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i don’t feel sexually attracted to people’s bodies or physiques literally at all, in fact for a long time i didn’t understand how people could masturbate to the sight of other people’s bodies.

the literal only thing that turns me on is seeing or thinking of (or experiencing obviously) the physical act of sex - genuinely, i can easily jerk off to videos of horses (or any animals) having sex. not because i’m some creep who thinks horses or animals are hot, literally just because the only thing that i think is sexually arousing... is the literal act of sex.

i used to get so freaked out thinking i was some beastiality creep because i could jerk off to it but now i realize that to my brain, it genuinely doesn’t matter *what* is having sex, it only matters that they’re having sex. i have no idea if anyone else feels this way as well, am i just fucking weird???


#masturbation   #confused  


I hated him but now I think I'm starting to like him


#confused   #insanity  


I once caught my girl best friend, Nina*, 23, having sex with my younger brother, Brandon*, 19, in my bed. I didn't know what to feel.


*names changed


#brother   #bestfriend   #confused  


I have the weirdest feelings about my cousin. He’s 22 almost 23 and i’m 24 about to be 25. He and I haven’t really spent much time together. growing up he lived in the city and I grew up on the coast and in the bay area. I only really know him in that I know he likes video games that I also like and he likes the same kind of tv content as I do. I also know he and I are basically at the same stage in our lives where we don’t want to depend on our parents anymore. We have plans to spend a week together this coming summer (2022) so we can celebrate him graduating. Over the past week we’ve also talked about how we want to start doing care packages and sending them to each other as a way of getting through life as adults. We didn’t have a lot of time alone to talk so I don’t know what he thinks of me but I know for sure that he cares about me because when I have a mental freak out he’s there for me until I’m calmed down. I would never make the first move but part of me hopes when I visit him next summer that he pushes me against a wall and just makes me his. I just want to know if my feelings are appropriate or if I should give up waiting for him to be my knight-in-shining-armour?


#confused   #isthistruelove   #amijustoverthinking   #iwannacarryhisbabies  


I have been in a relationship with a wonderful girl for several years now. She has her flaws, but I've believed her to be the love of my life, and I've asked her to marry me. At university, I've recently met a different girl that is completely perfect for me, has no flaws whatsoever, and is completely attracted to me. I don't believe in cheating, and I just don't want to break my fiancé's heart. The anxiety I've had over what I should do has caused me to cry myself to sleep for the last few months.


#engaged   #adultery   #confused  


I usually sleep on my right side but last light for some reason i could only get comfortable laying on my belly, so i ended up falling asleep that way. I woke up this morning to severe discomfort and quickly realized my penis had twisted up and was pushed into my body and it was fully erect aswell. I tried to pull it out but i felt as if it was locked in two direct ways. It's still like that and it won't go flacid.i'm so embarrases to go to the hospital because i don't egen know what to make of this. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this before. I am really freaked out.


#penis   #injury   #weird   #bizarre   #confused   #embarassed   #humiliated   #medical   #distress   #depression   #despair   #desperate  


I am 35years old, no career, no job and need to take care of my mum. I am in need (more desperate ) of a career, an income and some independence to be able to help my mum. I have so many dreams and I honestly do not even know how to begin fulfilling them. This is never how I imagined my life going. I feel so helpless. All I have is a dream to become a beauty therapist and no way of doing so. How did i get here? My confession is I am so desperate for help, I am considering the unthinkable.


#depression   #confused  


I’ve never told anyone this… ever… I’m Gay. I’ve been wanting to tell someone about this for a long time but I don’t think I can, I have no idea how they are going to react or respond… I’m almost too afraid to tell them and find out… I’m so confused on what to do…


#commingout   #gay   #confused  


Sometimes i think I can’t do it anymore with life but I’m very optimistic.


#confused  


So basically my boyfriend and I are almost a year now.. Everything was going so well. Till this dude came(who is his best friend). At first we kept having intense eye contact, i thought it was weird bcs i have a boyfriend and i feel like those eye contacts have chemistry. I don’t t know what I was feeling. But i had a hint he sorta like someone.. So, At first it was good bcs him and i are getting along & i could be close enough to play cupid on my best friend. My best friend really likes him. I can’t blame her.. he is cute.

