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Last week Master made me pleasure him till he came all over my Oreos then I ate them without permission so he made me go to sleep under the bed without any cummies.


#master   #pet   #petplay   #punishment  


I ate all the chocolate bars we had at home because they are my favourite and I don't want my family to get them.


#home   #chocolate   #bar   #favourite   #family  


I wish I would get really mad at my friends. They make me cross sometimes but we have never really gotten at each other. There are two reasons for this.
I kinda want the drama in my otherwise boring life but more importantly I want to tell them all the things I want without caring that I hurt their feelings. I will sometimes stay up at night thinking about how I would yell at them. I would never do it because I know I would insult them, but there is no other way other than to insult them and I wouldn't do that unless I were mad.


#anger   #argument   #yelling   #friends  


I'm a fit guy in my mid forties and I take photos for a living. I've confessed here before about my sins, but this happened to me when I was in my early twenties and still living at home and trying to make a go of being a wedding and portrait photographer.
The family next door were from Sri Lanka, well the dad was, the Mum was English, but had met him there. They had four daughters, three stunners and one fat ugly one. She must've felt shit. Anyway, they had grown up while I'd lived there. The fat one had left home to go to university and next eldest was on a years trip back to the traditional family home in Sri Lanka. That left the 15year old and the 12year old to pretty much fend for themselves that summer. They took to sunbathing in the garden and as our houses are big Victorian places if I looked out of the rear attic windows (where my half-arsed photo studio was) I could spy on them,
One day, it was really hot, they were sunning themselves topless. Spying on them got me really horny and I couldn't help but play with my big cock as I watched. I had to get a closer look and ventured into the garden, pretending to water the plants. I worked out a lot then, so I looked good, and I was only wearing shorts. I was freshly shaved (I shaved all my chest hair then, but don't now). Pretending to be absently minding only my business I stepped onto the rear patio and peered over, as if by accident, and saw the girls, both on their backs, tits exposed.
The elder girl, Hatty, was in a bikini slip, the younger Bina, wore denim cut off shorts. Hatty had nice rounded tits with fat pink nipples, a stark contrast to her deep rich coffee skin. Bina had beautiful perky breasts with small teats.
I said "Hi" and frightened the daylights out of them.
They both grabbed for their tops, which was a hilarious scene. I said "Don't bother on my account. I'veseen you both like this before."
"How come?" says Hatty.
"From my window," i said and indicated.
She gasped. "You fucking pervert. Wait till I tell mum and dad."
"And let them know when they go to work you strip off and sun bathe? Your mum won't like that."
They were quite strict. I hadn't even seen boys visit the house - or any friends at all to be frank.
"if you like, " I continued, "You can see something of mine."
"Like what" asked Bina,
"Come over here and look over."
As they approached, I hastily unhoooked the tie on my shorts and dropped them to the floor. My erection bobbed out, long and thick
"Oh my fucking god," squealed Hatty. "oooooo" whsipered Bina.
They stared at me for a long time and I started to wank with one hand "Wanna try this?" I asked
"We shouldn't." Hatty was clearly in charge. Bina was whispering at her sisters ear. Hatty may have been nominally in control, but her little sister was pulling the strings.
They consdiered a bit. I stopped wanking and pulled up my shorts. "Maybe some other time then."
"No, now," said Bina.
i love young girls, they so innocent and naive. They do the dumbest things.
"Come on then. Come over and I'll show you how it works."
With Hatty reluctantly in her wake, Bina ran around the front drives and, eyes all agog, stood on the patio expectantly. Hatty was trying to grab her wrist and stop her, but it was too late for either girl to not look. I was sitting now on the bench and totally nude I was stroking my massive cock, its whole ten inches looking hugely impressive. They just stood and watched as I jerked for about five minutes. They moved closer, but not so near they could touch me. When I felt the urge, I told them I was going to cum and pointed my cock directly at them. My jizz spurted across the gap in big white strings and splattered on the paving stones. They jumped back to avoid it. I have a heavy load and I was cumming for a good thirty seconds.
"Shit," said Bina, "That was amazing."
"if you show me your tits, I'll do it again."
"I don't know," hatty was still being prissy.
"Come on, Hat, It'll be fine. He's always been nice. Yous aid yourself how much you faniced him."
"Bina!"
