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All those hurtful things you did to me, changed me for the better. All the names you called me and the terrible things you said. It made me rise up and I became better than you. I’m the better person. And I won. You think you won because I walked away, but I walked away so it didn’t get worse. And. I don’t love you either. I can’t stand you. You’re a terrible man and you know it.


#sad   #abuse  


Im 18 and i hate myself, i always have, i was born the youngest sibling and i was always the most annoying brat in the world, I couldn’t stop myself i had no self control from irritating everyone around me, it drove my mother to the point of beating me when i was 7, recently i was diagnosed by a doctor for having manic bipolar disorder and depression, i find i can never enjoy myself in social situations, i have a girlfriend but i dont want her to be with me anymore, I’m not the person i used to be.. i never was. I just want to finish, life is just day after day of agony and pain.
I cant make sense anymore. My brain is fucked!!


#sadness   #suicide   #anger  


I am just sick of being rejected and not being good enough. I have people around me all the time, but I'm just very lonely. I have a lot of troubles, and with all this new mess pilling up, I'm afraid it's sending me into depression and I don't know what to do. I'm scared to open up to someone because they wont understand it, take it seriously. Talk about it with other people. But I'm scared if I don't, I might lose it. I keep crying out loud, but people think I'm joking. At this point no one takes me seriously. Maybe I'm not worth fighting for.


#depression   #sad   #lonely  


Why do we live, just to die in the end without anything?


#sad  


You ever hear someone singing a song to you on the radio? Well I’m reading a letter from another heart I broke while I listen to that. All that pain I caused. I will never forgive myself.


#sad   #pain   #tears  


One final gift.
My health is terrible. I’m eating things I normally wouldn’t. Pushing my body to breaking point. All for love.
I failed. So I’m trying to do some kind deeds for my loved ones I failed. I don’t think my body will survive the winter.
I have no home. I gave the last of my $ trying to save first one of my children’s life; then my ex wife’s.
They are raising the cost of my transplant meds. I can’t get enough insurance where I live. I’m disabled. It’s just too much.
I’m tired of going hungry. Tired of being cold. Tired of having wet feet. It’s been a long hard life.
My dad hated me. Tried to kill me. My mom hated me. Gave me away.
I wouldn’t undo my life because my children are amazing. I’ve saved lives.
But I’m proof abortion has a purpose. My mom told me over & over she should have aborted me. My dad said I couldn’t be his because I’m disabled.
I wonder why God made me broken. I tried as hard as I could. But the world just didn’t want me. I fought my death disease; but it beat me. Now it’s like the world just wants me to die.


#sad  


I am in love with Y*** but he doesn’t feel the same. and i wish the feeling would just go away because i think about him 24/7 while he never thinks of me.


#love   #confusion   #sadness   #emotion  


I miss my best friend. He told me he can’t text anymore because of health issues with his brain. I know it messes with him and he gets bad migraines and hates texting because of it. I think he’s lying but he doesn’t lie. He’d rather tell the straight truth and get hit in the face than lie. He’s rare like that. I’m at a loss.

I denied he was sick when he told me by vanishing as I’m often a coward. He told me something we did over a decade ago before he split by being angry with me but he did if with a smile on purpose. We did do it but I tried to suppress it despite loving it. Happened just once and I started it but he never mentioned it again because he knows of my past. Now I want him more than ever again when I lied that I just see him a friend. I’m lost.I miss him.


#friend   #confused   #sad  


I’m so anxious about the London and Egypt situation right now,I’m not even near the areas but idk


#london   #egypt   #situation   #sad   #horrible   #anxiety  


I had my first kiss a year and one day ago at the age of 17. It was with the girl I had the biggest crush on in 8th grade through highschool. We were just friends but she let me kiss her, and now we don’t even speak. I miss her sometimes even though she just kind of stopped talking to me.


#firstkiss   #relationships   #sad  


I have lost my way. I abuse those around me and feel like I have no real low. I have now lost everything in my life for the most part. I was in a relationship with a younger woman whom I fell in love with. We moved in together and things went smooth for a few months. The whole deal was crazy she was married I was in a relationship but we were both unhappy and left our spouses. I thought that I was doing everything right for once. I was making really good money, $100k plus for the year we were together. We stayed in a nice house. I have 3 kids she had one. That was an issue and I thought that she was smart enough to understand what she was signing up for considering she had her masters by 23.

She changed, started being distant and then hiding her phone. I knew something was up and I eventually found out. She was sneaking around with another man. I am sure anyone reading this would just laugh and say i'm an idiot but I fell in love and I trusted her.

I was hurt and I couldn't handle it. I drank, a huge downfall for me. I confronted her and I pushed her up against a wall. She was scared from then on. I don't know what would have happened if that never happened. I still love her. I think about her everyday.

I think I probably messed up one of the best relationships I have ever had by being physical with her. I'm sorry Lauren. I love you with all my heart and if there were any way for me to fix things I would.

I will never forget you and I will always love you Mama Bear

Happy Valentines day XOXO

Your Ex lover (Sad and alone)


#sad   #lost   #stupid  


I have been in love with the same person since the 6th grade. He and I are both adults now, me being a 23 year old F, but I still can't get him out of my mind. He never loved me and we never even dated. We were just friends. One day I decided to tell him my feelings on Facebook messages. Well, he read my confession and ignored it. A few minuets later I went to his Facebook page to see he made a post saying "Confused and don't know what to say." I was thinking about that post today and went to his old Facebook to see if it was still up and it was. The date on the post was July 26, 2012. 10 years.. 10 years of loving someone who probably never thinks of me. How pathetic.


