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I am male, 27 and I hate it that every friend of mine is getting married, are having children, buying their own houses. I never had a girlfriend in my whole life. I just don't wanna grow up and have babies. That's just not me. But no one understand. They are all talking and saying I should get a girlfriend.
I am scared, I am just not the right person for a relationship.
I confess that I am too scared to get into a relationship.
I’ve been disabled my whole life. I’m tired of being sick. Tired of shaking; throwing up; poverty, & being alone. I just set alone staring at a wall.
I wonder.
I sometimes wonder if I make mistakes. Cause and affect.
I think maybe I need to stop talking to people.
Oh it was fun at times. It had purposes.
Sometimes you can help someone without it being obvious. You present yourself one way. Push buttons. Hope for a response. So long as the person doesn’t catch on; and the goal is to help innocents. Help do good. Be fair, but serve Gods will. Then I think it’s OK.
Maybe it’s time for me to focus on just my loved ones who still need me, and stay as healthy as I can for them. Let the rest of the world do it’s best. I only have so much energy left.
I’ll have to dwell on that.
#tired #shifting #focus #service #love #christian #happiness
After many years of marriage I finally shamed by wife into agreeing to get a guy that neither of us knows, in a city we weren't known it at all, and bring him into the bedroom. I hired an escort, he had a really big cock, and came with a recent medical test showing he was negative for diseases. She was naked in bed, with only one small light on, I went in the bathroom with the guy, gave him the money, and he and I stripped and as told to him in private, I had him do it the way my wife wanted. No kissing, she sucked him hard, I was rubbing her clit and licking her pussy and got her wet, the guy fucked her for about 30 minutes. I was sucking her tits, the guy took some turns sucking on them too. She didn't cum but he shot in her pussy. He pulled right out and I got on top of her and took sloppy seconds for the first time in my life. I loved it, I was fucking her like never before with his cum providing so much lube she felt like she was so loose and I loved it. She came twice while I fucked her used pussy and I added my load.
Once again, he was hard and he added a third load to her used up pussy, and then he dressed and left, just as we'd arranged. I opened the drapes, turned on a bigger light so anyone in the building across the street could see her and I naked. I then licked her pussy and she came three more times, I swallowed so much cum I didn't believe I would actually do it, but I didn't mind. She actually told me later she really got off on my licking her cum filled pussy. I cleaned her with my mouth, and kissed here with my sloppy sperm covered mouth, then fucked her again.
After that she got on top of me and sat her pussy right over my face and I got the rest of the 4 loads of sperm that were deposited in her hairy, loose, cum bank. I cleaned her out totally, and we both went to sleep. In the morning my breath was totally "sperm breath" and her pussy smelled like much used sex, the room was smelling of a woman who'd been fucked a lot. I fucked her again, and she once again got on top of my mouth for me to clean her.
We called the same guy back twice that week. Even now, back at our house, we fuck more than we ever have and each time she makes me clean her pussy with my mouth. We found something we both really love, and turns us on. I just wish she'd relax and enjoy it with the other men. I asked her about it but she said it makes her feel like she's not cheating because she's doing it for me, not to enjoy it. She loved the really huge cock, and almost came but had to force herself not to.
But she comes like crazy when I even talk about watching a big cock fucking her.
I am embarrased of myself, I am addicted to the gym because I’m too short that i look like my girls little brother, I have Tourette, and I shake like a chicken so just because people bully me in the past, I insult humiliate and use, women that are weak than me, I don’t choose equal opponents because I am a really chicken.
I have to wear diapers for years now for urinary incontinence problems. However; my wife doesn't know if like cumming in them. Should I be punished?
I am an entertainer currently living in Las Vegas. I started dancing in Pittsburgh, got married young, then divorced and moved to Los Angeles. I did full nude dancing in Los Angeles and met my second husband, Yanni, while in LA. We moved to Las Vegas and I dance at one of the most famous clubs in the world. While in Las Vegas, I found out Yanni had cheated on me once about ten years ago, so I started offering sex to my best customers and would meet them at their hotel. I enjoyed the thrill of having sex with different men behind Yanni's back and it was very good money. Yanni had to go to San Diego for work meetings and I started having sex with his friend Jason from Havasu. Every time Yanni went away, I would have Jason come to Vegas. I made sure to cover my tracks and always met Jason at a hotel on the strip. During the covid lockdown, I was getting distant with Yanni, and he offered to do marital counseling, but I was afraid my infidelities would come up. Yanni ended up leaving me and I was mad, so I made it public that Jason and I have been together for over a year, and I didn't need Yanni anymore. Jason's family don't know that I'm an entertainer. I'm hoping to put my dancing days behind me when I sell my house in Vegas and move in with Jason in Havasu. Does this make me a bad person?
