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Dear God. I swore I’d never harm anyone unless forced. I’ve lived up to that.
I swore I’d never kill unless forced.
I am a kind man with no malice towards any of your children on this earth.
But I also swore to my grandfather I’d protect my wife and children to the death. He lived thru WWII and told me all the horrors. I’ve tried my best to spread love and kindness.
I’ve also tried to get people to look out for my nations safety.
But society is losing it as I predicted. I’m on the side of the left. But only the peace and love. None of the violence.
Now the right has taken my capital. Mostly just selfies. But a few loons.
Now the cops are going bat crap crazy. Shooting kids. Killing kids. Driving over people. I can no longer trust the people in power with their power.
So I put my guns away long ago. I only kept them locked up; disassembled, and clean for a end of society type situation. I never expected to be in one. But I was correct. It would be triggered by a virus or nuke.
I just assumed it would happen long after my death.
So I’ve cleaned my guns. Practiced assembly. I’ve put them back up. I will probably have to go buy extra ammo.
Aahhh. Why can’t people behave? All we have to do is be patient.
Wear a dang mask. A face shield. 6 feet. Sanitize. It’s not hard.
I’ll grant you having like $1 to my name, and a pile of debt is near breaking me. But I’m still being kind.
Please God. Calm these people. I can hit a target 300 yards away. I don’t want that target to be a person.
I don’t understand why love is so hard. It’s just as easy to smile and love someone as to hurt someone.
We can make it thru this together. We have the vaccines coming. Patience. An asteroid didn’t strike the planet. If we all are forced to goto war; it’s only because people are stupid. I never envisioned this. Well; actually I did. That’s why I hate but own guns. The paradox. Great marksman. Full of love. Hates guns. Has disassembled guns. Vegan. Liberal.
Has the ability to be something you never want to face. Prays no one ever chooses to force me.
I thought we had it solved. There’s your vaccine. Patience. People getting nuts.
Oh well I’m not in panic mode. I’m just preparing in case these loons cause a Civil War.
I’ll be on the side of God.
There will be an angel of death watching over 4 of Gods little children. Any who come for them will face me on the battlefield. I’m very good.
Well. I’m half way ready. I’ll get all the way ready. Then I’m going back to watching comedies. So everyone behave. Don’t make me put down the remote.
This isn’t the end of the world people. It’s just a very stressful situation. We can survive it if we keep loving each other.
Turn off your hate. Trump had a bad situation. The economy was great. He ducked at health care. I was going to put in Sanders for health care & free college if possible.
Then this hit. Think about it. Trump had to mobilize an epic sized response with everything we needed in China. He had to prepare for war in case this was an attack. He had to keep some states open to grow food and make stuff. Big cities had to close. He had to deal with peaceful protestors (my side). Violent protestors from the left and right.
He unraveled at the end. The stress got to him. But he was in a war. With a virus. Maybe with super powers.
You do realize that may have been a test. How would we respond. Where are our weaknesses. What if a second wave hit us right now? A more deadlier strain.
We pray for peace but stay prepared and vigilant for war.
It’s an odd balance. Please forgive and love each other.
Well. Back to the Simpson's for me.
There's this girl that I really like and well she's lesbian too but I know I don't have a chance with her. That girl is one of my closest friends now and we always text. I'm scared that if I tell her that I like her it would probably ruin our friendship. Almost every night I text her "Goodnight, I love you" little does she know that I actually mean it..
After three years of marriage, a baby, and a baby on the way. I’m still deeply in love with my ex girlfriend. And think about her almost daily.
