Pills Confessions

I do pain pills everyday.
Been doing it for years
never been to jail
never had it destroy my life
never lost a job over it
or a boyfriend
or a friend

I don't want to quit I don't want to get better>
I just wanna have a damn good time :)
I don't think there's anything wrong with that

#drugs   #addiction   #choices  

My dog is dying and I think I am going to end his suffering. He is an old but very good boy and his body is full with cancer. I just can not see him like this. He does not eat much. He does not drink much. I informed myself about the most humane way to put him to sleep. I bought special kind of sleeping pills. And I am going to put that into his water or his food (I am not sure about this one yet) tonight.
I am devastated but I think it is for the best.

#dog   #dying   #dead   #sleep   #pills   #kill   #sad   #confess