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I'm male, 21 years old and I've got serious trust issues.
Me and my girlfriend actually meet every day, in school, after school, on the weekend, in the holidays. We are together for almost half a year now. When we are not together (what doesn't happen very often), I always carry my mobile phone around. For the case she's calling or texting or something.
And when she doesn't text me back within... let's say 5 minutes... I become anxious, nervous and impatient.
I always imagine that I said/texted something wrong, that she's mad at me or that she doesn't want me anymore.
Or I think that she's betraying me or anything like that.
Last saturday, I thought she went out with some of her friends, so I texted her around 11 pm and then I waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and she didn't write me back. I really got worried and thought she would never contact me again. The night was horrible. I couldn't sleep properly, I was staring at my phone the whole night.
Next day, around 11.30 am, she texted me that she was so stressed the last night that she fell asleep around 9 pm and that she hadn't gone out with her girls.
All night long, I was a total wreck, I imagined all the worst things to happen.
I haven't told her about this because it's kind of embarrassing and I don't want her to feel sorry for me or anything.
#girlfriend #anxious #nervous #impatient #betrayal #embarrassing
I always have the desire to do something stupid to make myself look brave. I don't know how that started, but I soon noticed that I got the attention I need by doing something reckless and stupid. Last week, I jumped in front of a moving car to save a small frog and I was almost hit. The driver of the car couldn't believe how stupid I acted because I didn't want to apologize for it. Two months ago, I jumped into a lake near my hometown, even though I can't swim. I just need the adrenaline and I need the attention.It's like an addiction and I know, someday, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, I going to die because of it.
#audacity #bravery #stupid #die #confession #offmychest #swimming
I sent a rude sarcastic card to a ghosting, spineless friend with confrontation issues. The woman has always been weak but the ghosting was just too much for a usually normal albeit fragile sweet girl. I kinda feel bad but also figure she can’t look at a screen or pick up the phone, what’s a simple card? Still, now I feel as childish as her. Beyond pathetic.
Sometimes when i’m in peoples sight i reverse my actions over and over to confirm for people who think we live in a simulation. I try to make it look like i’m glitching
I really, really, REALLY want to commit arson. I love fire, and the feeling of setting not just papers or my curtains but an entire HOUSE on fire excites me to no end. I've done research, I know how I could do it. I guess I have a problem
I think about her pulling my hair and calling me her lesbo slut while i touch myself.
A friend of mine got a new chimney. We loaded tons of firewood in it and fired it. The smoke was so heavy that you couldn't stand in a 50 feet area. Later, I told a really drunk friend of mine, he should fire the chimney some more.
I can still remember the fizz it made after he touched the hot knob.
My first time having sex was with a woman much older, I was early teens. She was married and her husband watched her with other guys. He set up many gangbangs for her usually all men their age (mid 30's). They let me come in at the end of one of her gangbangs, in a motel room, after everyone had left and it was just the two of them, I guess because of my being underaged. She hadn't cleaned up at all as he liked her to get all messy during and didn't even permit her 1 clean up during her gangbangs. She was lying there on the bed with a pool of cum beneath her ass and pussy. She had a very hairy pussy and much of it was matted with cum too, cum splashed on her belly, her face, her tits. Her legs were open, I sucked her C cup tits and make her nipples perk up. He told me I didn't have to be nice because she was a whore and you just piled on and fucked whores. Then I got between her legs, and stuck my cock into her loose cunt and felt the pool of cum on the bed on my balls. I fucked her loose, cum filled cunt and added mine to the mix. He made her stay there while I recouped, even made her suck me and I got hard again, and once again filled her with my sperm. While I was doing that she sucked her husband and he came in her mouth. She kissed me while I was fucking her and squeezing her boobs, and I could taste his cum as she pushed some into my mouth with her tongue. It was not only my first fuck, she was also my first kiss, with her husbands cum in her mouth.
He said I could come by there house and fuck her sometime there, without all the gangbang mess. I can't wait.
I'd like to confess that I know I have a nice and trim figure but I still feel the urge to loose weight.
Stupid society!
Growing up I spent a lot of time with my Grandpa. He spoiled me rotten; the only problem was that I never realized that so I never really asked for aything. My mom or sisters would ask if I wanted pizza (which I always did) and when I'd say yes they tell me to ask Grandpa because they knew he would say yes to me. I never really got why he liked me more than my siblings, it's not like we talked much. Actually, most of the time we hung out I just laid beside him and we would listen to country music in his room. Nowadays I here classic country music and I think of him and I wished I talked to him more because now I st ruggle with remembering what his voice sounded like. I was an ignorant kid back then and I'm still ignorant now.
