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I'm addicted to gambling. I play poker and bet on the internet. I lost over 50 000 dollars already.


#addiction   #gambling   #poker   #internet   #money  


I grew up in the high desert california where the meth was by leaps and bounds better than any other i have ever had... So always around it always had it without ever spending one dollar on it, due to my mom being a crazy down ass bitch and cool help the cooks..and so lets fast forward almost 20 years 18 of those married three kids living in a different state and times are very hard right now in the oil industry.. O im doing what i know best by using the last of my money we had and bought a large amount of dope and brought to a town where its hard to get and have 1 guy get rid of it for me and double my money and have plenty to go around everyone is happy me and wife smokin the shit out of it..to the point of me getting hooked on jackin off with people on omegle when ever i get the chance cause im laid off and might have a guy fuck my ass...


#drugs   #sex   #addiction   #unlawful  


Today was one of the worst days in my whole life.
My dad left, my mom had a collapse. And I hate him so much right now, because he left us in this misery.
I hate him so much that I actually thought about killing him. Or at least, I want to beat the shit out of him.

Some days ago, I learned that my dad is a gambling addict, he played a lot of poker and made bets. He's a loser, he lost almost everything. We are higly in debts right now. Before he left, he took the last 500 dollars I had. That was for my car, took over 2 years to get so much money. Now it's all gone.

Actually, he wasn't that bad as a father. He worked hard (so I thought), cared about my mom, he even brought her flowers. Then we found out that he got fired 5 months ago...
Why would he do that? Why did he lie about it?

I hate him so much!!!


#hate   #confessions   #father   #money  


I am addicted to porn... most times all I want is to be fucked... sometimes I fantasize about being raped by a dirty stranger repeatedly.


#addiction   #fantasy   #rape  


I am supposed to follow my sexual addiction recovery and avoid masturbation, but I can't longer control it. I keep masturbating every other day and I don't know how to stop. I keep telling to myself that I can be a normal man but I just get aroused by everything. I am afraid that I don't have a cure and I will get worse.


#masturbation   #addiction  


Every day, every morning and every night, I lust. When I wake up and when I go to bed. The desire consumes me to masturbate. And when I try to abstain, the desire grows until I finally give into that gratification. I've heard it's wrong to masturbate. I know I should not. But I've been living like this since I was in 8th grade. It's so hard to stop. I have not had a real girlfriend so there's no real ambition to stop except for God telling me not to. But there's certainly a lot of temptations. At my high school formal 3 years ago, the hottest girl in my grade turned around and grinded on me. I think about her nearly every day, but not in the right way.


#lust   #addiction   #god  


I'm a 15 year old girl and I'm addicted to porn.
I know this isn't a great thing but what turns me on more is gay porn. I'm straight and I masturbate with the faucet gushing water on my pussy. I like watching twinks moan and get fucked helplessly. When I was really young, I used to touch my cousins pussy. But that doesn't make me lesbian or anything. It's just my kink. Now I have a 21 year old boyfriend and I want him to watch me fuck someone else. Is that bad?


#sex   #addiction   #incest   #kinks  


I admit that I might actually be addicted to my grandmothers pain pills. I’ve never stolen them. And I would never steal them. But I crave them constantly. It started when I had gotten COVID. I was in so much pain and I couldn’t sleep because of it. She gave me one and I was almost instantly feeling better. I was calm, it made me really happy and tired. It boosted my mood and I was able to also sleep. Once they wore off and the pain returned I had to take more or I’d be unable to sleep. Once I got better I missed that feeling of relief from the pill. I then got kidney stones. Once again she gave me a pill. It took the pain away, made me feel genuinely happy about life, then I had the best night of sleep ever. Time passed and I never felt that comfort like I did with the pill. A couple nights ago my back was in some pretty bad pain from work. She gave me half a pain pill. It put me in a happy mood and I was able to sleep like a baby. Now it isn’t bad to where I’m wanting to steal the pills, I just want to be sick or in pain so I have a reason to take them. I just like how they make me feel happy and they help me sleep. I have awful sleep ever night but with the pill I sleep like a baby. I miss the feeling. But I know I shouldn’t take them if they make me feel like that.