I hate niggers and wish them all dead. But of course, that is most definitely a sinful thought. The irony is that I myself am a nigger. I'm so lost...
My girlfriend just got her driver's licence. It took her 3 tries until she final got it, now she wants to go out with me tonight; to her favourite restaurant 20 miles away. She wants to drive.
Please don't get me wrong but I'm terrified. I don't want to drive with her. Women are terrible drivers and my unfortunately my girlfriend is one of the worst.
#driver #licence #car #restaurant #driving #worst #confession #scared
Well since like 2 days ago I started fingering myself and rocking myself like if I had a pennis beneath me and I get so horny so 2 days ago I started going to the couch at night to finger myself but the couch is so fluffy that I started to jump and rub my vagina to the couch and imagined I was on top of someone and I even did that on the arm rest... Long story short I get horny when I sit on the couch
#horny #fingeredmyself #couch #despair #masturbation #girl #teen #hornyteen
I am very depressed. I have lost all of my friends since I started high school just 7 months ago any my mom dad and sister are abusive. I am the oldest and I get walked all over and my parents are extremely mentally abusive. I would never report anything as i am scared of what would happen. My best friend is going to leave me as soon as she moves home from over seas and I'm worried. I don't have any friends and i could really use a boyfriend to help but i feel like i would just be better served dead.
I’ve been talking to this 38 year old guy (I’m 15 and he knows that) and he is so sweet. We met on this app where you can talk to strangers. This app has a group chat called “Prison” where all the people go when you break an app rule. I had gotten sent there for going into a DDLG (Daddy Dom/Little Girl) group chat and saying “my daddies dead” (Im not into DDLG..I was just bored lol) someone reported me for bad behavior. I was sent to the “Prison” for like 20 hours (It was dumb), which led me to finding him and when we got out he started talking to me privately. I feel terrible because I keep talking to him. I don’t try to get his hopes up and tell him I love him because I don’t like him like that. He always tells me he loves me, that he wants to meet me, and do other stuff with me. I always dodge the sexual or personal things he wants to know about me and bring up something else. I always tell him he could get in serious trouble for even saying the stuff he does but he doesn’t care. After awhile he wanted to leave the app so he left me his number. I never texted him when he first left it because I was scared of him having my number. FUN FACT: he lives in canada and i live in the us. So a few weeks go by and last night I was really bored so I texted him and this is how it went.
Me: ligma
Him: Ligma?
Him: Lol wtf is that?
Me: ligma nuts
Him: Fort nite fictional disease
(then it goes on to me giving him hints on who I am and he finds out then i send him this)
Me: my friend called me a fugma
Him: What’s that hun
Me: fugma ass
I just wanted to type the funny parts lol. I need to stop our “relationship” but I can’t. I’m starting to catch feelings. god help me.....
#ligma #wtf #bored #confessions
An aunt believed in voo doo & was very cruel. She looked for magical signs every where.
Well i would mess with her. I have weird eyes which gave me "magic". She felt i could changei the future & predict the future.
Now if that were true; I'd have won the lottery; not got divorced; etc. But i would mess with her cause she was mean.
One was my hearing. I have very large ear canals. I could hear dog whistles; & those annoying animal sirens on the front of cars (if on my own car it gave me a migrain headache & i could barely drive). So i could hear things before them.
Ex. I know about time for someone come up our rural road. You know how dog hears what you don't? Well i heard what the dog did. So I'd hear the car before them. I'd say moms almost home. Then pretty soon she was. My aunt high on pot thought it was magic.
At work i heard a sound. Looked up. Saw metal about to fall. Ran & moved a co-worker. Metal fell where he had been right after i move him.