#ex #girlfriend #love
A year ago one of my best friends and I had a weekend together. We didn't fuck although I wanted to. We teased eachother a lot and he made me cum alot with his long fingers. He is married I should care because his wife was a good friend of mine too but I couldn't feel bad, I still don't. I've been in love with him for a while but never imagined we would become physical with eachother. I love the way he kisses me. for month and months we couldn't stop touching eachother. It was like we needed to know we were both still real and wouldn't disappear. Even at work we would sneak looks at eachother and gently touch spots on places on eachother knowing what we our turn ons. Everything changed when I announced I was moving across the country. He began ignoring me and inviting me over less. I was hurt and angry but couldn't say anything because he is marries. I've been living on the west coast for a month now and i miss him every damn day. If I believed in soulmates he woumine. needes
I am totally and irreversibly in love with my biology teacher. He's about 40 years old and such a sweetheart. In his class, I am not able to focus or concentrate on anything, my grades are therefore very unsatisfying.
Now I hope that he will offer me extra private lessons, private tuition.
Why I think this is such a problem? I am a guy.
#biology #teacher #sweetheart #focus #concentrate #private #tuition
I have a crush on a boy. And he's not good for me. He says bad things about people and bullies them. He's bullied me. But I don't tell anyone cause I really like him. I feel like I'm trapped.
Damn, I simply cannot get over my ex... and we were only together for like 6 months and that was 2 years ago...
He just got into my head and I cannot forget about him... He is an arrogant bastard with a small dick but a big inflated ego but despite that... I compare every man I have been with since with him... I still love him.
K., you are a pitiful human being, but I am still in love with you.
I can still remember the day he asked me if I still love him, and by that time I can't help myself but to say NO. Even if I did. And it hurts.
I am a 15 year old straight boy and I masturbate about 4 times a day, I will masturbate over any girl fat or skinny or old or young and I love sending dick pics you can get one if message me on snap chat- kboy1515
I love masturbating over my step sister who is the same age as me I often sniff her underwear and lick them, when we go camping if I wake up before her I wank infrount of her.
Self harm. Have you ever thought about it. Well please read this first. I promise you haven’t endured worse than me. Maybe as bad. Hopefully the moderators won’t block this post. I’m sure you’d rather hear about my giant penis & all the hot women I’ve had sex with, but there are people hurting, so let’s give them a few moments of our time. Every life is worth saving.
I could tell you about all the physical & sexual abuse I endured. The deaths I’ve seen. The horrors I’ve endured. But thats my burden. Lets say your a rich kid who has been spoiled rotten & wanted for nothing. So what. Your mind can make any life seem unbearable. Even for a young child. Gay. Straight. Disabled. Black. White. Boy. Girl. Undecided. Fat. Ugly. Its all just labels. Are you going to let others label you? If I did that I’d never have accomplished anything. I define me. Inside you have a soul. This world is hard. For all of us. Including you. I can’t promise you even one other person will ever love you. But you can choose to love one other person. Or a hobby. Or a good deed. You just need one purpose to give your life meaning. Pick an animal shelter. Send them a few dollars a month. Find a good charity that helps children. Send them a few dollars a month. Now; without you, a child or kitten will have less to eat each month. Or write a kind letter. Find a person in the world who needs it. Don’t put your name on it. Mail it. Now you sent a gift of love to another without any chance of repayment. You’ve now made the world a better place. For most people; with a little effort, they can get better. Exercise. Therapy. Meds. Happy music. Happy TV. A hobby. Watch sports. Any interest. Young people can usually grow up & move out of their situation.
For others a disease constantly reduces their options. They have less & less chances to change their situation. Two people can be in the exact same situation. One chooses to be miserable. The other tries to be a light for the world.
One tiny light. But with enough tiny lights the whole world can be brightened. But that can be hard. If trying to help others overwhelms you, then stop. Its OK to be selfish if thats how you can survive. Some people are here to touch millions. Others need to focus on saving one precious life, their own. I have no idea why I was here. But I’ve made some positive contributions, even if others didn’t really want me here. As I lay dying once, my final prayer was for the entire world to be spared. All souls. I have no idea how I’m still here. But I can’t live forever. Eventually my disease will win. Poverty will crush me. I’m no angel. Just somebody the world didn’t want. But I loved it anyways.
