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I am 36 and married to my husband since I was 23. I keep my body is great shape, am a natural blonde all over, including "down there". I keep myself looking as good as I can, and naturally look much younger. It's not me, it's genetics, my mother and all her sisters are in their late 50's or early 60's and look like they are 38. I had been to a cocktail party and a friend and I stopped by a well known, large hotel for a drink. She had to leave and I was left alone with my drink. I guess by sitting there alone, dressed in a cocktail dress, I gave men an idea. These two very good looking men, one in his 40's and one in the 50's started buying me drinks. I went to the bar with them. After a bit it dawned on me that they thought I was a prostitute. They also thought I was about 22 to 25, I didn't bother to correct them, on either count. I was showing a bit more leg as we talked, even giving glimpses of my see through panties, and my C cup cleavage. One of them was running his finger in my cleavage the other touching my pussy through my panties. Finally they asked . . . how much to go to the older ones suite and make myself available for the both of them.
It was the point of no return and I had no idea, so I said $ 1000 and they readily took me up on it. Now I really don't get to make money for myself, and never money in that amount. I kept wondering how they'd freak out if they knew I was married (my rings were at the Jeweler being cleaned), a mom to 2, and was a suburban typical mom who would be at a PTA meeting the next evening. I told them that for $1000 it was only one time each. With that they took me up to a huge suite, with open windows looking over the city and had me undress in front of the windows. I was very nervous, not knowing what I'd gotten myself into but I kept going, I had $ 1000 in hundred dollar bills in my purse. They actually gasped when I revealed my naked boobs to them, then again when I pulled down my panties to show my blonde haired bush. It actually felt good to be appreciated and viewed as someone sexy again. It was at that time the older one pulled out another $1,500.00 and asked me if I'd stay with them for 3 full hours, I agreed to 2.
Throughout the time with them it was a blur, I didn't even think about the fact I was cheating on my husband it was purely about sex and me feeling sexy . . . someone wanted me so badly they paid me $2,500.00 to be with me and have sex with me. I sucked the older one till he came in my mouth, the other one was next and when he got hard he laid me on the big bed and saying "I've never had a blonde haired pussy before" he plunged a much bigger cock that I'd ever had before into me and within a few strokes I was riding with him and even came. We did all kinds of positions, ending with me on top and him pulling my hips down and thrusting up inside me as he came in me. Then the next one had a turn and while he was going I sucked the other till he was hard again. The older one shot in me with his average size cock and the second was ready again. Only this time he rolled me over and pulling some cum and my own lube from my pussy to my ass, screwed me anally. He was reaching around rubbing my pussy and my tits, the older one started squeezing my tits and tweaking my nipples too. I'd not wanted to admit that it was my first time having anal, but I guess I was caught up in the complete sexiness I felt and I was willing to let him. He came in me anally, and the older one had me suck him then he pulled out and got on top of me and inserted his cock between my tits, pumped them for several minutes and shot off all over my tits, neck and face.
I asked if I could wash up a bit, and took a shower, cleaning all the cum out of me. The anal cum I got out sitting on the toilet first. Washed up, I came out naked and they had another $1000 for me and showed me pictures they'd each been taking on their phone. There I was moaning and groaning on my belly, my tits being mauled by the guy on top of me who screwed my ass. Another showed me with the cum all over me after I'd been tit fucked. I kissed them both, got dressed and asked them not to spread those around, both of them being married and in the pictures too, I really didn't worry about it much.
I went home, took another shower and my husband wanted to have sex. We did, and I came much faster than normal from remembering what I'd just done. He didn't seem to notice that I was a bit looser, and a little sloppy, though I tried to tighten up as much as possible. I had been the good wife for years, and now had sold my body to men for sex. . . and a total of $ 3,500.00 After a couple of days, I even asked my husband to do anal sex to me and he did. He didn't like it too much, but he does it every once in a while now. I guess for him it's something different too. I keep thinking of that first time when I got paid, of course the guy didn't know I was an anal virgin. Then after a few weeks I get a phone message with the pictures of me being fucked by the two of them. The older one is coming back in town and wants to see me. I agreed that I couldn't stay the weekend, but would be with him for 2 hours at a time, at least 4 times while he's in town. I will be paid $ 8,000.00 for it, more if we meet more than 4 times. He also said that a week later his friend is coming back with another partner and they'd both like to see me together.
