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My dog is dying and I think I am going to end his suffering. He is an old but very good boy and his body is full with cancer. I just can not see him like this. He does not eat much. He does not drink much. I informed myself about the most humane way to put him to sleep. I bought special kind of sleeping pills. And I am going to put that into his water or his food (I am not sure about this one yet) tonight.
I am devastated but I think it is for the best.


#dog   #dying   #dead   #sleep   #pills   #kill   #sad   #confess  


I’m basically an emotional crutch for my friend, pretty much the only one she has, but I’m pretty sure I’m going to kill myself soon. I just don’t know what to do, I don’t want to leave her alone and stranded with nobody to talk to anymore, but I don’t think my mind is going to let me stay here much longer. And the worst part is I’m doing everything right. I’ve been taking my meds, reaching out to people when I need them, ive been taking notice when I’m having irrational thoughts and putting a stop to them, I’ve been excersicing, boy howdy have I. Been excersicing, but I still hear screaming that isn’t there, I still feel like my room is closing in on me, I still feel like my mind is deteriorating...what am I doing wrong?


#suicidal   #mentalillness   #support   #killing   #myself  


I want to confess that I once thought about going on a killing spree.
Please don't get me wrong, I know how terrible this is but I just couldn't handle it anymore. Back in middle school all other kids hated me, bullied me and pranked me. After a girl pretend to like me but just did so because she had lost a bet, I was furious. I actually had planned the attack but was too afraid to do it.

I am now a grown up man in my mid 30 and I am very glad I haven't ruined my life like that.


#killing   #spree   #school   #bullied   #prank   #life   #confession  


I work in a filling station at the drive-through checkout. Some days ago an older guy around 60 or something drove by and wanted to pay with his credit card. He talked to himself all the time, he was really a creepy hell of a guy and really really unfriendly. When I told him to wait a moment he insulted me and said that I was an incompetent loser.
He then gave me his credit card, I put it in the card reader and told him to enter his PIN. He started talking while typing as accidentally told me his code. I gave him the receipt and he drove off showing his middle finger.
But he forgot his credit card.

I drove to the mall the same day and went shopping like I had never shopped in my like.
Thank you Mr. **** for your kind gift!


#filling   #station   #drive   #checkout   #credit   #card   #shopping   #money   #unfriendly   #confession  


While we were at a conference for my husbands company I found myself alone with his boss, a handsome black man, and he started flirting with me. I played along and he kissed me and started feeling my butt. I guess I was in a trance and showed no resistance. We didn't have long, so he pushed me down to my knees, unzipped, and pulled out a huge black dick and directed it towards my mouth. I immediately opened to accept its large head, and he started fucking my mouth like I was his personal slut or something. Truth be told, I not only showed no resistance. I would have probably done what ever he wanted. He started talking to me, encouraging me to suck him, and made the statement that he bet I had never had a dick like that before. Boy was he right. He held on to my head and I could feel him tensing up, so I knew what was coming; he unloaded a huge load of cum right down my throat. I swallowed every drop, then he helped me to my feet, zipped up and we made our way back to the gathering. On the way back I asked him to look at me and make sure I didn't have any cum on my face or blouse. I didn't , so we made our way back. When I saw my husband I walked over and gave him a kiss and a smile. I then looked over, and his boss was watching me from across the room. He smiled, and held up his glass as to toast me from across the room. I returned the smile, and toasted him as well.


#wife   #used   #willing   #husband   #boss  


I started sleeping with a guy I’ve always wanted to fuck last year even though he had/has a girlfriend.
I’ve always thought he was hot but have never been single when he’s been around (meaning he was in jail for the short time I was free between relationships since I met him about 8-9 years ago).
It was supposed to be one “encounter” … We had about 5 days while she was away and that was supposed to be it, however every time she’s been away since then he’s contacted me, the last couple of times even coming to me at my house (we lived just over an hour apart and I’d always gone to him). I’ve not once tried to reach out or been the one to instigate further hookups, it was always him, but not once was I going to turn him down. The connection is AMAZING, honestly I’ve had some of THE BEST sex of my life with this guy.
The weird thing is, even though I know his partner I just don’t feel guilty, I don’t give a fuck, I would and probably will continue to fuck this boy every time she is out of town.


#ifuckedyourboyfriend   #illdoitagain   #mostselfishthingihaveeverdone   #noguilt  


Some nights ago, I dreamt that I would kill my brother-in-law. He is my husband's brother and they are like best friends. My brother-in-law, called Luke, lives in our streets, so he's around every single day.
He's nice actually but he's a bit of a loser. He can't do anything, lost his job several times and is not able to handle a girlfriend. He drinks beer and alcohol every day, so around 5 or 6 pm he's already a bit sozzled and then he starts talking and touching. He slapped my butt twice already. I told my husband but he said Luke wouldn't mean it like that and that it's just a joke.

Now I dreamt that I drove him over. Before I had that dream I would never ever thought about it, but now... He's really a pain in the ass. But I don't want my husband to suffer. So I guess, I have to live with him.