Even though I'm surrounded by people and I'm enjoying myself, I still feel lonely and sad. I don't enjoy being alive and I feel like a husk of what I could be.
I've always felt this way, but I wake up each time I lose someone I love more than anything. Someone I dedicate my life to amd it somehow still isn't enough. Since I've given my heart away to people who just shattered it over and over, I'm a deeply troubled person.
Every night it's a battle to go to sleep, because I don't have someone to take care of me and make me feel better from all the people who hurt me and made me this way. I want vengeance on them for doing this to me, but I can't do anything about it.
So many people have harmed me both physically and emotionally, and all I ever want is someone who can help me heal from all of that. Someone I can dedicate my life to and feel appreciated and loved.
It hurts being alone, being treated this way over and over with only false hope to look up to.
#loneliness #suicidal #existentialism #sadness #pessimism #abuse
When I was young my parents divorced , was was mad at my mom for treating him badly , I stayed with him as much as I could but he met and arrived another women who was really jello us of me .
They moved away , my mom had turned I to this huge slug and had guy after guy visit.
I stayed with my auntie a few times but she ended up coming on to me, she went down on me a few times but I just didn't like it as I'm not a lesion.
I went back to my mom's and tried to get used to shit, more than a few times I witnessed her giving blow jobs, she would come out of her bedroom cum dripping out the side of her mouth, .
There was one guy that came by a lot, he had a very pretty pens , it was lovely , I would master ate thinking of him.
I was in the bathroom peeing and he came in , he looked down saw my bald pussy I could see him start to grow as he was wearing boxers, I finished up but didn't get off toilet, he came over or me pulled his shorts down and I did what I saw my mom do.
I was so turned on I grabbed his ass as he pumped my mouth, he started to breath heavy and felt his dick get harder, I pulled back so just my lips were at his hole as I felt him pulse into my mouth, I loved the feeling , enjoyed the taste of sperm .
He finished I got up off the toilet, and went outside right into my mom, she yelled at me and slipped me on the face , unfortunately I still had cum in my mouth and when she slapped me it left my mouth and was all over my face.
She yelled at the guy told him to get out and take this slutime with him.
We left together him holding his pants me in a long tee shirt and drove away in silence . After about a hour he asked me what I wanted to do , I said I was cold and hungry so we went to his place he made me some breakfast and gave me some of his daughters clothes .
I tried to go back to my mom's house , but she was Pisces, I we think back to his place and asked him if I could stay there , he was a bit nervous about it as I was younger than his daughter (she visited on weekends) and how he could explain me being there , I went up to him took his dick out and gave him a blow job looked up at him with my mouth full of cum and said I can be your girlfriend .
He smiled and asked me if I had ever had sex before I said yes 2 times I gave a blow job , we laughed.
I've been with him since
I never told anyone that my high school swim team coach molested me. I grew up in a midsized city that felt very small town. The kind of place where it doesn't take long for rumers to spread.
I joined the team when i was a freshman. During practice one day i got a really bad cramp. A couple of girls had to help me stay above the water and get me to the side of the pool. The muscles on the back of my left thigh locked up and I couldn't straighten my leg.
The coach and asst coach got me out and carried me into the locker. There was a room to one side that had a padded table in it. My coach closed the door and stayed with me. I remember it hurt so bad i was crying.
She massaged my leg and it started to feel better. I didn't notice until most of the pain was gone that she was running her fingers under the bottom of my swimsuit and she would brush her hand between my legs as she was massaging me.
When I could mostly move my leg she had me turn over. I was shivering from being on the cold table. She said something about getting me out of my cold wet swimsuit. Before i could react she was pulling it down my shoulders and off. I didn't know what to do. I just laid there. It felt like forever before she coverd me with a towel.
She started massaging my leg again and brushing up aginst me between my legs. She asked me if it felt good. I don't think I said anything.
I had never been touched there by someone. I remember her talking as she moved her hand between my legs. She put her other hand under the towel and touched my breasts. I'd masterbated before but this was different. I had an orgasim unlike anything I had ever given myself.
