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So I'm in love with someone who was pretty much my best and closest friend for a good year of my life. I dated her cousin for a couple of months, and she didn't like her cousin. And that relationship was just toxic and when I ended it she was happy, and if I ever mentioned her she'd get annoyed and just bitch about her. After awhile of us just being best friends and just messaging everyday and letting eachother in on secrets about ourselves, I started catching feelings. She is 2 years older than me, but whenever we spend time and talk it feels as though we are the same age. We started hanging out just the 2 of us, and gradually we started spending a lot of time together. We talk on the phone for hours every day, while driving, while studying, on the train, before sleeping, we pretty much know everything about each others life on a day to day basis. But whenever we hangout together I try to sometimes get closer to her and hold her. And I just imagine myself holding her and never wanting to let go, but I'm too much of coward. I've been hurt by people before, and been played, so I'm very slow to realise what's real and what's not, and have major trust issues. I want to ask her out but I'm scared she's gonna say no and I'm just gonna ruin whatever it is that we have right now. I'm scared that if I ask her and she doesn't feel the same that I might just distance myself from the person that's the most involved in my life. I can't do that to either of us.
Is it a sin? I keep asking myself. I can't control it. I have urges. I met her, I'm a her too, at a party and I went home with her and ended up as I always do, with my face between her legs. The urge for it is too strong, I can't control it. Of course there is always a lot more, lots of kissing and touching, licking around, nipples, breasts, and a whole lot of kissing. I am very oral. I like pretty girls, the prettier the better. I like girls who are small, I don't like big breasts, I like flat tummies and a cute ass. I like to eat first. I don't do sixtynine, it's hard to hold the position. I'm an on your back girl when it comes to having her eat me. I want to hear her tell me she loves me, even if we just met. I like holding hands and going to outdoor cafes. I like dresses and long hair. I like earrings. I like blue eyes. I like it when she tells me she is wet. I'm a model myself, I work cosmetic commercials. I don't do porn and I don't care for porn. I like to dance, free flowing dresses, long hair, dancing to the music, sneaking a kiss. I'm romantic, I am not butch, I don't like butch. I fall hard for a pretty girl, like the girl I am seeing now. She is pretty, long body, small boobs, very cute ass, very nice cute well behaved lips, I don't like open lips, or a woman who's lips aren't cute and even. Looks are important to me. I want a girl who looks like me, just maybe a year or two younger. Like the girl I'm dating now.
Next weekend we are going on an escape weekend with some hotel points my mother has. We are going to spend the weekend just being together, walking and talking and of course sleeping and loving. I'm going to tell her I love her and she knows it. I am going to ask her if she wants to get married and she knows it. I'm going to ask her if she will wear a ring for me, I will wear a ring for her. She is pretty. I like how we look in pictures. Now that things are opened up we can have a wedding outdoors with lots of people. It's an urge. I want to get married to her.
I have a girlfriend and it’s the first one I’ve ever had. We got together a year ago and sometimes I feel like she is a good lifelong partner. But I always wish I could’ve dated cute girls and went on dates and showed girls to my parents. I never got that experience. And when I see cute girls in public I imagine myself dating them. Just today my brothers girlfriend had her friend over and her friend was kinda cute and I wanted to flirt with her. It sucks because I know Im a good looking guy and to be tied down at 20 stresses me out.
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As a young high school student I was sure I was going to marry Jesus and be a nun. My parents were totally against it, and couldn't wait fir me to discover boys. I discovered girls instead, in the hands of my art teacher Sister Anne. She promised me a life of bliss if only I joined the Order and we would be together. My parents yanked me out of the school and sent me for the summer to Ontario with my maternal parents.
I liked my grandparents so it wasn't a punishment. I met Lorraine a girl my age and she was more than excited to learn what Sister Anne taught me. She was French Canadian, petite, beautiful and she wanted nothing more than a woman's touch. We swore no man's hands would ever touch our intimate parts, no man would ever perform their hideous act on us. We swore eternal love. Sister Anne had to find a new girl, I was as good as married to Lorraine. Until the summer ended.
