Insecure Confessions

I'm an neurotic and difficult-to-handle person but somehow I managed it to get a boyfriend. I like him, a lot, but I'm such an insecure and broken person and that makes it difficult for me to show him how I truly feel. I really would like to tell him what bothers me and that he should treat me differently.

I have a tough past and this is demonstrated by fear of loss. As soon as he is not with me I am a total wreck and I feel jealous that he's spending time for example with his friends and has a great time, even without me.

I also would love if he integrated me more, so take me with him to his friends. But I'm just too insecure to tell him so.
And then I do stupid things just to hurt him, even if he doesn't find out about it. Just to make me feel better. Last week, I met with someone I know he doesn't want me to meet with while he was out meeting some friends.

I confess that I'm a jealous bitch without self-confidence.

#neurotic   #past   #confidence   #jealous   #friends   #insecure  

I'm really insecure and I feel fucking pathetic about it. I have a toothgap, ugly freckles, am overweight, have a skin condition causing redness and bumps on my arms, am a closeted lesbian and Christian. My anxiety also makes me feel patheitic because I can't even stop shaking when I'm at the supermarket. I've never told anyone, but I'm suicidal but every time I've tried to go through with it, I can't finish the job. It makes me feel weak that I can't even go through with doing a fucking favour for myself. Suicide support pages always say to hold on to see if tomorrow is a better day but I'm so sick of waiting for a fucking saving grace that's never going to come.

#suicide   #insecure  

I don't like going out because I'm really ugly. There are so many beautiful girls out there and every tine I see them I feel sad and insecure. I envy all beautiful and pretty girls. They're all so lucky.

i have the greatest boyfriend in the whole world and i feel so lucky to call him mine but sometimes i just get so selfish and i think about breaking up with him just to see him fight to get me back because i always feel insecure about myself and i don’t know why he’s dating me. idk tbh

#bf   #breakup   #insecure  

I’ve been dating my bf for a year and five months and lately we’ve been having problems but we’re good now and I want to bring up something that has been bothering me, my bf follows many lewd anime girls accounts. It may be stupid of me to feel insecure about it but I can’t help it, I just feel like he sees the drawings more attractive than me. And I want to address it without causing an argument.

#boyfriend   #girlfriend   #insecure   #anime   #animegirls  

I have been hiding behind a thick mask for as long as I can remember, I guess I'll always be an insecure person.

#insecurity   #insecure   #mask   #hiding   #depressed  

I've been on this dating app for a while. And recently a guy called me boring and dumb. I insulted him back of course saying I didn't care but minutes later I began crying out of self pity because his words hit me where it hurt the most. For some time, I questioned my self worth and wondered if anyone would truly love me for me.

I'm obsessed with my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend. I hate her but I love to look at her and it's becoming a problem. It makes me jealous and insecure.

#jealous   #insecure