By the time there was a knock at the door she had given me another one and had her finger inside of me and knew i was still a virgin. She covered me back up and opened the door. She told the asst-coach that she must have locked it by mistake.
When we were alone again she helped me off the table she squeezed my butt and told me to keep this our little secret. Sometimes she had me do things to her. She was my first kiss. The older i got the more i hated her for taking those first experiences.
I started to notice others girls ended up in that room with her and the way we look at each other like we knew what was going on we just didnt say it.
A few years later she got fired and left town. No one really knew what happened but there were rumors. Small town USA loves a good gossip story.
I guess i had just blocked all this out. I knew it was real I just ignored it. Then about a month ago I got a friend request on Facebook. It was her, and everything flooded back in. I felt like that scared exposed 14 year old little girl. This all happened in 1983. Far too late to do anything about. Part of me wants to tell her actions effected my life. The other part of me is terrified to say anything at all.
#teacher #student #molestation #fear #silence
I think the only thing that kept me from doing something very violent was that my cousin\brother was right there and he's seen his mom be beaten enough already.
18m here. I took a girls cherry, she was my first virgin pussy. I had one virgin ass with a girl but never a pussy. I knew Connie was a virgin, she told me as we were talking in class one day. She is pretty fat, not really good looking, and I'm not into big tits which she has in abundance. But I dated her just to say I had a virgin. She said she'd never blown a guy before either but I think she did, she was too good and swallowed it all, everytime she sucked me off. I want to pop her butt cherry. After that, I don't know. I don't really like going out with her, she's sort of dumb actually, and I've always dated really hot girls with incredible bodies. I keep thinking of the blood on the sheet and on my cock after I popped her pussy though. It was hot. I wiped some of it and my cum up with her panties and I still have them.
I have cheated on my 20 plus times with Asian whores. I need to get my porn/whores/drinking together before it cost me my job and kids. It is time for me to man up.
so, I met a guy 10 months ago, and of course we made it , since then we're together but what he doesnt know is that , even if i want , i cant be open with him about my life , i continue lying him abou everything in my life , just to feel loved , .. im a terrible person , i already cheated on him with 3 guys.
but somehow i do love him... even if im doing this
When I was 17 my cousin caught me sniffing her used pantyhose in her room. She said that she wouldn't tell if I would do whatever she said. Not wanting to get in trouble, I said that I would. She told me to put her pantyhose on and bend over on her bed and spread my legs. I have to admit I was excited that she wanted me to put them on so I did right away got on the bed and spread my legs. She came over to me and put her nose right in my ass and inhaled smelling her filth and my sweaty ass. I could feel her tongue in my crack. She then stood up and ripped them open and rammed her tongue into my ass and rimmed it. I was moaning as she did as well. I really liked it when she rimmed my ass it felt amazing and she said it tasted amazing. She got fully naked and grabbed my cock as she rimmed me. I came all over her bed and she licked it up with her tongue.
A few days ago I went climbing with an old friend, I hadn't really spoken to him for at-least a year, so it was nice to catch up.
The journey to the climbing centre wasn't bad we just caught up and he told me about his recent break-up, etc. Once we started climbing things started to become sexual, he would stand at the bottom and watch me climb whilst making comments about my ass and how 'flexible' I was. But at the time I didn't really think much of it, I have had friends in the past be sexual/flirty but that was just a part of their personalities.
Anyway climbing was so much fun and it was great catching up, it wasn't until I got home that I realized that he was never sexual or so forward like that in the past (we used to be semi-close friends). So that did weird me out but I ignored it.
Later on that night he texted me saying that he missed me, this made me feel both happy and awkward because it sounded like we had a past (which we didn't). I just played it off and said that he obviously missed my humour and jokes I'd make. That's when he said that he liked seeing my ass in those tight shorts and that whilst we were changing (they had shared changing areas) that he wanted to have his way with me, and that next time we go climbing he'd like to climb me instead! This made me feel really awkward but also got me wet, knowing that this guy wanted to fuck me.
Ever since I have been stuck between ignoring him or telling him I want to fuck him but not have a relationship with him. The thing is, is that I'm still a virgin (18F) and I'm not sure that that's the way I'd want to lose it. I guess there is plenty of time to decide.
My friends slumber party was with no place to sleep. I ended up in her father's bed. We had sex. Now everytime I visit, i want a repeat, but it is not possible.
#impossible #again #sex
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