So I read about a teen who couldn’t face the world anymore. It overwhelmed him. His mom is successful. She seems to have everything. But her son couldn’t see a place for him in this world. So he left. Thats sad. Think about that even a child with health & wealth can break. If he could break, all of us could. Read the news. Look at all the lives cut short. Pray for them. Pray for the loved ones they leave behind. I would like to give his mom a hug. She wanted to follow him. But I’m just a nobody the world doesn’t notice. Hopefully someone in her life will care enough to lift her up.
But that little boy was just one light darkened too soon. Many others are going out too. People need to reach out to them “before” they are gone.
I hope some of you can read this. I can’t afford to read the stories myself, so I hope at least one person decides to fight instead of quit.
As for myself. My body seems intent on failing me. But I’m going to try something. Maybe it will help me hang around a little longer. I hate hospitals. If your problem is in your mind instead of your body, don’t be ashamed. The brain is much more complex than any other part of the body. If a leg or arm is broken do you laugh? Do you mock someone in a wheel chair. How about a little person? The blind? Well then if your disability is in your mind, its no less real than a broke arm. In fact, its much worse. The brain is very complex. Don’t be afraid to see a therapists. Take meds. Go to a hospital for help. Old age or a disease will extinguish your light eventually. No reason to speed that up.
As a child they wrote me off. Yet here I am. Your what “you” decide. Your not the labels people put on you. Don’t look to me for guidance. Look in the mirror & help that person out. They need someone to care about them. So love yourself. If you love yourself, at least one person loves you.
I spent hours writing this. At least one person cared enough to do that for you. So you must matter.
Love.
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#hope #despair #depression #love #light
When i was in 4th grade I saw a pretty blond girl. At the time I didn't even know her name, I just feel in love immediately. It was love at first sight. Then in fifth grade, we were in the same class. Her name was Kaitlyn Ould. We became great friends but I never told her how I felt about her. When we went to middle school, we didn't talk much even though we went to the same school. In all three years of middle school, only one class together. And before I could confess my feelings to her, highschool had arrived. Now she goes to a different school and I'm crushed.
I will always remember you and cherish you in my heart Kaitlyn Ould
This is my story of mental abuse, caused by my parents.
I'm 11, and I was depressed last year. After my mother called me a bitch, which she did two more times over that year, I became depressed... I asked to not wash the dishes, because I had fallen over and hurt my leg (which still hurt like hell!) but she didn't give a shit! She said, "Stop treating me like dirt, you Little Bitch!" and never said sorry. A few months after, and I still felt horrible. I was fat. My mother had told me this over and over. The truth is, I was tall as an average 12yr old and the right weight for that but since I was ten... I was "Fat" and "Chubby"... One day, I begged my mom to not let me go to a Scout Camp, because I didn't really know anyone in my group, but she just said, "Stop acting like a bitch and get ready!", which made me feel more depressed. I barely spoke on the camp, and I was starting to become an introvert. When everyone else was on a sugar-high I had to do something, but didn't know how. I didn't ask and ended up spilling the container of dirty water. They yelled at me for not asking for help, clearly not understanding what it means to be an introvert, and I felt horrible... A few weeks after that, I heard my mother saying, "Lesbians all should burn in hell!" to my father, and my heart fell to the ground. I've had many crushes, on both male and female. I know I'm bisexual already... The next day we were in the car, and I asked my mother what she thought of gays...
She said, "It's their life. They can do what they want."
"What if I'm bisexual?"
"YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! Uh, but if you are bi, we will accept you.."
