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I was sexually assaulted as a child. That person is gone. But I’m still fucked up. I’m a good person to others. But I hate myself. I have tried everything. Even soft safe porn sort of. Well really just swimsuits. I can not move on. Meds & therapy didn’t work. What the heck is wrong with me.
I stopped fighting back because they’d hurt me worse. I wake up reliving it. I have no one to talk to about it. I’ve carried this for so long.


#shame  


Would love to control my desires and sinful desires so I can focus on work and newly married life. I'm working on it through sinful meditations. These thoughts are sins. Forgive me lord


#shame   #trauma   #ptsd   #childhood   #problems   #war   #fighting   #veteran   #fetish   #pain   #sadism   #masochism   #bondage   #spirit   #grand   #domination   #switch   #game   #discord   #chess   #cashapp   #cash   #love   #royalty   #friendship   #army   #values   #manners   #ideals   #fwb   #negative   #aweful   #suck   #happy   #yes  


My bestfriend raped me last Sunday night. He and I have been friends for almost six years. We were driving and he started trying to put his hand uo my shirt. I played it off as a joke. He had never done anything like that before. When he didnt stop I tried to leave. He threw me face down on the floor and got on top on me. I just keep saying please dont do this. He got my jeans and underwear down enough to force himself inside of me. When he finished he just laid on top me pinning me down. I begged him to let me go. I told him I wouldnt say anything. He raped me one more time anally. When i tried to stop him he started hitting me. When he was done he got up and left. I locked the door and moved a bunch of stuff in front of the door to block it. He left me bleeding. I'm too ashamed to tell anyone. I was so sore it hurt to walk today. I didn't leave my house today. I dont know what to do. I feel so ashamed. I cant tell anyone. I hope saying it here makes me feel better. Im at least telling someone even if its a bunch of strangers. Im so stupid.


#rape   #betrayal   #shame  


Today, I had to go to see a gynaecologist but before I went there, I washed myself 'down there' with a washrag which was lying around in the bathroom. Because I was already late I just whipped over and rushed to the my doctor. After a while, I was finally sitting on 'the chair' (ladies, you know what I am talking about) and the gynaecologist started laughing really really bad. Under laughter he tried to tell me something, after a while I was finally able to understand him. He told me that he hadn't needed to 'style' my vagina for him. I looked down and saw that it was covered in glitter.
I accidentally used the cloth my little daughter uses for painting and stuff...


#gynaecologist   #washrag   #cloth   #glitter   #ashamed   #funny  


I am a straight late blooming 13 yo girl. It is difficult to learn my body. I have a brother and strict parents. Last night I slept at my girlfriends. She has her own room and her parents are totally cool. We got naked and touched each other. We were curious. I am ashamed and embarresed, especially because I liked the way it felt. Now I need to confess for what was wrong. Forgive me Yhwh.


#friend   #lesbian   #confess   #repent   #naked   #felt   #touched   #ashamed   #embarresed   #young  


I am a software pirate and I am not ashamed of it.


#software   #pirate   #ashamed   #confession  


What do you think... is it ok to lie to a person that is dying? That is a question I get to ask myself over and over again for the last 3 years. My Dad was very sick. I do not want to say too much about it to protect my identity, but after his diagnosis, we knew that he did not have much time left. He needed a kidney transplant and he needed one fast.
My sister and I immediately went to the doctors to see if we were a match and could save his life by giving him one of our kidneys.
I remember that my sister's appointment was on a Tuesday, mine was following the next day on Wednesday.
Here comes the horrible part... I never went to my appointment. I was drinking and partying the night before and overslept. It was such a terrible, horrible and terrifying time and I used to get my mind off things by doing a lot of wrong stuff with a lot of wrong people.

I woke up in a haze on Thursday afternoon to a frantic phone call from my sister telling me that she was no match. She was crying hysterically and beyond reasoning. I still remember that moment. I could have said that I forgot my appointment and that I would make another one. But a lot of other stuff happened before (I do not want to talk about it in detail), that I was ashamed to admit it. In this moment, I was certain, if my sister was not a match, I would not be one either.

So, I lied. I said I WAS at the appointment and that I also was not able to donate.
In that moment I really believed that the universe would not be so sadistic and evil as to let my kind and good father die because of his terrible excuse of a daughter.

Well, he lived for 3 more months. They were not able to find a match or a donor in time. And I will never know if I could have saved his life.


#father   #dying   #donor   #match   #lying   #lie   #horrible   #death   #confession   #ashamed  


I edged up to a married woman and seduced her. Now she wants to get a divorce to be with me. But I just played with her, shit...
I feel ashamed.


