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In a relationship but feel lonely.



I miss my ex wife. Miss my kids. I’d just quit taking my meds & let body die but they still need me.


#sad  


I'm dead on the inside, I just feel miserable and sad all the time.
If it weren't to my son, I already would have killed myself. I just don't want to live anymore.


#miserable   #sad   #kill   #son   #live   #suicide  


You ever hear someone singing a song to you on the radio? Well I’m reading a letter from another heart I broke while I listen to that. All that pain I caused. I will never forgive myself.


#sad   #pain   #tears  


I saw a nervous young lady in need of help. I helped her. Helped her with a plan to help her career. Pretty smooth. Seemed funny at the time.

Then the real ex wants money. People see my hidden narrative online. Realize its in her music. Hacks my phone. At first no big deal. But then they steal my book ideas off phone. Swipe it. Somewhere in all of these two weeks i have a seizure. Then gets bad.

It’s finny. Im a very nice person. But everyone hates me for being helpful.

Why did God make me? I get tired of being alone.


#sad  


I was 16 my sister, 18 and i were home alone when she walked in on me masturbating. I did not know she was watching. then she jumped and put her dildo in me. at first, it hurt but then it felt soooo good. then she got my vibrator and used it on me. i came in her mouth. she started sucking on my clit like a pacifier. she pulled my hair. then she had me do all the same to her. when continued to do this for a whole year. until she went to college. ever since she left i have became suicidal and had to go to the hospital 2 times for attempted suicide, 5 to get stitches, and a mental facility 11 times. my parents still dont know and they will never ever ever ever know.


#sad   #help   #lesbian  


My best friend is lesbian she has a girlfriend and I have a bf but last night me and my bestie had sex I felt so guilty but it was so good we are like 13 tho and yk it was really wierd after that I really feel embarrassed and ashamed of myself for doing it with her I hope god can forgive
me.


#lesbian   #sex   #cheating   #sad   #guilty  


I just realized that I made a big mistake in life. I am female, 19 years old and I think I completely destroyed my whole future...
Couple of months before I graduated from high school, I met a guy in the café I worked at. She were chatting a bit, making small talk mostly, but I really liked the attention a stranger was giving me. I really liked looking at him, he was (still is) a very attractive guy although a bit older. He is 43, has no children and is divorced. I was 17 years old when we exchanged numbers.
I was not worried about his age. We started texting, he called me every night and we talked for hours about everything and anything. We started going out and I fell in love with him quite quickly. And so did he. Everything felt right. He was a real gentleman - corteous, generous and so so attractive.

So now, after my graduation, we are newly married. All of my friends and family told me not to commit to him and not to get married, but I did not listen to them. I was in love. So, I broke off contact to those people who tried to talk me out of it.
I wanted to go to university after high school, get a diploma, travel the world, live in my own apartment. But I moved out of my parents' house, right in with my husband.
Well, I kinda feel totally unprepared for this life as a wife and an adult. (I mean, a wife, at 19!!). I still feel like a child most of the time and I feel inexperienced. I think that is what my husband likes best about me.

Now that the honeymoon phase is over I realized that we have nothing in common. We are living different lives, we are from different times. We do not share any common interests. And he does not want me to go to university or start a job, as he said I should care for our home and be there for our future children. He's already planned having children in the next few years, without talking to me about it.
He is some big shot at the police force, so he earns a lot of money. That is not a problem.
And I can be myself when I am around him, 100 %. And I do love him, but he kind of treats me like a child sometimes.

My family does not want to hear about my concerns any longer, as they say they told me from the beginning. Now I am all alone, with no friends or any social contacts and I know I've driven myself into a corner.
I confess that I am here, bawling my eyes out, listening to sad music, realizing that I have no way out.


#husband   #older   #married   #young   #regret   #parents   #children   #life   #sad   #unhappy  


I've fallen so behind on all my school work I just hate myself for it. My anger issues have returned after being controlled for 3 years. I fell like a failure after all my low grades. I'm trying to get into a school with one third acceptance rate but I know I won't get there if I can't get my shit together. I feel like shit. I wish I knew what I was doing. I need to see my therapist again. At this point, I feel defeated and like I'll just settle for a university I know I'll get into. There, I'll at least have maybe somewhat of a chance to explore my sexuality. I'm just trying to be optimistic. Its kinda awful to be optimistic given my circumstances, but there's nothing else to do. If I don't have that, then I won't care. So maybe I will kiss a guy if I ultimately fail at life this year. At least there's that.


#depression   #sadness   #dysfunction  


Im 18 and i hate myself, i always have, i was born the youngest sibling and i was always the most annoying brat in the world, I couldn’t stop myself i had no self control from irritating everyone around me, it drove my mother to the point of beating me when i was 7, recently i was diagnosed by a doctor for having manic bipolar disorder and depression, i find i can never enjoy myself in social situations, i have a girlfriend but i dont want her to be with me anymore, I’m not the person i used to be.. i never was. I just want to finish, life is just day after day of agony and pain.
I cant make sense anymore. My brain is fucked!!


#sadness   #suicide   #anger  


I think I might be pregnant again. This would be my second child if I am. I'm not ready. Why am I so weak sexually. I'm in love with my partner but I'm not married. I just don't know what to do if I am I don't have options anymore I feel so alone.


#sadness   #pregnant   #child  


My girlfriend broke up with me. I am 25 years old and I was in love. I just cannot fathom why she left me.
She left me without a real explanation, just said that she wasn't into me any more and that we doesn't want to see or talk to me any longer.

I tried calling her, but she blocked my phone and blocked me on all social media. Her friends also did that.

I know that she likes this one coffee place near her work that she visits frequently.
I confess that I've gone to this place every day in hopes of seeing her and talking to her to find out why she left me.


