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Wow. I just realized my brain is shifting. As I change my meds; dosages, & what I eat, my brain is all over the place. This is the most focused I’ve been in so long. Yet I can’t even focus my eyes. Stupid disease. I’ll disappear down the rabbit hole again soon I’m sure. This is what happens when you nearly die but don’t. It’s so odd to go back and read the crap I come up with when my body and mind aren’t working right. I have no idea what I was writing about. It’s like my brain is writing a make believe story while I’m unable to function. I got it. It’s like I’m dreaming. That part of my mind in charge of dreams is writing crap while the part of my mind that should be awake tries to sleep while awake. I guess going 5 days without sleep at a time has taken a toll.
I’m no longer interested in the girl I’m dating. We’ve been together for over a year and we live together. I love having her around but I just don’t feel in love at all. I can’t picture romantic ideas with her in them or getting married or having kids with her. I always picture other women. She’s honestly a great person but it’s to a point where I don’t even want to kiss her. I wipe my mouth after because it feels wrong. I feel so guilty but I can’t help it. And every time we’ve gotten close to breaking up she cries and I feel to guilty. I feel terrible but I just can’t help it. I wish I never got with her to start. If I could go back I honestly would. We’ve had a lot of fun and made memories but I just don’t feel a spark at all. Idk what to do.
#love #relationship #guilt #guilty #confused
A lot of people look up to me and think of me as some cool guy who’s smart and knows where he’s headed and has tons of friends but in reality I’m so lonely and I don’t know what I’m doing nor where I’m headed, or how I’m going to do this or that because my whole family is fucked up, but to other people I’m a leader, no body sees the loneliness and how just awkward I am somehow everyone looks past it for whatever reason or they’re just blind to see it.
I have been in a romantic relationship with a girl for more than two years. Yes, I’m a girl and bi. She’s the loveliest person ever. It’s like the girlfriend any boy/girl would love to have. BUT, I still love my ex boyfriend. It’s been more than five years since we broke up but I do still love him. Lately we’ve been talking secretly. He also has a girlfriend, more than a year of relationship.
We set up to see each other and have sex because there’s still this sexual connection, but the first time we got to the hotel, we just talked about each other’s life. There was touching but no kisses. There I thought “maybe this is not going to work”. I really thought that was the end of our “adventure”. But again, he wants to see me and I really wanna see him and kiss him. We did not do sexting but video chat our intimate parts.
He always tells me all the things he wants to do with me and that turns me on. I can’t stop thinking about it. On the other hand, I do not feel that sexual attraction with my gf. I like her, she’s a nice girl but I think I don’t love her the way she does. Yesterday, I dreamt about my ex. There, we were one, I loved him and he loved me. I don’t wanna feel like that, my gf doesn’t deserve this. But damn, that man is my weakness.
We both know that if our gfs find out about our conversations, we’re dead. We want to keep out relationship but still see each other twice or three times a month (according to him).
I'm 16, my mom 32, and her boyfriend is 24 and the type of guy I look at. And I like him. He loves me. We have had light sex only and I want him to take my virginity, but at the same time, I don't want my mom to find out and get hurt. I am always horny and mastrubate daily, but I want more. I don't know what to do. I want him to leave and at the same time I want full sex with him.
i have to confess.... as bad as i know it is, sounds and truly really is? i am attracted to my Husbands brother.
the annoying of love and sexual attraction i have towards my husband is not lessened by the interest i have in my husbands brother.
i wouldn't necessarily say i'm sexually or physically attracted to my husbands brother, it's more of the personality. there's something about his brother that i just relate to and connect with more on a verbal level? idk how to explain it. i would never forsake my marriage or ever cross that line but i'll admit i do random purple have those thoughts. idk i'm stuck.
I am a 17 year old gay man and I think I'm just a slut. I literally don't mind to have sex with any guy. I just imagine (and dream) of hot scenes and then wonder how will my future be... And the worst is that 2 friends of mine are always teasing me by putting their hands on my legs and slowly getting closer to my dick. That always makes me almost cum. And I also think I have a crush on one of my colleagues (straight) but he's just so fucking hot and cute!