#married   #sex   #divorce   #ashamed   #confession  


My mother in law gets confused a lot and since her husband died can not be left alone.
I am disabled and my wife works. So we took her in our house.
Little back ground on her: She has been a slut all her life. she hooked up with a much older man when she was thirteen, she got pregnant and married him. She had four children.
He left her when she trashed him for not begin able to satisfy her sexually. She married my wife's dad. he could satisfy her she told me. But in the large garage he owned, she took on three of the young guys in the cars and in the office. She told me once she got a hard fuck in the back room by a mechanic and went to the office to clean her self up.
One of the teens who pumped gas came in punch out from work. and she bent over the desk pulled up her skirt and told the teen boy. try some of this pussy and tell me if its good.
She said the boy got turned on pretty quick and he came quick in her. She made him sit in the chair until she could get him hard, and made him do her again.
She and my wife's dad divorced and she tried to breed every man in the city. Finally settling down with her now past husband.
She never stopped bashing him for not getting ti hard, not giving her sex. I wonder how he took it. He knew she would drop and spread for any man who turned her on.
Her mind may have slipped some but her desire for sex has never changed.
When she showered I had to help her get dressed or she would wear the same clothes for months. She has always walked around nude, I have seen her nude many times over the last twenty five years.
She is still a fair built woman. While her breast have gone a bit south, the huge areolas and nipples are right up front and still nice. She has a very thick pubic bush, with very dark hair. She walks out nude and takes me hand and ask, can we have sex today?
I keep telling her no, I am married to her daughter. She insist she will not mind.
My friends came over to play cards and she seemed to like my friends. One is a single man who lost his wife in an auto accident. He said he would like to try her out. So I told him when to be here and I let him be there when she came out of the morning shower.
She did her usual and on the bed, Can we have sex this morning? He told her yes. Got undressed and noticed she was masturbating her self. She told him she would be ready in a minute. When she finished she took him in hand and gave him oral sex. Once ready she lad back and spread the hair and opened right up. he said it went in nice and she worked her body as he stroked her.
now he wants to take her to his house. she is good enough in bed that he will sleep with her at night and hire a care taker for her when he is gone.
While he likes sex he is not for the relationship and the headaches of a new woman. She is perfect with the same desire as he has. He told me it would cost less to hire her a care taker and know he can have sex at night or in the morning.
I told me wife what he wants, and being totally truthful. She said she likes the arrangement for her.
My wife was friends with his past wife and she has always thought he was a good person. Knowing her mom would have a home, would be satisfied is a good thing.


#milf   #sex   #shameless   #sexual  


Two black teens shot in Florida car by cops. Watched video. The car was never trying to run over cops or anyone else. I think they had the wrong car.
WHY DID COPS SHOOT AT CAR? It didn’t try run over them or anyone. Why not shoot at tires or let car go. Chase. Use road strips.
To me this is murder of two innocent black kids. As we all watch the few rare cases where nut cops kill innocents many will get nervous & not trust cops. Like the autistic boy who feared cops after watch them kill his gpa. When they came for him he ran. They corner & bright light him. Not armed. One cop tried to execute him.
At what point do we adults start hold these rare bad cops responsible & lock them up?
I’m pro cop. But I finally realize our system let’s a few bad cops off. I knew cops in past who even told me that some cops carried drop weapons to plant on people if they accidentally shot an innocent. Some also carried plant drugs to get a bad person off streets. If someone beat cop in fight out in world they’d follow the person. Cuff & beat. Then claim that person attacked them. I used to not let these things bother me but all these videos show me we need body & dash cams that constant upload to web. If not working that cop must go off streets immediately.
We also need civilians overseeing each department. Let them decide who gets hired; fired; arrested; charged. It’s obvious we can’t trust them to police themselves. I guess the good cops cover up for the rare bad cops because either they know dirt on others or in case they ever make a mistake?
I hate accepting that I’ve been wrong all these yrs in blindly believing the cops were always right. Videos have proven me wrong recently.


#shame  


My son called me for the first time in over a year. Great to hear his voice.
I caused problems for him without realizing it.
I thought I was helping. But I wasn’t it seems. Instead I caused him problems.
Not sure how to resolve that.
I’m ashamed that my selfishness caused this.


#shame  


My boss is having an affair with the assistant and they thought the employees didn’t know and now they are quitting their jobs.