#addiction   #signs   #pill   #happy   #admit  


I am throughly discuted with myself. I have a porn addition that involves very young girls. I fantasize about having sex with them and masturbate. but when i get done if feel so much guilt and shame, that i get out a belt and beat myself with it! I give myself 40 lashes each time. this has helped in a mager way. I no longer am atracted to minors that i see on the street. when i see them on the street, i have nothing but love and compassion for them in my heart. And i wonder how anyone could ever hurt them sexually! I know that i could not! NOt ever!!! Yet when i am home alone i get horney and go looking for porn again. I am tired of this sycle! I have sought out help in the past by confessing my sins to a minister; but instead of helping me, he told everyone in the congregatiion about my lust. I had to move to a different city! Now I must say that I have never, not even one time, molested a child! Nor will I! I see kids as individual humans and not sex objects. I love them as if I were them! and if i were them, i would not want someone hurting me sexually. So I discipline myself and stay away from them!!

But this sin of lust has hindered my relationship with God. I desperatly want to be rid of this sexual desire. So I keep beating my self with a belt and doing what i can to resist the temptaiton to begin with. But you can rest assure yourself that i am not a threat to kids in society! I just have an evil desire that I must get rid of at all cost.

Please pray for me!!


#evil   #lust   #porn   #addiction   #confess   #confession   #sex  


I am currently getting over my addiction to self harm. All up and down my legs are scars from me cutting myself. The relief it gave me and the endorphins it released were so nice, but I've promised my girlfriend I'd stop. Penguin, I love you!!


#cutting   #addiction  


I am a daily player on the site Nitro Typing, a typing game where you race against other players in cars that you can buy and collect. I am addicted to the game, and play at least 10 races a day. My wpm is 60 on average and I'm trying to collect all the Back to School even cars. I'm guilty because I end up playing it in class.

My display name is YeetinDemKeyz, friend me~


#typing   #wpm   #gaming   #addiction  


I'm addicted to tight clean pussy and anything that has the slightest dirty fish stench will cause dry heaves and eventual vomit if a full breath of stank enters my stomach. I hate dirty pussy more than anything, don't mother's teach you how to wash and douche so men dont reject their daughters for hygiene. Uhhh i can only imagine what grilled cheese yellow discharge mess is in their mothers cooter


#addiction   #douche   #disgust   #embarrassing   #vomit   #fish  


To put it simply, I have an addiction to flashing my breasts to men in public. It's extremely exciting knowing that I am being lusted after because of it. Anytime I go somewhere, I flash my breasts at least 3 times. I am writing here because the last time I flashed my breasts in public, an older woman approached me and lectured me about protecting my modesty and went as far to call me a whore. I guess some people don't see it as morally correct, so here's my confession.


#flashing   #breasts   #addiction   #adrenaline   #judgement  


I have become a hoarder. I go on eBay late at night when everyone is asleep and I buy luxury clothing and shoes that are not even my size. I started working from home so I can accept the packages without my husband knowing. I have boxes on top of boxes and I tell him that they are inventory that I am selling online but I'm not. I haven't sold anything online in over a year or two. I am so sick over my deception and addiction that I just lay in bed all day and make plans on how I am going to rectify the situation. But all I do is wind up unpacking one box and repackaging the items in another. I don't know why I am doing this. I never cared about things like that before but now it's like if I see a Tory Burch bag for $5 with free shipping and I dont buy it I feel like I'm about to take a huge test that I am completely unprepared for, or like I'm about to jump out of a plane. The only thing that stops the anxiety is buying the item. I am out of money and I can't remember the last time I did dishes or made dinner. I just lock myself in my room and obsess over this all day and all night.


#ebay   #poshmark   #hoarder   #fat   #lazy   #isolated   #liar  


i have had problems with adult material since a young age. i want to quit. i feel better knowing that i have shown my secrets. i will do better. every time i open an adult site, i will remember this, and how terrible i am, and i will close the site. i refuse to let adult material hold me down, and constrain me. i am stronger than this, i am better than this. farewell, and thank you. every bit of love and help counts.


#lust   #p0rn   #addiction   #sloth  


The online relationship started a long time ago. It involved abuse and manipulation, it was so bad that i didn't realize until it was too late. There was nothing i wouldn't have done, it left me empty and completely dependent on him. He left me, all i ever asked for was my love to be returned and to be given the affection any girlfriend would receive. When he left i wrote a suicide note and decided to end my life.