What is getting me confused and crazy is that. My other best friend told us (4) that she has some tea about that guy. We talked about him and stuff and my best friend mention 2 bad news and 1 good news.. the 1 good news is that He found my best friend really pretty and he wouldnt wanna make things awkward for her bcs we all eat in the same table.

The 2 bad news is that he’s not ready to be in a relationship and he likes someone else. My best friend said he only likes this girl when he sees her. He just feels something for her (okay wtaf lmao)

And you know who’s that girl? Me.

Now did i mention i have a boyfriend? It is so wrong. But whenever I see him, he’s just really cute. He was smiling at me when i saw him earlier. We also had eye contact. You know eye contact that are normal? It isnt like that. Its like an eye contact where u like someone. He just keeps smiling 😭 I don’t wanna feel this way. I love my boyfriend & I don’t ever wanna lose him. But at the same time its so wrong. I don’t have feelings for the guy but he just flatter me so much.. And I should keep boundaries.


#complicated   #boyfriend   #bestfriend   #lovetriangle   #confused  


I’m no longer interested in the girl I’m dating. We’ve been together for over a year and we live together. I love having her around but I just don’t feel in love at all. I can’t picture romantic ideas with her in them or getting married or having kids with her. I always picture other women. She’s honestly a great person but it’s to a point where I don’t even want to kiss her. I wipe my mouth after because it feels wrong. I feel so guilty but I can’t help it. And every time we’ve gotten close to breaking up she cries and I feel to guilty. I feel terrible but I just can’t help it. I wish I never got with her to start. If I could go back I honestly would. We’ve had a lot of fun and made memories but I just don’t feel a spark at all. Idk what to do.


#love   #relationship   #guilt   #guilty   #confused  


I don't know my own gender. I tell people online that my name is Zach but it's not. I'm biologically a woman. My friends know that I'm trans. I think I'm a man. I usually tell myself I'm a man but there's this voice in the back of my head that shouts that I'm a woman. I don't know what to believe. Maybe I'm gender-fluid? I don't really feel like a woman at all but how do I know if I'm really trans. Is there a way of knowing? I know about dysphoria, and I think I have it but what if I don't? I believe I have it seeing as I hate my body. I don't like my curves, I've kinda gained some weight, and not to mention genitalia. It's odd how there's nothing there. I don't know if that's normal or not. I just think it's weird how there's nothing between my legs. My chest keeps growing. I'm 14 and almost a D cup. I'm not overweight either. I don't know if this is gender dysphoria or just normality. I don't constantly feel weird in my body though; it's very on and off. My boyfriend sees me as a woman but that's a rant for another day. What do I do? Do I ask my mother for me to see a gender therapist? What if she says no? I don't want her knowing.


#trans   #ftm   #lies   #confused   #gender  


Im 17 years old. Still confused with my identity. Ive been inlove with my bestfriends which mostly are girls since elementary, but I just hide it bcause Im living in a homophobic country. So, we just remained friends and it so hard to hide my feelings to them. I have new bestfriend every school year and I can't help falling inlove with them. I started to imagine things like "couple things". And it very makes mr so sad bcause cant do nothing


#confused  


I learned that my wife had a threesome with her female co-worker and her husband, It happened when I was away on business in Europe

I discovered this when our email accounts merged accidentally when we got new phones,

When I checked a folder that was new to me. I started reading and at first couldn’t believe what I was actually reading and then I couldn’t stop until I got to the end .

The emails started a few months before it happened. The girls planned it with a lot of detail , including renting a beach house for the weekend

It was all there spelled out including conversations after the fact

How they both offered themselves to the husband, how they agreed to be his sex slaves for a weekend

It was like reading a sexy novel except it was my wife who was one of the main characters

I have not yet confronted her about this and the longer I think about it I am not sure I want to I find myself thinking about them all the time,

My wife has still not realized that I can see all her emails, Every now and then her co-worker sends her an email with a picture from that night, most are of both of them on their knees wearing leather collars , others of my wife being spanked or having sex.

