Stepfather Confessions

I'm malel, 21 years old and I love my family.
I was raised by my grandparents and I always had great respect of them, but at this moment I can't "not respond" to the provocations of my grandmother.
All she tells me annoys me and I answer her badley, because I just lost my stepfather for about a month ago and she now wants to control everything that is happening here at home: (that hours we enter, that hours we left, where we go, what we do...) We currently need privacy and let us do our "grieving", but she is always on top of things happening.
Everyone tells me that I have to give her a "discount" because of her age, but I can not, but right after I answer her badly, I regret.

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Maybe it's not the right way to do it, but I'd like to thank my friend Dave for being there for me.
Thanks buddy! You can't imagine how grateful I am that I can call you my friend.

My life has always been very rough.
I had problems with the asshole of stepfather, he was very cruel to me, my little sister Trish and my mom. He beaten us up, got totally drunk and I often saw him going into the bedroom of Trish at night but I was too scared to tell anybody. I am such a dick! Why haven't I told someone?

I moved out, left my beloved little sister behind; that was 4 years ago... Trish was 12 to that time.
I was in therapy for the last months! My sister is dead... she killed herself about a year ago. She didn't say anything before she did it. The last year I had to life with the certainty that it's my fault that she's dead now!! My baby little sister is dead... I just had to say somethin about our stepfather but I didn't!

All of my friends abandoned me; they said I could have done something against it.....
Only Dave was behind my back all the time.. I am not good right now but just because of him, I am able to live.
Thanks bro!

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When I was 15, my mom married my stepdad. My stepdad worked from home so he was always around. He would always indirectly compliment me about how beautiful he thought I was. When I was 17, school was let out early and my stepdad didn't know that apparently because when I got to my room, I walked in on him jerking off on my bed with my panties in his hand. I acted disgusted and yelled at him to get out, but I never told my mother. After that we acted like it never happened. I am 18 going on 19 now and since then I have realized how horny the thought of him fucking me makes me. Every time I see my stepdad, I get immediately turned on now. The thought of him lusting after me to that extent is so hot to me. Then again, I am angry with him for betraying my mother like that. I feel guilty because my mother really loves him. I'm never going to act on this fantasy but it's the only thing I touch myself to.

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