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I'm about to start university and do nursing, which is something I've looked forward to for a very long time. I'm a guy and there aren't many guys who do nursing so there's normally about 3 in a class of 40 at the university I'm going to. But more and more recently I'm not so interested in the nursing and more interested in the dozens of girls on the course


#shame   #guilt   #ratio   #care  


I recently became so close with one of my friends who is very innocent and straight forward. She once started talking about how aroused she was and I was shocked to hear that. I was like "It doesn't feel right to share these stuff" but she said it's okay as since she just shared her inner feelings. As days went now we talk a lot about sex (we don't sext each other but share the interest fetishes) sometimes I get aroused listening to that. I feel bad about getting aroused and I told her about it. But she was like as long as you are not thinking about doing with me it's not a problem.


#bestfriend   #guilty   #embarassing  


I do not know what to do and I feel so guilty right now. My mother passed away in 2011 and I held her in my arms when she died. After the funeral, the rumours started. Even my sister, who is now not a part of my life anymore because I cut her out, accused me of killing our mother. This was especially hard for me. And now, 8 years later, I still have to listen to those accusations. They say that I treated my mother badly and that I had hit her. I have to disagree. No, I did not! I never hit my mom, but I of course was not the picture perfect son. I made mistakes and I am very sorry for them. I do not pray as often as others might do, but I think about mom all the time. I look after my mother's grave and bring flowers regularly and when I am there I am talking to her and asking her for forgiveness for all the mistakes I made.
Do you think she can hear me?
I think I might be a murderer after all... Am I a bad person? I start to think that I am. I would like to apologize here once more for how I treated my mother some times. I was a teenager and had my own head. I asked for her forgiveness, but is that enough?
Shortly after she died she visited me in my dreams, but now everything is empty. There are only nightmares.
But I will try to get better. To get a better person.
I promise, Mom.
xx


#mom   #deceased   #died   #mother   #grave   #murderer   #sister   #empty   #lonely   #confession   #forgiveness   #guilty   #bad   #person  


Im in love with both of boyfriends roomates.. I long for them so much. I just want to curl up on their laps and spend my time with them in their arms. Not to mention the sexual fantasies.. I won't ever do anything, they are all close friends and im not that kind of person it just.. hurts.


#love   #heartache   #guilt  


I did hurt many people in school mostly, but in real life too. I feel sp bad with it. I thought i can tell them that im sorry, but will it change anything? I've made their life a hell just because i want to. Should i again step in their way just to tell them im sorry just because I WANT TO?


#shool   #guilt  


I feel a bit guilty. I was in the grocery store today and I saw this young girl with her parents. I don’t want to say how young but let’s just say she might hang out at an elementary school if you know what I’m saying. Anyways she was in black tights and I’m not even joking her ass was looking good. My first thought was “damn when she’s older her ass is going to be delicious” it was delicious now but it’ll only get better. I felt gross for having these thoughts. I followed them around the store from a far just to stare at there child’s ass as she walked. I got slightly hard and when I got home I felt so dirty. Why am I having these thoughts. What’s wrong with me. But I’d never act upon them.


#sex   #guilt   #sexy   #ass   #young  


I am a 25 year old East Indian girl who is obsessed with White men, older men. I have been increasingly involved with older White men who tend to dominate me and treat me like crap. I feel racially and verbally humiliated often but I keep going back for more. A part of me feels guilty and ashamed but a bigger part of me cannot stop. The way they use me makes me crazy!


#sex   #lust   #race   #guilty   #asian   #indian  


Okay so this secret is kind of a mess and a big one so stay with me...

When I was around 11-12 I had met my cousins for the first time (I'm 17 going on 18 as of this new year) and there were two of them. A boy who was a couple years older than me and a girl, one year older than me. After I met them we all started getting along so well, or so I thought. My female cousin was always off in her own world so we didn't bond all the time and my other cousin, we just didn't click. One night while staying at their house, I was sleeping and dreamt that my older cousin raped me or something along those lines. I know, I'm fucked up and gross but in the dream I was enjoying it. The next morning I woke up and my underwear was wet. That year I never looked at him the same. The next year, I started having dreams about my other cousin. They'd be me forcing myself on her or her forcing herself on me I don't know why! I hated her so much, we didn't talk like at all, and I was NOT attracted to her.

As the years went by I have became paranoid and resented being around them because I felt like the odd one out and when they have only ignored my existence since we met. Nowadays, I don't speak to them at all (for reasons that are another confession time) and I'm quite happy. I realized I liked females and am currently going on 4 years with my girlfriend.

I just hope I'm not the only one who had weird incestual ass dreams at a young age when I wasn't even 1% interested in that. Hell, I don't even watch porn but hopefully this confession will wash away any leftover guilt I'm feeling.


#guilt   #disgust   #family   #weird   #dreams  


When I was in HS I used to babysit a neighbors kids. The boy was an infant but no real trouble and slept all the time. He may have been a retard.
The daughter very precocious so one day I was playing with her roughhousing a bit and I don't know why but I got hard. Remember i'm in HS at that time like 40 yrs ago. Anyway the daughter, she looks at it in my jeans see the boner and reached over and touches it. She has big eyes o i Took it out. She still grabs it rubs it etc. Even though she was like a kid it felt so good. I let her play with it for awhile. but i'm about to lose to.ripping pjs off and enter all 3 holes till she begged for mercy. Anyway I ws just about to do that then I dont know she looked at me and I got my moment of poise.
In the end I just picked her up took her to bed kissed her o the forehead then left....does she remember it an
Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers it or not and realizes how close her situation was about to change.



