I've never really had anybody close to me die. I think the song is about a feeling that I have that, it still applies. It's a feeling of longing, once again.

x. Crosby's other influences include Steve Vai Joe Satriani U2 and Depeche Mode. It is speculated that his father who was a lounge guitarist whom he never met may have been partially Japanese.

Jon Crosby (born July 25 1976) is an American musician and founder of the musical outfit VAST.