That was sort of it. Now they argued again. I took the initiative, got off my seat and flicked at Bina's bra catch. She squealed and jumped as her bra fell away in my hand. She chased me, hatty in pursuit and I ran about naked for a few seconds until I let them catch me. Now we were all sort of play fighting and they got to accidentally rub against my cock. I squeezed Bina's tits. She screamed. A silly girly scream. Hatty tried to stop me, but I had her from behind and was grappling with the front catch on her bra. She reached back and pulled my cock. I grunted. She kept pulling. I released my hold on her, and she still pulled. I was getting hard. Bina saw it and she started to pull as well. I lay back and the two girls, one topless, one not, started to wank me. It wasdelicious. I tried to make one of them suck it but they wouldn't. Eventually I came again, thsi time all over my chest.
I need to wash this off" I said afterwards. They sat there whispering to each other, on their knees while I sprayed the hose all over my body.
I directed the water at them and they scrfeamed again and I chased them around with the hose soaking them.
After they'd managed to subdue me again, I said they needed to get out of their costumes.
"No way!" said Hatty. "You just want to see us naked."
"Yes. fairs Fair."
She sulked. Then, without urging, Bina started to peel off her shorts.
"No Bina, dont be silly."
"Oh shut up hat, You spoil everything."
Bina watched me as she undressed, first the shorts, thena pair of practical white undies, probably from M&S Kids. My cock grew again and she grinnned. "See what happens!" she said pointing.
She loooked gorgeous, with her cute hairless pussy exposed.
It was all i could do to start wanking again. "That's what you do to me, Bina." You're so sexy"
"Come on HAt, please, show me your tits," I pleaded, "I'll come again for you."
I was sounding like a schoolboy. Hat shrugged and pulled a face. Slowly, reluctantly, she took off ehr bra and flashed her boobs at me. Bina had taken hold of my cock again and her head was edging closer to it. I felt for her hair, which was shoulder length, and took hold. I moved her head inexorably towards my cok and automatically she opened her mouth and started to suck the end.
"Oh Bina, stop." was all hatty could say, She went to grab her sister, but Bina shoved her aside, the effect making her bite my cock.
"Ow!"
She was so apologetic.
"You need to pay a forfeit. Or rather your sister does, it was her fault."
"No, we're leaving," said Hatty.
"No, you won't. I said. You could have left ages ago, but you're still here, you like it."
She didn't leave,
"Take off your bottoms."
"No."
"Go on, Hat," said Bin, "Its fine" She was stroking my cock again like a pro.
Reluctantly - even more reluctant than last time - those bikini bottoms came off. Hatty had a beautiful hairless shaven pussy with a plump mound and a pair of fat engorged lips hanging from her cunt. She was horny. This was turninmg her on.
Bina sucked my cock again and I lay back and simply gestured for Hatty to hold my hand. She took it and then, without encouragement, she knelt opposite her sis and sarted to lick my shaft and balls. (I always shave) I knew a third cumw as due soon, I was so excited but I ahd to do more than just wank now. I too was so horny. I reached out and squeezed Hatty's full boobs. She didn't resist. She sighed. Bina now had four inched of cock in her mouth. "Come here, " I said and got her to twist around so her legs were ove rmy face. My tongue speare dup at her little slit. iw as surprised to find it positively dripping with cunt juice. Hatty said nothing. We did thsi for a while and I felt Bina's lips exit my prod to be replaced by hatty's fully, plumper mouth. Above me I could just make out Bina playing with her tiny tits. The girls were talking in Sri lankan. Finaly, in English, Bina said, "You must, you ahve to go first, haty, your the older one."
Bina got off my face and I was welcomed by the sight of a beautiful naked Hatty crawling up my body, her cunt open for business and slick as the sea. Slowly delicately she lowered herself onto my fuck stick and breathed out long andhard. I lasted all of a minute, which must have been very disappointing for her, but I was too far gone. I pumped another enormous gush into her gash and she smiled and collapsed on top of me and hugged me.
"Oh I wanted this so much, " she said "So much."
We stayed like that as I went soft. "Sorry i was a prude. I'm so nervous. Mum won't let us do anything."
"Well anytime you wanna do anything, come round and we can do whatever you want." I reached for Bina's body and my arm circled her. "And you too, Bina."
"I want to do it now."
"You'll have to wait a bit I've cum too much."
In the event i couldn't take BIna's virgin pussy that afternoon as we didn't have time before their mum came home. Hatty became a regular visitor to my studio. Bina became the first underage girl I photographed naked - in fact my first nude shoot. She was the most outrageous and she introduced me to many of her friends which allowed me to begin regular photo and fuck sessions with young naive girls. Even though my life adventures have been wild, I remember that first experience as clear as the summer's day.


