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Im a guy and I went out with my dude friend to the bar. the next day I was walking the best I could. And our 3rd friend got mad we didn't invite him to the bar. If your friend is walking funny the morning after being out with another guy friend. Give them high fives not grief. Ugh


#jealously  


I'm an neurotic and difficult-to-handle person but somehow I managed it to get a boyfriend. I like him, a lot, but I'm such an insecure and broken person and that makes it difficult for me to show him how I truly feel. I really would like to tell him what bothers me and that he should treat me differently.

I have a tough past and this is demonstrated by fear of loss. As soon as he is not with me I am a total wreck and I feel jealous that he's spending time for example with his friends and has a great time, even without me.

I also would love if he integrated me more, so take me with him to his friends. But I'm just too insecure to tell him so.
And then I do stupid things just to hurt him, even if he doesn't find out about it. Just to make me feel better. Last week, I met with someone I know he doesn't want me to meet with while he was out meeting some friends.

I confess that I'm a jealous bitch without self-confidence.


#neurotic   #past   #confidence   #jealous   #friends   #insecure  


my ex has feelings for me and I have feelings to but she has a husband and I have a girlfriend....I'm so confused on what to do...I love my ex and always will but I dont know how far this can go


#lust   #jealous   #love  


I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes.

I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours.

Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests.

I'm going to blow my brains out.

I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.


#suicide   #hate   #jealousy   #lies   #cheaters  


I know my girl is being very dishonest with me because nothing adds up and there is so many far feched excuse but I don't know exactly what she is covering. I don't want lies to make our relationship Fall apart from the extended time of lies I don't know if I can forgive her. how do I get the truth out? I have tried having the most serious and adult understanding conversation with her because we both said we really want to grow old together we have 4 kids together but I have this trust issue only because I really love her and want to be sure we are not wasting time by living lies. I have some proof of her guilt but no confession so it's complicated. What should I do?


#desperate   #girlfriend   #guilt   #jealous   #relationship  


I masturbate, I didn't know it was a sin until I watched this movie, yes God yes,I am scared I don't know what to do.


#i   #masturbate   #depression   #anxiety   #disrespectful   #jealous   #low   #self   #esteem   #anger  


Im in love with one of my closest friends. She is straight and I'm not. She has a broke boyfriend who treats her like trash. I know it sounds cliché but I really would treat her so much better. I'm always the one comforting her when he hurts her emotionally and mentally. I can't help but smile every time I look at her. I'll never tell her how I feel because I can't risk her cutting me out of her life.


#jealousy   #lesbian  


My Parents get jealous whenever I accomplish something great for myself. I am really good at my profession and have gotten big celebrities to like and comment on the work I do. I feel like all of this happening for me has caused my Parents to alienate me even more. Growing up they always try to tear my work down and never gave me a genuine compliment.

As for my older sister AKA “The Golden Child” she can accomplish mediocre things in her life and they’re more interested in that.

Overall these experiences have made me want to leave this house and never return.


#jealousy   #jealous   #hate  


Me and my bf has been dating for 2 years now and I still cant help but get jealous whenever he meets a new girl. I get really insecure especially when he talks about them and when I see they’re really pretty. I know its not my bfs fault and I shouldn’t make him stop making girl friends but I dont know how to deal with it without taking it out on him. I do trust him but I just get this haunting feeling that he might fall out of love and found someone better.


#boyfriend   #jealousy   #trust   #confession   #girl   #relationship  


So there is this guy I like really like and I heard he was dating another girl and I got really jealous


#jealous   #love   #envy  


I met M in end of 2013 during my business trip, we are colleagues. Maybe due to our job nature, we were very close to each other and when she first knew I will be travelling to her place for business trip, she was as excited as I did. At first, it was just a normal meeting between two colleagues. I was there for more than two months and I must admit it was the best moment of my life ever. I learnt that she had to commute two hours just to go to office, I offered her to stay with me in the hotel which was just a 5 minutes walk away. She agreed and we became closer, we did everything together. Eventually I developed feelings for her and I was quite sure she had the same feeling for me too. We held hands everywhere we went and she was the one who always offered to hold mine. Every night before we slept, we will hug each other and she would want me to cuddle her to sleep and usually when I woke up she was cuddling me instead. She did have a boyfriend that time and honestly speaking I felt really guilty after I knew about it. From the beginning, she was denying having one but admitted eventually and they did have problems but she assured me those problems were there even before I came into her life. We called each other with intimate callings, like I call her "baby" and I'm being slightly chubby and cute (according to her), she called me "meaty". I always play the guy's role as I'm slightly tomboyish and protect and pamper her all the time, shower her with tonnes of gifts which she never asked for. She even openly admitted to other colleagues, we are very close and intimate. Fast forward, I came back to my country and she eventually broke up with her BF in April 2014 right before we went to an overseas trip together. That trip was memorable too because we were still very close to each other. Everything was OK after that, we still say "I love you" to each other all the time. However, I guess at one point of her life, she really wanted to lead a normal life. That's where she started to stop calling me "meaty" and those lovey dovey things no longer coming out from her mouth. She just treats me like her good friend. I still call her baby until today, she doesn't stop me from calling her that way. We still went for trips together after that, she still held my hands, or maybe just my pinky these days... We quarreled a lot after our first trip in April 2014, most of the time I blame her for not giving me enough attention. She wasn't happy and felt that I have interfered her life too much which deep in my heart, I admitted I did as I was afraid of losing her.
Despite those arguments, we just came back from our 3-week trip and it was my worst trip ever! It was all well at the beginning until suddenly a guy joined in our group and it was a love at first sight for him, quick enough they hooked up and now they are progressing to lovers stage! I was stunned because at first she told me she didn't like him but few days later, she admitted she has started to like him because this guy was so persistent and must get her no matter what, she was touched by his courage. I did sort of badmouthing this guy in front of her and she wasn't too happy about it. We argued a lot during this whole trip.