So I knew this dude about 2 years and we clicked instantly but then around the first half of the year we stop talking and then around the begin of the second year we start talking again and see how we are. Today I found out he has a girlfriend that he cares for so much and I still have feelings for him but I shouldn't so what should I do let him go or keep talking to him?


#guilt  


I love my car and my computer more than my girlfriend.... I don't have a guilty conscience.


#car   #computer   #girlfriend   #guilty   #conscience   #confession  


I have been doing a lot of stupid things for the past 2 months and here's a breakdown of the major ones:
~ I have been cheating on my boyfriend of 4 years
~ The guy I have been cheating on him with doesn't know I have a boyfriend
~ Again the guy I have been cheating on him with is almost 10 years older than me (I'm 21) and my parents would be furious (I think)
~ I can't bring myself to tell either of them nor get myself to choose (BF provides the love and comfort that I need while the other guy provides the adventure and thrill of a relationship. He also satisfies my sexual needs in ways that I did not know I have.
~ I feel guilty for keeping all of these in the dark, but at the same time I do enjoy it


#cheating   #betrayal   #guilt  


A hackers love confession
In my late teens I use to investigate seedy websites and report information to authorities (thinking I would make a difference) and post the sites on pastebin for others to try and destroy. Along this journey I came across a clear net site dedicated to pictures of young teens and underage girls. (honeypot? Probably) On this site was a group of girls from my high school, some of which i personally knew. Being the coward whilst always being a protector, never had the courage to tell these girls someone they knew where posting there private photo's for scumbags to jerk off too. (I hope it wasn't you Seskus!)

Years went by and my karma returned. Now in my early 20's and looking for love, I jumped on some dating apps. It was only a few days after I signed up that she messaged me, 'Hi :)". It was one of the girls in the numerous photographs I had seen in those years previously. I replied back, "Hey, how are you?". As messages were sent back and fourth, we agreed to meet up. I thought maybe this was a universal sign asking me to protect her, a second chance to let her know. Weeks went by and we had become pretty close. She knew I was into IT and computers, and I would drop hints as to what I use to do and the evil i'd seen. I broke down to her sobbing one night trying to explain the evils I had encountered. She could never understand why I would get so emotional, thinking I was just too much. Though how do you tell someone your falling for that someone they use to know did them evil? That you know someone manipulated her like that without her having and knowledge of it? I did almost everything I could to let her know, but on the other hand, I thought ignorance is bliss, especially for something like that.

We were together for about half a year (not a long time). I truly loved her though and would of done anything to protect her. But the thought of me knowing the past like i did haunted me. No matter how hard I tried to get that off my chest, it burden the relationship to the point that it ruined everything we shared. The end conclusion was she thought I was a emotional mess and too secretive and I decided to end it out of fear. (The worst mistake I've made). I never did tell her the truth.

Now months have passed, she's with someone else and I have the everlasting weight of guilt on my shoulders
If for some reason you ever see this. Know that i'm truly sorry for not being completely honest with you. All I was trying to do in the end was protect you. You were the SUN to my MOON
x


#relationships   #hacker   #past   #karma   #regret   #guilt  


I have been snorting meth close to 5 years now, more recently ive increased my intake, think i want to end my useless life i can't any longer. Lost so much in the past 2 years. Beginning of the month I was constructively fired. What next? Think I'd settle for a coffin thank you. Tuned 33 yesterday and i don't want to see or go through any more of this.


#drugs   #guilt   #secretly  


I am a married women of 34. I have two children and have lived conservative life. I have been married for 12 years and met my husband who is a reason in our church and 14 year older than me. I was a virgin in when we married and have no experience of any one else. I am home all day looking after children. I recently saw my neighbour naked through his window. This played on my mind all day. I have into temptation and spied on his window the next morning. I am ashamed to say that I masturbated at the excitement and anticipation of seeing him again but he was not naked. I feel guilty and as though I have betrayed my husband I have never masturbated before we it's a sin. I am now living in guilt and frustration as I can not stop feeling I want to do it agian.


#ashamed   #guilty   #secret  


I've spent all day crying my goddamned eyes out over a woman I've been seeing for three and a half months. She broke up with me to see someone else.

I'm confessing here because the only person I could conceivably talk to about it to get some kind of catharsis and work the pain out is...

...my wife.

(Yes, I know I'm a piece of shit. We can just take that as read, thanks.)


#affair   #adultery   #guilt   #heartbreak  


I accidentally gave my cat the wrong pill, she is now drugged up and may have liver problems. I feel like I've made an innocent creature go through grief for nothing, it kills me that there's nothing I can do now.


#cat   #idiot   #guilty   #drugs  


I still think about my ex boyfriend too much.


#wrong   #guilty  


Yes, I have an addiction. I am addicted of feeling sorry for myself and always putting others first than myself. I know that I am not selfish but I think I need to put myself first. There are times that I am too kind to other people and they take it for granted. They spread gossips about me even if I am very kind to them. I even invited them in my house, not because to show them that we have money or gadgets. I invited them because I want them to know that I am comfortable being around them, and I want to know more things about them.


#regrets   #guilt   #pain  


I'm traveling with my parents to visit family. I'm gonna try to get a dildo through the tsa checkpoint. Tsa won't care I'm sure. I'm scared my parents will see it though.


#sexy   #secret   #guilt  



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