#sex   #threesomes   #oral   #mothers   #young   #preteen   #abuse   #addiction   #greed   #lust   #obsession   #shamelessness   #interracial   #teen   #shaved   #cum   #bareback  


A young man was showing off his new sports car to his girlfriend. She was thrilled at the speed.

"If I do 200mph, will you take off your clothes?" he asked.

"Yes!" said his adventurous girlfriend.

And as he gets up to 200, she peeled off all her clothes.

Unable to keep his eyes on the road, the car skidded onto some gravel and flipped over. The naked girl was thrown clear, but he was jammed beneath the steering wheel.

"Go and get help!" he cried.

"But I can't. I'm naked and my clothes are gone!"

"Take my shoe", he said, "and cover yourself."

Holding the shoe over her pubes, the girl ran down the road and found a service station. Still holding the shoe between her legs, she pleaded to the service station proprietor, "Please help me! My boyfriend's stuck!"

The proprietor looked at the shoe and said, "There's nothing I can do...he's in too far."


#embarrassment   #shoe   #car   #crash   #boyfriend  


18m here. I took a girls cherry, she was my first virgin pussy. I had one virgin ass with a girl but never a pussy. I knew Connie was a virgin, she told me as we were talking in class one day. She is pretty fat, not really good looking, and I'm not into big tits which she has in abundance. But I dated her just to say I had a virgin. She said she'd never blown a guy before either but I think she did, she was too good and swallowed it all, everytime she sucked me off. I want to pop her butt cherry. After that, I don't know. I don't really like going out with her, she's sort of dumb actually, and I've always dated really hot girls with incredible bodies. I keep thinking of the blood on the sheet and on my cock after I popped her pussy though. It was hot. I wiped some of it and my cum up with her panties and I still have them.


#virgin   #bbw  


I have broke other people's trust, I fully admit to this and we will happily live with banished sin and banished against our pillars, boundaries, morals, values, honors by God.


Thank you so much


#god   #love   #fulfilment   #righteousliving   #justice   #fairness   #equality   #promise   #forgiveness   #living   #jannah   #happyeverafter   #wow   #beauty   #embrace   #growth   #life   #woman   #man   #humanity   #unity   #peace   #harmony   #alligmenet   #mutuality  


I'm a guy who admits to be turned on by being submissive to girls. I recently can't seem to get over the thought of being completely dominated by a girl by being told to have sex with her, without a condom while knowing in advance that she has an std. Or by being told to have sex with a girl and it's guaranteed to trick her into getting pregnant. Not sure why but I think of it all the time.


#forced   #submissive   #domme   #pregnant  


My mum still makes me swim topless and only let’s me own training bras. It’s part of our culture that a girl doesn’t have bras or bikini tops until her body is “of full maturity” but I’m supposed to go swimming with my male friend soon and I’m freaking out about not owning bikini tops.