I used to be an extrovert, but I'm now introverted. I'm a brilliant actress, but only because I've been hiding my depression. I never cut myself, thanks to my best friend, Eggie, but I came close to drinking bleach when my father told me to "Fuck off", but didn't thanks to her. I have another really close friend, Austin, and he's fine with who I am and I feel wanted for once in my life. I am no longer depressed, but when I say "I love you" to them, I don't mean it... I care about them, hell they're my parents, but they have taught me to not stand up for myself and that I am worthless... I wish there was a way out of this hell. I wish I could tell someone! My friends think I never think about ending it, but that's not true! I believe I'm worthless, regardless of how many times I'm told I'm not! I wish I could just be who I want. I wish I could have been born into a family that cares about my well being! I am shy and introverted, but my family thinks I'm a happy, loud, extrovert! I have anxiety, but I can't tell anyone face to face because I'll break down and crying is weak! I am weak, so why do I hide it? I'm never going to be worth anything! I just wish, that when I closed my eyes and dreamed, that it wouldn't end. That I'd one day wake up and everything will be fine... I just hope god let's things become better...
#depression #wish #listen #help #love #never #friends #parents #hate
In highschool I was a loser. But one day while I was eating lunch in some corner this cute girl asked if she could sit with me. We talked and exchanged numbers. We then texted all the time. It was so cool and I was really liking her. I would get butterflies when I’d see her messages. She asked me to meet her at her house one day to watch movies. I showed up and all her friends were there and they all started laughing at me and calling me names. I went home so upset and asked her why she did this and she said she bet her friend she could get the “weird” kid to like her. Flash forward 10 years and her mom works for me and tells me how miserable her daughters life is and how she has no job. I asked her mom if she wanted I’d hire her daughter. That’s going to be real fun if it happens. Her mom has no clue what happened between us either.
People are wondering about politics. They are blaming the current leader. He just got in. He hasn’t done anything yet. So he can’t be at fault. The previous guy was great at that, until he faced a pandemic.
Have you ever seen us so divided? I didnt worry much until the very end. Then we had crazy people in the capital.
Now they blame the previous guy for that. I heard the word “peaceful”. So he was not the cause.
One of his assistants did seem to say words that may have helped cause that.
Now most of the people in there just posed for selfies. But there were some possibly dangerous ones. And at least two very dangerous ones.
But we have to look at things without picking a side or being nuts ourself. I don’t see this as us vs then. Because for me it’s al of us are us.
I’ve offered encouragement; advice; ideas. But I’m just one person.
But there at the end it got a little scary. I hope they take security very serious. That insurrection was nuts. The more I read about it, the scarier it was.
They need to really keep him safe. There are nuts out there.
The pandemic has caused great division. We need to become one.
But there’s something that bothers me. We have multiple variants of this virus. Is the virus mutating that fast? Or is that someone releasing multiple variants into our population? If that’s it we have to be very vigilant. That would mean someone is doing this on purpose. Why? To invade us? To test us? Just to do it?
Now it’s probably just a random virus mutating. But we must consider worse case, and hope for best case.
See, the problem with this is if we are under attack or being tested, they would be releasing variants.
And don’t just assume no one is. Think about it. We were all fine and dandy. And I hen wham. We are knee deep in this crap. There should have been time to slowed this down. We got slammed. The whole world got slammed.
So did someone realease it in that country on purpose to make them look bad. Or did that nation do this to all of us on purpose. If they did was it just to test us. To advance their position. Or to start a much more dangerous thing?
I k ow that sounds crazy, but remember 9/11. Did you see that coming? I did. I predicted it about a year before. See we as a people must realize the weapons of this world are spreading. Everyone’s got nukes now. And large missle tech. And rocket tech. You do realize when some people put crap in orbit; they are really just testing missiles. They could use that same tech to deliver nukes right on any of us.
There’s a dude who fed his own relative alive to dogs. This guy now has missies and nukes.
Then there’s a nation that is very hostile towards us. That’s generating attacks towards our troops. This nation caught one of our drones. Just flew it down and ran off with it. That means someone sold them the codes and stuff. That was set up espionage.
This nation is quickly working towards middles and nukes.
Well a virus does mutate. Once it’s released into a large population you can expect it to become more tame. That’s because all the deadlier variants are more lethal quicker. If everyone can goto ground it stops itself. By killing all its victims.