I would never have dreamed that I'd do anything like this, but it makes me feel so sexy that men would pay this 36 year old PTA mom to have sex with them. Plus by the end of two weeks, I'll have enough money to buy the new drapes I wanted plus so much more, hell I could even buy a car. Of course I don't know how I'd explain where the money came from to my husband.
I argued with a friend of mine because he said things to me that hurt me very much.
I told him to stop but he kept on nagging and making jokes way below the belt.
It hurt really bad because he said some mean stuff about my personality.
I, then, told him my opinion on him and now he's mad at me! It wasn't even the bad stuff I think about him.
I'm writing this because I urge to cut myself again.
Haven't done it for a while ... well, I guess one or two weeks.
In the last few weeks, I felt so weak, so vulnerable.
The only thing that helps is cutting.
#cutting #personality #fight #friend #hurt
I am a married man, but I have been in love with and fantasized about a woman named Suzanne, who was my co-worker and is now my longtime friend. I am thinking about proposing a secret, sexual relationship to Suzanne, but it would require her to agree to 10 conditions, and I don't know if she would agree to even just one:
(1) she must show up at my home every night at 10pm and leave at 2am;
(2) she must be wearing no more than 5 items of clothing -- a shoe counts as one item;
(3) she must obediently submit to whatever I ask her to do;
(4) she must be prepared to be nude in an outdoor or public setting of my choice;
(5) she must be prepared to receive pain that I inflict that may cause non-permanent injuries such as bruises, welts, and cuts;
(6) she must be prepared to receive unprotected vaginal sex;
(7) she must be prepared to receive unprotected anal sex;
(8) she must be prepared to receive throat fucking that may cause her to puke repeatedly;
(9) she must be prepared to receive golden showers and to swallow urine; and
(10) she must be prepared to receive urine inside of her vagina, her rectum, and her throat.
#adultery #coworker #sex #submission #nudity #pain #bdsm #anal #oral #vomit #urine #deepthroat
I'm 17 yr old female and I love lesbian porn. I masturbate to it frequently then tell my friend about it the next day. He and I are strictly friends and still sext each other. He jerks off to pictures of my pussy all the time and we watch porn together. We have intentions of doing other sexual things while only being friends.
For years now, I wish to have magical skills.
I would conjure up money, clothes, a house. Everything I need.
I confess that I'd love to become a witch.
I had sex with an escort. I can't tell this to anyone in real life. I feel shame but I don't regret it. I think I might do it again soon.
#sex #prostitution #escort #shame
True story of my naughtiest night ever
This is a totally true story that happened in 2005. No one except the people involved know about it and no one in the world knows it is me except me.
About 15 years ago I went to a fancy dress party on a Sunday night with my then BF dressed as Agnetha from Abba (the blonde one). I was wearing a very short skirt, blonde wig and sparkle make up.
My BF got really drunk and started to act like an asshole and we got into a huge fight, I stormed off and told him I was going home which was around 20 miles away. I couldn’t get a cab straight away so I went to a pub that was inside one of the local Village hotels and stood at the bar on my own, it was about 1130PM by then and the bar was pretty empty.
I noticed 2 guys that kept looking over, nothing special about them but they weren't ugly either.
After about 30 minutes one came over to me and asked if "I was working", I thought that he thought I worked at the hotel at first so was a bit confused and asked him what he meant, he said "how much for both of us?" It took a couple of seconds for it to sink in and then I suddenly realised that he thought I was a prostitute! I imagine it was the way that I was dressed that made him think it.