I am a straight 16 yo virgin with a boyfriend. I live at home, do school, and p/t work. So I am busy. It's not easy to masturbate, but I do enjoy playing with myself before sleep. I don't think I've had the Big O yet. But my arousals intesifies when I read. Some confessions are so juicy, I return for more. I have thought of kissing my best friend but it's only a fantasy. I read some say it's natural for a girl to kiss a girl once but not in my world. Maybe a kiss would go on to the big O. it makes me really wet, my heart beats up, my thoughts go rampant, and it's so hard to keep quiet, but I must. I am confused as to why I get like this when I am super horny. In a normal state of mind I don't have sexual thoughts of my friend.
#straight #curious #horny #wet #virgin #confused #boyfriend #busy
So basically my boyfriend and I are almost a year now.. Everything was going so well. Till this dude came(who is his best friend). At first we kept having intense eye contact, i thought it was weird bcs i have a boyfriend and i feel like those eye contacts have chemistry. I don’t t know what I was feeling. But i had a hint he sorta like someone.. So, At first it was good bcs him and i are getting along & i could be close enough to play cupid on my best friend. My best friend really likes him. I can’t blame her.. he is cute.
What is getting me confused and crazy is that. My other best friend told us (4) that she has some tea about that guy. We talked about him and stuff and my best friend mention 2 bad news and 1 good news.. the 1 good news is that He found my best friend really pretty and he wouldnt wanna make things awkward for her bcs we all eat in the same table.
The 2 bad news is that he’s not ready to be in a relationship and he likes someone else. My best friend said he only likes this girl when he sees her. He just feels something for her (okay wtaf lmao)
And you know who’s that girl? Me.
Now did i mention i have a boyfriend? It is so wrong. But whenever I see him, he’s just really cute. He was smiling at me when i saw him earlier. We also had eye contact. You know eye contact that are normal? It isnt like that. Its like an eye contact where u like someone. He just keeps smiling 😭 I don’t wanna feel this way. I love my boyfriend & I don’t ever wanna lose him. But at the same time its so wrong. I don’t have feelings for the guy but he just flatter me so much.. And I should keep boundaries.
My trip got canceled so I happily bought wine, steak, flowers and headed home to surprise my wife. Instead I got the surprise by finding her in 69 position in my bed with the maid. For a week now my brain is still fizzling and confused. The thoughts are in every direction. She cheated but least it was not another man or it's worse because it is with a to die for chick. I was betrayed but I'd love to have a threesome with the smokin hot babe that I'd get killed for if caught fucking her. I want a piece but could never tell the wife or soon to be X. I get blue in the mind when I feel betrayed and then blue in the balls when I think of a threesome which I have never had. Sooooo CONfusED. Good masturbating fantasies but mostly heart break thoughts. Do I go or do I stay? Is my wife heartless or just too sex driven horney slut?
#confused #lesbian #threesome #dropdeadgorgeouschick #fuck #suck #69 #maid #horny #masturbation #x #slut #sex
I have the weirdest feelings about my cousin. He’s 22 almost 23 and i’m 24 about to be 25. He and I haven’t really spent much time together. growing up he lived in the city and I grew up on the coast and in the bay area. I only really know him in that I know he likes video games that I also like and he likes the same kind of tv content as I do. I also know he and I are basically at the same stage in our lives where we don’t want to depend on our parents anymore. We have plans to spend a week together this coming summer (2022) so we can celebrate him graduating. Over the past week we’ve also talked about how we want to start doing care packages and sending them to each other as a way of getting through life as adults. We didn’t have a lot of time alone to talk so I don’t know what he thinks of me but I know for sure that he cares about me because when I have a mental freak out he’s there for me until I’m calmed down. I would never make the first move but part of me hopes when I visit him next summer that he pushes me against a wall and just makes me his. I just want to know if my feelings are appropriate or if I should give up waiting for him to be my knight-in-shining-armour?
#confused #isthistruelove #amijustoverthinking #iwannacarryhisbabies
My stepmother gave me a vibrator. I'm only 13 and wasn't sure what to think. Why, did she give me this? Well the weird part, maybe a month later she asked how I liked it. I thought it was a private thing, so I just smiled and said it was too noisy. Then she continues on telling me not to worry and wants to know if I need a demonstration. What? I kind of want to tell my dad, but I don't want to rock the boat. I have known this lady 5 years and never expected she would do this. Did she want to use it on me or have me watch her use it? Before I try it, she will not be home and my door will be locked. How can I relax and try it?