I was put in a regular high school where my parents encouraged me to find a good boy, and put me on BC just in case the good boy did the hideous deed. But my promise to Lorraine gave me strength and no boy dared touch me. Until Lorraine came up pregnant, she didn't know how it happened. Bobby Searle did me, no holding back, deposited every last drop in me. I had tossed out the BC pills and was ready to punish Lorraine. Being healthy and fertile, Jesus blessed my union of that night and Bobby Searle became a teen age pappa. Of course that made me a teen age mamma.
Lorraine came out to Ontario the next summer with her little one and I went to my grandparents. To show off my little one. Lorraine got serious and asked me to marry her, even though we were both 17. We had to wait till the following summer after graduation to promise in God's full presence, no man would ever again touch us. And here we are, these years later, living in Ottawa, raising our preteen girls, and can promise no man has come close to touching me. Or Lorraine for that matter.
I am living in a loveless marriage, and hate it. It seems more like a marriage of convenience at this time and I really wish I could be out of it. I often think of death, or life without my partner. Anything would be better than the shit Im in right now. Theres no love, no romance, no attraction anymore. Its just like a daily grind. She cheated on me. I forgave her. But deep down I guess i havent...and the memories never go away. I have 2 kids with her, and they are all that keep me in it. I hate life as it is.
Your name came up 3 times yesterday, and I am so grateful for unanswered prayers; to be over you and your fake friendship. I had your back through thick and thin, when you were at your worst. You however, were never there when I needed you because you are a narcissist and gold digger in the worst possible way; it is all about which ladder you can climb, whom will trade sex for money or which attorney you can hump to not have to work anymore. I should have known when you were with your date at the Opera and hit on me, inviting me over to cook dinner for me (when you cannot even cook..lol..) that your pretty face, silky hair and fake friendship were a walking lie. I was so naieve to your player ways but loved your style though, from your wardrobe to your Ethan Allen showroom house you were a sight to behold in and out of clothes. Did we date? Making out the first evening, filled with wine, laughter and kissing when we met, then being at church the next morning where you were the choir director who wanted me to pretend nothing happened was interesting. It is always a strain on any relationship when someone is not out or hides their sexuality. Then the few times we kissed, or snuggled again, I don't know what to call what we had, a non platonic friendship, a fling. Bi curious women don't like labels, especially the church girls. They will practically rip off your clothers, then suffer from amnesia like a vampire by morning. My favorite thing was knowing, even after we stopped seeing each other and you married someone rich shortly after, and that fell apart. I was there for you and a true friend to you Mrs. Leo. Completely respected your boundries when you were lying in bed naked with your new born son I adored, simply because I don't date or get involved with married people. Seperated is still married, and adultry is not on my souls menu for entrance to Heaven. During your seperation, you would fall back into your pattern of toxic dating multiple people to see who would invest the most financially into you and I began to pull away recognizing your need to find your dead father in a mans eyes. Aquarians, we are ruled by the house of friendship and only thrive in reciprocity so self preservation was a must once you showed me who you were. I am at peace, knowing I cared for you in your greatest hour of need when your bi-polar, cocaine addicted husband abandoned you and your new baby, froze all your bank accounts and left you in a $10k a month rental you could not afford. He drove off into the sunset with his new convertable, and threw you the keys to his worn out Range Rover and drove off to be a single man. I had the brakes fixed when they went out for you on New Years so you and the baby would have a safe car. I was there for you when he tried to attack you in one of his drug high rages. In spite of how our relationship went silent after a year of dancing together, I know in my heart I did right by you. You could have invested into us but instead had to deal with a 3 year divorce with psycho man to end a 1 year marriage. You learned how karma works when you hurt the hearts of people who sincerely care about you. I was a much better 'Return