#embarrasment   #teengirl   #swimming   #naked   #bikini  


I was alone, kicked out of my parent's house, and on the street at 16 with a backpack of some old clothes and had spent my last dollar on a bit of food, two days before. I hadn't slept in days, I was too afraid of lying there and having men possibly molest or rape me. I kept moving, and could barely walk anymore. I was at my wits end. Then a man in his mid 20's to 30's started talking to me on a park bench. He was very smooth talking, and the way he did it I didn't mind. He offered me $25 if I gave him a blowjob. I knew that I could get some food, get cleaned up a bit, and possibly get into a shelter if I acted early enough.

I went to his apartment with him, not knowing how risky that was, and gave him his blowjob, he gave me the $ 25. I asked if I could get something to eat and maybe use his toilet and shower. He told me it was OK. When he heard the shower turn off, he came into the bathroom, and took my clothes to wash. He told me to come out when I was dry. I used his blowdryer, and felt wonderfully clean, but I realized he had my clothes and I was now naked in a strange mans apartment. I walked out crying. He asked why and I let it all go, that I thought he might murder me or something. He showed me my clothes in the washer, and I settled down a bit. He told me to lie down in his bed and I knew what was coming. He stripped and fucked me, I just laid there with no reaction, I guess I figured getting raped or fucked was better than a beating or getting murdered. He then moved my clothes to the dryer, I was still naked, his cum was starting to gradually leak out of me. He wouldn't let me wipe it up, I had to wait with it slowly messing all over my lips, then a bit down my thigh. He just watched it while we sat on the couch in front of the television. He bent me over the kitchen table and fucked me one more time, then folded all my clothes, put them back in the backpack, and kept 1 set out for me to dress in. I dressed and left, and before I did he gave me two $ 20 bills, one for each time he fucked me. He made it very clear it was payment for the sex. He made me thank him and explicitly mention that I took $20 for each time he fucked me. I couldn't say "had sex" I had to say I got fucked for money.

I got into a shelter, and have managed to stay there and get fed pretty decently over time. A few times a week the guy would stroll around the park across from his apartment and would find me. He would pay me $ 20 to let him fuck me, and I got to use his toilet and shower most of the time. He reduced it to $ 10 when he wanted to come using my mouth. I tried once to ask for more, thinking I could hold out on him, instead he reached into my blouse with no bra and grabbed my C cups and dragged me by my tits to his bed. He would bruise my tits, but never like this, he was actually dragging me on the floor while I was crying, he held my tits so hard between his fingers. In the bedroom he threw me down on the floor, reached up under my short skirt and ripped my panties off and fucked me for no money at all, called me names, called me a prostitute, and said how he thought street whores were the worst kind of human beings. He then kicked me out, literally kicking me all the way down the hall and in the elevator and to the street. I didn't get any money and still got fucked and my tits were hurting terribly, I had bruises from his kicking me all over my thighs, butt, stomach, crotch, even my back and arms.

After that he went away on vacation for three weeks, and I ran out of money, so I let a few of the street guys, and 1 of the monitors at the shelter have sex with me for some food. The monitor spread word, and pretty soon I had all tree evening monitors fucking me, but I always knew I would have a spot in the shelter. The rich guy came back and I could add him to my money, he reduced what he paid me but didn't beat me anymore. So I was still getting about $50 to $80 a week fucking or sucking him, and one time he dressed me up like a catholic school girl and let one of his business friends fuck me several times. That was the first time a guy stuck his cock inside my butt. I did get paid though. $ 10 for every time I got fucked, and $20 for the two times his friend did it in my butt.

Eventually, I got cleaned up, and bought some better clothes, and turned a few tricks on the street without the pimps getting wise to me. Then I got enough money where I could go to work for an agency. I did that and was making some nice money, got a low end apartment, opened a bank account, and made enough to go to college and grad school. Now I have my own place, a graduate degree and work in R&D at a big pharmaceutical company.