#stepmother #vibrator #noisy #private #shocked #confused #weird
Circumstances have pushed me & my family to the brink. I was the rock. But people decided to remove me because a disease broke me. Everyone was supposed to get better. Instead everyone is so worse. So now some have come & asked for help. Problem is I had just had a last ditch surgery to save my life. Then I was homeless & stuff. I’m now temporarily where no one wants me. They are barely tolerating me because I did so much for them. But it’s temporary. Then I’m lost.
So while I’m still able I’m trying my best to help those I love. But its so sad.
So my sin is I’m sort of lying. I’m not lying. I’m bending the truth. I’m just trying desperation heaves to save a person whose probably going to die. My hope is to bring them out of their medical situation. Reach them. And at least help them find peace before their condition ends them. If they trust me & I can reach them, they could live. Probably. But doctors can’t reach him. It seems I may be his only hope. So now I must beat my disease to help him with his medical issues. Thing is no one can tell me how. So I gotta do it. That currently includes stretching truths. I’m researching science and medicine.
I’m not sure if someone who is very sick can live long enough to help. Or clear my mind enough to help. But all the experts are striking out. I helped stabilize him. Now can I fix him? That is a big ask.
So I’m trying to fight off this disease. Fight off all the bad. The nearly dying. Poverty. On & on. This is like an impossible situation.
So how do I solve a problem the experts can’t solve? They are paid for it. They studied it. I’m a guy laying on the dumpster heap of life waiting to be hauled off to the morgue or homelessness which will be death for me quickly with my health.
To make it worse. I have been suffering for many days. I tried to rest. Controlled my diet. Purged. Even ate the wrong stuff. It’s getting worse. Problem is I think I know what it is. If it is I need a trip far away. I have no car. I need emergency sugary. I would owe so much money. I have no money. I can’t divert money away from my children. They have a home. If I take away money they lose it.
The reality is I will die. No if. Just when. I can’t create debt they must pay when I’m gone. Especially when it’s just a matter of time. But I’m trying to save a life before I pass. They try to inspire you. But then they give up. When they stop trying. That means your doomed. I’ve noticed they no longer bother with me anymore. It’s like I’m a ghost. That is partially being poor. But it’s everyone when I go. No one cares. They tried to cycle me off. I fought it. Then I realized something. All the people I stop seeing get sick. Then they goto this odd place. Then I never see them again. If I ask no one answers. So I tried to stay. No one will answer me.
So I’m going away so the other patients won’t see me getting sicker & then dying? They tell me no. Maybe that’s true. But I’ve lived longer than all expected. Much much longer. So they tell me all the people that reach that milestone go there. Sounds good. I’m doing great. Except I feel horrible. Barely move. Barely get up. How can that be good? So I calculate. It’s open one day a week. Two hours. That’s 4 patients. If they’ve sent many many people ahead of me there. All these people I used to know. As I’ve lived all the docs moved on. Most of the nurses. There’s basically no one in there that knows me. So it occurred to me. I don’t recognize any patients. All the people ahead of me are gone. All the people behind me are gone. I gotta start looking way behind me to remember anybody. So where is everyone. Oh there’s a lot of new patients. But where are all the old ones?
My family tells me I’m being paranoid. Maybe. I am that guy everyone looks to for a reason. Only I’m not anymore. There’s next to no one in the whole hospital I recognize. So I’ve been a patient longer than anyone has worked there? That’s why no one knows me. The patient is the oldest none high level person that was there. How have I lived longer than all the people who worked there when I started going?
So my family said your sick. Your fine. Well I’m no doctor. But am I missing something. Let’s say there were 100 people ahead of me. They slowly went off because they were doing so well. I never went anywhere when I was doing well. So why was I still there? I heard they must be doing way better. Well that’s not a good sign for me. So I waited my turn. Then people behind me went. On & on. So I heard they are going on other days. Makes sense.
But then Covid hit. We all had to go stand in long lines on the exact same day because we are high risk. A long line of dying people. I’ve looked for over a year. I get there early. Then when I leave I pass everyone else. I only recognize the very new ones. No one knows me. So I did research. I should be dead. I’ve way beaten the odds. So they say your fine. But no one smiles. No one talks. They do to other people. I’m that guy who is dying.