On Your Investment' them him, and did care and love for you at the time but one too many; let me use you in-between until I get a new man, was too much. I learned my lesson the first time you did that to us. Being there for someone who can't remember your Birthday is a red flag unto itself, so I withdrew from over investing myself into anyone that did not give back equal effort. I was okay with letting you go because I knew you would spend a lifetime missing me and never find another me no matter where your travels took you. Which is why I intentionally called you on the 10 year Anniversary of the day we met. Simply to remind you that when you judge a book by it's cover, or make a head over heart decision, you can miss out on someone amazing. My five closest friends and I have remained close for 25 years, I can outlast any man or lover who just wants to fuck you for the night or however long he wants to use your bed because I represent the house of true friendship which every healthy relationship is built on. When the passion fades the friendship remains. We had something in the beginning and could have been quiet the team but you ruined it for both of us, then when off to find husband number three - five. I will never forget what you said to me: "You're not what I want, and don't make enough money. I want to marry someone that makes over $2.5 million a year." It crushed me a little bit at the time after breaking off a 5 year relationship engagement (due to being cheated on) before I met you but God is good and it all makes sense now looking back. I stopped dating wealthy people or status seekers because of the hurtful bitter taste you left in my mouth. Then you got to sit back and watch over the years as my star began to rise, and your desire for status and fame went unanswered without me because you could not see beyond the superficial to recognize the legacy, birthright or annointing covering my name. What you did not realize is God delivered a gift to you, a blessing in a chubby, imperfect light brown paper bag, but you could not see the diamond within the package and lost out, but he knew it was there, and what was to come. Rejection is God's protection, of both me and my gift and karma kicked your ass for the way you mistreated me and our connection. Thank you for the lesson in love, I have given much to help people over the years and realized that many were not worth my time including you. Ungrateful, unappreciative, is an understatement but in the process I learned about discernment, to not cast my pearls before swine or overgive myself to anyone undeserving of my attention or time is priceless. I really loved and cared for you once upon a time, but that love was mistreated, taken for granted and neglected. The flowers only grow where you water them, where you put your time and attention. I am forever grateful God spared me the suffering of being in a relationship where my needs went unacknowleged, unmet or were unfulfilled. Thank God I never settled for anyone who left me feeling love starved. My Boaz exits somewhere in the world, male of female does not matter, only the soul of my beloved matters because now I know everything happens for a reason. I am safe, loved, and still rising without you. Cest la vie heartbreaker...
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I go to this club after school anyone can come so it was love at first site this little girl name jessica she was so hot we stated dating I loved her she loved me so we ended up having sex I am 15 she is 9 is it wrong we've now been dating for 2 years now I'm 17 and she is 11 we've been happy and I love her.
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So there is this guy I like really like and I heard he was dating another girl and I got really jealous
I’m bisexual and I haven’t always known it but I’ve been in love with my best friend since we met and I’ve known her for 14-15 years. I can’t go a week without seeing her. sometimes we’ll be watching tv together and I’ll imagine what it would be like if she liked me back. Worse thing is I’m in a relationship with her cousin
I am in love with a 35 year old married man! It was only supposed to be a sneaky link. But I caught feelings and I know he just wants to fuck me but I like him :/. He’s expecting a child soon, so our relationship is only temporary. What should I do. He does turn me on too
There's this girl that I really like and well she's lesbian too but I know I don't have a chance with her. That girl is one of my closest friends now and we always text. I'm scared that if I tell her that I like her it would probably ruin our friendship. Almost every night I text her "Goodnight, I love you" little does she know that I actually mean it..