I had to fuck for money for over 8 years to get here. From $ 20 a fuck to $ 500 a fuck and way more. Now I'm finally clear of it all and have a great six figure job, and not a man in site. I don't want one either, I have been fucked for men's pleasure enough. My parents wanted to get back in touch now that I had an education and good job, I pretended that was what I wanted as well. I went to my younger brothers birthday party at their house, with all the in-laws there, siblings and my parents. I pulled up in my BMW, everyone raving about me and how good I looked. Then I broke it down to them all, that when they kicked me out of the house, I was starving and had to let a stranger fuck me for $ 20 as the only way I survived. I had to let three ugly, fat motherfuckers fuck me all they wanted just to keep my place at the shelter, all the while still selling my pussy and mouth, and eventually ass for $20 or a sandwich. I looked so good, after 8 years of selling my body and prostituting myself because they made me survive anyway I could. Then I put on my fur, and walked out to my BMW and drove away. My brother and one of my sisters calls me every once in a while and really understands. I don't care about anyone who doesn't.


#homeless  


I was 16 my sister, 18 and i were home alone when she walked in on me masturbating. I did not know she was watching. then she jumped and put her dildo in me. at first, it hurt but then it felt soooo good. then she got my vibrator and used it on me. i came in her mouth. she started sucking on my clit like a pacifier. she pulled my hair. then she had me do all the same to her. when continued to do this for a whole year. until she went to college. ever since she left i have became suicidal and had to go to the hospital 2 times for attempted suicide, 5 to get stitches, and a mental facility 11 times. my parents still dont know and they will never ever ever ever know.


#sad   #help   #lesbian  


A few years ago, when I was 15, there was a very nice but very big girl working at the same store. She and I always had a good rapport but she was about 5ft. 5in and weight about 260lbs. She had huge breasts, but the big size never did anything for me. She was 19 and had a 4 year old son by her 21 year old husband. He knocked her up at 14, married her and at 15 she had the baby. He beat her when he would drink which was several times a week. We worked several evening shifts together and many times were the only ones in the store. She knew I was a virgin, and would make sure every now and then that I could see her tits or even her hairy pussy. Then one time when we had the store locked and were cleaning up, she came into the storeroom and kissed me full on the lips. Not just a peck but a heated, passionate kiss. She said she'd wanted to do that for a long time, and I thanked her and returned her kiss with another. She backed off, and started taking off her dress, then her slip, bra and huge granny panties. She stood before me totally naked, huge tits with pink aureola and thick nipples that stood out about 1/2 inch. Her meaty pussy lips were half hidden under her belly but she lifted her belly for me to enjoy the full view of her black pussy hair, and there was plenty of that hair.
"I won't fuck you, I won't do that to my husband, but I want you to be the only other person who's seen me naked like this" she said
I moved over to her and kissing her again, placed my hand on her pussy, took my mouth to her left nipple, and whispered, then just let me feel what it's like. She let me finger her, and told me to put three fingers into her pussy while I sucked her massive tits, my teeth rolling around those big, rubbery nipples. She moaned and pulled my pants down, I took off my shirt and I knew I was getting my first piece of pussy. I didn't care that it was a fat married girl my cock was hard and wanted pussy.
"I won't let you fuck me" she said again
"Then what are we doing?" I asked
She said she'd suck me and started. I then laid her on the carpeted floor and lain next to her. She was grabbing at my cock and I at her tits and pussy.
"Let me just put it in to feel what one feels like, and to feel what your husband feels. I won't fuck you, only push in and just hold it" I asked
She said that was OK and laid back and spread her legs and closed her eyes. I got on top of her and pushed my 7 inches into her married, fat cunt. "Just hold it there, don't move it around" she told me.
I did just hold it there, telling her how wonderful she felt and that I was glad that she let me have my first feel of a pussy on my cock. She wanted to fuck but held back and made me pull out. As she was rolling over I saw that pink rosebud of her asshole.
"What about back her" I asked as I touched her asshole. "Does he do it to you back here"
"No, no one has ever done that to me" she commented
"What if we do it then? If he doesn't fuck you there, then it's not like you're taking something away from him, and it'll be a sort of mutual thing, two virgins fucking"
"No it will hurt" she said