The variants that do the least damage are accepted by the host the easiest. These strains of the virus are now part of us. Like the common cold. We don’t care much. It stays alive to go carrier to carrier. See it must keep moving host to host to stay alive because our bodies are always killing it. But by then it’s on to other hosts. That’s the common cold. It just migrated around the world. We coexist. We just slowly react to it. It just moves on. We both stay alive.
But the new virus is a mother. It’s kicking us hard. Why is that? Because we got donkey Kong slammed that’s why. The question is why and how.
Well I think it cane from a lab. They set on it. Then wham. It was on us.
Now did they set on it because their government is socialist? If so that’s not an attack, but it is dangerous. Chernobyl. Go watch that. Now look at where we are at. They wanted to hide the truth & try to contain it. We got slammed.
The Who head helped cause this by sitting on the fact a pandemic was building up inside their border. When it finally broke loose we were not ready.
Chernobyl was the same problem. Had their society not been so closed in secretive the world could have helped. It got so bad those goons almost wiped out Western Europe. So I know I sound crazy. And I am a little. But we have to be vigilant because socialists are nuts at the leadership level. They treat humans like a slave class. Like animals.
Now look at the pandemic again my fellow humans. We are all getting freaking donkey slammed because a nation hid this internally until it grew out of control. Then it burst out of their borders and swept over all of us. It almost killed me already. That ticks me off. I’ve got a disabled kid with a poor immunity hiding from this crap. I can’t teach him not to touch his nose. If he dies it’s because of those clowns. Do you get that?
My sweet love I’d hanging on by a thread from a different diseas. If this hits her it’s becausd of those clowns. If she gets it she will die. It will be their fault. Do you get that?
So we as a global community must hold them accountable. Not by going to war. But by forcing them to be more open. Had they allowed The Who in there we could have helped control this.
So we all must start making more of our stuff in our own borders. US in US. W Euro in W Euro. The US can include Canada & Mexico. We can all share with Australia. But they need to be more self sufficient.
South America does their own thing so we have to leave them to it. They are in league with Russia & Iraq it seems. So I guess they will all sort it out. Russia already is self contained & supposedly is more honest now. So I think they would warn the world.
This isn’t about politics. This is about us warning each other. Working together. Do all of you see why this is important now? Is everyone tired of hiding and seeing people die yet?
See best case this was from a bat in a wet market or some such. That’s probably a cover.
Next best case. It’s from a lab near that wet market. Someone went in a cave. People got sick. Died fast. They contained it. Put it in a lab. They study it. Some idiot either accidentally or on purpose releases it. Janitor. Angry person. Now Chinas gotta deal with it. Like in Chernobyl; the secretive closed off socialists try to hide what’s happening. No media to warn the world. They grab up doctors so they cant talk. The WHO is not allowed inside. There are rumblings of the truth within the WHO. But the leader doesn’t tell the world & keeps it suppressed. The world is under the impression that it’s a minor thing. It doesn’t really transfer easy. Then it’s not that bad.
Wham. We get hit. Now I had already did some stuff. As soon as I heard China travel is closed I went to ground. I had most of my 2-3 yrs of supplies ready as soon as I heard the rumors. Had it not gotten loose I’d had to use up that crap & just like the other 2 times I’ve done this in the last 40 years or so I’d heard about how I’m paranoid. But it’s funny when 9/11 happened I already had a giant pile of plastic; tape; food. My wife thought I was crazy as I spent a year getting ready. I needed to be able to survive a chemical attack for 4-5 years. The plastic was for my windows the food for my family. I had my escape plan ready. My supplies.
She laughed at me. Then it happened. She said how did you know? Because I’m smart. When the asteroid hits one day the world will need smart people like me to survive. To pass down my genes. To help any of you I can to survive also. So we can rebuild the world. Letting myself die by laziness. And my high IQ children will hurt any survivors. So I owe it to you to try to save myself. Even though I don’t fear it. If I die I goto Heaven.
So when the avian & stuff happened I piled up my stuff. And nothing happened. It was contained. Then my wife laughed and got onto me.