I don't know how to put this exactly, but I'm addicted to cutting my body and then showing it to people who care for me secretly. Like I would make the cuts and then when they heal over a bit I would go do a dramatic thing but I've stopped since then. I really want to do it again but I promised everyone that I would stop cutting. I used to cut so bad that I would bleed for not of the night and one day they got infected but I fixed that up without anyone knowing. I just I have this urge all the damn time to cut and I don't know what to do anymore considering the fact that I know it's wrong but it feels so right. I've been trying to find a place where no one could know about the cuts but every time I try to think about it I cringe cuz I know the pain I had to go through and the fact that I was also emotionally unstable and still am to this day. I just I fucked everything up and I don't know how to fix it anymore. The person I love is gone out of my life and I just want to die
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So.... I'm straight but now bi i guess ...and I'm in love with a straight guy which he has no idea that I'm bi... he's my excolleges, same age and straight but naive like a early teen... I'm 1 year earlier study than him. so I graduate first .. so it all happen as usual we become friend first ...by me mistakenly hit his back as I thought he is my other friend .. but is was a miracle cause it turn out we became good yet close friends .. I'm a type of person with strong personality and can't get along with most of the people... ....I have developed a feeling with him when we are in college.. cause I use to talk to him everything since he is my only close friend in college that time... until one time of his friends have suspected me falling for him...and I got worried and I tell myself I need to do something... so I would stop talking and hangout so much with him... as time passes now I have graduated and working, he's still studying... i still think of him... I would call him to hang out when I miss him... and listen to his voice message when I'm lonely... now I feel guilty and temtation... now I'm waiting for things to fall in the right place and just enjoy the time we spend together... but at the same time I feel like I wanted to confess to him... if it turn bad at least he hurt me to forget him and get over.. so that I don't feel so complicated...
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When I was moving to secondary school I had plenty of friends and was always the centre of attention but as soon as I moved to secondary I started to fade away like nobody notice me so at the time I thought it would be a great idea to fake my depression/suicidal thoughts to get attention I would post on social media about how I wanted to die and that nobody cared about me anymore. And it worked I was getting a lot of attention and I loved it until my childhood best friend who meant a lot to me went and told my parents I know she was only doing it to protect me but the only reason I stated doing this so she would give me more attention, I felt like shit my parents asked me why I was posting this stuff and I couldn’t tell them the real reason because I was to embarrassed and I thought they would hate me for it so I just told them that I was being bullied. I said that I was being picked on by 4 boys which I kinda was but it was only inside jokes they would call me 4 eyes and pick on me put we always saw it as a joke so I just blamed it on that, and it worked my parents told the school about the boys and they were punished and I felt so bad I actually thought about killing myself but after all this my parents took me out of school to home school me this was the worst point of my life.
My best friend slowly drifted from me I was losing all my friends and I had no one left, my parents put me into therapy (it didn’t work because there was nothing to work on). A whole year goes by of me being home schooled I’m trapped indoors most of the time because my parents won’t let me go out and I couldn’t use social media anymore so I had no way of contacting my best friend, at this point my mental state started deteriorating I was going insane until I finally snapped and ran away. I wasn’t gone for long as I had no where to go but the first place I went to was to go see my best friend she lived quite close to me so it wasn’t really a problem so I went to go see her but she didn’t want to see me I was confused until I talked to another close friend of mine and released that the whole school knew I was faking my depression for attention my heart sank because I knew that everybody would hate me now and I would lose everyone. After all this I went home and my parents were talking to the police because they were scared that I was gonna try kill myself, when I got inside the house my parents told me that they are sending me to hospital to be put on suicidal watch i didn’t want to go but I had to while I was there I saw my phone in my mothers bag and I grabbed it to try msg my best friend and explain things but when I logged into Instagram I saw hate groups mate for me saying that I should actually kill myself I felt awful but what made me hate myself even more is the fact that my best friend had blocked me and sent me a message saying that she wanted nothing to do with me my heart sank. I had lost everything I had nothing left I just wanted the pain that I caused to end so I stood up and ran to the canteen, the canteen didn’t have anything sharp in it other than the knifes they were not to sharp to stop people from killing themselves but I made it work I grabbed one and ran to the toilets I quickly locked the door some of the nurses noticed what i was doing and tried kicking down the door, I tried slitting my throught with the knife but it wouldn’t go deep enough and by the time I managed to make the knife sharp enough they had already broken down the door I was taken away from there and put into a mental hospital where I have stayed for 4 years I don’t know what my ex friends are up to now but all I know is they don’t care about me anymore no one does and it’s all my fault I only wanted my best friend to show me more attention because deep down I loved her but I was to afraid to tell her.
