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Am I dying? For weeks I’ve fought this illness. Chills & heat flashes. Endless diareah.
I can only breath tiny little bits at a time. If I open my mouth or try to speak I cough out of control so badly it hurts.
I’ve lost over 40 lbs in 4 wks. I can barely walk. Setting up is a fight. I cough up thick while flim. I can barely eat a few bites.
I need a hospital; but I live in a redneck state so I can’t get enough insurance. So I set in the floor leaning on a wall seeing if I’ll live one more day.
I wear my n95 & face shield. But that does me no good when my idiot niece runs off to the beach & to parties in hot spot cities without a mask. She argues she read she could get mold from wearing a mask on the net. So she gets the virus & laughs it off. She hacks for two weeks before getting tested.
Sad thing; I don’t even have Covid. I’m a transplant patient. I have pneumonia from getting wet outside. I then couldn’t eat correctly for wks trying to dodge her as she hacked on everything. Then she’d turn the AC to freezing then turn on the heat. Over & over till I got pneumonia.
I've made an online friend;
She's 2 years younger than me, she's not legal yet. I'm 18 and she's 16. (Shes straight)
About a year ago, we started fighting, she doesn't know why. But I do.
I'm jealous of her boyfriends, her friends, her family.
I love her, I've started loving her ever since I was 15. I keep fighting with her because I cant keep hiding my jealousy.
I'm drowning in my sins.
I'm lesbian, my family is christians. They said they'd disown me if I was gay.
I cry everynight.
Why cant I hold you?
Why cant I love you?
Why cant I just confess
All my stress would rest,
I love you. I'd die for you.
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My dog is dying and I think I am going to end his suffering. He is an old but very good boy and his body is full with cancer. I just can not see him like this. He does not eat much. He does not drink much. I informed myself about the most humane way to put him to sleep. I bought special kind of sleeping pills. And I am going to put that into his water or his food (I am not sure about this one yet) tonight.
I am devastated but I think it is for the best.
What do you think... is it ok to lie to a person that is dying? That is a question I get to ask myself over and over again for the last 3 years. My Dad was very sick. I do not want to say too much about it to protect my identity, but after his diagnosis, we knew that he did not have much time left. He needed a kidney transplant and he needed one fast.
My sister and I immediately went to the doctors to see if we were a match and could save his life by giving him one of our kidneys.
I remember that my sister's appointment was on a Tuesday, mine was following the next day on Wednesday.
Here comes the horrible part... I never went to my appointment. I was drinking and partying the night before and overslept. It was such a terrible, horrible and terrifying time and I used to get my mind off things by doing a lot of wrong stuff with a lot of wrong people.
I woke up in a haze on Thursday afternoon to a frantic phone call from my sister telling me that she was no match. She was crying hysterically and beyond reasoning. I still remember that moment. I could have said that I forgot my appointment and that I would make another one. But a lot of other stuff happened before (I do not want to talk about it in detail), that I was ashamed to admit it. In this moment, I was certain, if my sister was not a match, I would not be one either.
So, I lied. I said I WAS at the appointment and that I also was not able to donate.
In that moment I really believed that the universe would not be so sadistic and evil as to let my kind and good father die because of his terrible excuse of a daughter.
Well, he lived for 3 more months. They were not able to find a match or a donor in time. And I will never know if I could have saved his life.
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