She accused me of being crazy this time. Well. In all honestly I’m nearly dead. I can barely walk. But I owed it to the world to drag my butt around and protect my smart children. Just in case this became a pandemic. No offense. It most of you will not get us out into space. There’s a chance some of my kids may. We shall see. They are smart. But not like me. They just seem like smart normal kids. No one got the very high IQ. But maybe one of my grandkids. But either way I’m their daddy so I protected them because I loved them.
This time she didn’t ask how I knew. She gave up a long time ago. She just accepts I know. So I thought I was ready when it hit. Then I found out we needed new very specific items since one of my kids had almost died as this was hitting. Now I was out there with all of you. That’s ok. I know how to protect myself. You should have seen people staring at me before this hit.
I looked like I stepped out of a movie in all my PPE. For weeks I was getting all the cheapest stuff. All the sales stuff. Putting it away. Then I went home & waited. I heard how I’m crazy. My being nearly dead had driven me crazy.
Then it hit. My wife cried. Thanked me for trying to save them.
Then my child being sick put me out there with all of you. I was like crap. I was ready. Now I’m in the craze too. Thankfully while y’all were fighting over toilet paper I was looking for things most people don’t need. Only so many of us need what I needed for him.
But I’ve survived.
How do you people avoid this in the future? I’m currently leaking blood out of places. So I’m trying to use my own medical knowledge to save myself. Safer than a hospital right now. But if I die I’d feel bad if I didn’t warn you.
I don’t care if China wants to be socialist. That’s up to their people. But we can’t have this again. The next virus may be much worse. It may be man made. Who knows. This one may have been. I’m not going to explain it all.
China has to allow two different world health groups inside. To monitor such things. To sound the alarm to the rest of us. To allow smart people to help them deal with it early.
If they want to sell all of us goods, then they have to play nicely with others. We can’t all be dying because they are a paranoid government that treats their population like slaves.
The head of the WHO was China’s choice. He is a large reason why we are here. They had suspicions it was jumping human to human quickly. But that’s not what the were telling us. As I was hearing rumors I was calmly buying up all the bulk toilet paper on sale. Wearing my PPE. People stared at me. Laughed at me. Let me tell you something. We are a global community. If China was stonewalling the WHO. That meant China had an outbreak they were trying to contain. Which meant some bozo had already brought it to my country. So my country would blossom eventually. So I loaded up. If it were nothing then I’d just not have to but toilet paper for 3 years. But if it was I’d watch TV as all of you chased TP. I had N95 material ready & calmly hand fitted custom masks to all of my loved ones. I remember my wife asking what if someone tries to get it. Let’s say I’m prepared for that too.
So now that this was just an easy one I hope the world has learned. You need borders so you can close them. If a nation wants to trade on a large scale; they have to let you monitor a few things such as virus outbreaks so we can help them deal with it.
We need control over who is appointed head of the WHO. Do you now see why world? They put s puppet stooge in charge. He was more worried about his pocket book than all of you. What little info they gave him he believed. As data trickled into him he suppressed it.
Do you see why any of you that are not socialist should never become socialist? It sounds good on the surface. Let’s all share. Common good. But men are corrupt. I’m not saying these men wanted to do this. I’m saying they naturally suppressed things to hide it from the world. Important people in key places were someone’s relative rather than qualified. There was no independent news to warn the rest of us. It broke out. They had plenty of PPE. Because they make it all.
All of you out here are trusting the WHO. They are trusting their leader. He’s trusting the people who put him in place; China. As it breaks out who does China blame? The Australians; the US; W Euro. Thank on that. Why would we do this to ourselves? But they want their population to believe that. Do any of you want to be socialist? A free democracy with a very free press is the best. Oh it has major issues. But at least you don’t get crap like this. One of our annoying reporters would break the story. Yes we have clowns in the streets. But I’m not out there with them.
