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So my fiancé who has 4 kids with someone else (we have 7 together ) but anyway I feel like since he has so many kids with this woman she thinks they are together still. They have a parenting plan and they meet up to exchange the kids 2 times a week and they are always alone and for some odd reason I feel like he is in love with her still and also I feel like he like leads her on to making her think that he loved her still. I don’t even know what goes on behind closed dooors with her.
Me and my boyfriend tried to lose some weight in the last couple of months. Together we weigh around 450 to 500 pounds. We registered at the gym together and started changing our diet. It was a miserable experience for me!!!
I couldn't lose weight although I tried so hard. I cut out carbs and stuff and only ate a pizza or a burger once or twice a week on my lunchbreak from work.He on the other hand started to lose weight rather quickly and he enjoyed it! It's just so unfair!!!I thought about sabotaging him and maybe put sugar in his detox teas or something along those lines..
.I just hate seeing him so happy while I am so miserable...
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I met M in end of 2013 during my business trip, we are colleagues. Maybe due to our job nature, we were very close to each other and when she first knew I will be travelling to her place for business trip, she was as excited as I did. At first, it was just a normal meeting between two colleagues. I was there for more than two months and I must admit it was the best moment of my life ever. I learnt that she had to commute two hours just to go to office, I offered her to stay with me in the hotel which was just a 5 minutes walk away. She agreed and we became closer, we did everything together. Eventually I developed feelings for her and I was quite sure she had the same feeling for me too. We held hands everywhere we went and she was the one who always offered to hold mine. Every night before we slept, we will hug each other and she would want me to cuddle her to sleep and usually when I woke up she was cuddling me instead. She did have a boyfriend that time and honestly speaking I felt really guilty after I knew about it. From the beginning, she was denying having one but admitted eventually and they did have problems but she assured me those problems were there even before I came into her life. We called each other with intimate callings, like I call her "baby" and I'm being slightly chubby and cute (according to her), she called me "meaty". I always play the guy's role as I'm slightly tomboyish and protect and pamper her all the time, shower her with tonnes of gifts which she never asked for. She even openly admitted to other colleagues, we are very close and intimate. Fast forward, I came back to my country and she eventually broke up with her BF in April 2014 right before we went to an overseas trip together. That trip was memorable too because we were still very close to each other. Everything was OK after that, we still say "I love you" to each other all the time. However, I guess at one point of her life, she really wanted to lead a normal life. That's where she started to stop calling me "meaty" and those lovey dovey things no longer coming out from her mouth. She just treats me like her good friend. I still call her baby until today, she doesn't stop me from calling her that way. We still went for trips together after that, she still held my hands, or maybe just my pinky these days... We quarreled a lot after our first trip in April 2014, most of the time I blame her for not giving me enough attention. She wasn't happy and felt that I have interfered her life too much which deep in my heart, I admitted I did as I was afraid of losing her.
Despite those arguments, we just came back from our 3-week trip and it was my worst trip ever! It was all well at the beginning until suddenly a guy joined in our group and it was a love at first sight for him, quick enough they hooked up and now they are progressing to lovers stage! I was stunned because at first she told me she didn't like him but few days later, she admitted she has started to like him because this guy was so persistent and must get her no matter what, she was touched by his courage. I did sort of badmouthing this guy in front of her and she wasn't too happy about it. We argued a lot during this whole trip.
Now we are back from the trip, we had stopped talking to each other so much or to she has stopped replying my instant messages or only replies me very occasionally. I have never felt so depressed as much as now. All this while, I thought I was straight until I met her and I really think I'm a les now. She has indirectly controlling my mind and feelings. I don't know what to do now, she has started to avoid me now.
I have lusted through the act of masturbation, I have judged others, I have envied others, and I have wished bad upon other people.
There is this woman I know around in my town in Australia who is a a real geeky sort (like me), and who is a bit weird and aspie (unfortunately, also like me) - turns out, she is transgender.