I was pretty drunk (very actually) by then and still really pissed at my BF, I should have ran but for a reason that I have never been able to figure out I just blurted "£300" thinking that would make him go away, I didn't even earn that in a week then. He just looked at me and said "OK, me and (whatever his friends name was) have to go to a Cashpoint to draw it out, we will be back in 10 minutes". I had every intention of just running at that point but I was also really turned on and a lot scared, which made me even more turned on. They left and I just stood there, drinking even more and wondering if they would come back.
After about 10 minutes they both returned and the one that had been quiet before came over and asked if I had a room there, I was so nervous at this point that I lied and said yes (I figured that if they thought I was registered there and was with someone else then there would be less chance they would hurt me!) but that there was another girl with me and she was in there.
Short guy had a room as he was visiting tall guy who lived locally so suggested that we went to his room, that was the longest short journey I have ever done. As soon as we walked out of the bar into the hotel corridor and were out of site of the staff he handed me £300 in cash, all in £20's and it dawned on me that not was this only real but that I had no condoms! I told them that I was just going to pop into the ladies room to count (he actually looked quite insulted about that) and to wait outside. I went in, went straight to the condom machine and bought a pack of 10 with the change I had in my handbag before popping into the cubicle to check that all was fresh "down there" :) I was incredibly turned on by this point and was already really wet but I still couldn't believe that I was going to go ahead with this!
They actually looked a bit surprised when I came back out, I think they thought that I was going to climb out of a window! We carried on up to the room and not one word was spoken all the way there. One woman came into the hotel corridor just before we went in to his room and looked at me as exactly what I actually was, a cheap hooker!
I wasn't sure how it was supposed to start but that was quickly resolved by the first guy that had spoken to me taking off his T-shirt and starting to take off his jeans, which prompted the other guy to do the same, in what seemed like seconds they were both naked and both hard, they were both quite athletic and both had decent sized dicks, about average from my experience.
The taller one of the two came over and pushed me into a sitting position on the bed and pulled my head towards his cock, I was actually going to do this and just like that for the first time in 3 years I had another mans cock in my mouth! He pushed me back so that I was lying down and kneeled over me, while he was slowly fucking my face his friend had pulled down my skirt and knickers and was eating me out, I genuinely thought I was going to explode! I had never done anything like this before, had certainly never been with 2 men and here I was being paid for it! I felt the shorter one move away and thought that he was about to fuck me so I mumbled "condoms, handbag" as best as I could with a mouth full of cock! He got them but it turns out that he wasn't ready for that, he wanted what his friend had been getting. The taller one climbed off me and they took the opportunity to take off the rest of my clothes, I was now fully naked, in a hotel room in front of two strangers and I was being paid to fuck them!
They stood side by side and had me get on my knees on the floor to suck them both, it was totally and utterly surreal swapping from cock to cock like some porn star. Almost without warning the shorter one grabbed my head (I think he was about to cum!) and pulled my blonde wig clean off!! That had all of us burst out laughing and stopped everything in its tracks for a few minutes, I took the hairpins out of my own blonde hair (shorter than Agnethas wig!) and the next thing the short one had his cock straight back in my mouth whilst the taller one watched. I wasn't really blowing him a such, it was more that he was fucking my mouth and I knew what was coming as he got faster and faster, he dug his fingers into my head so hard that it actually hurt a little bit and then boom, he shot his cum right into my mouth. I have never really been a swallow kind of girl, I normally spit it out but I had no choice with this guy as he still had hold of my head and I swallowed this complete strangers cum in front of his friend!
As soon as he had finished he pulled his dick out of my mouth and it was instantly replaced with the tall guys, I couldn't believe that I had just swallowed a load of cum from one cock and seconds later I had another one on my mouth. Tall guy didn't last long either and before I knew it I was swallowing his load as well, 2 loads of cum from 2 different guys in minutes!
Things calmed down for a few minutes then, I honestly think that they thought that as they had both cum that was it, maybe it is with an actual prostitute I have no idea but I was so turned on at that point there was no way they were getting away with it that easy!
