Habit Confessions

I went to my friend's slumber party but there were only six of us because parents were afraid to let their kids out of lockdown. We had fun anyways and I still made three new friends. At bed time we changed and lied togheter on the floor with sheets and pillows. We giggled, talked, told stories and I fell asleep. In the middle of the night a head between my legs and a tongue at my vagina awoke me. I was startaled and afraid to. It felt good so I pretened to stay asleep. I had no idea when it all started but it lasted another five minutes or so before she quietly slid away. My pleasure feelings stopped and I fell back to sleep. When we got up that morning it was weird to look at everyone and know that one of them just gave me my first sexual contact. I talked and even stared at their hair looking for clues. Nothing. I went home not knowing who gave me those pleasurable feelings. Was it one of my friends or one whom I just met. And why me? Will I ever know, do I want to know? Will I look at girls in the same way as before? Curiousity is still in my head. I have a new bad I cannot break. I go to bed and end up thinking of that night. I start touching and rubbing until I have to get up, lock the door, and get naked. I put my blanket and pillow on the floor. Then I hump, ride, and grind my pillow with each girl running their tongue on my pussy. I try each girl to find the who gives the most pleasure. Every day gets better and better and I cannot wait till bedtime to masturbate.

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Too often I find myself creating slideshows of women and girls wearing short skirts/dresses and masturbate to them. In real life, I'm just so turned on by short skirts that I often can't help myself whenever I see one. On top of that, if I happen to witness or find an image of a female curtsying in a skirt/dress or a panty upskirt shot, I get even more horny. And the weirdest part is that, for some silly reason, I enjoy jerking off to these pictures most when I replace the female's heads with an elephant's head. As someone who believes in Jesus Christ, I am easily able to recognize this as a habitual sin that I need to break because it often damages the way I look at the opposite sex when I see them wearing such attire.

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My room is right next to our bathroom. Everytime someone goes to the toilet I can hear them. My dad is a very loud and long pee-er, my mother makes a lot of pauses in between and my little sister can't pee without pooping.
I keep diary about their bathroom habits. Maybe they need it some time. You can't know.
Now, I can say who's on the toilet just by listening.

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