Brave Confessions

I burnt the last photograph I had from you today. You fell in love and got married. I saw you on the street today, happy and cheerful, but you didn't saw me. I hope I would have been brave enough to step up to yo and tell you how I feel. And tell you how much I love you.
Take care of yourself. I love you A. E.

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I always have the desire to do something stupid to make myself look brave. I don't know how that started, but I soon noticed that I got the attention I need by doing something reckless and stupid. Last week, I jumped in front of a moving car to save a small frog and I was almost hit. The driver of the car couldn't believe how stupid I acted because I didn't want to apologize for it. Two months ago, I jumped into a lake near my hometown, even though I can't swim. I just need the adrenaline and I need the attention.It's like an addiction and I know, someday, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, I going to die because of it. 

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