Everyone says oh your always worried. Well not about dying. I worry about other stuff. Even though I’ve almost died. So I’m really confused. But if there was 100 ahead of me. How many were behind me? 100? 200? More? Let’s say 200 total. For four times slots once a month? That’s when one old dud checks on us. If I have issues what do I do? Ask him. So I dig. I could go other times. That’s cool. But he likes to see all of our issue on that one day. In two hours. That’s 4 people. So I ask the lady when does everyone else go. She says who else? All the other patients with my condition. He sees all of you on one day. If he’s only there for 2 hrs on one day. That doesn’t add up. So I ask her where all the other patients go. What other patients? Now I know I’m sick. But am I that sick? Am I missing something?
I say where are all the other patients that are doing great like me. That left the hospital and were sent here. She has no clue what I’m talking about. Well It’s right by the hospital, & far from me. I looked. I see no other places in the phone book. I call & ask. What other place?
So I’ve been feeling horrible for weeks. But I usually bounce back. Not this time. It feels so weird.
I don’t fear it. But I’d like to helpful
There’s no other place is there?
I learned that my wife had a threesome with her female co-worker and her husband, It happened when I was away on business in Europe
I discovered this when our email accounts merged accidentally when we got new phones,
When I checked a folder that was new to me. I started reading and at first couldn’t believe what I was actually reading and then I couldn’t stop until I got to the end .
The emails started a few months before it happened. The girls planned it with a lot of detail , including renting a beach house for the weekend
It was all there spelled out including conversations after the fact
How they both offered themselves to the husband, how they agreed to be his sex slaves for a weekend
It was like reading a sexy novel except it was my wife who was one of the main characters
I have not yet confronted her about this and the longer I think about it I am not sure I want to I find myself thinking about them all the time,
My wife has still not realized that I can see all her emails, Every now and then her co-worker sends her an email with a picture from that night, most are of both of them on their knees wearing leather collars , others of my wife being spanked or having sex.
In the emails they always ask if or when they can have another fun time.
My confession here is that I get aroused thinking about them and secretly want her to agree to do it again.
Am I crazy
Confused husband
Im 17 years old. Still confused with my identity. Ive been inlove with my bestfriends which mostly are girls since elementary, but I just hide it bcause Im living in a homophobic country. So, we just remained friends and it so hard to hide my feelings to them. I have new bestfriend every school year and I can't help falling inlove with them. I started to imagine things like "couple things". And it very makes mr so sad bcause cant do nothing
i don’t feel sexually attracted to people’s bodies or physiques literally at all, in fact for a long time i didn’t understand how people could masturbate to the sight of other people’s bodies.
the literal only thing that turns me on is seeing or thinking of (or experiencing obviously) the physical act of sex - genuinely, i can easily jerk off to videos of horses (or any animals) having sex. not because i’m some creep who thinks horses or animals are hot, literally just because the only thing that i think is sexually arousing... is the literal act of sex.
i used to get so freaked out thinking i was some beastiality creep because i could jerk off to it but now i realize that to my brain, it genuinely doesn’t matter *what* is having sex, it only matters that they’re having sex. i have no idea if anyone else feels this way as well, am i just fucking weird???
I’m in love with this guy and we met before I got in a relationship with my boyfriend but sadly we can’t date so that’s when I started dating my boyfriend. Well me and this guy started back talking and my feelings for him have gotten bigger and now I don’t think I want to be with my boyfriend. I feel bad because at the beginning of our relationship it was good and then something happened and it just kinda fell off. Well to make matters even worse my boyfriend got me a promise ring and I don’t want it, I really just want to break it off with him but how do I tell him that after I met his whole family....
I am married and love sex. I have only ever had sex with myself and husband. I masturbate and my husband promotes the idea. Another guy is out of the question. I wonder how'd he feel about a part-time female partner. I only have the fantasy when I am masturbating, super wet, off the chart horny, and so curious. Otherwise, like when I am talking to or having sex with my husband, the urge is not felt. So strange and I cannot figure it out. I'm 20 so I have time to figure it out, but if you could just give me some ideas in the mean time, I'd appreciate.
#strange #confused #sex #horny #masturbate
I don't know so I blame it on my husband. A few months after pregnancy my husband has lost his sexual drive and mine has drasticlaly increased. I am always so horny and wanting. Well, I ended up kissing my girlfriend. Now I am embarressed, but at the same time I want more. I am straight and so confused as to why I kissed her and why I am curious about having sex with her.
#blame #husband #girlfriend #kiss #want #horny #straight #confused #embarressed #sex
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