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Im in love with both of boyfriends roomates.. I long for them so much. I just want to curl up on their laps and spend my time with them in their arms. Not to mention the sexual fantasies.. I won't ever do anything, they are all close friends and im not that kind of person it just.. hurts.
I just laughed at a guy in a wheelchair who got stuck in a gap in the street. He wasn't able to get out there by himself but I didn't help him either.
I killed my hamster when I was 14. I got a drum set for christmas and me and some friends wanted to start a band. One day, my parents were at work and my friends came over to our first band rehearsal. After a while, we tought it would be a funny idea to find out what would happen if we put the hamster into one of the drums. We did and I played some tones on it. We heard him squeaking and trembling but we tought it was great fun.
After another short play, I got him out. He was already dead - heart attack or something.
I am very sorry. I confess that I was a stupid young teenager.
#hamster #drums #funny #teenager #confession #panic #heart #sin
Workplace romances are a mistake. I was seeing this married woman in her 40s. I was single and a virgin when we first met... when we first met... i saw her sitting and talking with her coworker. I was coming off a flight from LA when she was there... so beautiful. I saw her again coming into work. We looked at eachother with almost the same look of attraction. I was too shy to say anything but before I knew it she stretched out her hand to me and introduced herself. We shook hands and I introduced myself. Seemed like from that point on our friendship blossomed. We would see eachother often at work. Sometimes late at night and talking was so easy between us. We got really close. In hindsight, maybe too close.
More than a month after that first handshake... I made a move... we flirted for a lttle bit but I took it to the next level. I wanted her. She was so beautiful for her age and took really good care of her body. I had to touch her. The crazy thing is... she obliged. She was thinking the same thing. After that we started talking about sex and how we could do it. One night at work, an opportunity presented itself. We were like schoolchildren. It was so risky and scary but we did it in the men's bathroom. While we were at work no less! I will never forget that first kiss. After that first time we were mating like rabbits. Taking every opprotunity and even making some of our own. I don't know if pornstars get that much sex in the time we were together but it was almost every day for 4 years straight. Our relationship was more than just passion though. We would have lunch and talking like normal people was still easy to us. We fell in love right away. She was everything to me. But I knew that I could not be the same for her. I knew that my situation could not support her and her kid if she left her husband for me. But i knew she cared deeply for me. She always pushed me to better myself. Working out, going back to school, even helping me with my finances. She showed me how to become a man. I had everything I ever wanted. Or so I thought.
Like any normal couple, we too would have confrontations and squabbles. Fights between us would break out at first because one would suspect the other of cheating. Ironic isn't it? But it would blow over quickly and we would resume our daily "ritual" so to speak. But the fights got worse and I being the passionate one would say hurtful things to her. I regret them so much. But she always forgave me and I was always greatful and in tears when she did. One day her forgiveness ran out. She had gotten tired of my hurtful words. And said that it was enough. From that point... I had lost her love... I would try to leave her alone as we still worked in the same place. I would still see her and would just give me pain. It was almost too obvious on what was going through my mind.
We had pretty much successfully kept the true nature of our relationship hidden from our co-workers the whole time we were together. Thank goodness. I don't know what I would do if I was responsible for ruining her life. But I can't do anything now. I still love her. Everytime I see her it's like a piece of me dies. I don't know if she even knows what I'm going through. Can she see my pain? Does she even care? I wish I could move on. I wish someone could come and save me from this pain. But It's too unbearable to move one. This is my pennance. This is my curse. Suffering in silence. Burned alive from the inside out by the same fire that fueled my passion for this perfect woman who changed my life. Who will always have my heart.
I'm so very sorry to everyone I've hurt or used when I was a young man , and all that racist talking I did, I spent many years hating people I didn't even know because of their skin color , I deep down didn't mean it and believe it was a way I dealt with my own fears and insecurities , I don't really hate any one people. Please don't do what I've done for half of my life, that is raising your hands and using people for what they can do for you, I became what I hated and feared ... I became a bully. Forgive me Lord Jesus and forgive me my brothers and sisters .
#me #forgiveness #bully #hate #confession #heartless
I'm so sorry, I have sinned.
