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Hello, I am 15 and have a boy friend. I love him. Been going for 2yrs strong. But I watch porn everyday. Is that wrong? Or should I tell him. But I don't wanna lose him.
.I m a girl...I m 21 ..I just don't know to who I want to share my feelings...my English not good... I used to like this girl few years ago... around 6 or 7 years ago ...but then I decided to let her go ... Not because I don't love her ... besides she know I like her but there nothing happened between us ... And she the one who asked me to forget her ..then I forget her actually I don't... Just I think I don't have feelings towards her anymore... Short story now she came back into my life again ... My feelings I just confuse about my feelings right now..I don't know if I have feelings for again or I just pretend I have feelings for her ...we both want to change become better person ..I mean we both decide to like girl anymore..but my feelings..I just confuse...I don't want to be old me.. I tell you this because I don't have anyone to talk or to share .. it's hurt me a lot to keep this problem myself ...I do have family but they don't know I used to like girl before...thank you ..have a great day .. :) god bless you :D
I was friends with this girl for my entire life. Our older sisters were close friends and we lived in the same neighborhood, so we grew up together. She was my first best friend, and we did everything together. I loved her so much.
Last year, we started middle school. We gave each other rides to and from school since we lived super close by. We had different friend groups since elementary, but we always hung out no matter what. I sometimes hung out with her friend group, and we got along really well.
At some point in December my friend set her up with a guy and it was all she talked about. They facetimed every day and the first time they met each other in real life was at my friends (the one who set them up) birthday party. They made out. I had mixed feelings about it since she was 12, but she was so happy I didn't want to say anything about it.
A few months after she gave him a blow job and that's when everything went downhill. She started making a bunch of dirty jokes and bragged about it to us. At this point we were obviously uncomfortable. One day, we were at a friend's house and decided we had enough of it. We confronted her through text asking her why she was talking shit about us and told her we didn't want to be friends anymore. That obviously wasn't the reason we didn't want to be friends with her anymore, but we used it as an excuse because we didn't want to tell her the reason, we didn't want to be around her was because she gave a dude a blow job. After that I got super close to her used to be friend group and we hang out every day now. I don't know why I didn't hesitate to cut her off, but it didn't hit me until a week after.
We went from saying hi every day and hanging out every second we could to acting like complete strangers. We ignored each other and avoided each other like we had some virus (ha-ha covid).
My mom told me her mom thought she had depression. I had a mental breakdown that day. I feel like I ruined her life, she lost all her closest friends because of me. I feel like we wasted our lives together because our childhood was around each other. I feel so guilty. I want to despise her. I'm going to be honest; I talk about bad her to my friends and all I want is for her to realize that what she did was wrong and apologize. I want her to tell me how much I mean to her like I did to her. But whenever I look at her, I feel guilty, so, so guilty. It's my fault her life is ruined, but ever since I cut her off my life has been the best it's ever been.
I need someone to tell me I'm not a bad person for doing this. I need to know how fucked up I am for thinking what I did was right.
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