Now we are back from the trip, we had stopped talking to each other so much or to she has stopped replying my instant messages or only replies me very occasionally. I have never felt so depressed as much as now. All this while, I thought I was straight until I met her and I really think I'm a les now. She has indirectly controlling my mind and feelings. I don't know what to do now, she has started to avoid me now.


#lesbian   #feeling   #jealousy  


I can't help it. I'm jealous of everyone. I used to get teased a lot, and even though that has stopped, I still feel like everyone is gloating and trying to steal my things. I hate it when any girl even says hi to my boyfriend. I see everyone as a threat. I can't help it. I hate that I see things this way. I hate that I can't just be friends with someone. When I'm walking down the street and I see a girl my age, I get jealous. It's terrible. I do a good job of hiding these feelings so that no one else hates me, but I hate myself. I even notice bad things about my friends. I don't feel depressed, and I know that people like me, but I can't help it. I just hate people instantly.


#jealous   #impression   #boyfriend  


I confess that I am a very jealous person. I spy on my boyfriend, read his texts, whats app and facebook.


#confession   #jealous   #spy   #facebook   #whatsapp  


I envy all women and would do anything to be born a girl. Women are smart and beautiful and get guys whenever. I love everything about womanhood I even wish to God I had periods and could get pregnant. Pregnancy is something that I have always had a deep desire to do. I cry sometimes because I can't do all things that woman can. I already have almost nothing down there, it is around an inch long and I can't get hard since I never had testicles. I am also small like a girl and around 100 pounds. I am wearing a minidress with tights on and of course my bra, I am on estrogen and I have boobs. I had to learn it hurts like shit when they get crushed, but I still love them. I am hoping that this guy named John is coming over he called and said he was. I love men even though they can be real dicks at times, but I will not go lesbian.


#jealousy   #envy  


i fell in love with an actor at age 10 (not gonna say who) i am now in my teenage years,,but seeing him with women in a romantic/sexual way makes me want to puke. especially this one woman...i hate her. i don't usually say i hate people but i think i actually might really hate this woman. just looking at her ugly face makes me want to rip my eyes out. they are in many movies together and i hate it so much. of course i want him to be happy but still...she is terrible. He passed away in 2010 and i feel like maybe he knows my feelings for his female "friends" and i feel like a creep. oh well..


#jealous   #jealousy   #anger  


I am a bartender at one of the nicer bars in town. One of my regulars is a guy I've known since high school. He's 2 years older than me and his brother is 2 years younger than me so I've known him for a long time. Over the past couple years, we've struck up a nice friendship while he's spent lots of time and money in the bar. I watched last year as he went through his divorce and even gave him a ride home once or twice when we couldn't let him drive himself. I began to catch feelings for him as he's everything I want in a guy. He's smart, tall, wealthy (very), successful, confident and he's really kind. As he recovered from his divorce, he became even more attractive to me and I thought he was noticing me differently too. I became a little more forward, more direct with my flirting and even went as far as to tell him to stay until close one night so we could have a drink together. He did and by the end of that night, I was practically in love.

After that night, I thought we were set. Then, two days later, when he came back in, he sat down and made sure to save the seat next to him. I said, "are you meeting someone here?" He said, "Yeah, actually, you might know her. Do you remember Maria?" I said, "Yeah, I thought she lived in the city?" He said, "She does, she's in town for the rest of the week so she reached out and told me to meet her for a drink." I guess I was kind of cold towards them because the next day he came in and asked if everything was alright. He said I "seemed off" the night before. I wanted to slap him but I knew I'd never have any chance with him ever again. I apologized and have tried staying positive.

It's so tough. I want to tell him how I feel but I'm worried he doesn't feel the same way and will stop coming in as a result.


#jealousy   #crush   #fantasy  


I have lusted through the act of masturbation, I have judged others, I have envied others, and I have wished bad upon other people.


#masturbation   #lust   #jealousy   #judging  


19 female: My best friend likes a guy. He likes us both. If he were to try to do anything with me i wouldnt let him only to stay friends with my best friend. I encouraged the relationship but the more i think about it the more i wish it was me and him.


#jealous  


I think my boyfriend likes talking to other girls more than talking to me. He often seems very distracted when I try to talk to him but as soon as another girl shows up, he's "awake" and fools around with her. I guess I am very jealous about that but it keeps me wondering.
I now think about breaking up with him, just to let him pay. I feel bad all the time and could cry all day long and I want him to notice but he doesn't.


#love   #boyfriend   #notice   #jealous   #pay   #revenge  


I confess I am very jealous! With that I destroy every relationship of mine...
It started at the first date with my first boyfriend: I already checked his phone on our FIRST date while he was in the restroom, I searched his room, found his passwords and checked his accounts on a daily basis.
But of course all was unveiled some afternoon as he caught me while I was looking through his phone. But even as he found out how jealous I am, he stayed with me.
Even my next boyfriend stayed with me after he found out what a control freak I am.
I don't know why but I guess because I think of myself as something better...
I am a terrible person and I beg for redemption.


#jealous   #relationship   #boyfriend   #phone   #restroom   #control   #freak  



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