No subscription or hidden extras
Read the best #hate confession stories
(Continuation of another secret)
My ex boyfriend was abusive to me and I got the chance to go to a party and kissed 3 different people. (This was about one week before I left him. ) All I felt was guilt. I was hoping I would fall in love and they would take me away from him and everything he has done to me but we live in the real world,not a fairytale. I felt so guilty as soon as I got him I told him what happened and he called me names and tried to punish me and told me I had to act certain ways and do certain things. In other words, he was trying to control me more than he already did. I moved out when he was at work and I haven’t seen him face to face since. He got on social media and said I was a lying,cheating whore. He cheated on me for one whole year while he was on meth. He is still on meth from what I hear because he has lost more weight. He also put his hands on me more often than not. My friends mom caught him choking me once. Everybody thinks I’m a monster and I hate the fact they think that but at least someone on the internet will listen to me. I keep posting this and different parts because my side of the story was never heard. So by me posting all of this it is forcing someone to hear about it...I hope.
I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes.
I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours.
Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests.
I'm going to blow my brains out.
I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.
I've been with my boyfriend for four years...and I've been cheating on him for the last month or so...I feel so ashamed.
For give me father for I have sinned, I want to ask for forgiveness of what I have done. I disrespected my parents, siblings, and brother-in-law. I had some much hate in them because I was a jealous person. I would say negative things because I was surrounded with negative people being angry all the times. There are times that I control myself and not say nothing. Also, there are times that I say things negatively since i do not have control too. I want to also forgive the people I worked with who fired me and made me look like a fool in front of my boss at school I use to worked at. They made me look bad in front of the administrators at a school and I am a new person trying to learn. The people I worked with bullied me recorded me and pushed me around like it is fine to hurt her. I ended up crying and getting hurt because no one gave me a chance to work, no one believed in me, and I no one helped me that I know of. I was angry, upset, frustrated, and depressed because I thought I the administers would help me find another position but I was lied to. Now, I can't find a job. I never wanted to do revenge to anyone or never done one so I decided to do a little black magic. I know it was wrong but I have never done it before and I do not know if it worked. I stopped because I did not know what I was doing I was so mad. I know what I did was wrong. I would pray to god that I am so sorry of what I did and I ask for forgiveness. I am praying everyday for what I did I just wanted a little protections because these are people who come with a different religion and do witch craft stuff from their country and they like to harm good people. I know because they showed it to me and I saw some stuff that they had on for protections. Now, I pray for my enemies and ask for forgiveness to my lord. I also want to confess that I was a bully online. I would write bad reviews for teachers and doctors free online for those who have hurt me and my mother. I would get a bad teacher and write bad reviews on rate my professors and I would get bad doctors to review them too. I did not want to write anything bad but this is a free country and I want people who read the reviews to understand what I went through. Now, notice that is wrong, and I am beginning to write another review to ask for forgiveness as well of what I wrote so god can see how much I love him and care for him. Lastly, I want to confess a boy that I like a lot he owns his own business with his family and I became a stoker online I would visit his online page business every day and face book site. Now, I am noticing that I don't get anything with this. I think he hates me now. I did so much google reviews for him and I do not think I will go to his store again. I will begin to respect them. Again, forgive me father for I have sinned I want to thank you for opening my eyes, mind, and heart of what I have done was wrong. I would like to have your blessing and pray for good things to happen to me and my family. I wish you can help me find a job I can work at I love you my lord/god/Jesus.
#forgive #confession #hate #family
About 2 years ago my husband read my journal and I cant forgive him for it or move past it. By reading my journal, he thought I was having an affair, I wasn't. I was online getting counseling and the person that was my counselor and he left to move to England and I was devastated. I felt abandoned by my counselor. I am angry because he read it, took pictures of it, shared my most intimate thoughts with my son. I cant forgive that either. I am grateful that my son realized how wrong it was for his father to share my written, private word. Fast forward to today, He does not support my desire to do other things, he will sabotage me by, stating he has to work, give me that pitiful look.
He is a man that does not like to be alone. He has no friends and slowly but surely, ran my friends way.
Anytime I wanted to go out, it was never a thing of have fun it was, almost like he was upset that I was going out with my friends. Since the incident of my journal and the way he shredded my, I have no desire to be married to him anymore. I will not have sex with him, because I hate the thought of him touching me.
I smile but have serious distain for him. This man does not deserve me at all and I don't want him and the moment I get enough money to leave, I will.
#betrayal #husband #hate #journal #secret #betrayed #confessed
Its my first subject in here. My issue is that I do hate my father to a point that I wish he could disappear by a click . Since my childhood he doesn't treat me like fathers do their children , he didn't abuse me physicaly but his behaviour with us as a family is an irrespectful behaviour always insulting us by bad words he is so rude in a way you can't imagine he affected on me mentally since my childhood , I don't remember that we had a conversation , I don't feel comfortable when he is around my family too have the same feeling , he is out of my system of thoughts and common ideas , he affected on my personnality , my self-estime and confidence. I do always ask myself how my mom accepted him as a husband , they are so different in a way that you can't imagine. She suffers from him for years even they divorced and he still live with us because he married my mom for a material concerns , he know that if he leaves the house he have no place to go even though he have the money but he prefer to live for free. He destroyed mom's life and now he is affecting on mine I do feel the negatif impact each day , I hate when he is around in the house , I wish he just dissapear.
I don't know why but I hate all people who don't like long hair or who don't want to have long hair or who cut their hair short.
Even men. I hate them!
I hide away in my room because I’m too scared they will see the sadness I feel. I don’t eat. I don’t even motivate myself anymore. I hate everyone and everything. That’s that.