Within minutes I had sucked them both back hard again and this time I was going to get some enjoyment for myself. I practically dragged the taller one over to the bed by his cock and returned the favour from earlier by pushing him back onto the bed and going straight down on his now rock hard dick, my ass sticking in the air ready for his friend. I felt the bed sink under his weight as he climbed on and from behind he pushed my legs further apart, I was now so turned on that I was actually “aching” down there, like an intense itch that really needed scratching, I really, really needed fucking! I felt him rub his dick against my now dripping pussy, flicking against my clit and up and down my lips, I’m sure that he was enjoying it but I just wanted him in me so badly. I felt the slight pressure against my hole and then the bliss as he slowly slid in, it felt like being slowly filled with something that created an immense sense of pleasure and tingling and a sense of euphoria as he went in with that initial rush through my body that I always get during sex followed by that sense of being “full” as he fully entered me. He could never have known but doggy is by far my favourite position and the one thing I love is exactly what he was doing, he had my hips gripped tightly in his hands and was not only pounding me but pulling me back onto his cock with every thrust, I was in heaven. It was getting hard to concentrate on tall boys cock with short guy doing such a great job and I was afraid I would end up biting him! He turned slightly on the bed so that he was now sideways to me which I then realised that he had done so that he could reach my tits while I was blowing him, that was it for me, I was in heaven! One cock filling me from behind, one in my mouth and now my very sensitive nipples being toyed with, I came like I have never come before or since. It was so intense that I actually felt light headed and had to bury my face in tall boys stomach just to stifle the scream! This set short boy off and he really started to pound at me, his balls banging off my now very sensitive clit and that wonderful feeling of fullness just getting warmer and better. I put tall boys cock back into my mouth and now really went for it, like a deranged woman! He didn’t last long and within a minute or so had shot another load deep into my mouth but this time I was in charge and I did something else I have never done, I took his cock out om my mouth while he was still spurting and let him shoot the rest over my face, I have no idea why but it was so horny! When he had finished cumming I put him back in my mouth and cleaned every drop from his still rock hard dick. This set off short guy and I really felt the last 4 or 5 aggressive thrusts followed by him pulling me into him so tightly I thought he was trying to spear me! I could feel his cock pulsating in my pussy as he came and it occurred to me that I hadn’t actually seen him put on a condom! I realised pretty quickly that he had as I didn’t get the feeling of additional warmth or the increase in pressure that I usually feel when a guy cums inside me, I must admit I was actually a bit disappointed.
Within minutes they were both ready to go again, with a little help from my newly enthusiastic blowjob skills, they were definitely going to get value for money! This time they swapped places with tall guy lying me on my side and lifting my leg up to fuck me while short guy lay alongside me so I could suck his cock. When tall guys cock went into me I could feel straight away that something was different, I couldn’t quite place what but as I looked down between my legs I could see that he hadn’t put a condom on but at this point I just didn’t care, the site of this total strangers cock sinking into my soaking and aching pussy was just complete bliss. He reached down and started to rub my clit with his thumb and that just drove me over the edge, I was having what felt like continuous little orgasms over and over again. The only down side of all of this activity was that my jaw was really beginning to ache! I had never suffered from an aching jaw due to an overdose of blowjobs before I took his cock and started to wank him off as fast as I could, licking the head every so often and squeezing his balls with my other hand. Before long I felt him tense and knew what was going to happen next, I didn’t slow down at all and literally aimed the head of his dick into my open mouth until he shot his load straight into my face and onto my tounge before giving him the cleaning treatment. This was obviously too much for tall guy and I felt him tense up as he was about to cum. I actually wanted him to cum inside me but at the last minute he pulled out and came all over my hips and stomach which like a total slut I happily rubbed into my skin.