#shame  


I think it's pretty funny watching other people fall. I also like it to see them suffering. I guess I don't have a sense of shame but I really don't miss it. You should also she the funny sides in life.


#fallingover   #funny   #suffering   #sense   #shame   #life  


I'm about to start university and do nursing, which is something I've looked forward to for a very long time. I'm a guy and there aren't many guys who do nursing so there's normally about 3 in a class of 40 at the university I'm going to. But more and more recently I'm not so interested in the nursing and more interested in the dozens of girls on the course


#shame   #guilt   #ratio   #care  


I’m ashamed. I caused problems with my children. I don’t know how. But here we are.


#shame  


My actual business is in photography. I take portraits. I often take portraits of girls for their single doting mums. Some of these are well-to-do people, sometimes they are not. I am still a fit good looking guy, despite being in my mid-forties, and sometimes the mothers try to bargain with me by offering extras not on my price list. If they are good looking I’ll often agree. I’m a horny guy and if I can get my big cock into a nice pussy, I love it.

One woman I met a few years back. She was a stunning 35 year old blonde with big tits and a hot ass. She came to see me so I could take photos of her with her three daughters. She’s recently divorced and is struggling to keep up all her payments after her husband left her. She’s called Silvana and she’s a Slovak by blood but born in the UK. The photos I took of her and her family were nice, but Silvana couldn’t pay me for all of the prints straight away so I negotiated in my normal manner, suggesting she might be able to help me out. “You wouldn’t be thinking of something sexual, would you?” she asked coyly and when I waved my hand dubiously, she understood immediately and volunteered to suck my cock. Of course she didn’t know at the time that my ten inch coke can wide boner was going to slap her in the face. Silvana sucked a mean cock. Even with her smallish mouth she was able to get her lips around my bell end and take my girth down her hot throat. I let her suckle me for a good fifteen minutes before unleashing a fountain of jizz down her mouth. At this point, she thought the liaison was over, but I reached down and reached inside her blouse and felt her globe like boobs. She started to pull away, but I squeezed hard on her tits and pulled her to me, pulling her upright so I was able to kiss her. She tried to fight it, but then, as my rejuvenated cock bounced on her belly, she relented and let our tongues get twisted. I undressed her. She has a great figure, with a hot ass and big 36DD tits with fat juicy nipples. I laid her down on the couch in the photo studio – all photographers have a leather couch, it’s like an identity accessory – and spread her legs. Her cunt was glistening and I was pleased to see she only had a thin wispy line of blonde curls above her clitty. After licking that wet slit, inserting three fingers and stroking her button, I was ready for a hot fuck. Silvana didn’t disappoint and I was into that furrow like a beast. She rode me good and I came again deep in her pussy.

After this occasion, I couldn’t keep Silvana away. Silvana has a little part time job at the local college Monday to Thursday. She’d pop around at lunchtimes and then again after work and I’d ream that pussy for all I was worth. It wasn’t long before she asked if I could take some more photos of the girls. I said it’d be fine and offered to do them for free. Silvana had a surprise for me. She wanted me to photograph her whole family in the nude. She explained they were naturists and that nudity was very easy for the girls. Everyone was often nude at home if there were no visitors. Her two older daughters were both real sexy stunners. Bathsheba is 15 and she’s pretty with a nice roundish face and little freckles which match her blonde hair. She already had substantial tits and a womanly figure. I remember thinking so when I did the portraits. The middle sister is Jeanie. Jeanie was 13 and had just started to develop tits the last time I saw her. When she came for this special photo session, I was stunned at the difference a few months can make to a girl. She was gorgeous, with long blonde hair tied in a tail and a firm young body, her boobs pressing against the material of her jumper; she pushed them out, making them look bigger than they probably were. Lastly was the baby of the trio Poppy who was only ten, but had the cheekiest grin on her and a great attitude. She talked all the time and the girls often used to tell her to shut up. Like kids of that age she was curious of everything, my camera equipment, the couch, the décor on the walls, the bathroom. She would carelessly squat down with her legs apart, her dress riding up so I could see the baby camel toe on her tiny pussy.

