Videos Confessions

This isn't really a sin, but I'm not sure if I'm weird for it.

I listen to either BGMs or just any songs in general and in my head, I come up with music videos (that have storylines to it) with my OCs [original characters] in them. One time, I played an entire Chronicles of Narnia BGM playlist on YouTube and for the entire 30+ minutes, all I did was just sit there creating an entire story using my imagination with my OCs while music was being played in the background.

Is that weird??

#music   #imagination   #musicvideos   #musicvideo   #video   #narnia   #weird  

My wife and I make sex video and take lots of pictures. She thinks they're just for us but I post them all over the Internet. They have hundreds of thousands of views. Sometimes when we're making them and having some drinks I'll slip her a couple ambien so she won't remember me putting her on live cam as my slut for pay.

#drugged   #videos   #slut   #wife  

I enjoy the sorrow, misery and pain of others. It does not have to be anything crass, but I get giddy and really really gleeful if I watch someone struggling.
I ROARED with laughter when I watched a young mother lose her baby's pacifier in a drainpipe and the baby started crying.
When I am walking through town and occasionally stop and watch, hoping for something funny to happen - I love watching people struggling with heavy objects.
I love watching fail compilations on YouTube.

Unfortunately, I now read on the internet that this glee and joy for the pain of others might be connected to feelings of inferiority.
I confess that I worry that should be ashamed for my key source of joy in my life. And that I love my fellow human beings the most when they are stuck in a water slide.

#funny   #despair   #joy   #glee   #youtube   #videos   #fun   #laughing   #baby   #mother   #slide   #water   #confession   #inferiority