The funny thing is; out of all this death. We will be a better people. We will make changes that forces some close minded people to treat others better. Then their kids will grow up more inclusive. We will be nicer. We will be better off. If In life you can’t control when something bad happens. At least try to make the world a better place for anyone who comes out the other side.
Think about a group of people that you don’t like. Why do you not like them? Well; instead of looking for a reason to hate them. Why not look for a reason to coexist? I have worked with devout Muslims. I’m Christian. We got along great mostly. A few we just coexisted. I’ve had Jewish friends. Mormon friends. Jehovah Witnesses. Atheists. You know why? They all felt under attack in a situation. I held out a hand.
After 9/11 I saw a Muslim man isolated. I went and set beside him and talked to him. Some very large men were saying hateful stuff towards his empty table. Now he had a very large man beside him. I pulled my large cross out of my shirt & hung it out. I pulled out my pocket Bible and started to read. Anyone who attacked now knew they’d be fighting a Christian too. They all backed off. Oh I was hated after that by some I had some people who treated me very badly as my health failed because I had done that. I’m their eyes I wasn’t a Christian anymore. In my eyes. I was more Christian than them. Maybe I’m wrong.
I once saw a Jewish family being harassed. I got hold of them and asked them how they were doing. Helped calm the dad. Let him know a Christian loved him. He needed to know at least one Christian loved him wanted his kids in school with mine.
A lot of people laugh at me for being autistic. I hear them make fun of the way I talk. How I walk. My odd behaviors. The odd way I try to communicate. But that’s OK. I pray for them anyways. I love them anyways. They don’t have to love me back.
You want two individual world health agencies who in turn share their data. This means if one crook on the take gets in charge of one; hopefully the other isn’t corrupted. This way if one alarm is not rung. The other is. This will force them to compete with each other for the worlds funding. This will help save all the world from going thru this crap again hopefully. Never fully trust any leader. No matter how much you love them. Always seek to balance two sides of a democracy. Both sides represent about half the people. If you balance it; each side gets some of what they want. Then try to figure out whose not being helped. Slowly shift the balance until they are. The world will be a better place if we all matter.
Georgia May now be a Godly State.
To be a true Christian means you care about others.
Too many Christians hate gay people; even if it’s their own kids. Are opposed to helping the mentally ill or homeless. Will defend the rare bad cop; even if they commit an unthinkable act; like slow choking a helpless man to death as he begs, or hunting down & shooting an autistic child in Utah.
To serve Jesus one must learn to love those who are different from them. Stand up & defend those who can’t defend themselves.
I’m literally amazed that the state of Georgia May have shifted to a kind state. God Bless them.
Love vs Money. Once I had to choose between the two. I chose love. It didn’t work out in the end, but I’m still glad I followed my heart.
#love
I just want someone to love me. So i fill my life with men, ones that just are in it for the sex
As a young high school student I was sure I was going to marry Jesus and be a nun. My parents were totally against it, and couldn't wait fir me to discover boys. I discovered girls instead, in the hands of my art teacher Sister Anne. She promised me a life of bliss if only I joined the Order and we would be together. My parents yanked me out of the school and sent me for the summer to Ontario with my maternal parents.
I liked my grandparents so it wasn't a punishment. I met Lorraine a girl my age and she was more than excited to learn what Sister Anne taught me. She was French Canadian, petite, beautiful and she wanted nothing more than a woman's touch. We swore no man's hands would ever touch our intimate parts, no man would ever perform their hideous act on us. We swore eternal love. Sister Anne had to find a new girl, I was as good as married to Lorraine. Until the summer ended.
I was put in a regular high school where my parents encouraged me to find a good boy, and put me on BC just in case the good boy did the hideous deed. But my promise to Lorraine gave me strength and no boy dared touch me. Until Lorraine came up pregnant, she didn't know how it happened. Bobby Searle did me, no holding back, deposited every last drop in me. I had tossed out the BC pills and was ready to punish Lorraine. Being healthy and fertile, Jesus blessed my union of that night and Bobby Searle became a teen age pappa. Of course that made me a teen age mamma.