You may remember I confessed before that I have a penchant for young girls and have been as far afield as Thailand and Cuba to get my fix, so the idea of a whole family of blonde stunners and three of them being underage didn’t bother me one iota, in fact it turned me on so much that when they all started to strip off for my camera, I asked if I could strip too, so we were all at ease. Silvana readily agreed and I peeled off my shirt, showing my muscles and then took off my trousers – I don’t wear unders, with my huge cock it’s too constricting – and watched as the girls’ eyes grew big like ice blue saucers as my shaved lob on sprung out. I was very good over the photos, but the girls kept looking at my meat. Poppy couldn’t resist touching it, inquisitive girl that she is, and my half-boner jerked to life. “Look, mummy, it’s alive!” We all laughed and now the barriers were down, whenever I approached to rearrange them, a leg here, an arm there, the girls were starting to frisk my goodies. Silvana didn’t stop them. I sort of appealed to her for permission and she said “It’s better for a girl to lose her cherry to a man who knows what to do with his cock than with a stupid school boy. So go on, don’t be shy.” As if I fucking would !

I started by stroking Bathsheba’s big tits. They were soft and round and like her mum, she had copious nipples on them. I brought one up to my teeth and sucked it, gently biting the tip. She spasmed with excitement and grabbed at my cock, yanking it hard. I grunted and felt for her love box and was surprised to find it soaking wet with pussy juice. Three fingers slid in easy. I was frigging the bitch as she pulled on my dick. I then spread her naked pussy and entered her in one smooth stroke. She cried with the intensity of a huge fuck stick slamming at her cunt, breaking her woman’s cap and making her bleed. It was impossible to stop myself. Covered in fuck juice, sweat and blood, my cock fucked her as if it was running 100 metres. Fast and fucking furious. I could hear Silvana saying “Take it, my love, feel his cock. You’ll love it. Feel his cock.” She couldn’t help it, the little bitch, and soon she was responding and grabbing me close until after about five minutes of chaotic rutting, during which we slipped over the floor and bashed against the famous leather couch, I exploded like an atom bomb and filled her brim full with white juice.

I rolled off and Silvana dutifully went to lick my smeary cock. This had the dual effect of cleaning me up and keeping me horny for Jeanie. Now Jeanie’s tits and ass were superb for a young girl. She had beautifully shaped boobs and hard brown nips which stuck out like tiny thumbs from her chest. Her ass was like a little peach. Her pussy tho’ wasn’t shaved like Bathsheba’s and had a large sprout of golden hair surrounding the lips. But she was more than willing to follow her mum’s lead and suck me, so I didn’t have to carpet munch that tender hole. Her sucking, which was more like lapping, got me so horny I thought my cock was at least an inch bigger by the time I spread her legs and positioned myself. This was bliss. Jeanie had already busted her hymen at some point as there was no restriction when I took her cunt to heaven. She moaned appreciatively as my monster weapon speared her baby pussy. I lifted her up to ride me, and I sat on the couch and she loved this, spreading her legs so wide so I had access deeper and deeper into the recesses of her cunt. At one point Silvana instructed her other daughter’s to take a leg each and pull her so she was splayed at 180degrees and my cock was buried ten inches deep in that dirty little slut hole. Finally, I lay her back and her legs encircled me and I sprouted like a king inside her princess pussy. Once again Silvana licked me clean. There wasn’t time for more as I had another client coming and I had to tidy up – in fact I eventually had to delay them by half an hour to air the room as it smelt of sex and sweat.

Having taken those two beauties, they then started to come around to my place independently of their mum. They told me they’d turned into rampant little sluts and now had reputations at school as the fuck queens. I loved that and the girls would tell me – and show me – how naughty they’d been at school before I piled into their tight slits. When the taste takes me, I fuck Bathsheba and Jeanie with their mum and these trio’s excite me. I was disappointed not to have fucked little Poppy’s poppy but one week in the summer I was asked over for a summer party. I thought it was just a BBQ, but it was a party for Poppy’s birthday and there were lots of hot mums with kids and a few daDs, who acted jealous of me as I was fawned over by Silvana and a few babes. When Bathsheba put her arms around me and sat on my lap, I could see their envious glances. Jeanie was even more blatant, joining the girls in the paddle pool, pissing about and making herself all wet so any man could see she was nipply and horny. Now she’d started to shave her pubes, her clit stuck out from her pussy like a rocket and the outline was visible against the gusset of her bikini bottoms. She was flirting with me and another dad, Jim, who I later learnt she was also now fucking on a regular basis (Jim’s wife knew nothing of this and she stood there oblivious). Apparently his cock was even bigger than mine.

Anyway, Poppy had really started to blossom. I had seen some bikini shots Silvana took on holiday and had used them as wank fodder for weeks. Now I saw her in the flesh (of course I had already, but I mean for a second time) I was struck by how her tiny tits stuck out and the outline of her nipples were so clear. She was teasing me as I watched, rubbing her tits and bending over so the cleft of her panties slipped up her ass crack. Later they slipped into her cunny and she hooked in her fingers and pulled them loose as if it was the most natural thing. My cock was rock hard. I was desperate for everyone else to piss off so I could get seriously nude with these girls. I was so excited with all the young flesh – including some of the mums and their own sexy teenage or preteen girls – that Silvana had to take me aside to the toilet and blow me to keep me in check !

