Frustrating Confessions

I don't wanna me with my boyfriend anymore, he drives me crazy. Like he drinks his coffee, it's disgusting and annoying, I could go nuts! I don't think he is attractive anymore. Now he wants to marry me and I am not able to break up with him. Our parents are now starting to plan our wedding and I am freaking out. Actually, I'm in love in another man and I rejected him for my present boyfriend. I am such an idiot. This was the biggest mistake in my life and I don't know how I can end this. I'll have to leave my boyfriend at the altar, whether I like it or not.

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I am lesbian, have a mortgage with a long term partner, a dog, horses, the whole nine yards.
Sex life has somewhat dwindled and I find myself masterbating 3/4 times a week.
There's this women at work, straight and engaged (obviously) and so hot. She knows I like her and flirts like mad but openly admits she is a flirt. Infact everyone at work knows I like her, they also know my partner. She is my sole focus when masterbating, I envisage pulling up her dress, revealing her thong, pulling it down and slipping two fingers around her. All of this whilst bent on a table. I want to wrap her hair around my fist and pull hard as I fuck her, I want to see her when she comes.
Sadly this is all it will ever be, I would like to think I wouldn't cheat but if she offered it to me, would I?

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