Sorry about the really bad English and grammar I haven’t really learned much seeing as most of my time as been spent in this hell hole my hour on the phone is nearly up so I got to go but if I was to give you a life lesson do not fake mental illness for attention it completely fucked up my life and I don’t think i will ever be able to reedem myself goodbye
And Izzy if your reading this I’m sorry I always loved you but I was to afraid to say it maybe in another life I wouldn’t be so selfish and just puck up the corage to ask you out.
#depression #bestfriend #love #suicidal #suicide #attention #fake
People are wondering about politics. They are blaming the current leader. He just got in. He hasn’t done anything yet. So he can’t be at fault. The previous guy was great at that, until he faced a pandemic.
Have you ever seen us so divided? I didnt worry much until the very end. Then we had crazy people in the capital.
Now they blame the previous guy for that. I heard the word “peaceful”. So he was not the cause.
One of his assistants did seem to say words that may have helped cause that.
Now most of the people in there just posed for selfies. But there were some possibly dangerous ones. And at least two very dangerous ones.
But we have to look at things without picking a side or being nuts ourself. I don’t see this as us vs then. Because for me it’s al of us are us.
I’ve offered encouragement; advice; ideas. But I’m just one person.
But there at the end it got a little scary. I hope they take security very serious. That insurrection was nuts. The more I read about it, the scarier it was.
They need to really keep him safe. There are nuts out there.
The pandemic has caused great division. We need to become one.
But there’s something that bothers me. We have multiple variants of this virus. Is the virus mutating that fast? Or is that someone releasing multiple variants into our population? If that’s it we have to be very vigilant. That would mean someone is doing this on purpose. Why? To invade us? To test us? Just to do it?
Now it’s probably just a random virus mutating. But we must consider worse case, and hope for best case.
See, the problem with this is if we are under attack or being tested, they would be releasing variants.
And don’t just assume no one is. Think about it. We were all fine and dandy. And I hen wham. We are knee deep in this crap. There should have been time to slowed this down. We got slammed. The whole world got slammed.
So did someone realease it in that country on purpose to make them look bad. Or did that nation do this to all of us on purpose. If they did was it just to test us. To advance their position. Or to start a much more dangerous thing?
I k ow that sounds crazy, but remember 9/11. Did you see that coming? I did. I predicted it about a year before. See we as a people must realize the weapons of this world are spreading. Everyone’s got nukes now. And large missle tech. And rocket tech. You do realize when some people put crap in orbit; they are really just testing missiles. They could use that same tech to deliver nukes right on any of us.
There’s a dude who fed his own relative alive to dogs. This guy now has missies and nukes.
Then there’s a nation that is very hostile towards us. That’s generating attacks towards our troops. This nation caught one of our drones. Just flew it down and ran off with it. That means someone sold them the codes and stuff. That was set up espionage.
This nation is quickly working towards middles and nukes.
Well a virus does mutate. Once it’s released into a large population you can expect it to become more tame. That’s because all the deadlier variants are more lethal quicker. If everyone can goto ground it stops itself. By killing all its victims.
The variants that do the least damage are accepted by the host the easiest. These strains of the virus are now part of us. Like the common cold. We don’t care much. It stays alive to go carrier to carrier. See it must keep moving host to host to stay alive because our bodies are always killing it. But by then it’s on to other hosts. That’s the common cold. It just migrated around the world. We coexist. We just slowly react to it. It just moves on. We both stay alive.
But the new virus is a mother. It’s kicking us hard. Why is that? Because we got donkey Kong slammed that’s why. The question is why and how.
Well I think it cane from a lab. They set on it. Then wham. It was on us.
Now did they set on it because their government is socialist? If so that’s not an attack, but it is dangerous. Chernobyl. Go watch that. Now look at where we are at. They wanted to hide the truth & try to contain it. We got slammed.
The Who head helped cause this by sitting on the fact a pandemic was building up inside their border. When it finally broke loose we were not ready.
Chernobyl was the same problem. Had their society not been so closed in secretive the world could have helped. It got so bad those goons almost wiped out Western Europe. So I know I sound crazy. And I am a little. But we have to be vigilant because socialists are nuts at the leadership level. They treat humans like a slave class. Like animals.