In the emails they always ask if or when they can have another fun time.

My confession here is that I get aroused thinking about them and secretly want her to agree to do it again.

Am I crazy
Confused husband


#cheating   #secret   #confused   #threesome  


I have been in a romantic relationship with a girl for more than two years. Yes, I’m a girl and bi. She’s the loveliest person ever. It’s like the girlfriend any boy/girl would love to have. BUT, I still love my ex boyfriend. It’s been more than five years since we broke up but I do still love him. Lately we’ve been talking secretly. He also has a girlfriend, more than a year of relationship.

We set up to see each other and have sex because there’s still this sexual connection, but the first time we got to the hotel, we just talked about each other’s life. There was touching but no kisses. There I thought “maybe this is not going to work”. I really thought that was the end of our “adventure”. But again, he wants to see me and I really wanna see him and kiss him. We did not do sexting but video chat our intimate parts.

He always tells me all the things he wants to do with me and that turns me on. I can’t stop thinking about it. On the other hand, I do not feel that sexual attraction with my gf. I like her, she’s a nice girl but I think I don’t love her the way she does. Yesterday, I dreamt about my ex. There, we were one, I loved him and he loved me. I don’t wanna feel like that, my gf doesn’t deserve this. But damn, that man is my weakness.

We both know that if our gfs find out about our conversations, we’re dead. We want to keep out relationship but still see each other twice or three times a month (according to him).


#ex   #love   #confused   #help  


i have to confess.... as bad as i know it is, sounds and truly really is? i am attracted to my Husbands brother.

the annoying of love and sexual attraction i have towards my husband is not lessened by the interest i have in my husbands brother.


i wouldn't necessarily say i'm sexually or physically attracted to my husbands brother, it's more of the personality. there's something about his brother that i just relate to and connect with more on a verbal level? idk how to explain it. i would never forsake my marriage or ever cross that line but i'll admit i do random purple have those thoughts. idk i'm stuck.


#husband   #confused  


I'm 16, my mom 32, and her boyfriend is 24 and the type of guy I look at. And I like him. He loves me. We have had light sex only and I want him to take my virginity, but at the same time, I don't want my mom to find out and get hurt. I am always horny and mastrubate daily, but I want more. I don't know what to do. I want him to leave and at the same time I want full sex with him.


#confused   #loyal   #love   #virgin   #horny   #young  


I’m not gay but I’m a great dancer & dresser. Everyone tells me I’m beautiful. I’m a guy. I watch love movies. Listen to love songs. People think I’m bi but I’m not. I’m very masculine. Large muscular body. Why does my face look feminine? Why do I act feminine? I’ve never had a gay thought. I like gay people. They never think I’m gay. Women never marry think I’m gay. But some straight men think I’m gay. Does that mean they’re secretly attracted to me & get mad at me for it? I think it’s my looks.


#confused  


I don't know so I blame it on my husband. A few months after pregnancy my husband has lost his sexual drive and mine has drasticlaly increased. I am always so horny and wanting. Well, I ended up kissing my girlfriend. Now I am embarressed, but at the same time I want more. I am straight and so confused as to why I kissed her and why I am curious about having sex with her.


#blame   #husband   #girlfriend   #kiss   #want   #horny   #straight   #confused   #embarressed   #sex  


Wow. I just realized my brain is shifting. As I change my meds; dosages, & what I eat, my brain is all over the place. This is the most focused I’ve been in so long. Yet I can’t even focus my eyes. Stupid disease. I’ll disappear down the rabbit hole again soon I’m sure. This is what happens when you nearly die but don’t. It’s so odd to go back and read the crap I come up with when my body and mind aren’t working right. I have no idea what I was writing about. It’s like my brain is writing a make believe story while I’m unable to function. I got it. It’s like I’m dreaming. That part of my mind in charge of dreams is writing crap while the part of my mind that should be awake tries to sleep while awake. I guess going 5 days without sleep at a time has taken a toll.


#confused  



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