Lorraine came out to Ontario the next summer with her little one and I went to my grandparents. To show off my little one. Lorraine got serious and asked me to marry her, even though we were both 17. We had to wait till the following summer after graduation to promise in God's full presence, no man would ever again touch us. And here we are, these years later, living in Ottawa, raising our preteen girls, and can promise no man has come close to touching me. Or Lorraine for that matter.
I’m addicted to trying to save the world. As a little autistic boy I endured extreme abuses. I responded by trying to be the best person I could.
My life is a shambles. I should be focused on my own life; instead I’m trying to help everyone else. I always wanted to be like Jesus; but am just a very defective human who honestly should not have been born. My parents both literally hated me. They told me that my whole life.
I learned you can’t just rationalize with irrational people in hopes they will change & do the right thing. I felt compelled during this pandemic to try to draw us all together. I used all sorts of tricks to try to get the two sides to meet in the middle. Stroke egos; hold out a carrot; point out their flaws & egos. Whatever felt like it might work. I’ve had conservatives & libs ask me to intervene before; because I was smart & neutral; but anerism damage has left me confused. I wonder if I’m doing any good. But I have seen my ideas used; & people helped. I’ve been thanked. But I also had someone e mail me & say they didn’t care if they were wrong & they hoped I’d die. I seem to stay on the edge of death; but I don’t actually die; so my disease will give them their wish, I just don’t know when.
I was working on the caronavirus & health care; but our nation has moved on from that. We don’t care about that issue anymore; so I’ve moved onto a serious issue; police brutality; & a silly issue, statues. Let’s start with the statues. As a Christian I know statues are idols. They are meaningless carved rocks. Stick them in a museum once people move on. So it’s the whole Grant; Columbus; Lee were slave owners debate. It should be easy. It’s history. People used to love these people because their grandpas fought in the war or whatever. Today most of us focus more on the flaws of these people. So move the statues. Put them in museums; on Civil War battlefields; or sell them to private collectors. Why are we all worked up about it. Move them to a more proper modern setting. Some of us don’t want a statue to a slave owner where we take our kids: driving down a road; going in a court house; etc. So put them in a proper setting. History belongs inside a museum. Some fought wars; so put them on a battlefield.
The other issue I’m working on is armed political protests. I think it’s insane. However; if others do it, I’ll try to address it. We have a problem in our media. They rarely do their job. They are supposed to tell us all the news; & in an unbiased way. We are supposed to each consume the news & draw our own conclusions. Instead; the media drives a narrative that will please a small target audience. It’s entertainment posing as news; aimed at selling ads & making $. I’m forced to consume all the extremes; then try to filter & assemble the actual truth.
For instance part of a city has been taken over. I’d hate to be a prisoner caught in there; but riots have left entire areas on there own anyways, so I don’t know if it’s worse. I would like to see great constraint shown. Unless they use violence don’t over react. That said; I’m pointing out how past administrations used deadly force to end such standoffs. I’m pointing out how media that cater to one extreme or the other cover such stories differently based on who the protestors are. I hope to convince the media they are inconsistent & that influences some in society, but I’m probably wasting my time.
In the end we need to start electing better human beings who want what’s best for all of us. I feel the media has helped create a situation where we elect dividers that enrich themselves by catering only to their voters at the expense of the other half. If we all worked together we could achieve so much more. But I seem to be the only one who sees that.
In the end I’m just trying to get everyone to love each other.
THANK GOD. I have been fishing all over the internet for over a year looking for my son.
I thought eventually he’d recognize his daddy. My baby just called me tonight.
COVID hit at just the right time to mess our relationship up long term. He’s suffered. Much of the world has. But he’s still out there. That means there’s hope. God is Good. I have fished and fished for over a year. Day and night. Trying to influence any form of media I could.
Thank You God. I finally had my son call me. Now if I can just reach him more. I pray that I do not make things worse.
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