All of my friends are drug addict, all BUT ME.
And now listen: I reported you all to the police!!
You dumb addicts!
I am totally and irreversibly in love with my biology teacher. He's about 40 years old and such a sweetheart. In his class, I am not able to focus or concentrate on anything, my grades are therefore very unsatisfying.
Now I hope that he will offer me extra private lessons, private tuition.
Why I think this is such a problem? I am a guy.
#biology #teacher #sweetheart #focus #concentrate #private #tuition
I just lured our cat which lived over 10 years with us, into the car and left her somewhere in the woods. I know it sounds cruel but she just bothered us anymore with all the hair she lost and she only wanted to be fed with human food.
I know that's not an excuse for being such a heartless person but we just didn't have another way out.
Please god, forive us.
#cat #woods #car #bother #food #excuse #heartless #forgiveness #god
I'm a 17 year old female. I have been masturbating since before I knew what the word even meant. I just think it feels good and I know it isn't bad, but I feel very lewd and hate that I do it. I tried stopping at one point, but I'm now addicted to it....
I also believe I am a lesbian, but still a tiny bit unsure (pretty sure I am though). Although, I've only ever liked girls. Mostly straight girls. I feel like I have the worst luck when it comes to the love life that I don't have. Everytime something good happens, soon after, something bad or heartbreaking happens. Cupid is just fucking with me and screwing me over every time. I've never dated anyone before. I'm still in the closet, but I think I'll come out on my 18th bday. At least to my family.
I've liked several girls, all unrequited unfortunately. Right now I like one of my classmates who sits next to me, but we aren't that close. I was pretty sure she is straight and seeing her a Homecoming with a guy made me confirm that in my heart, which really started hurting the rest of the night. Everyone says love is the best, but even though I have liked someone, it has mostly only been heartbreaking. I know that I would never ever get the girl I like, even if I was a guy. This has been going on since 6th grade now and I'm getting tired of falling in love. I try so hard to get rid of my feelings, bit then something happens and I fall right back in. Then, like I said before, Cupid will screw with me and soon after something depressing will happen. I sometimes wish I didn't have feelings as I fall in love way too easily and all it does is hurt my heart. I'm going to wind up an old, lonely, cat lady...I just know it.... ._.
What could be worse than losing the love of your life?
I can tell you: Losing not only the love of your life but also all of your money, even your car.
But it's not what you think. I didn't get hurt. I was the once causing it.
I tricked a woman into thinking I was in love with her. She believed it. It was a turbulent romance with a lot of sex, many drugs and fightings.
I slept at her place because I don't have an own apartment and she even paid some of my bills!
She loved me, no she ADORED me, I can feel it. That wouldn't be so bad, would it? But she was such a pain in the ass, she always wanted to cuddle and go to a nice restaurant and do couple stuff I guess. It was terrible!
So I dumped her.
Took her checkbook and her car when she was at work and drove off.
She hasn't heard from me since and she won't... ever.
I don't regret anything.
hmmmm... i don't know what to do. there's this boy from my school, we are friends for some months now and the last weeks we met almost every day, he wrote me textmessages all day long and he was a very good friend. but now, since 2 days, he doesn't answer. at night he sometimes came over to my place, so we could smoke a cigarette together. the last time i met him, he acted kind of strange and since then i haven't heard from him. i texted him yesterday evening but nothing!
what's wrong? i didn't do anything, why is he ignoring me right now? am i annoying or something?
it drives me crazy and i don't know what to do because i don't wanna run after him all the time.
i have to confess that this bothers me more than i want to. and this although i thought we are just friends.
I still have contact to my ex boyfriend... It's not really my ex BOYFRIEND... we had some kind of friends with benefits relationship and it didn't take long until I fell in love with him or crushed on him quite hard... he didn't return the feelings and that almost destroyed me but I couldn't stop seeing him. I lied to him and said that I also only want the sex and the friendship, nothing more...
After a while we saw each other less and less which was terrible because I wanted to see him every day... He started to become more distant and then I found out that he met someone else and tried to woo her.
At the beginning he didn't even tell me about it and just told me new excuses why we couldn't meet.