#love   #sad  


when I was in primary school I had a group of friends that I thought were my friends and didn't really fit in. when they would do something I would always get blamed or somedays they wouldn't even talk to me or look at me. I took the fall for them a lot and my mom keeps on telling me that I need to stick up for myself but when I do I let my anger get the best of me and I lose friends. it happens as well even though I'm in secondary school and most days my friend's don't talk to me or they are talking about me but I feel like I can't trust anyone and I am scared that when I am older ill be as alone as I am right now


#sad   #alone   #afraid   #confused  


I have a tendency to push away people. I lost all emotions, my heart turned cold, I lost interest in a lot of things. Sometimes i feel alone. I've been trying to figure out why. I Just can't find the answer.


#depression   #sadness   #alone   #emotions  


my confession... where to start?

i've liked my best friend for seven months, until today.

he likes someone else, and i was dumb enough to think it was me. pure stupidity on my part, seeing that everything i thought were sign we're nothing.

what's really stupid is that i caught feelings when i shouldn't have.


#heartbreak   #crush   #feelings   #sad   #crying  


When I was about 7 I would always peek my head out of my room and catch a glimpse of some sex on my dad's TV show. Of course it didn't really show it but I knew what they were doing and I told my sister let's try it out. So we built a little fort out of blankets from bed to bed and put pillows as the doors and if we asked what we were doing we where "camping" but with my 7 year old boner in her, that "camping" was fucking in-tents. Joke aside after years of finding out that young sex (with your sister expecially) is very wrong I have felt like garbage the rest of my life. We forget it happened but I still remember it, yes I enjoyed it, it was sex, but so young and with my sister is what makes me sick. If you got a boner or jacked to this your sick cause it's not a joke. It was wrong and I regret everything of it. I feel like one day someone is gonna find out when I'm like 20 and I'm gonna be charged with frickin statutory (I think) rape. And everyone will look at me like I murdered a nursery full of children. She never got pregnant (thank god for being too young) and no one EVER found out.


#sex   #regret   #sad   #true  


I'm deathly afraid to let anyone into my life and open up to them. I've been rejected and mocked too many times by people that I thought I could trust to make that mistake another time. I'm so lonely but I would never forgive myself if I let it happen again


#sad  


Ever since I was about 14, I knew I was bisexual. Then, when I told my crush that I liked her on my 16'th birthday, she gave a cold slap of rejection. Tears ran down my face that day, and I felt like taking my life. I ran to a private area I found out, and let loose my tears.

Depression runs through my family, and I never told my mom about how depressed I was. I put on a mask to hide behind - pretending to be a happy and carefree kid. Inside, I was deeply depressed, and easily broken at the slightest of yells. I actually remember my mom yelling at me for accidentally knocking down a vase, and when she left tears dripped down my face.

I have attempted suicide at least 4 times already, but all those times I've bailed out. I've tried overdosing on my daily medication, self harm, and even hanging. All those times I could not have done it, yet I still had a pitting feeling of pain in my gut.

I have read several stories online about suicide, and how they were prevented. I've never actually called the suicide hotline, because there was always someone around me. Now, I deeply regret not talking about it to someone, especially my family.

I am older now, midway through College, and still coping through depression behind a curtain. A curtain which hides away my problems from others, but not myself. I have tried talking to the Suicide Prevention Hotline, which has withered away parts of the depression.


#depression   #gay   #sad   #bisexual  


Honestly, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m a religious person and sometimes when I really think about IT I can struggle with night mares, and depression for weeks, but I love sex, the problem it’s like normal sex left me empty, I don’t know why I have those sadic fantasy’s like, something I stared thinking since I was like 17 was let someone fuck me while other people can see me, and show that to people how good I feel, also the idea of them watching me will make me 100 times more horny, other fantasy is being fucked by different guys, in the same time, and let them touch me all over my body I have the fantasy to feel more than 6 hands pleasing me in the same time, those fantasies are tooo dirty for the life I have, I don’t know what to do :m(


#orgy   #sadic   #bipenetration   #frustrated  


im 17, my mom is a drug attict but i love her to death, she does heroin, and crack, this year 2016, i started to do herion somtimes and smoke crack sometimes, i just started because i have triedd other drugs just for the experience but i wonderd why my mom does heroin and cack all the time.. now i know the reason, but anywayone day i got a bag of heroin from my mom, she is aware i do it somtimes. anyway, i do this bag of heroin and i felt amazing, all i rember is closing my eyes, apperently i was dead, my body was purple from no oxygen and i wasnt breathing so my mom and my bestfriend who was there but she didnt know i was on drugs, they called the ambuence and they had to stick somthing up my nose so i can start breathing again, i woke up in the hospital and once i was told that i was dead i flipped out, i actually want to die, anyway after that i stopped for a while but now i do it again, yesterday night i did 2 bags of dope, the first one i did about 8pm, i didnt really feel what i wanted by 9pm so i did another one, about 20 min later i was smoking a blunt of weed with my sister and i wasnt feeling good at all, my head felt ike it was going to explode, so i put the blunt out and went into my house, i said goodnight to everyone and to her, i went in my room and i already knew i was overdosing, i tried so hard to keep myself awake because i didnt want to die so randomly, like i wasnt ready, i kept myself up untill 3 am and then finally said fuck it and went to bed, i woke up fine buti just been thinking since then.. why didnt i just lt it happen, maybe i want to live?.. idk but i really want to do it again and end it,,


#dope   #drugs   #sadness   #selfharm  



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