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I put 95% of the effort with people I consider friends. I realize now that I don't really have that many people in my life who care enough to check in.
#lonely #friendship #life #alone
Sometimes I wish I got cancer again, just from the attention I'd get.
It's made me angry, but it's made me afraid, because I loved you, I love you, and now I'm scared of the people I don't know because I don't know them, and the people I love because I want to be close but if I get close to them then they can get close to me, and no, no, no, don't come close to me, don't touch me, go far, far away, I don't want to see you, but if I can't see you then I can't see you coming, and why can't you understand that there's a difference between trust and forgive because I forgive you and love you but because of you I can never trust you or anyone ever again and I still check under my bed and out my window, and check that I've locked my bedroom door more times than the front door, and I want to get out of here because here's where it happened, but out is where you are and I don't want to go where you are and I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely but I'm scared because I love you.
I am in love with a girl. Absolutely head over heels. She's kind, makes time for me, funny, sweet, smart, caring, pretty... She's everything I love.
We spend so much time talking. Often, we video call for hours on end, overnight, we sit on video call whilst going about day to day activities.
It's like I'm actually there.
But she lives in another country.
I know many people make long distance work, we don't even have a language barrier as my German is very good and her English is amazing.
It's just after the last long distance I did, I'm afraid of losing her. I love her. It's not a silly passing infatuation. I can see myself marrying her.
#love #girl #crush #longdistance #lonely
I'm lost and hopeless, but yet im begging to be found, i feel lonely but not alone. I'm sucidual but scared die. I'm slowly falling apart but everyone thinks I'm fine.
#depression #lonely #lost
I'm lonely. Well... all my friends make fun of me and don't realize I'm hurting. Everyone says I'm depressed but don't make an effort to help. My friend says I have depressed written on my forehead. And they push me around like I'm a little bitch. But when I get tired of it I make comments like 'i dont care' 'yeah sure' 'okay' and i mumble them then they stop. So sometimes I try and ignore them and just sit in the corner and not talk to anyone but I always manage to begin talking to them again because I'm just a social person with no friends. I have one good friend. What do I do?
I am a fool. I always try to help people. I always screw up. If I could live my life over again i’d be completely selfish to the world. Id only serve myself until i married. Then id only serve my family. Because in the end everyone is selfish. My children are poor because i tried to help others instead of myself.
I often contemplate divorce, I love my wife but I have not been happy for years and I keep convincing myself things will get better but I'm starting to get the the point where I dont care anymore.
Still not sure what the best course of action is. I am kind of lost and I do not know anything.
I confess I don’t know how to talk to girls.
#lonely #frustrated #mad #bored #sex #judgemental #been #a #while #stupid #ex
I have no friends, I haven't since 2012, I can't seem to find anyone around my age to hang around with (we've just moved house I'm 17, nearly 18)
I've asked for help with getting friends, but no one seems to help me.
I feel trapped in my own house, with the same people, all the time. I don't know what to do. I feel slightly depressed everyday.
I'm jealous of my own mum because she has people to talk to as I have no one.
I can't walk properly, so I can't exactly go out walking around to find friends...I get told things will get better, but I feel like every time they say that they're lying to my face because nothing ever gets better when they say that.
I don't know what to do, I feel unloved, friendless and hopeless, I'm afraid of what will happen to my mental state if I continue to feel lonely.
#lonely #helpless #unloved #friends #friendless #friend #love #hate #happiness
Yesterday I finally decided to move out from my parent's house. I am 31 years old (going to turn 32 next monday) and I was always frightened to leave home to live in my own. I now live about 10 minutes away from home, in a small flat and I consider to buy me a cat or something because I feel very lonley. I miss my parents so much, it's awful. But I can't tell anymore because it would be too embarrassing. :(
Is hate towards a person right? I’ve always told myself that hate is a strong word. I try and remind myself that they are loved by others. But I feel nothing but hate towards him. The things he has put me through is unfair. The amount of times I’ve cried. The amount of times I have forgiven and taken him back. Or even tolerating being called all sorts of names. I am a mother. A young mother who grew up with neither of her parents. Who all she wants is to love her kids. For them to grow up with both parents. But how is that possible when the person they love is the same person you hate. They see him as a hero and the best father. While I suffer from the pain and tolerate what he has done. I keep fighting. For them. One day I’ll be strong enough to say enough is enough.
#sad #lonely #relationship #help
I'm 12, I like multiple girls. One is called Maddie, second is Lexi, then I really really like Cora. They're all amazing but they all don't like me. I got friend zoned by Cora but she yet flirts. I went on a date a few weeks back with a Girl who likes me but I don't like her. What do I do? I want a girlfriend(or boyfriend) but I wanna actually like them like I feel for the girls.
I just have never been a serious relationship and have always wanted to I really want someone to genuinely love me so I have romantic scenes playing in my head like all the time
I just have never been a serious relationship and have always wanted to I really want someone to genuinely love me so I have romantic scenes playing in my head like all the time
My sister and I had the worst fight we ever had. I was being mean by hitting, but not much, but I wasn’t saying anything mean. My sister can control her physical side, but she can’t control her words. She made me feel terrible like a monster, like a pest that wouldn’t go away. Words, to me, cut deeper than the skin. In the midst of our fight, she said she wanted me to scream louder so my dad could come hit me. Said it would make her happy to see me in pain. Whenever she left me alone , I would sob and cry as quietly as I could, so they wouldn’t hear me.
I had cried at least eight times in less than 2 days. Even before the fight I cried because mom and dad wouldn’t really notice me much. One time my mom was with my sister in the kitchen laughing and having fun. I came outside to join, but right when I came mom fell silent. She didn’t acknowledge me at all. I said hi but she didn’t care. I went back in my room.
My sister said don’t go, but I left since I felt left out. Once I left my mom said why should she stay. I heard it and I cried and cried. Then after the fight, dad screamed at me and told my sister to leave me alone. A few minutes later my sister, my dad and my mom were laughing and having fun while I was crying feeling like I didn’t belong. I still feel like I don’t belong . Everyone would be happier, have no more fight, no more cry’s, no more maintenance. I DONT BELONG!!!
#sorry #family #parents #sister #fight #depressed #sad #lonely
I have no goals in life. I have no ambition. I have nothing to thrive for. I have no compassion.
I do not want to waste my life, but I do not know what do change either.
So, I guess, I am just living this blank, unassuming, boring and plain life. And that sucks big time. Why bother living?
#despair #life #boring #lonely #confession
I am in love of a man that's twenty years older than me, and I'm pretty sure he has no clue I exist. He's clearly in love of someone else and every time I see them together, I feel like my world is falling apart.
#heartbreak #sad #lonely
gosh i just want to run away from this im so tired why am I doing this what is it even for I'm just on a ball in space hurtling through the universe and I'm stuck doing chemistry for a career I might not even want to really do like don't get me wrong I think its cool and I want to help people but why am i doing this why cant i just run away into the woods and live in a cottage in the woods with my lover and have a cute little farm with some animals and bake break and desserts and just enjoy my life and not have to worry about anything anymore I'm so tired of living the same life and the same day over and over again just going through the motions I just want to feel something different than this im so lonely and tired and done and gosh I just dont want to be in this room anymore i want to be in love and i want to love is that too much to ask for
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