#girlfriend   #breakup   #love   #sad   #devastated   #coffee   #confession  


god i am so lonely, i see all these people talking about being in a relationship and i just feel so alone. i haven't been in a relationship in a long time and i miss it


#lonely   #sadness  


I used to be strong. I could help others. But disease took all of that. Then the pandemic hit. As a servant of my Creator I tried to shine bright. Between a disease & poverty I seem to be burning out. So I’m picking my moments. But I’m still swinging. Your light will go out on its own. But don’t turn it off yourself. Let your little light shine so that a lost soul can see hope. I’ll need someone to take my place when I burn out. Old warriors like me need brave young people to stand. Sometimes we only need them to stand for themselves. Not everyone was made to be a warrior. Some were made just to smile & be kind. Thats enough. Just be happy. Have the courage to just smile & love yourself.


#hope   #sad   #happy   #despair   #happiness  


Realizing that cartoons aren’t real and life will never be as colorful and wacky and fun as the looney tunes probably fucked me up more than I realized. Going through life knowing I’ll never truly be friends with Bugs Bunny and the gang is something I think way too much about and it leads to me becoming very depressed. One day I’ll die and be forgotten yet Bugs will live in and remain in the public consciousness so long as there’s money in it.


#fantasy   #reality   #cartoons   #sadness   #lifeiscruel  


I am filled with anger. Anger that is slowly bleeding away to hate.

Everyone is so fucking busy blaming and blamming each other into the dirt. Nobody either seems to or wants to understand, that regardless of your age, sex, gender identity, whatever label you proudly slap onto your chest, that we're all people just trying to get to the next fucking day.

You ever catch yourself wishing for super powers or magic? Doesn't matter how old you are, everybody does it from time to time.

Every time I come back to the same thing: Someone the entire world can rally together against. Of course it would never work and it's a fucking pipe dream, but it only fuels my fucking hate for the people around me.

I don't have high expectations. In fact they're rather simple. Survive, help others survive, get to that next sunrise, then figure it all out again, with the only ever present constant being that we, Humanity, are stuck on this goddamn dirtball TOGETHER.

But the only ones interested in saying anything like that only care about the audience they'll bring. The "clicks and the views" WOOOOO.

Fuck them.
And fuck you if you're one of them.

This will likely be buried in the sands of time. Sure maybe one or two, shit I might even get lucky and twenty whole people will see it.

But will it change anything? Will it get anyone to think? No. Because I'm either:

Alt-right because I don't agree with someone.

Alt-left because I don't agree with someone.

A Nazi, because I don't agree with someone.

Whatever fucking low budget brain label these fucksticks want to stick because I don't agree that there is one bad side and one good side.

And if you are one of those people, I just have a small, tiny, itty bitty criticism for you:


You're ALL FUCKING TERRIBLE.
YOU'RE A FUCKING STUPID.
YOU'RE NOTHING BUT FUCKING POTS AND PANS CALLING EACH OTHER BLACK.


YOU'RE BEING LITERALLY MURDERED IN THE STREETS BUT RATHER THAN CASTIGATE THE ONES RESPONSIBLE, YOU WANNA FUCKING GIVE IT LABELS AND MEAN SOMETHING MORE THAN IT FUCKING DOESN'T AND IT DRIVES ME TO FUCKING HATE EACH AND EVERY LAST FUCKING ONE OF YOU THAT PARTICIPATES IN THIS STUPIDITY AND YOU'RE ALL FUCKING ADDICTED TO DOPAMINE.

ADDICTED TO THAT LITTLE FUCKING PAT ON THE BACK. FUCK YOU

I'm going to die soon. The stress of being in this fucking world actively agitates bodily damage I've sustained and sicknesses I've suffered throughout life. I'm going to die, filled with hate for Humanity, all because these stupid fucks can't figure their shit out and that inability is going to be the fucking cause.

It's not everyone. There are those out there. The outliers. You know who you are.


And before anyone freaks the fuck out, I'm not acting out above kicking a shrubbery or two in my own yard.

These people, however much they fucking enrage me and fill me with hate and EMBARRASSMENT for being related to you on a genological level, are above wasting my time on aside making a random post on the internet nobody will fucking care about.


I don't think I deserve forgiveness.
I just want people to know.
However few.


#rambling   #dunno   #feltsadmightdeletelater  


I am just sick of being rejected and not being good enough. I have people around me all the time, but I'm just very lonely. I have a lot of troubles, and with all this new mess pilling up, I'm afraid it's sending me into depression and I don't know what to do. I'm scared to open up to someone because they wont understand it, take it seriously. Talk about it with other people. But I'm scared if I don't, I might lose it. I keep crying out loud, but people think I'm joking. At this point no one takes me seriously. Maybe I'm not worth fighting for.


#depression   #sad   #lonely  


I love my best friend, but we can’t be together. He lives in America and I live in Canada. We did long distance for two years but broke up twice. I really wanna rekindle our relationship but lately he’s been ignoring me and I miss him so much. I think our friendship is withering away, if we can’t be together I still wanna be friends.


#sad   #ignored   #missed   #love   #friendship  


All those hurtful things you did to me, changed me for the better. All the names you called me and the terrible things you said. It made me rise up and I became better than you. I’m the better person. And I won. You think you won because I walked away, but I walked away so it didn’t get worse. And. I don’t love you either. I can’t stand you. You’re a terrible man and you know it.


#sad   #abuse  


When I was about 7 I had a friend down the street that was like family because we were so close and one day we were playing house and she forced me to go down on her and went down on me when I didn’t want it (she was about 10 or 11 )

At the time I didn’t know what it was and I forgot for awhile until I learned more about the topic and now it run through my head every day and now I fear sleeping at other people homes


#confusion   #sadness   #ptsd  



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