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Every so often, I get these really strong urge to have sex with another man. Im usually pretty straight acting, always been into women, but then I get an urge. I spend hours online talking with different guys and making plans with them to meet up and have sex. I get so turned on that before I even meet them I end up climaxing.

Then the urge goes away. Completely. I am left confused and disappointed. Because I like them and I thought about it obsessively all day. They are good looking guys and seem like fun. I get so turned on that I can't help myself and jerk off. But then the urge instantly guess away...

So now I'm freshly showered. Ready to go meet one of these guys. I already came. And now have to explain to 3 different guys why I can't meet up with them for anonymous sex.

It's a serious problem, and I think I'm a bit insane. This has been going on for 3 years now, but I keep going back.

#gay  

I hide away in my room because I’m too scared they will see the sadness I feel. I don’t eat. I don’t even motivate myself anymore. I hate everyone and everything. That’s that.

#i   #hate   #myself   #most  

I started sleeping with a guy I’ve always wanted to fuck last year even though he had/has a girlfriend.
I’ve always thought he was hot but have never been single when he’s been around (meaning he was in jail for the short time I was free between relationships since I met him about 8-9 years ago).
It was supposed to be one “encounter” … We had about 5 days while she was away and that was supposed to be it, however every time she’s been away since then he’s contacted me, the last couple of times even coming to me at my house (we lived just over an hour apart and I’d always gone to him). I’ve not once tried to reach out or been the one to instigate further hookups, it was always him, but not once was I going to turn him down. The connection is AMAZING, honestly I’ve had some of THE BEST sex of my life with this guy.
The weird thing is, even though I know his partner I just don’t feel guilty, I don’t give a fuck, I would and probably will continue to fuck this boy every time she is out of town.

#ifuckedyourboyfriend   #illdoitagain   #mostselfishthingihaveeverdone   #noguilt  

We were both 15, we had just taken our impact testing so we could do sports. As we were walking around the school he pulled me in and gave a me kiss, not a long one just a peck. We both knew he had a girlfriend (even though she was 18 and almost 2 1/2 hours away.) We kept walking and occasionally he would grab my ass and pull me into him so my ass would press against his dick. I remember him whispering "come here and fell it through your big ass" then kissing my neck. He followed me into a bathroom and pushed me against a stall and then fingered me standing up while still kissing me with pecks (we didn't make out at all) after that we went back to our friends who didn't realize we left and just talked. It's kinda been weird between us but it should roll over, even though we have a pool party to go to next Saturday 😋💦

#almostraped   #bathroom   #regretnotsuckinghimoff  

Masturbating at my cottage with computer on my lap. I thought I locked the door. Neighbor came in without knocking. Luckily my screen was hiding my erection. 2 steps either way and she would have seen everything. Exciting but scary.

#caught   #almost