go of them. I obviously decided option 1. But sadly it didn’t work.
And from girls, there was one girl in my friend group that she hated for some little reasons. But i know if she actually tried to, they could have been really close. She was in a different class and some girls in my class were pretty popular as well. And as I mentioned, i was really close with my friends girls too. But i always kept my girlfriend above them. Even so, my girlfriend wanted me to completely stop talking to that girl she hates and she wanted me to be rude to her and hate her too. I obviously can’t do that, a bond i have cannot be just broken and turned into hate. I tried to fix the problem there and remove that hate as well. I wanted my girlfriend to see that the problem that’s there between them is a simple thing that can be fixed. But her pride and ego is too massive for her to let go. She pretended to try but didn’t put even 1% of effort in it. I gave as much effort as i can with her friends... but she didn’t. I never told her to stop talking to her friends. NEVER. I only advised her of the things I felt, and i asked her to think about it herself, she let them go only when they told her that she spends time with me more than them which is not true at all, they know it and she knows it... every person who knows about our relationship knew it’s a stupid reason to start treating her differently. So she let them go... so coming back to my story... this hate towards her the spread like a flame to the other girl in my class, which those toxic friends of hers had a massive role in. How am I supposed to stop completely talking to people in my own classroom? How am I supposed to let go of friends girl or boys who i have created a memories and strong bonds? They all tried to befriend my gf but she doesn’t try at all! In the end my teacher found out about relationship and advised me about it too but i was so blinded by love that i never listened to anyone! So i lost contact with my friends both girls and boys! We went to college where some of my closest friends went to, by then my girl did let me talk to them, but it’s as if we were acquaintances and not friends. And she still continued to judge people.
She even started these things with my family! I don’t think there is a single member in my family she hasn’t had an issue with! Even my baby cousin who just turned 4! My mother and father and brother too! Every single person! She tried to make me stay home when we planned family trips which we rarely ever get to go! But she goes on more than 20 trips a year! She doesn’t let me have time with my family bc i have to text her or call her! She blames me for her having a bad life in high school! She blames me for having a bad time in college! And now she’s having a bad time in uni. She acts as her and her family are the perfect people! And i have changed a lot! I was the most patient man you would ever meet... and i am patient towards people who aren’t my family. But I get upset quickly towards her and my family now. I dont have much fun memories in high school and at home, we’re at uni in a different country, most of my friends who were close to me dont know where i am no. I dont have social media other than one chatting app bc she made me delete them, i only have a few contacts saved on my phone. And recently when she gets angry she gets a bit physical. And she says i have changed a lot. But she never tried to understand why i have changed. She says that you only need 2 or 3 close friends. But the friends “we” have are choices of her own. She gets in the way of my decisions, where she thinks her advise is better than my own mothers. To avoid fights in my relationship and to stop a fight where she says i always choose others over her or where she says that i never take her side and say my family is always right, i follow her advise. And some of those have come back to haunt me. I sometimes think back to when i used to have fun with my friends. Or when i have fun with my family. It’s so sad, if she stopped her attitude, made the relationship we have more important to her than her pride and ego, thought of my family as her own and treated it equally, and just listen to me and trust my decisions as a man, we could make this work. She sometimes understands that she has an issue with anger. But that’s it. She says that her rude attitude is actually her being a genuine and real person. Which is bullshit. There is a line between being true and being rude which she doesn’t see. She says that she has an attitude and if i dont like it i can leave which she know that if i wanted to leave i would have gone a long time ago, she blames me for people thinking badly of her when I really tried and people really tried (and there are instances where I actually had some fake friends who were rude to her, i stood up for her and took her side. Which she doesn’t appreciate).
And I’m not an angel. I never said i was perfect, i was never said I haven’t done wrong. I have lied to her about things. But all of those lies were to hangout with my friends, or because I know she’ll freak out if i tell her, to avoid unnecessary arguments, to stop arguments. But i dont have friends to go hangout with anymore or play some games or anything. I still have to hide some little details about anything regarding females. Even if i said i had a casual conversation with a girl, I would end up in a fight. It has reduced though, she understands a bit more now. But with this rate of growth, i would be old and dead by the time she understands.
But I know she cares and loves me, she made a huge decision of giving up her medicine degree to do it later just because I couldn’t get in at the time as well. She helped me with my studies, she has stood up for me even to lecturers when i have been treated unfairly, sometimes secretly and sometimes without listening to me, because she knows that I’m too forgiving to people and too kind to people and sometimes they abuse that about me. She has made sure and advised me to not let people walk all over me just because I’m too kind and forgiving and i know if I’m hurt or injured she’ll put away everything to come for me... I truly do lover her... i couldn’t stand to leave her, i want her and need her but I just want her to understand me, who I am and what i need. I always try my best to keep her happy. I don’t want to leave her.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
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