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Secretly I have not been over my ex. I would say I am obsessed as much as I hate to admit it. I am happily in a new relationship of 4 years but this girl I think of her every now and then and wonder what if I stayed with her.
What if I just tried harder and we tried to overcome the stupid nonsense we dealt with in highschool/college. I always wanted her to be the one and I don't know if it's because I want and yearn her or because I'm curious to see what we could have become.
She currently has a family now and we haven't talked in over a year. I moved to another state with my girlfriend of 4 years and madly in love with her. But I can't get this one out of my head
I am in a relationship with this guy who's from a different religion.. we're in love and our families are definitely not gonna accept this. Both of us have set our priorities, and our families come above everything. So, we've decided to split in a few years peacefully, to marry someone our families choose for us, for their sake. The thing that bothers is that I've never loved a guy before him, and am not quite sure of how to move on after this or whether i will be able to at all. I just don't know anything at all now and it's scary.
I lied to my boyfriend that I was pregnant so that he wouldn't leave me. And now, after 2 years, I still don't have the guts to confess it to him and I feel guilty as fuck.
I am going to break up with my boyfriend by text message.
I don't even know if I want forgiveness. But I find this overwhelming urge to confess. I can't keep it in. The father of my child admitted he still has feelings for me. It felt like I was in a dream. He was out of my life and our son's life for 11 years. We've made amends and we are all on good terms. But things have felt off. Weird. I get mixed signals from him. He told me today he is always happy to see me and he always looks forward to seeing me because he still has feelings for me. He never stopped. Then he dropped the real juggernaut: he wants to have sex with me. He thinks about it. I admitted I think about it, too. That's the part where I feel guilty. Well, the first part of it. I can't tell him no. I am dangerous when sex is involved. I'm a lust addict. I felt myself flushing with feelings of lust when he was talking to me. Thoughts and feelings were swirling around. All the fantasies I've had about him since he resurfaced were playing in my head. Him admitting feelings and that he wanted to have sex with me felt like a fantasy playing out in real time. He said he wasn't going to act on it, but then said no, he didn't trust himself either. And jokingly said "well, maybe" in regards to having an opportunity to act on his feelings. It was alluded to several times. Basically, if we at all had an opportunity, or wanted to create one, we could. We could cheat together. I have a boyfriend and he has a wife. I don't necessarily want to cheat on my boyfriend. It's not like a desire I have specifically. Just like he doesn't want to cheat on his wife and hurt her. But when it comes to me and lust--like I said, I'm dangerous. I don't trust myself. I couldn't say no. I don't know how to explain it. It's a familiar feeling. Being overtaken by lust and feeling like I'm not in control. I've dreamed about cheating "accidentally" and feeling the horrific shame of not being able to undo what I did, despite feeling devastated, feeling like I didn't act of my own will. That's what it has felt like in the past. Not being able to say no to someone because, well, I didn't want to say no. I can't separate the "want" from the "should". I shouldn't do it, but I want to. I shouldn't have this slice of cake, but I want it. I cannot deny myself that which I crave. He's a craving. I did not need him to tempt me, to exacerbate and amplify my feelings for him. Especially now that he resolved all the tension and mixed signals I was picking up, I don't have to wonder if he's being an asshole or if he's hot/cold to me because of whatever made up reason. It's all clear now. And what I'm picking up is that he's ready to throw down. If only we had a chance... I wonder if fantasizing about that moment will be enough to satiate my desire. Or if I will need to make it a reality.
So I met this person online, maybe December or November? Well yea I thought they were pretty chill so I asked to be friends with them, they said yes. I talked to them everyday starting from then, they played a game I played too so what id do was wait till they were online in that game instead of contacting on social media since they were sorta inactive there. Waited till 4am once, yeah was not mentally okay. On valentines day, I asked them to be my platonic valentine (excuse to say I had a valentine haha) and they agreed! Was psyched, after that we flirted alot. I said 10 fucking pickup lines in a row without them replying. Tell me you have attachment issues with telling me you do. I imagined fake scenarios with them, dirty ones included and I have no regrets lol. Then I found out their appearance and holy shit did it make me even more crazy about them. Shoulder length hair, 6,0, rings, nice hands, black clothing most the time and dark brown eyes. She was so pretty and I was absolutely starstruck. Then there was me, a 5,6 asian pansexual woman who sits in front of a screen 24/7. One pickup line (a more recent one) let me find out that im allowed to call them mine. We are still only friends keep in mind. A flirtationship was what I assumed it was and the urge to confess was unreal. My biggest peeve about this obsession was..pretending they were my partner when meeting new people, not sure if other people do this. Its so fucking silly lmao and I regret it so much, I also dont, it felt nice haha. The fake scenarios got bigger and bigger, pretending we went on dates and guess what? I plan on confessing on their birthday next year if I buck up the courage to. Probs won't but I hope they know I love them. I make it clearly fucking obvious im into them so im waiting for a good time. They send me websites on how to get better if im ill, they help me, flirt with me, tease me and care for me. Partner material. So uhh if you're 5,11 but 6,0 with good shoes and you think you know who this is, hi. I like you lol. Praying they dont find this though aha. Thanks for listening to my cringe obsession phase story time. -A.T
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I’m in a toxic relationship, and I constantly find myself day dreaming, and fantasizing about my coworker. I feel terrible, am I a terrible person?