I was so heartbroken... And I told my best friend about it. She said I need to block him, ghost him and never talk to him again. But I was just so infatuated and I didn't wanna lose him.
Then I met my now boyfriend and the situation got easier. I wasn't that heartbroken anymore and we still texted from time to time.
I am still jealous when I think about him and his new girlfriend, but it's not like I want him more than my boyfriend.
I couldn't tell my best friend that I am still in contact with him. She already thinks I am stupid for keeping up with him for so long... so now I am keeping it a secret that I still text and maybe meet up with him some time.
I just want to be friends with him again. Not anything sexual. I love my boyfriend but I also do not want to lose my friend...
#liar #boyfriend #sex #friends #friendswithbenefits #love #crush #heartbroken #lie #bestfriend
Sometimes I just want to drop everything and leave without telling anyone and start over. Fuck it. I won't be missed anyway. Just leave everything behind.
It's been over a year and three months since the last time we talk, but every day I think of him if he is alive or okay because I know he has been kicked out of house and lives on the streets. Like our story is so complicated and hard but I can't stop thinking about him and I don't know why like every guy I ever talk to my stupid brain and heart keep comparing them to the guy who I love so much and broke my heart. Part of me wants to contact him so badly like I did contact him to have closure but he thought I had closure of him and I thought the same way but I guess now because deep down inside of me my heart wants him. So my question is should I contact him again even though the last time we talk I tried to get closure....
I am still very devoted to my ex boyfriend.... We don't see each other anymore but I don't want to lose contact to him.... The last time I saw him was in March and he doesn't answer me in Facebook... If he only knew how I feel about him... He took a part of my heart with him....
On the 8th of April 2015 I confessed to a girl who seemed to have no interest whatsoever in me. We got closer and closer as the days passed. Two weeks from the confession day, she asked me out on a date (25th April). We went for a movie date. That was my first and my last date with her. We held hands throughout the movie. We weren't even officially together when we went on that date. On the night of 10th May 2015, she asked me to officially be her girlfriend. I was over cloud 9. My happiest moment. We were like the happiest couple but I don't know why she started ignoring me. Exactly on her birthday was our one month as a couple. Things weren't roses between us but I still loved her. The ignoring got worse after her birthday. For 2 weeks I felt like poop. Being ignored by the person I loved the most. I decided to break it off with her considering the fact that she didn't seem to have interest in me anymore. She agreed which shattered my heart into pieces because what's lost will never return.
I cried like a baby that night. 45 days with her. It's not that long but every memory just makes me smile. It's been 2 months since the break up and now she treats me like a stranger. It hurts.
I advertised in the days of 'contact magazines' as follows: Healthy single male, financially secure, seeks long-term/permanent relationship with incredibly dominant "controlling bitch" who is horny to the point of clinical nymphomania, insatiable, demanding, selfish, cruel, greedy, foul-tempered, abusive, and above all likes her man tied up most of the time, in a state of constant humiliation, and sensory deprivation. Erotic asphyxia, breath-play, extreme mind-games, a plus. Lot to offer right lady, so check it out, let's talk, negotiate, compromise, whatever! Almost anything goes. Tell me what you REALLY want - I might just be able to give it to you!" One reply in particular led to a meeting, at a late-night Denny's. She was quite unremarkable to look at, just a pleasant ordinary woman you'd never look twice at, which surprised me somewhat. After we'd eaten, I said "I'll cut to the chase. Tell me what you think of this!" and handed her a photograph. She examined it closely, and asked in a normal tone of voice "Is this you?" I admitted it was. "And this is what you're looking for, mainly?" Again I admitted it. "Any more pictures?" she asked. I produced a bunch of them, which she leafed through, slowly, studying them all closely. "Okay, I get the picture. Now let me tell you about me! I am just turned fifty, never married, have never had anything other than an abusive relationship with a man, which soured me on men, as you'd imagine! Unfortunately I have very compelling needs, pretty c;lose, I'm sure, to what they call "nymphomania"! The only way I can bear to be intimate with a man, is if he is so thoroughly helpless that he does not present the slightest