I don't know where i would be had it not been for an amazing guy we will call william. He scooped me up, loved me, and treated me in a way i never felt before. I was happy and trying so hard to forget the guy i met online.

When he came back into my life, i felt as vulnerable as the time i was with him. Though i never cheated on william, i began to hate him for not being my first love. Again, i became dependent and desperate to be with the other guy. William and me ended things, he could see right through me and had enough. I tried to be with my first love and was sure things would work out this time.
He lied to me about everything. He was with someone else. I found out and again i was broken. The whole time he was with her, it didn't matter if i was happy, he needed me to be broken and dependent on him.
He had someone who he said he was in love with and was happy. He said i was a mistake and he just wanted me to be with someone else. Never mind that when he was harassing me i was with someone else and trying to be happy. ( he knew that)

So here i am again, living a hell i deserve for hurting a good man. Every night i think about killing myself. Never let anyone take away your free will, even if they say they love you. All this taught me is what a horrible person i am. The online guy out living his happy life (with her at his side), and all i can think is me being in this state is what i deserve.


#breakup   #love   #addiction   #sad   #hurt  


I work two jobs to pay for my addiction of sex toys, especially dildos like bad dragon. My husband doesn't know about the second job (it's online) nor would he approve of the constant stream of fake cock deliveries I get each month.


#dildos   #baddragon   #sextoys   #addiction   #lust  


I am going out of my mind trying to find anyone interested in keeping me in a strong, rubber-lined bag, for long periods of time. Age, gender, appearance, unimportant - they need only to be dominant, sadistic, cruel, merciless, and preferably very horny! There is a small zippered opening at my mouth, for fellatio, and another one lower down where my goodies can be pulled outside and snugged round the roots. Willing and able to give virtually unlimited fellatio, and open to cbt, milking, orgasm denial or delay, rape, you name it! Group, couple, single, TV, Cross-dresser, whatever. The longest I have been confined so far is a 3-day weekend, but I think my limits are probably higher than that, with the right person(s) You would think SOMEONE would realize the possibilities/opportunities in a situation like this, but so far no takers! Help!!


#addiction   #enabling  


I've been using prostitutes for 30 years and have relations with over 5,000 young women. I've spent an untold sum. Street girls and escorts in 4 countries I've resided. I don't do sex tours or brothel houses. I'm NOT proud of this and more importantly I know why I do it and where it stemmed from in my maturation.

I'm considered attractive with a really toned physique even at 54, so I pass for a permanent 35. I was blessed with never looking old. Unfortunately, women my age can't keep up with me sexually in regards to endurance or physicality so I need younger girls. I'm constantly always asked why I pay for sex by young working girls themselves and I never tell them the truth...I love NSA sex. It's selfish but relationships are difficult for me to maintain and I always resort back to mongering. But moreover, I'm an undisputed sex addict.
In particular, a cunnilingus addict. I've mastered techniques over the years since it started finding my father's porn cards of guys performing orally on women when I was 12. I had a cousin who was 14 and wanted to see what it felt like so I went down on her regularly for 2 years. No one ever knew.
I carefully seek out specific girls who love receiving oral sex. I'm obsessed with thoughts of tongue-fucking virtually every pretty girl I see all the time and I act out on it by buying company.
Prostitutes are the perfect outlet for me. I've met hundreds of really sweet girls who were positive and loved my performance. That's the turn-on for me., but I've NEVER abused or mistreated anyone. I like the intimate contact of oral sex and 69. Inherently, most prostitutes are more vaginally conscientious than regular girls because their income depends on it 365 days-a-year...but I admit to eating out really pretty street girls for hours in all situations - sleeping, drunk, passed out, high, talking to their mother on the phone etc. I think I love the empowerment I get when a woman repeatedly cums in my mouth over and over.
Medically, I'm 100% so I've been lucky but now as I get older, my desires grow stronger...I don't want to use medication to curb my thoughts but I can't stop performing long, passionate oral sex on women...


#prostitution   #sex   #addiction  


I do pain pills everyday.
Been doing it for years
never been to jail
never had it destroy my life
never lost a job over it
or a boyfriend
or a friend

I don't want to quit I don't want to get better>
I just wanna have a damn good time :)
I don't think there's anything wrong with that


#drugs   #addiction   #choices  



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