They wondered how i knew it fell. You see how people who believe such things as possible would wonder if i could see the furure. Now; all i had to do when asked how did you know that was about to happen; i could say well sometimes i see the future before it happens, & i can try to change it; but it doesn't always work, i don't always see the future. Then if i used my seemingly super hearing to mess with them, some believed it. Realize since no one else i was ever around seemed to hear it; they never caught on.
I'm sure there are others who hear to that level; just not enough to catch on.
I lost it when i worked a job with endless very loud noises. In fact i have a weird annoying thing going on with my ears now.
So why lie? My aunt thought she had magic. She was mean & used drugs. If i messed with her & made her think my magic was stronger shed get scared & leave.
Thats why i sometimes mess with people now; & then sonetimes give them the real scientific answer. I'm trying to help them. Why? Let's say someone really believes in big foot. Well shure; a big unknown ape could exist; but what are the odds "you" will see it. Well; if you really believe its possible; then you see a shadow running in the woods, you may in your mind see big foot.
Think on it. Your fight or flight is triggered. Your hear a sound. See a dark figure moving in the brush. It stops & seems to look at you. You suddenly hear a loud noise. It runs towards you; you panick & flee. Or it runs away from you most of the time; & your mind is tricked into thinking it was bigfoot running off.
Same with UFOs. I saw a weird craft near a military base as a kid. Adults freaked out. Cried. Shock. Hysterical. I laughed at them. Did it do amazing things? Yes. But ask yourself this; if you saw a stealth fighter in the 70's up close. Then you saw it flying low & it emited little sound; most would say UFO. Now; what if the pilots had weird lights on it. They see people in area; & throw on the lights. These people later say i saw a UFO. They turned on the lights so to mess with the people; or to generate a false report. They don't want enemies tipped off; & watching the area for future test flights.
So i lived directly by a military base. I saw what they now call a Tic Tac. Yes; i concede it could have been aliens; or reverse engineered aliens. Theres a lot of stars out there. But isnt it more likely its a secret US craft?
I have autism. I always look for scientific answers; not craziness. I always said; sure; a big ape or giant octopus is possible in the 70's. Other kids either believed they existed; or didnt. I said possible; but probably not. A small chance; but i need proof. Well; they do know the silver back gorrila exists. But I'll need proof before I'm convinced we have something similar in US. They photographed & filmed giant squid; so thats real.
As for aliens. Why would they leave messages in crops; when they could run our TV signals thru a computer; seize or airwaves, & say hello? Sure; aliens may be visiting. But i need proof. Most reports have to be a plane in the air; coptor; secret craft; weird cloud; meteorite; etc. Space ships are possible; but i need better proof. Ive met two people who claimed they were abducted. Both admitted once i got them honest that they used drugs right before seeing the UFO. One claimed he was abducted right our of car; by tractor beam. Got probed. Gone many hrs. Then they tractor beamed him back. His mind cleared. Car was still setting in road; so he drove home.
Now; he could be telling truth. Talking about it scared him it seemed; so he believed it. But i used to drive same road about same time of night. Its a highway. Theres always big trucks in the right lane; & the occassional speeding car passing them. Be claimed to be gone four hrs or so. Four hours? Dude; someone would have hit his car. Or; a trucker would have used his CB to warn state troopers. So this dude briefly stopped while driving home high. He saw a headlight in an opposing lane; blinked; had a drug induced mini dream, & dreamed the abduction happened. He woke up scared & drove home.
But he was gone hrs. Not so fast; you can have a dream that seems to last hrs; but was only seconds. I was sick one time & on the couch. Closed eyes. Had long dream. Opened eyes; movie just couple mins ahead. Wife confimed I'd only been asleep a couple mins; but the dream seemed to take hrs. See my point?
So I'm not saying weird stuff isnt happening; but look for scientific explanations; while realizing every once in a while it could be something new like a giant squid. Thats honest science.
Need proof. OK. A friend re-entered my life. Used be smart; started smoking dope. Yrs later still smoking. He calls me one night; a UFO is hovering over his car. Sayes he was driving down road. Saw it. Slowed down. It kept approaching him. Now hovering over him. I told him its OK; just goto sleep. Told him if aliens traversed space to meet us; they'd want to talk to the high IQ types like me; not to a guy toking.