I've lied to my partner and I betrayed him. I lost controlled and withdraw money from our joint account. I loved it to live the wealthy life and I spend so much money on unnecessary things, you wouldn't believe. I always wanted to confess it to him but I just couldn't do it, I was too afraid and too embarrassed to talk to him about it. I didn't know it better and decided to steal the missing money from his savings and put it on our joint account. Of course, all leaked out, I disgraced him, lied to him and betrayed him and I don't know how I could make up for it. I can repay all the debts I made but I can't repair our broken relationship. Now I have to stand trial and make amends for my sins.
#partner #betrayal #money #theft #savings #trial #relationship
I'm going to jump right to it. I exchanged photos with my best friends husband.
He was wanting to know what I look like naked so I showed him and I was curious to see what his junk looked like.
Well it didn't stop there he was saying how he wanted to do sexual stuff with me. I wasn't going that far. Even before all that he swore he wouldn't tell anyone. But here I am with my best friend not talking to me and don't even wanna try to hear my side of things. Her husband didn't even mention the fact he was talking about having sex with me! I'm lost about how to fix this.
#sexting #adultery #relationship #cheating #husband #secret #naked #nudes #confession
when i'm in a relationship, i want to be single, but when i'm single, i want to be in a relationship
My bf didn’t reply my messages almost 17 days, i guess it’s time to be single again. I love him. I rejected everyone because of him, i will wait for him another one month. I hope when the semester starts, we will be okay again. I hope it’s true when he said that his house doesn’t have internet signal, but deep in my heart i know sometimes he can find the signal. I can see his last online status actually hahahah but sometimes i see he didn’t online for 1 week. Online just for a few minutes but didn’t reply my messages hahhahhahahah
Please say that he wasn’t lying.
#love #why #secret #despair #relationship #boyfriend #single
I know my girl is being very dishonest with me because nothing adds up and there is so many far feched excuse but I don't know exactly what she is covering. I don't want lies to make our relationship Fall apart from the extended time of lies I don't know if I can forgive her. how do I get the truth out? I have tried having the most serious and adult understanding conversation with her because we both said we really want to grow old together we have 4 kids together but I have this trust issue only because I really love her and want to be sure we are not wasting time by living lies. I have some proof of her guilt but no confession so it's complicated. What should I do?
In 3 years of relationship I cheated on my girlfriend 7 times. She didn't know anything about it but now she left me for another men.
Please God, forgive me and her for our sins.
#sins #god #forgive #relationship #cheating
I've got a problem... I confessed and told one of my best friends that I loved him... but that's not the problem, before I told him, he already had told me that he had a crush on me and that he loved me but ever since I told him I loved him back he won't say I love you or even talk about our relationship now.... What do I do?
#crush #bf #love #relationship #hopeless
So I’ve been having lots of problems with my boyfriend lately for the last 6 months. I don’t think I can take it anymore. He’s not toxic, he’s a good guy. But he doesn’t try in life even when I’ve asked him to or said our relationship will go downhill (that didn’t even rattle him). He hasn’t been taking care of me the way a MAN, a real boyfriend should. More like I’ve had to take care of him. He’s been such a mess lately. He’s been sad and depressed and dealing with a psycho mom. We both have been dealing with a lot lately. I lost my mom about 7 months ago so I’ve been trying to deal with it. I’ve still been going to school and working at my job and trying to remain positive. But he isn’t putting effort into this relationship. Also the sex has gotten bad for me. I barely want to do anything with him and when we do.... well I haven’t been pleasured in months to say that. Do I get out of this relationship? Or do I continue to keep working on it? I’m exhausted at this point
Sometimes people just want to be kissed romantically underneath the night sky full of stars in Paris under the glow of the Eiffel Tower on a beautiful autumn night.
I am an asexual and I crave to be in a loving relationship minus the sex. But things will be difficult, and I'm a coward.
I did bad with my mom i destroyed her beauty parlor and i sabotaged her wedding plan. Because she wasn't loyal to me.
#mom #family #son #relationship #emotion
I dated a horrible addict for 4 years I'm now married to a different man and have a beautiful son. It's been almost 3 years since we broke up (the addict) and I still dream about him 2-3 times per week. He was my soulmate and the love of my life. I know I can never reach out to him because I could never let someone like that into my sons life period..
I’m no longer interested in the girl I’m dating. We’ve been together for over a year and we live together. I love having her around but I just don’t feel in love at all. I can’t picture romantic ideas with her in them or getting married or having kids with her. I always picture other women. She’s honestly a great person but it’s to a point where I don’t even want to kiss her. I wipe my mouth after because it feels wrong. I feel so guilty but I can’t help it. And every time we’ve gotten close to breaking up she cries and I feel to guilty. I feel terrible but I just can’t help it. I wish I never got with her to start. If I could go back I honestly would. We’ve had a lot of fun and made memories but I just don’t feel a spark at all. Idk what to do.
#love #relationship #guilt #guilty #confused
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