When we put things off until some future-probably mythical-Laterland, we drag the past into the future. The burden of yesterday's incompletions is a heavy load to carry. Don't carry it.

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McWilliams was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma in 1996. He was released from custody on $250000 bail and with the "condition that he not use marijuana. McWilliams later repudiated the movement claiming to be the sole author of the books.