When he woke; he was under a street light. He realized he had a problem. I helped him get off pot. He drove me nuts (obvi that joint was laced). But he cleaned up; married; opened a business; adopted; & greatly improved his life.
So look for science first; but accept small chance its the unproven. But make sure you or others prove it before you insist its real.
#magic #psychic #prediction #voodoo
I absolutely hate and despise a certain fat, disgusting, toothless slob on the internet who goes by the name "Brett Keane" and yes he tells everyone his real name in his youtube videos when he introduces himself, so I'm not doc dropping by saying it. Unfortunately, he has no problem doc dropping other people. He did that to many people years ago. The fat piece of shit has been trying to get famous on the internet for 20 years now, but he always gets caught up in petty drama with people, he lies and slanders them. If they attack him back, he pretends to be the victim and tries to get their accounts banned. Either from youtube, twitter or whatever social media he is actively using at the time.
I was nice to him and on good terms with him many years ago until he stabbed me and all his friends in the back. He would run chatrooms where people could discuss religion/politics or video games, he will be friends with you until you reveal a secret thing about yourself, then he will blast it all over the internet if you ever say something that annoys him, and he gets very easily annoyed.
He claims to have agoraphobia which is his excuse to why he lays in bed all day and wont get a job. His wife works and he treats her like shit. She even filed domestic abuse charges against him many years ago, before forgiving him and taking him back. All of this has been outed on the internet. He has become a lol cow and a dumpster fire that a popular podcast called "the drunken peasants" used to make fun of. Brett loves to talk shit publically about anyone who disagrees with him, sometimes he even slanders people by calling them pedophiles, with no fucking evidence. If you cross him he will instantly block you and then try to have your account banned. Publically he pretends to be a nice guy who gets attacked for no reason, but everyone knows that he is an evil pathetic piece of shit. Brett has been banned from YouTube and twitter many times, but always comes back with a new account, to continue his bullshit. Of course he claims that he was always banned unjustly and that he is the victim.
His new routine is pretending to be a hardcore Christian conservative trump supporter. But not long ago he was an atheist who attacked Christians. He is a fraud, always asking for donation money.
I hope he dies.
M 25 yr old virgin finally got the courage to go see an escort was scared out of my mind that it was gonna be a cop couldnt get hard no matter how much i tried ended up chilling smoking sum...
Last night I cheated on my husband with a 23 year old man. I'm 49 and loved every second of it.
We met at a club and went back to his place. We were all over each other before we even got in the door.
The sex was fantastic and he pushed every button in just the right way.
We're keeping in touch.
So, freshman year in high school I had my first boyfriend (I am female). We had dated before during the summer but it hadn't worked out. I never stopped having feelings for him, and I got some friends to talk him into asking me out. We were at one of my friends birthday parties, and she told him that he should date me. He laid on my chest while we played "never have I ever" and he was heavier than me, so I wasn't super comfortable but I loved being with him so I didn't say anything. After that we played truth or dare, and some friends dared us to play "seven minutes in heaven. We got to the closet and there was memory foam in it so it was very comfortable. That night we stayed in that closet for nearly two hours, simply laying with each other. He asked me out and I said yes. Shortly after he did, he kissed me and used tongue. We laid together for a bit longer and he started groping me. It felt nice, and he told me I have very nice boobs (32 D). After that we tried to fall asleep together, and he used my tit as a pillow. But the friends came in at about 2 or 3 am and told us we had to sleep in separate rooms. People thought we were fucking. A few days later there was a soccer game, it was raining and our friends encouraged us to go behind the school and make out. So we did, after talking for a while he kissed me. He groped my ass and tits. We both do cross country, so the following week on the bus home from a cross country meet (it was pretty late, and winter so it was dark) he put his hand on my leg and kept sliding it up until he was touching my vagina through my jeans. He also had his arm around me and was trying to grope me. I whispered to him that it probably wouldn't work because I was wearing jeans, and he stopped. I leaned on him and we stayed like that, his arm around me and my hand on his leg. I decided that I wanted to him to keep going, and his hand was on top of mine (the one on his leg) so I took that hand and put it near my breast. He didn't seem to get it so I put it right on it so that he would touch it. He groped it and used his hand to draw circles around my nipple. Then we started to approach our school so he stopped, and we got off the bus and parted ways. Flash forward to Thursday of that week. We had a cross country practice and after practice, I changed and we went in the back of the school, behind a shed. We started kissing, and he was groping my ass and tits. After a moment he started rubbing his hand on my pussy, through my pants. Then he slipped his hand down my pants, and started rubbing on it through my panties, but they had slipped to the side. He then moved them fully and rubbed around. Then he put his hand farther down, and slipped his finger into my vagina. His hands are bigger than mine so it hurt a bit when he first put it in, but then after I got used to it I started moving my hips against his movements. He didn't know what he was doing, so he kept taking his finger out and trying to rub my clit (which he didn't find). Then he would put it back in and just sort of jam it in and out. It wasn't too bad, probably because it was a brand new thing for me. While this was happening he tried to get his hand under my bra, and ended up just moving it to the side so he could feel my breasts without it in the way. He was gentle at first but then started getting a little rough. He stopped fingering me and lifted up my shirt, and then started kissing(maybe licking??) my chest, and massaging my breasts. He tried to unclip my bra, and I decided to do it for him. Then, he noticed the time and said he had to go. He hugged me once more, and left.