Now look at the pandemic again my fellow humans. We are all getting freaking donkey slammed because a nation hid this internally until it grew out of control. Then it burst out of their borders and swept over all of us. It almost killed me already. That ticks me off. I’ve got a disabled kid with a poor immunity hiding from this crap. I can’t teach him not to touch his nose. If he dies it’s because of those clowns. Do you get that?
My sweet love I’d hanging on by a thread from a different diseas. If this hits her it’s becausd of those clowns. If she gets it she will die. It will be their fault. Do you get that?
So we as a global community must hold them accountable. Not by going to war. But by forcing them to be more open. Had they allowed The Who in there we could have helped control this.
So we all must start making more of our stuff in our own borders. US in US. W Euro in W Euro. The US can include Canada & Mexico. We can all share with Australia. But they need to be more self sufficient.
South America does their own thing so we have to leave them to it. They are in league with Russia & Iraq it seems. So I guess they will all sort it out. Russia already is self contained & supposedly is more honest now. So I think they would warn the world.
This isn’t about politics. This is about us warning each other. Working together. Do all of you see why this is important now? Is everyone tired of hiding and seeing people die yet?
See best case this was from a bat in a wet market or some such. That’s probably a cover.
Next best case. It’s from a lab near that wet market. Someone went in a cave. People got sick. Died fast. They contained it. Put it in a lab. They study it. Some idiot either accidentally or on purpose releases it. Janitor. Angry person. Now Chinas gotta deal with it. Like in Chernobyl; the secretive closed off socialists try to hide what’s happening. No media to warn the world. They grab up doctors so they cant talk. The WHO is not allowed inside. There are rumblings of the truth within the WHO. But the leader doesn’t tell the world & keeps it suppressed. The world is under the impression that it’s a minor thing. It doesn’t really transfer easy. Then it’s not that bad.
Wham. We get hit. Now I had already did some stuff. As soon as I heard China travel is closed I went to ground. I had most of my 2-3 yrs of supplies ready as soon as I heard the rumors. Had it not gotten loose I’d had to use up that crap & just like the other 2 times I’ve done this in the last 40 years or so I’d heard about how I’m paranoid. But it’s funny when 9/11 happened I already had a giant pile of plastic; tape; food. My wife thought I was crazy as I spent a year getting ready. I needed to be able to survive a chemical attack for 4-5 years. The plastic was for my windows the food for my family. I had my escape plan ready. My supplies.
She laughed at me. Then it happened. She said how did you know? Because I’m smart. When the asteroid hits one day the world will need smart people like me to survive. To pass down my genes. To help any of you I can to survive also. So we can rebuild the world. Letting myself die by laziness. And my high IQ children will hurt any survivors. So I owe it to you to try to save myself. Even though I don’t fear it. If I die I goto Heaven.
So when the avian & stuff happened I piled up my stuff. And nothing happened. It was contained. Then my wife laughed and got onto me.
She accused me of being crazy this time. Well. In all honestly I’m nearly dead. I can barely walk. But I owed it to the world to drag my butt around and protect my smart children. Just in case this became a pandemic. No offense. It most of you will not get us out into space. There’s a chance some of my kids may. We shall see. They are smart. But not like me. They just seem like smart normal kids. No one got the very high IQ. But maybe one of my grandkids. But either way I’m their daddy so I protected them because I loved them.
This time she didn’t ask how I knew. She gave up a long time ago. She just accepts I know. So I thought I was ready when it hit. Then I found out we needed new very specific items since one of my kids had almost died as this was hitting. Now I was out there with all of you. That’s ok. I know how to protect myself. You should have seen people staring at me before this hit.
I looked like I stepped out of a movie in all my PPE. For weeks I was getting all the cheapest stuff. All the sales stuff. Putting it away. Then I went home & waited. I heard how I’m crazy. My being nearly dead had driven me crazy.
Then it hit. My wife cried. Thanked me for trying to save them.