I was born a guy BTW, and aside from this woman who basically used me for money and another who just, well, she was a fucking nutter herself (more than me, which is rare), I'm so insanely jealous of this transwoman that, to the point, I want to do the transition myself. Gamer girls get a lot more sex (from both men and women) than gamer guys, and I can tell you, I would just love the attention. Hell, I plan to work in porn if I have to. There are some sick bastards out there and I would just love to be the centre of attention, but in a way that, to me, is beautiful. (I know other people won't agree but I don't care).
Though I'll still be the same geeky person I always have been. Heck, wonder if I am in fact transgendered and my encounter with this person just triggered those feelings within me, or - hell if I know. Still, I do like the idea of being a transgender female, though I can't imagine the discrimination and loss of "male privilege" as the SJW crowd call it being too much fun. I just want to get rid of my disgusting male self but I really don't want to do myself in if I can help it. Maybe becoming a woman would help me restart my life. Yeah, I'm basically a whore in my mentality. So what? No-one has any right to judge me.
The boy I've fallen in love with is like, the school heartthrob. We are best friends, and I live being around him, he's hilarious. Well, sone of his other best friends are MY best friends too. They're all beautiful with perfect bodies and faces, and he has dated every single one of them. Whenever he goes out with someone new I get BEYOND jealous. But the awesome friendship we have is more than I could ever ask for.
I am a bartender at one of the nicer bars in town. One of my regulars is a guy I've known since high school. He's 2 years older than me and his brother is 2 years younger than me so I've known him for a long time. Over the past couple years, we've struck up a nice friendship while he's spent lots of time and money in the bar. I watched last year as he went through his divorce and even gave him a ride home once or twice when we couldn't let him drive himself. I began to catch feelings for him as he's everything I want in a guy. He's smart, tall, wealthy (very), successful, confident and he's really kind. As he recovered from his divorce, he became even more attractive to me and I thought he was noticing me differently too. I became a little more forward, more direct with my flirting and even went as far as to tell him to stay until close one night so we could have a drink together. He did and by the end of that night, I was practically in love.
After that night, I thought we were set. Then, two days later, when he came back in, he sat down and made sure to save the seat next to him. I said, "are you meeting someone here?" He said, "Yeah, actually, you might know her. Do you remember Maria?" I said, "Yeah, I thought she lived in the city?" He said, "She does, she's in town for the rest of the week so she reached out and told me to meet her for a drink." I guess I was kind of cold towards them because the next day he came in and asked if everything was alright. He said I "seemed off" the night before. I wanted to slap him but I knew I'd never have any chance with him ever again. I apologized and have tried staying positive.
It's so tough. I want to tell him how I feel but I'm worried he doesn't feel the same way and will stop coming in as a result.
My girlfriend is involved in a sexual relationship with her really fit coworker. I convinced her to play and she started, under the condition that she is allowed to develop slight feelings for the person. She has now been seeing this guy for several months and they go on weekend long vacations together. Sometimes we won't have sex for a month while she's seeing him almost every other day. Originally it was a turn on, now i don't know if I can live like this.
I wish that I was as talented as other people but it will never happen. I've seen youtube videos of people making incredible music videos, singing, giving tutorials, playing instruments, painting, drawing, etc. and I have to admit, I'm very jealous of those people. I honestly wish that I could do what they do but only better. Unfortunately, I have no skills whatsoever. Want me to draw something? Ok, here's a stick figure. Want to hear me sing? Cover your ears it's going to get irritating. Need me to play an instrument? Again, cover your ears. And don't ask me to make a video of anything because I have 0 tech skills. I don't even know how to photo shop. Every time I see somebody with some incredible talent, it makes me wish I had that talent but ten times better. But, I guess I just have to accept that I have no talent at. Never have and never will.
i fell in love with an actor at age 10 (not gonna say who) i am now in my teenage years,,but seeing him with women in a romantic/sexual way makes me want to puke. especially this one woman...i hate her. i don't usually say i hate people but i think i actually might really hate this woman. just looking at her ugly face makes me want to rip my eyes out. they are in many movies together and i hate it so much. of course i want him to be happy but still...she is terrible. He passed away in 2010 and i feel like maybe he knows my feelings for his female "friends" and i feel like a creep. oh well..