I spent the next 3 plus hours being fucked on all fours whilst sucking the other one off, riding one while his mate stood over him and got sucked by me, getting fucked missionary while the other one knelt by my head and fucked my mouth, getting fucked in the ass (I had only ever let my BF do that once and with him I hated it, not this time though!) and shorty even mentioned trying a double penetration (one in my pussy, one in my ass) which I was game for but the tall one didn't want to get that close to the short ones cock! I think we ended up using around 8 of the 10 condoms (I let them take them off so they could cum on me or in my mouth after fucking me to remove the temptation of going in “bareback” again) and I swallowed another 3 loads of cum from each one of them, I had taken 10 loads in one night and it was the first time I had ever seen a man “run dry”, I managed to empty both of them!
I lost count of the amount of orgasms I had and the whole thing only came to an end when my phone rang, it was my BF who had obviously only just drunkenly left the party!! I obviously didn't answer but used that as my reason to get dressed and leave, they were both pretty much worn out and done by then anyway and we had been “dormant” for 20 minutes or so. Short guy asked for my number and I gave him a completely made up one and the last thing that they both said was that was the best money that they had ever spent! To be honest I had completely forgotten about the money at that point, that was just a pleasant side effect.
I went back down to the lobby and called a cab, the receptionist giving me the same look as the woman in the corridor had done earlier which wasn't surprising, it was now about half 3 in the morning and I probably looked like I had been fucked for the last 3 hours, I could still taste cum in my mouth and I knew I had it all over my skin, I did wonder if she could smell it on my breath!
I got a cab back to my parents (I've always had a key and a room there, I used it when I had arguments with my BF), went straight to bed and the next day cleaned up and simply told him that he was a dick and that I had gone straight there from the party. He didn’t get any off me for a week which he thought was because of his drunken rant but the reality was the next day I genuinely felt battered and bruised, they had fucked me into exhaustion! He only lasted a few weeks after that, mainly because he was a drunken dick.
That is my confession that I have not told anyone, ever!! My one night as a £300 a session whore and to this day thinking about the entire thing still really, really turns me on. I have never considered doing it again but I don't regret doing it either.
The reason that I have now chosen to tell it was the fact that I actually saw “tall guy” again about a week ago! He was in Asda about 1/2 a mile from the actual hotel where it happened with a woman that looked like she was his wife. I hadn’t been back to the area since that night as I had no need to but found myself there for a work related trip and popped in to buy some shopping. He walked past me without even registering which didn’t surprise me, I am 15 years older, now have my hair back to its natural brunette colour from the bottle blonde that I used to be, I wear glasses and of course there was the Covid masks. I wouldn’t have actually realised it was him had he not taken off his mask to talk to his companion about whatever item it was that he was looking at on the shelves. I deliberately stayed in the same aisle for 30 seconds or so smiling to myself and sneaking a glance thinking “you fucked the living daylights out of me, you fucked me in the ass, I swallowed your cum 5 times and you paid me £300 for the pleasure”. I was getting wet right there and then in the aisle of Asda!
My now husband (not the same BF I had back then) got his brains fucked out that night all whilst I was secretly fantasizing about having two cocks again, I regularly get him to use a rubber cock on me while I am blowing him and it is because of that night. No one would ever believe that I was capable of doing what I did, I have a respectable job, family and public persona that just wouldn’t fit that type of behavior and I love the fact that I know completely different, that I literally can and have been a complete cum slut
If vibrators could talk, I would draw back completely and wouldn't talk to anyone anymore.
But that's not possible, so I have to talk to you miserable human beings...
I was alone, kicked out of my parent's house, and on the street at 16 with a backpack of some old clothes and had spent my last dollar on a bit of food, two days before. I hadn't slept in days, I was too afraid of lying there and having men possibly molest or rape me. I kept moving, and could barely walk anymore. I was at my wits end. Then a man in his mid 20's to 30's started talking to me on a park bench. He was very smooth talking, and the way he did it I didn't mind. He offered me $25 if I gave him a blowjob. I knew that I could get some food, get cleaned up a bit, and possibly get into a shelter if I acted early enough.