Then my child being sick put me out there with all of you. I was like crap. I was ready. Now I’m in the craze too. Thankfully while y’all were fighting over toilet paper I was looking for things most people don’t need. Only so many of us need what I needed for him.
But I’ve survived.
How do you people avoid this in the future? I’m currently leaking blood out of places. So I’m trying to use my own medical knowledge to save myself. Safer than a hospital right now. But if I die I’d feel bad if I didn’t warn you.
I don’t care if China wants to be socialist. That’s up to their people. But we can’t have this again. The next virus may be much worse. It may be man made. Who knows. This one may have been. I’m not going to explain it all.
China has to allow two different world health groups inside. To monitor such things. To sound the alarm to the rest of us. To allow smart people to help them deal with it early.
If they want to sell all of us goods, then they have to play nicely with others. We can’t all be dying because they are a paranoid government that treats their population like slaves.
The head of the WHO was China’s choice. He is a large reason why we are here. They had suspicions it was jumping human to human quickly. But that’s not what the were telling us. As I was hearing rumors I was calmly buying up all the bulk toilet paper on sale. Wearing my PPE. People stared at me. Laughed at me. Let me tell you something. We are a global community. If China was stonewalling the WHO. That meant China had an outbreak they were trying to contain. Which meant some bozo had already brought it to my country. So my country would blossom eventually. So I loaded up. If it were nothing then I’d just not have to but toilet paper for 3 years. But if it was I’d watch TV as all of you chased TP. I had N95 material ready & calmly hand fitted custom masks to all of my loved ones. I remember my wife asking what if someone tries to get it. Let’s say I’m prepared for that too.
So now that this was just an easy one I hope the world has learned. You need borders so you can close them. If a nation wants to trade on a large scale; they have to let you monitor a few things such as virus outbreaks so we can help them deal with it.
We need control over who is appointed head of the WHO. Do you now see why world? They put s puppet stooge in charge. He was more worried about his pocket book than all of you. What little info they gave him he believed. As data trickled into him he suppressed it.
Do you see why any of you that are not socialist should never become socialist? It sounds good on the surface. Let’s all share. Common good. But men are corrupt. I’m not saying these men wanted to do this. I’m saying they naturally suppressed things to hide it from the world. Important people in key places were someone’s relative rather than qualified. There was no independent news to warn the rest of us. It broke out. They had plenty of PPE. Because they make it all.
All of you out here are trusting the WHO. They are trusting their leader. He’s trusting the people who put him in place; China. As it breaks out who does China blame? The Australians; the US; W Euro. Thank on that. Why would we do this to ourselves? But they want their population to believe that. Do any of you want to be socialist? A free democracy with a very free press is the best. Oh it has major issues. But at least you don’t get crap like this. One of our annoying reporters would break the story. Yes we have clowns in the streets. But I’m not out there with them.
The funny thing is; out of all this death. We will be a better people. We will make changes that forces some close minded people to treat others better. Then their kids will grow up more inclusive. We will be nicer. We will be better off. If In life you can’t control when something bad happens. At least try to make the world a better place for anyone who comes out the other side.
Think about a group of people that you don’t like. Why do you not like them? Well; instead of looking for a reason to hate them. Why not look for a reason to coexist? I have worked with devout Muslims. I’m Christian. We got along great mostly. A few we just coexisted. I’ve had Jewish friends. Mormon friends. Jehovah Witnesses. Atheists. You know why? They all felt under attack in a situation. I held out a hand.
After 9/11 I saw a Muslim man isolated. I went and set beside him and talked to him. Some very large men were saying hateful stuff towards his empty table. Now he had a very large man beside him. I pulled my large cross out of my shirt & hung it out. I pulled out my pocket Bible and started to read. Anyone who attacked now knew they’d be fighting a Christian too. They all backed off. Oh I was hated after that by some I had some people who treated me very badly as my health failed because I had done that. I’m their eyes I wasn’t a Christian anymore. In my eyes. I was more Christian than them. Maybe I’m wrong.
I once saw a Jewish family being harassed. I got hold of them and asked them how they were doing. Helped calm the dad. Let him know a Christian loved him. He needed to know at least one Christian loved him wanted his kids in school with mine.