Sometimes I just think about what it would be like if I was skinny or if I lost weight. I'm constantly thinking that I should stop eating so I can be happy with the way I look. What makes it worse is that my parents say things to me about my weight and treat me so differently than my sister because I'm big and she isn't. Saying things like "oh you need to lose weight" or "you need to cover up" when I'm not even showing anything besides my stomach. But like they don't even realize how bad it affects me or how it makes me feel. I literally hate the way I look; I can't leave the house without a jacket and I'm constantly sucking in my stomach to look skinny. I just wish I could love myself and be happy with the way I look.
I have a crush on Megan Whessels a.k.a The Fanfic Critic on youtube.
I wanna cum on her fat face cause she has a double chin and that was in 2014, I do hope she's gotten even fatter since.
Seriously I would love to smell her armpits after a long hot day.
#bad #sex #megan #wessels #ugly #fat #youtube #fanficiton #i #hate #myself #for #thinking #this
I confess that I hate it to drive my girlfriend around. She doesn't have a car, so she relies on me to drive her wherever she wanna go.
It drives me crazy (literally, hahaha).
When I tell her I don't want to she gets really angry, she shouts at me and insults me.
I love her, I really do. But this is insane!
#driving #car #taxi #confession #girlfriend #insane #hate
I just needed to get this off my chest because i don't know what to do. I ended up cheating on my boyfriend and i hate myself for it. this literally just happened. i don't know if i should tell him or what. he is so good to me. he's literally the best boyfriend i've had. i love him so much and i don't know how i could do that to him. god i truely hate myself...
Because my mother called me "a lazy bastard", I peed on her bed and dropped her phone in the toilet. She is phoning all day long and if she isn't on the phone, she's in her bed, watching TV. And then she says to me I am lazy?!
I read through almost every confession and I have to say that some of the people here urgently need some punches in the face! Unbelievable what kind of people are out there...
#hate #confession #punch #people
I find it rather frustrating that their children are the top priority for most parents. They often neglect their own needs and try to live vicariously through their kids. One of my female colleagues has one pair of shoes and cannot afford another pair, because she uses all her money to buy her spoiled son new shirts and jeans?
My parents never treated my siblings and I that way. That is not the right way either, but I would never neglect myself for my children.
I 21 year old girl and i masterburate. And for this reason i literally HATE MYSELf. I feel disgust being me. I love Jesus and i know how much pain he endured to take my sin still despite so many promises i lose my self control and watch porn and masterburate. Hate my body my face my life and myself
My Parents get jealous whenever I accomplish something great for myself. I am really good at my profession and have gotten big celebrities to like and comment on the work I do. I feel like all of this happening for me has caused my Parents to alienate me even more. Growing up they always try to tear my work down and never gave me a genuine compliment.
As for my older sister AKA “The Golden Child” she can accomplish mediocre things in her life and they’re more interested in that.
Overall these experiences have made me want to leave this house and never return.
I know exactly where The Secret treasure is in Houston, TX but I don't have the nuts to pull it out of the ground. I've let everyone around me destroy my confidence and now I just want to rage all day.
#hate #sucide #aggression
This is my story of mental abuse, caused by my parents.
I'm 11, and I was depressed last year. After my mother called me a bitch, which she did two more times over that year, I became depressed... I asked to not wash the dishes, because I had fallen over and hurt my leg (which still hurt like hell!) but she didn't give a shit! She said, "Stop treating me like dirt, you Little Bitch!" and never said sorry. A few months after, and I still felt horrible. I was fat. My mother had told me this over and over. The truth is, I was tall as an average 12yr old and the right weight for that but since I was ten... I was "Fat" and "Chubby"... One day, I begged my mom to not let me go to a Scout Camp, because I didn't really know anyone in my group, but she just said, "Stop acting like a bitch and get ready!", which made me feel more depressed. I barely spoke on the camp, and I was starting to become an introvert. When everyone else was on a sugar-high I had to do something, but didn't know how. I didn't ask and ended up spilling the container of dirty water. They yelled at me for not asking for help, clearly not understanding what it means to be an introvert, and I felt horrible... A few weeks after that, I heard my mother saying, "Lesbians all should burn in hell!" to my father, and my heart fell to the ground. I've had many crushes, on both male and female. I know I'm bisexual already... The next day we were in the car, and I asked my mother what she thought of gays...
She said, "It's their life. They can do what they want."
"What if I'm bisexual?"
"YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! Uh, but if you are bi, we will accept you.."
I used to be an extrovert, but I'm now introverted. I'm a brilliant actress, but only because I've been hiding my depression. I never cut myself, thanks to my best friend, Eggie, but I came close to drinking bleach when my father told me to "Fuck off", but didn't thanks to her. I have another really close friend, Austin, and he's fine with who I am and I feel wanted for once in my life. I am no longer depressed, but when I say "I love you" to them, I don't mean it... I care about them, hell they're my parents, but they have taught me to not stand up for myself and that I am worthless... I wish there was a way out of this hell. I wish I could tell someone! My friends think I never think about ending it, but that's not true! I believe I'm worthless, regardless of how many times I'm told I'm not! I wish I could just be who I want. I wish I could have been born into a family that cares about my well being! I am shy and introverted, but my family thinks I'm a happy, loud, extrovert! I have anxiety, but I can't tell anyone face to face because I'll break down and crying is weak! I am weak, so why do I hide it? I'm never going to be worth anything! I just wish, that when I closed my eyes and dreamed, that it wouldn't end. That I'd one day wake up and everything will be fine... I just hope god let's things become better...
#depression #wish #listen #help #love #never #friends #parents #hate
I have an eating disorder, but I haven't told anyone because no one will understand what I’m going through. I’m addicted to eating and I don’t need know how to stop it.
#food #addiction #health #secrets #hatemyself
Confessions by confessionstories.org
