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Would love to control my desires and sinful desires so I can focus on work and newly married life. I'm working on it through sinful meditations. These thoughts are sins. Forgive me lord

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When I was 15 I snuck out with a guy to have sex in his car. I had recently discovered I liked the idea of bdsm but when he actually spanked, choked, and sort of restrained me with his hands I fell in love with it! I just let him do what he wanted and enjoyed all of it. He himself was pretty kinky but I can't get over it. I just can't stop thinking about the thrill it brought me:
Also I was recently hung out with a guy but he was so nervous so I had to kind of take control because it wouldn't go anywhere otherwise. I liked the control I had over him in a way, just teasing him and watching him get all wound up made my night.
Since I discovered d/s relationships I always thought I was a sub, but I guess I like being a Dom too.

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