A lot of people laugh at me for being autistic. I hear them make fun of the way I talk. How I walk. My odd behaviors. The odd way I try to communicate. But that’s OK. I pray for them anyways. I love them anyways. They don’t have to love me back.
You want two individual world health agencies who in turn share their data. This means if one crook on the take gets in charge of one; hopefully the other isn’t corrupted. This way if one alarm is not rung. The other is. This will force them to compete with each other for the worlds funding. This will help save all the world from going thru this crap again hopefully. Never fully trust any leader. No matter how much you love them. Always seek to balance two sides of a democracy. Both sides represent about half the people. If you balance it; each side gets some of what they want. Then try to figure out whose not being helped. Slowly shift the balance until they are. The world will be a better place if we all matter.
ugh I don't know who to tell. I'm in love with a guy. he's so sweet and caring. we have plenty in common and he respects me. I want to tell him how I feel but I'm afraid of making our friendship awkward
I'm stupid because i like this guy and he likes me back but i can't help but treat him like hes mine and no one else matters it even makes me look like a psycho with how i am with it
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Its about my first time falling for a girl. I was afraid of losing her friendship and did not tell her how much I loved her until the last few days of our BTech. She was a topper and I was a mediocre performer. We both got recruited for the same company. That's when I confessed how deeply I was in love with her and I wanted to marry her. She was not okay with a relationship saying she didn't want to ruin our friendship. Now, it's been 4 months- I'm not able to kill my feelings for her. I just can't bear the thought of her getting married to someone else. all the moments that we had together as friends keep flashing whenever I think about her. I remember Her voice calling my name. Her laughter. Everything about her. I upload stupid posts on my social media just to see her "like" them. She doesn't reply to my texts properly. And I believe she doesn't even think about me anyday. how I wish I didn't fall for her- nothing makes sense now.
I am living in sin for several months now. I have a long distance relationship with my boyfriend and we only see each other every couple of months. We've been together for over 10 years now and I am now 25 years old. We promised each other our virginity and wanted to save each ourselves for the other one. I am pretty sure that he will propose to me on Christmas, the next time we see each other.
My secret is that I've been seeing some else since summer. And that is not the worst part. The person I am seeing is also a woman.
I don't know how it happened, but we met on the bus, started to talk and it was just like BOOM! I've never felt anything like this before. I, of course, still love my boyfriend to death, but with this woman... I feel complete, I feel so happy I never thought I could feel.
We went out for drinks rather quickly and that was the same night we shared our first kiss. It was electric. It was magical.
I know now that I am totally and irrevocable in love with her.
But that is not all... She doesn't know anything about my boyfriend either.
We have to keep our relationship secret, because my family is very very very religious and they would never talk to me again if they found out.
And they of course wouldn't talk to me anymore if they only knew that I cheated on my boyfriend.
Why am I writing this now? Because yesterday... yesterday was the first time we had sex. I do not feel bad for the sex itself because it was rather spectacular and I am more than happy that I had my very first time with her. But I feel bad that I am living a life full of lies and that I betrayed and cheated on my boyfriend, best friend since middle school...
I don't know what to do know. I know, someday everything will unravel, but I just don't know what to do....
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I don't know anymore if I still love my girlfriend or not. I keep telling myself that I still have to love her because I am always thinking about our relationship and about her and if I don't love her, I wouldn't think about her all the time, right?
The problem is that I don't trust her anymore. Not that she cheating on me, but she kissed one of our friends on the mouth and I was really upset about it.
She also hangs out a lot with her ex boyfriend. Not alone but at parties because he's still a member of her circle of friends. She keeps telling me that he's such a dick but I can't believe her, especially not when she's drunk. Sober she's the nicest person ever but drunk, she's a real bitch.
Furthermore, I doubt that she really loves me either. She tells me so but she does so many conflictive things, like texting with her ex (and she knows that drives me crazy!) or keep forgetting that we wanted to meet and stuff like that.
Thank you to all of you who read my text!
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