I went to his apartment with him, not knowing how risky that was, and gave him his blowjob, he gave me the $ 25. I asked if I could get something to eat and maybe use his toilet and shower. He told me it was OK. When he heard the shower turn off, he came into the bathroom, and took my clothes to wash. He told me to come out when I was dry. I used his blowdryer, and felt wonderfully clean, but I realized he had my clothes and I was now naked in a strange mans apartment. I walked out crying. He asked why and I let it all go, that I thought he might murder me or something. He showed me my clothes in the washer, and I settled down a bit. He told me to lie down in his bed and I knew what was coming. He stripped and fucked me, I just laid there with no reaction, I guess I figured getting raped or fucked was better than a beating or getting murdered. He then moved my clothes to the dryer, I was still naked, his cum was starting to gradually leak out of me. He wouldn't let me wipe it up, I had to wait with it slowly messing all over my lips, then a bit down my thigh. He just watched it while we sat on the couch in front of the television. He bent me over the kitchen table and fucked me one more time, then folded all my clothes, put them back in the backpack, and kept 1 set out for me to dress in. I dressed and left, and before I did he gave me two $ 20 bills, one for each time he fucked me. He made it very clear it was payment for the sex. He made me thank him and explicitly mention that I took $20 for each time he fucked me. I couldn't say "had sex" I had to say I got fucked for money.
I got into a shelter, and have managed to stay there and get fed pretty decently over time. A few times a week the guy would stroll around the park across from his apartment and would find me. He would pay me $ 20 to let him fuck me, and I got to use his toilet and shower most of the time. He reduced it to $ 10 when he wanted to come using my mouth. I tried once to ask for more, thinking I could hold out on him, instead he reached into my blouse with no bra and grabbed my C cups and dragged me by my tits to his bed. He would bruise my tits, but never like this, he was actually dragging me on the floor while I was crying, he held my tits so hard between his fingers. In the bedroom he threw me down on the floor, reached up under my short skirt and ripped my panties off and fucked me for no money at all, called me names, called me a prostitute, and said how he thought street whores were the worst kind of human beings. He then kicked me out, literally kicking me all the way down the hall and in the elevator and to the street. I didn't get any money and still got fucked and my tits were hurting terribly, I had bruises from his kicking me all over my thighs, butt, stomach, crotch, even my back and arms.
After that he went away on vacation for three weeks, and I ran out of money, so I let a few of the street guys, and 1 of the monitors at the shelter have sex with me for some food. The monitor spread word, and pretty soon I had all tree evening monitors fucking me, but I always knew I would have a spot in the shelter. The rich guy came back and I could add him to my money, he reduced what he paid me but didn't beat me anymore. So I was still getting about $50 to $80 a week fucking or sucking him, and one time he dressed me up like a catholic school girl and let one of his business friends fuck me several times. That was the first time a guy stuck his cock inside my butt. I did get paid though. $ 10 for every time I got fucked, and $20 for the two times his friend did it in my butt.
Eventually, I got cleaned up, and bought some better clothes, and turned a few tricks on the street without the pimps getting wise to me. Then I got enough money where I could go to work for an agency. I did that and was making some nice money, got a low end apartment, opened a bank account, and made enough to go to college and grad school. Now I have my own place, a graduate degree and work in R&D at a big pharmaceutical company.
I had to fuck for money for over 8 years to get here. From $ 20 a fuck to $ 500 a fuck and way more. Now I'm finally clear of it all and have a great six figure job, and not a man in site. I don't want one either, I have been fucked for men's pleasure enough. My parents wanted to get back in touch now that I had an education and good job, I pretended that was what I wanted as well. I went to my younger brothers birthday party at their house, with all the in-laws there, siblings and my parents. I pulled up in my BMW, everyone raving about me and how good I looked. Then I broke it down to them all, that when they kicked me out of the house, I was starving and had to let a stranger fuck me for $ 20 as the only way I survived. I had to let three ugly, fat motherfuckers fuck me all they wanted just to keep my place at the shelter, all the while still selling my pussy and mouth, and eventually ass for $20 or a sandwich. I looked so good, after 8 years of selling my body and prostituting myself because they made me survive anyway I could. Then I put on my fur, and walked out to my BMW and drove away. My brother and one of my sisters calls me every once in a while and really understands. I don't care about anyone who doesn't.