threat to me, and yet is available for my use, 100%! You with me so far? Good! I am a pretty unpleasant woman, probably, all the things you specified, and more! I am a sadist, and I really get off on scaring men, making them believe I'm going to really hurt them, or even kill them. I'm so good at it, I can produce a sniveling wreck of a man, begging, pleading, groveling! I REALLY get off on that! Am I scaring you? I should be!" "No, actually, you're getting me horny! I think I want to marry you, already!" I said, truthfully. She laughed, and said "Nobody is that stupid! But tell me how this would work, assuming we give it a go...: I said "I have a big old house, live there alone, and would love some company, especially with your kind of personality!" She sighed "Let's get something straight - I am an unloved, unloving, heartless bitch, lacking in affection, or any of the 'milk of human kindness' like that! I would use and abuse you, ride you hard and put you away wet, speaking not altogether metaphorically. You would end up a prisoner in your own house, made to do all the housework, and all the cooking, as I am fundamentally lazy. I love your pictures and would bring them to life, 24/7/365. Your entire existence would be devoted to serving and pleasing me, and I would be very demanding, and hard to please. You would come to fear me, maybe even hate me, and there would be nothing you could do about it! One way street, mister, no turning back, no escape. Ever! Unless I get tired of you, and even I don't know what would happen then! Oh, and one final thing, maybe a deal-breaker - I have a brother who had a serious head-injury, and he's pretty slow, and pretty strange! All he wants to do is play with another man's goodies, pretty much endlessly, unless I make him stop! Which I wouldn't, very often. He won't even stop if you come! The ultimate in single-mindedness, I guess! So you'd be faced with that! Sooner or later he will remember what it's like having his cock sucked, and then he'll want to do that all the time too! So, you can't say I didn't warn you! You can get up and leave now....if you don't, you will obey me, instantly and completely, from this moment on, or I will make note of it, and punish you, once you're helpless! You will not speak to me, unbidden, but you may say once only "permission to speak, Ma'am" which I may or may not agree to. When I tell you to "be silent" that means complete silence until revoked. Any infringement will lead to a punishment which will ensure your obedience in the future! Now, leave, or stay! Your choice!"
So here I am confessing about a mistake I made and regretting now. I have a pyrosexual fetish and it basically means that one is aroused by the use of fire on self or even others or anything like that.
At teenage I had realised about my fetish and since then I have been masturbating with fire like burning a little portion of the cloth that I am wearing or pouring flammable substance on my clothes and teasing myself..however I don't do anything harmful, it's always on limit. 6months back I got engaged to my bf and now we broke up because I showed honesty and told him about my fetish and it turned out to be very bad. Now He don't wana be with me at all.. I am broke af now. He even started dating other girls.😭
I've spent all day crying my goddamned eyes out over a woman I've been seeing for three and a half months. She broke up with me to see someone else.
I'm confessing here because the only person I could conceivably talk to about it to get some kind of catharsis and work the pain out is...
...my wife.
(Yes, I know I'm a piece of shit. We can just take that as read, thanks.)
I am pregnant.
I let my boyfriend cum inside me just because. When we found out I talked about abortion. He wont pay for me to get one. Neither will my parents.
I dont want a baby. Maybe I kinda sorta thought I did. Im 12 weeks in. Ive heard the heartbeat and I just..i just dont want it. Honestly Im kind of hoping that something happens and I miscarry so I dont have to deal with it. I could also get more attention and sympathy that way.
I have smoked weed while I knew I was pregnant. I also took Robotussin and Mucinex DM to robotrip. I still smoke cigs when I can. Because.well. i just dont care.
Its not that i dont care about my baby, i dont care about anyone, really. Thats something ive realized reading these confessions. I just like attention and doing what I want. I dont really care who I hurt. I know Ive manipulated people on purpose but it just doesnt really get to me. I think that now once Ive realized this and harnessed my true power I will take it to the extreme.
Before when I did things I really did feel bad..but now I dont care. At all.
I dont want forgiveness. I dont want to change either, honestly.
#baby #abortion #pregnant #heartless #careless #mom #mother #teen #manipulative
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