Later that night I told two of my closets friends, and I decided to talk to him because I did not like how quickly the relationship was moving. So, we started talking and I told him that. He said that he wasn't planning on doing that it had ended up doing it anyways. He started talking about how hard the relationship was and how he had gotten more stressed when it had started. Then I told him something about how much I had wanted our relationship to work, and he said that he wasn't as into it as me. I was crying at this point. He asked me what he did wrong while he was fingering me and I explained to him a bit of how he should've kept a steady rhythm and how he should've actually found my clit, and maybe went for my G spot. After that he told me that he wasn't happy with our relationship and that we werent similar, and that I was too quiet (I was quiet bc i was nervous around him) and stuff like that. He said that he was pushed into the relationship. He said that he felt that he should've never gotten into the relationship, and that hurt me a lot because I really, really liked him and wanted to spend more time with him, but not move so quickly. He had said that he had asked me out on impulse, and was only thinking of the physical things (basically wanted to use me). And that our relationship was stupid. Then I asked him what he was going to do (was he gonna break up with me or wait and see if it worked out.) He said " I don't think I can do this anymore". I was crying so hard at this point because I had wanted this relationship for so long, and it turned out that he didn't even care about me. Then he said "in any case, bye, see you tomorrow. This will work itself out." I later learned from a mutual friend that he had broken up with me. I certainly did not think that he did, because his texts were very misleading. I felt so hurt from that and hated him. But I couldn't really hate him because I still liked him. Every time I saw him it hurt me. Then when I asked him if he had actually broken up with me (because he was super unclear and I wanted to check with him) he said yes, and left me by saying "k". He was extremely rude, and took so much from me. If I had dated him longer and not boughten up the fact that we were moving too quickly, I probably would've lost my virginity to him.
I know this isn't exactly a blowjob story, but I am still pissed about that and wanted to tell someone.
I was a good person. I helped many people. I literally saved lives. But I failed my wife and children. I failed because I’m disabled and have a terrible disease. As a child my parents hated me for being disabled. So they gave me away. I was broken thru horrible things done to me. I cannot fix myself. I am lost. But I will still try to help those I love as I fade away. I can’t beat an unbeatable disease forever. Tried to give all I had. It just wasn’t enough. Love is not enough. Life isn’t a movie with happy endings.
My aunt is an alcoholic. She can't get anything right only if she's drunk.When she passed out from drinkin to much, I take her wallet and her credit card and buy me stuff.I confess that I am a stealing and lying nephew.
My brother was about to shoot himself and I called the police on him to intervene. He doesn’t talk to me anymore, his guns was removed and he got issued a few fines. Lost his job. He hates me with everything he has and secretly I love it. I love that he hates me, that he feels this great emotion towards me because it means his still alive. All I want is for him to keep fighting and if his hatred for me keeps him alive then I hope he hates me forever. If I had a chance I wouldn’t change a thing. The pain of you hating me wouldn’t hold a candle to the pain of never being able to see you grow old. I love you my brother
#suicide #brother #confession #depression #scared #pain
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