I female friend of mine always asks me to give her money and I usually do. She wanted twenty bucks the other day and I said she had to show me her tits. She laughed and said I wasn't going to see her tits for twenty bucks. She said to give her the twenty bucks and take all of my clothes off in front of her. That's what I did. Not sure how that got turned around but it was fun.
#sissy #exhibitionist #voyeur #nude
When I was younger I enjoyed allowing my dog to lick my vagina and most of the time i got off and wanted it more.
I'm 34, a straight guy, but I post humiliating videos of myself on porn sites where I use dildos, eat my own cum. Then I send out friend requests to users from my home town. I hope every time that it'll be a friend or family member who receives the friend request and recognises me. My ultimate fantasy is being blackmailed into gay sex by someone I know. My wife has no idea I'm doing this.
I betrayed my friend under the pretence that I have her best interests in heart but I really want her to suffer.
My stepfather introduced me to the daughter of one of his colleagues, Annie. For a little over a year she and I have gotten closer, in fact our relationship is flawless we get along almost too well. I started following her on social media a year ago as well and her posts are well disturbing to say the least. Black and white photos, mentions of suicide, murder, psychosis, pictures of black roses with morbid poetry, 30 photos of her lips taken close up with black lipstick, pictures from The Shining, Tim button themed eeriness and lyrics from death metal songs. She told me she was goth, in the beginning I tolerated his strange all of this was. It wasn’t my business nor my concern. It got worsened. It suddenly started to pester me quite a bit, that she was romanticizing mental illnesses this much. I never realized when my bitterness took over my love for her. I was talking to a friend about her once when I just called her a creep, later I felt disgusted of myself. Once I reported one of her posts and barely regretted it. Another time, following my own suicide attempt I grew frustrated and asked her what she got out of acting so depressed all the time. Truth me told I was jealous. I was jealous that this seemingly privileged girl could act out however she pleased while I suffered in silence. I was jealous that unlike her I had to act okay. I was jealous that despite all the abuse I’ve put up with throughout my life, I had to smile and be strong, while someone else was allowed to let themselves fall apart in the face of the smallest inconvenience. Today I caved in and told my mother to inform my stepfather, to inform Annie’s parents, that I’m concerned for her wellbeing and am concerned that she is suffering from severe depression and may harm herself (my evidence being her posts). My objective is actually the hope that her actions will be met with consequence. That she’ll stop her dark and annoying posts. That she’ll stop expressing herself so much in that negative sense. I know I’m a horrible person for wanting to hurt my friend in this way. I am a horrible person and I don’t deserve her friendship. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I did it or why it matters. I hate myself and I don’t need or want pity. I can’t help but ask, what is wrong with me? why do I keep hurting people? why do I get satisfaction from it? Why do I feel like a demon.
#goth #emo #demon #depression #snitch #romanticism
My favorite season of the year is Summertime. The reason Summertime is my favorite season is because I'm a man who enjoys the opportunity of seeing other men in shorts, and that chance of being able to see other men's legs. I just love looking at other men's legs. It excites me and turns me on. Its a weird fetish I've had for a very long time, and for some reason I can't help it. I love seeing men in shorts with athletic legs, great calf muscles, or men with legs that just fill out their shorts handsomely.