Having had a cock up my ass once when very young and very unprepared, I vowed to never hurt anyone like that, and I told her I'd be gentle. She stood up and walked to the office totally naked, and got out a jar of Vaseline and rubbed some up into her asshole, and put some all over my cock. She then rolled over on her stomach and reached back and spread her butt cheeks exposing my target. I told her to roll on her back and she did pulling her legs up to give me a full view of her big tits, luscious mouth, hairy pussy, and that tight looking sphincter.
I leaned in kissing her and pushed my cock into her and inch at a time. Once it I gave her time to get used to it and she was through squeezing her ass muscles (which almost made me cum), I began slowly and gently pumping my cock into her ass.
"Is it like you thought? Do you like it this way?" she asked
"yeah, it's great. I liked your pussy too" I whispered back
"That's for my husband but my mouth is for both of you, and this. . . my ass, is only for you"

I kissed her and tweaked both her nipples between my thumbs and forefingers and she started bucking and heaving, breathing heavily, and was actually cumming. That made me shoot off and I couldn't help it I found I was ramming my cock in and out of her to the hilt everytime, and going very fast but she was cumming. I shot rope after rope up into her. As I was doing that and kissing her with our tongues going crazy, I kept remember the man who fucked me, this was the way he was acting, this was what he was feeling, only I had a woman with a pussy behind me.

After that we had oral sex (she taught me how to eat pussy well) and anal sex. Every once in a while she'd let me stick my cock inside her pussy. She got to where she would sometimes get a bit demanding and would make me eat her pussy after her husband had fucked her. She liked getting rid of his sperm and liked making me eat it I think. Then I could always fuck her ass, hard and fast. Finally one of the times I was inside her pussy, I started pumping and she tried to make me stop. I held her arms down and fucked that fat cunt and came buckets into her. It was my first piece of pussy. Unfortunately I guess I raped her to get it. She stopped letting me fuck her for about a month, then we started in again, right as I was about to slip my cock into her asshole she reached down and put it in her pussy.
"Fuck me baby, fuck me like I'm your woman"
I did and after I shot another big load up her cunt, she told me she was pregnant and that he husband had been out of town during the time she could have been fertile, which means the baby was mine. I had gotten her pregnant while I was raping her pussy.

She stayed with her husband, which was good as I had lots of college plans, moving plans, and had plans of laying girls who weren't so damn fat in my future. During her pregnancy I got to nurse on her (and after as well) fuck her in the pussy or ass or mouth as my choosing, then about 3 months after the baby she quit. I went on to a great job, traveling internationally, have several svelte girlfriends, and never looked back. Though I can say that any woman who has not been a one night stand, has had to take it up the ass as well as the other two holes. I guess I'm an anal addict now, after all that was my first way of getting laid.


#anal   #nc   #pregnancy   #cheating  


I get off to the thought of my alpha friends making me their bitch.



I (female) don't talk to my father for 2 years now. He such a greasy old man, I can't stand him. But what I found out a few days ago, gives me even more reason to hate him.
My parents often fight about different things but they are still married. After an argument, my father often disappears and went somewhere else. A few days ago, I got curious and followed him. After following him around for a couple of minutes, he stopped at the house of his colleague. She opened him the door and they kissed!!
I made a photo of it and sent it to our pastor. My parents are reputable people in our church and I guess my father won't be much longer in our parish council. I hope he also lose his job because of this affair.
And hopefully my mother will finally understand what an asshole he is.


#father   #church   #affair   #fight   #argument   #kiss   #pastor   #confession  


I think the only thing that kept me from doing something very violent was that my cousin\brother was right there and he's seen his mom be beaten enough already.


#imabadperson   #imhorrible   #whatstoppedme   #welp  


I work in a catering service. Sometimes my customers are really annoying and unpolite, so I spit in their food.


#customer   #annoying   #unpolite   #spit   #food  


I used to have a dream, I used to know what I wanted from life, it was everything I could ask.

Of course i never could reach it and I know I never will. So here I am, almost six years after realizing that, still weeping about it.