Eventually everyone did leave and the five of us settled into the pool completely stripped and played with the water and each other. Poppy was looking beautiful with her small boobs prominent on her chest, teeny tiny nipples poking. Below she had a puffy pussy, its slit always seeming to be half an inch open. Silvana said her sisters were training her. “What for?” I asked. “Your cock,” was the reply from all four women, as if I was a dunce. It was then that Silvana told me Poppy would soon be mine – that night!

It was a special evening. We went for a pizza – Poppy’s favorite – and then I bought some wine, which we all drank a little off, even the girls, as we watched porn on the TV relaxing naked. I couldn’t relax. My hard on was being played with constantly by the girls, but I had to wait until midnight to be with poppy because at midnight she became 11 years old and Silvana thought 11 was a good age to lose it, as she’d also lost it at 11 and to a much, much older man – her sixty year old uncle. Like mother like daughter. At the stroke of midnight the sisters all started laughing. Suddenly Poppy got nervous and it was all the girls could do to calm her. They played with her boobs and kissed her, fingering her open slit and lapping at it with their tongues. They also paid attention to me. Bathsheba was able to deep throat me now and I jerked as her head descended on my cock and buried itself in the throat. Dear god what a mouth. Finally Poppy’s little body was ready. Her cunny was glistening and her body looked a delightful golden glow. The girls spread her legs and I reached down to her pussy and gently stroked her until her pussy juices flowed again, at which point I removed my two fat fingers and inserted the massive bell end of my cock next to her open cunt lips. It was a tight fit. I had to ease my fuck stick in inch by inch. Twice I had to withdraw, accept a fresh licking from the girls, while Silvana and I lubed and frigged up her youngest daughter. On the third attempt it was as if some magic love potion had kicked in and Poppy relaxed her cunt muscles and I entered her sheer sheath, going six inches deep and splitting that slit apart. She gasped with the shock. I pulled out until only my bell was inserted and then drove in, going an inch deeper. “Mummy, it hurts.” “Don’t cry, baby, remember you said you wanted this.” With Silvana and Bathsheba holding her hands and Jeanie manipulating my cock slowly in and out – preventing me from taking over, but also preventing Poppy from harm – I was able to fuck her for a good ten minutes, slowly and forcefully but only seven inches deep. When I came it was like an explosion in that tight space and she seeped all over the carpet. “It’ll be all right, darling,” said Silvana, “We’ll try another time. You see, it’ll get better.”

And it has.
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#sex   #threesomes   #moresomes   #oral   #mothers   #young   #preteen   #abuse   #addiction   #greed   #lust   #obsession   #shamelessness   #submissive   #blonde   #teen   #shaved   #cum   #bareback  


I'm 31 years old and ashamed to say I still live with my parents.


#embarrassment   #shame  


I suck at spelling and reading and I’m a senior in college. I feel completely stupid


#embarressed   #ashamed  


I am a straight guy, i never wanted to be with another man. I was recently in tge hospital for minor surgery. The nurses assistant was a little phillapino guy, he came in and said we have to give you a bed bath today. But first he gave me pain medication i think dillanden the dose looked large, then an hour later he gave me another one. He said time to get washed so another assistant came in with him. They closed the curtain stood me up and removed my gown, they started wiping me down and said we have to clean everything isaud ok they immediately removed my underwear and
One began cleaning my dick and the other my ass. I got hard and he was giving me a hand job, the other guy said bend over so i xan clean your ass good. When ibent over he had lubed his fingers and put two fibgers in my ass as far as he could then he started rotating them it felt good when i was drugged up. Then he put his cock inside me i trued to fight but they held me.
He fucked me hard and fast while the other guy was jacking me off. I was never that hard before. It kind of hurt because he was huge. Then he came in me u could feel the warm cum side me, then they switched places and the other guy came in me. Right after the one guy started sucjing me abd i cane quick ib his mouth, he swallowed every drop. Then they cleaned me up. They did it two more times. Now i do it with other guys bcause i l LOVE it.


#sex   #shame   #confess  


I had sex with an escort. I can't tell this to anyone in real life. I feel shame but I don't regret it. I think I might do it again soon.


#sex   #prostitution   #escort   #shame  



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