#fetishes #summertime #shorts #legs #men #muscles #weird #excite #athletic
When I first met my gf she was so pretty and I couldn’t believe that she was my girlfriend. Initially, she was living with her older sister and I was living in my parents basement in a small apartment that had it’s own entrance. One day I went to my gf’s house and I was early. My watch was screwed up and was an hour behind. At first I didn’t hear or see anyone, so I sat in a comfy chair and I could see down the hall to the front of the house, but 1/2 way between me and the front was the bathroom. I just figured I’d wait until someone came to make my presence known. All of a sudden the bathroom door opened and out came my girl, stark naked and at first she didn’t see me because she was drying her hair. When she did finally see me she was shocked, screamed and ran towards the stairs to get to her room and in the process something caught the towel and it fell off her. I was impressed with her physique. She was gorgeous, long black hair, dark complexion with no tan lines, huge boobs that swayed as she walked, or in this case ran, and a gorgeous black triangle. After awhile she came down stairs and asked me why I was here so early, and asked why I didn’t call, but I told her I did call but no one answered and then explained my watch was broke. She apologized about my seeing her naked, I told her I was actually impressed with how she looked and complimented her on her beauty. She swatted me said something like I’m only saying that because she was naked and if I saw her in her clothes I probably wouldn’t think the same thing, but I told her she is beautiful and looks great in anything she wears. After we had been going out awhile and she would come to my apartment, I would get naked, but at first she was embarrassed and a bit anxious about it, but she said my being naked didn’t seem to bother her. I kept on encouraging her and told her how good it felt to hang out naked and how good she looked and that there was no flaws in her body and she had no reason to feel awk- ward about it. Little by little she would take a few things off, and she seemed to be more comfortable. I made no derogatory comments about her, only encouragement, and complimented her on her confidence. Finally she would get topless but wear shorts or just panties, and I made no attempt to try to have sex or grope her because I wanted her to feel comfortable around me. I just took each day and little by little her inhibitions would drop until one day she came out of the bathroom naked, no underwear, no towel and no trying to use her hand to cover up. I was ecstatic, she was so beautiful and was quite a site to look at. Outside of my apartment door, there’s a private deck with flowers and a picnic area with a barbecue grill. Within a few days she would even venture out and sit at the table in the sun. Then she would put a blanket down and lie on that to sunbathe. She was absolutely a doll, and I loved her and she was so confident in her new role of being naked, both of us, and she actually confided in me that she loved it too, and thanked me for being patient with her and not trying to force anything on her. My parents were hardly ever home, and that made it easier to get naked knowing that someone wouldn’t walk in on us. We did start having sex, but I left that up to her again because I didn’t want her to think that now that she was naked was an open invitation to feel her up. It was actually her idea to initiate sex. Anyway, once she had a good confidence level, we started taking naked hikes and she really got into that. There was a pond along our hiking trail that she was the first one to skinny dip in it. We found areas of grass where we could have picnic lunches and an occasional sex romp. It’s been wonderful having her along as my partner and we have since gotten married and bought a remote house way off the road so now we can be naked entire summers or unless there was a party we would host then we would cover up for that.
I did something so dumb but wanted to do this for helping poor kids out there. and I over spent $1,000 plus and want to spend other $700 on xmas secret santa gifts for kids for salvos because they don't have enough and I am on a disability pension and I feel so stupid I did this but I want to. I do care. I wish someone could help me raise some money to help fund my idea. Its not for me but for the kids out there. I just want to let them know someone cares. if you start a go fund me on chemist page I would appreciate it. I am doing products kids can use like shampoos, hand wipes, body sprays and lip balms, toothpaste and toothbrushes etc.
am I a loser dickhead or what? !
fuck xmas and being poor I am sick of it. I poor but I want to help. so go figure it out.
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Today, I had a fight with one of my former best friends. I beat him up so bad that he had to go to hospital.
My husband is in the military. He was first stationed across the country from my friends and family and dragged me along. I was alone there, and didn't know anyone. And instead of showering me with attention he always volunteered to stay late at work, and volunteer for work during the weekends. Then when he would get home he would be too tired to give me much attention. And on the days he did have off he liked to spend with his military buddies.
Before this I was a very innocent, very conservative girl. My husband was only the 2nd person I had sex with. But I needed attention and created a profile on adult friendfinder. I didn't intend to meet anyone I just wanted attention.
Since then I have had sex with over 70 guys from that site. I am addicted.
I LOVE to annoy little kids until they cry
I don't have any regrets about it, it's just great
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