My Parents get jealous whenever I accomplish something great for myself. I am really good at my profession and have gotten big celebrities to like and comment on the work I do. I feel like all of this happening for me has caused my Parents to alienate me even more. Growing up they always try to tear my work down and never gave me a genuine compliment.
As for my older sister AKA “The Golden Child” she can accomplish mediocre things in her life and they’re more interested in that.
Overall these experiences have made me want to leave this house and never return.
i have a crush on a friend who has a girlfriend. today we played sports and i got really horny watching him, but then his girlfriend showed up and he started kissing her and now im in my room fantasizing i was her
#friend #bestfriend #jealousy #crush #lust
Me and my bf has been dating for 2 years now and I still cant help but get jealous whenever he meets a new girl. I get really insecure especially when he talks about them and when I see they’re really pretty. I know its not my bfs fault and I shouldn’t make him stop making girl friends but I dont know how to deal with it without taking it out on him. I do trust him but I just get this haunting feeling that he might fall out of love and found someone better.
My wife constantly makes reference to her sister's comments that her husband has an extremely large penis. She mentions it at least several times a week. It seems my wife is always extra pleasant around the guy all the time too and I think she wants to have sex with him.
So I'm dating a girl, but I like like three other girls. I would like to leave her to date one of them... Except I'm too much of a jealous person so I won't leave her and have another guy have sex with her. I'm thinking about cheating. I'm sorry
Im in love with one of my closest friends. She is straight and I'm not. She has a broke boyfriend who treats her like trash. I know it sounds cliché but I really would treat her so much better. I'm always the one comforting her when he hurts her emotionally and mentally. I can't help but smile every time I look at her. I'll never tell her how I feel because I can't risk her cutting me out of her life.
I want to caution other males. I have never told other males about my secret training as I grew up. But this is a confession site.
There are those who think it would be cool to be able to live off the land. To be able to sneak up & kill any animal. Be a Ranger. All that.
It’s not cool. It’s survival. Some of us are genetically pre disposed to be greater warriors than the rest of you. If we are trained the rest of you stand no chance. It’s like watching sprinters. You could run in the yard your entire life; but without the DNA you’ll never outrun some of them. Well that’s the way it is with people like me. I have the DNA for combat. Throw in an entire lifetime of training & you get me.
Big deal. I discovered I’d rather be educated in a classroom. So at one point I taught Physics. Modern civilization beats the crap out of eating bugs.
Leave that to those who enjoy it. I can scale a cliff with my finger tips. I’d rather watch football on the big screen
I envy all women and would do anything to be born a girl. Women are smart and beautiful and get guys whenever. I love everything about womanhood I even wish to God I had periods and could get pregnant. Pregnancy is something that I have always had a deep desire to do. I cry sometimes because I can't do all things that woman can. I already have almost nothing down there, it is around an inch long and I can't get hard since I never had testicles. I am also small like a girl and around 100 pounds. I am wearing a minidress with tights on and of course my bra, I am on estrogen and I have boobs. I had to learn it hurts like shit when they get crushed, but I still love them. I am hoping that this guy named John is coming over he called and said he was. I love men even though they can be real dicks at times, but I will not go lesbian.
I've made an online friend;
She's 2 years younger than me, she's not legal yet. I'm 18 and she's 16. (Shes straight)
About a year ago, we started fighting, she doesn't know why. But I do.
I'm jealous of her boyfriends, her friends, her family.
I love her, I've started loving her ever since I was 15. I keep fighting with her because I cant keep hiding my jealousy.
I'm drowning in my sins.
I'm lesbian, my family is christians. They said they'd disown me if I was gay.
I cry everynight.
Why cant I hold you?
Why cant I love you?
Why cant I just confess
All my stress would rest,
I love you. I'd die for you.
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I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes.
I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours.
Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests.
I'm going to blow my brains out.
I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.
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