I thought that after fully understanding how impossible it is I would've given up, but I can't. I don't have anything else to strive for, every day is meaningless and I see nothing worth living for in my future.

I hate my job, I can't even run away from suicidal thoughts anymore. I was told I'd stop caring eventually, I'd accept my situation and the pain will be numb.
Why isn't it happening?

I am too weak to face a life where I'm not what I wanted to be, and I know this is just me being childish and unreasonable.
I believed in that dream, I based the whole vision of my life on that, now I'm empty.

I just wished I could simply die from an unavoidable cause, or give up completely on that stupid impossible dream and accept a meaningless life. But I can't.

I don't have the strength to give up or kill myself and I hate my weak self, I hate myself more than anything else in this world. But I can't change, I couldn't in these years and it's already too late to accomplish anything.

Why can't I be normal and be fine with a random job? Why do I have to ask myself the reason I'm living for constantly and never find a convincing answer?

I wished I didn't waste my life following a chimera, now I'm left with nothing to rebuild myself on. No titles, no papers for my studies and I can't do nothing well enough to make a living out of it. I'm not even suited for my current job and I fear I'm gonna lose it soon.

The more i go ahead in life the scarier it gets, I don't want to live another five years like this, let alone sixty or more. Yet there is no other way and I know it, so why is it that I keep suffering like this?

I guess I just had to be born an idiot, I'm not meant to live. I am not strong enough to make it in society and this is the natural selection telling me I'm broken, thus I am to be discarded.

This whole vent never got anywhere, and I guess it might irritate some people, so I'll stop it here. I wonder when was it that I took a stray path, maybe it was when I started to dream in the first place.

Or more probably I was wrong from the start. The early adulthood should be the prime of one's life, I've been wanting to die since I was twelve and my prime time is almost over. I guess I was supposed to start enjoying life somewhere along the line but I only did for a bit less than a year. Other that that it was just a free fall into darkness.

I'd like to say I'm at my limit but I know myself better than that. My limit is still far away and so is the ending of my suffering.


#dreams   #weakness   #suffering   #meaninglessness  


when i was 10 i watched my neighbor fuck her boyfriend on the side of their house through my window they were on top of a towel and i watch his dick go in and out of her pussy i played with myself while watching it made my cat so wet and i knew he could see me. a few weaks laterly im hanging out with my older sister at a park my sister left to do some shit and i let dis boy i cannot stand lick my pussy and my neighbors boyfriend saw him licking my pussy and jerked off i never saw him again


#masterbation   #shameless  


I have a secret that no one knows not even my best friends. So I’m a 27 year old female but when I was 17 I used to message female inmates. It was just a fun thing I did and I really got into it. Sexual conversations would come up and in my head I didn’t think they’d get out or I’d see them so I would just entertain them. I was straight but in a weird experimental phase at this time. One girl I talked to the most was named Ashley but she wanted to be called Ben. She was 34, heavier set, tattooed all over. She went to jail for assault and burglary. I used to tease her and send her pictures of me in bikinis. One day she said she was getting out and I had to meet her. I didn’t want to but she threatened me and said she knew where I lived. I met with her at a nasty apartment in Bakersfield. She was all over me. Kissing, lip biting, then of course sex. She made me do things to her and I’m she did things to me. I told her I was underage and she laughed and said I was grown enough. It was an all night thing of just sexual stuff. Before she let me leave she made me give her all the money I had which was 180 dollars. She said she used me and just wanted have sex with a clean girl when she got out. I haven’t seen or heard from her since. No one in my life knows.


#sex   #secret   #jail   #regret   #comment   #lesbain   #inmate   #true   #story  


As a teen my stepdad and teen sister and me lived in random nasty ass motels for a while. He molested us Both and I facefucked my sister and my stepdad walked in the room and joined and she was puking on our greasy meth cocks in the motel room. Then he started to molest her more and I liked it. I came on a picture of Jesus and I found I a magazine and jammed it on my sisters mouth And she put peanut butter in her pussy for this dog to lick out.


#meth  



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