#brother   #in   #law   #husband   #family   #alcohol   #beer   #dream   #kill   #death  


My wife had a company party and the motto was quiz show. There was even a quiz like the one "Who wants to be a millionaire?" and they even had telephone jokers. If she would have won, she would have gotten a week off and 500 pounds extra cash.
I was her telephone joker and she called me on the last question, if she would have known that, she would have won.
I told her the wrong answer because I don't want her to be at home that much.
She's annoying from time to time.


#motto   #quiz   #annoying  


Back when I was younger around 19 I was friends with this couple. They were older than me. Like 6 to 7 years older than me. And I just lived across the way so we were within walking distance of each other's houses. I can't remember how he and I first started fuckin but we fucked Everytime she was at work. Or he would walk down to my house early in the morning. We would fuck then. We would go fuck in my truck. If we said we were running somewhere. Every chance we got we were fuckin. He even picked me up off the counter and carried me into the bedroom n fucked me in their bed. It was so wrong n dirty I know.


#cheat   #wrong   #dirty   #fuckin   #sex  


I broke up with my girlfriend because I'm still in love with my ex girlfriend.


#girlfriend   #ex   #love   #still  


I tried to commit suicide 2 days ago.
Took a lot of sleeping pills but it didn't work. I had to puke very bad and I since them I'm kind of sick.

When I think about it right now, it was kinda stupid idea. I need to talk to someone.


#suicide   #confession   #death   #sick   #puke  


The first time I was just teasing and having fun when I rubbed my ass against his huge package. I wanted to watch it grow and give him pain. And it did, but I meant no harm. But I do like rubbing his bulge. Now he touches and grabs me here and there when no one is watching. I like it but limit him. He wants to sleep with me and doesn't like my telling him to wait a couple of years. Sometimes I feel my defenses go down as my urges go up. And I do have will power or I wouldn't be a virgin for all these years. I don't dare tell him I think of him when I masturbate. My parents would disown us both if I gave in and ended up pregnant. I put myself in a predicament.


#predicament   #bulge   #rub   #grab   #touches   #teen   #tease   #fun   #sex   #vulnerable   #willpower   #pregnant   #friend   #parents   #masturbate  


I feel fucked up for really wanting to get a serious illness "just to see what it's like" and possibly treasure life more, when I won't have much time.

I apologise to those who never had a choice...


#apology   #illness   #test   #life   #treasuring  


Back when I was 7 or 8 me and my child hood friend always makes out. No clothes only underwear we humped each other while making out i always thought it felt good. we're both girls looking back at it now i think that's is my lesbian awakening


#kiss  


Don't say that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel because you wouldn't understand how hard it is to see in the dark especially when you become one with it.



I did something so dumb but wanted to do this for helping poor kids out there. and I over spent $1,000 plus and want to spend other $700 on xmas secret santa gifts for kids for salvos because they don't have enough and I am on a disability pension and I feel so stupid I did this but I want to. I do care. I wish someone could help me raise some money to help fund my idea. Its not for me but for the kids out there. I just want to let them know someone cares. if you start a go fund me on chemist page I would appreciate it. I am doing products kids can use like shampoos, hand wipes, body sprays and lip balms, toothpaste and toothbrushes etc.

am I a loser dickhead or what? !

fuck xmas and being poor I am sick of it. I poor but I want to help. so go figure it out.


#with   #scratches   #of   #rash   #and   #infection   #i   #want   #to   #still   #help   #others  


Two girls, one 13 and one 10 years old, made me strip nude and masturbate in front of them!

I knew as soon as I saw them approaching that they were coming to watch me masturbate and cum. The 13 year old said, " Remember you said that you would show me your dick? Can I see it now? And can my friend see too?" So I stripped nude and my dick was hard already! Then she asked me, " Can we watch you Masturbate?" So I started to masturbate and they stood in front of me watching. They were so gorgeous and sweet, they really let me take my time masturbating. I knew that they wanted to watch me cum and that they would stand there looking at me while I was masturbating for as long as it took for me to cum, so I took my time. My prick was so big and hard, I occasionally let go of it so that they could actually see it throbbing. I wanted them to know how much I loved masturbating in front of them so I looked at them and smiled while I was masturbating in front of them. Then I started cumming, I just couldn’t hold back any longer. When I came they saw my cum squirt out several times and they stood right there watching until I completely finished cumming. As I was cleaning up my cum the 13 year old smiled and said "Thanks" and then they walked away laughing. They then told all their girlfriends what I did.


#girls   #masturbate   #cum  


I'm dead on the inside, I just feel miserable and sad all the time.
If it weren't to my son, I already would have killed myself. I just don't want to live anymore.


#miserable   #sad   #kill   #son   #live   #suicide  


I'm a minor and I send nudes to adults saying I'm 19 because it's the only way I can make myself feel beautiful


#minor   #illegal   #insecurities  


She was barely 16,
I was 20.
She took my virginity,
and became my first girlfriend.

We met on a common known classifieds website and to be honest, I don't want to be forgiven I just want to relive the magic that was fucking a teen..

I was lonely one night and decided to look for love cheaply and without much effort, little did I know that i would strike a goldmine that would yield me years of underage sex for basically free. I found a post looking for a guy to be friends with since she was new in town. I saw her picture and almost immediately I pictured my cock inside her somehow. She was this cute white girl with really nice lips, great breasts and my favorite, a beautiful face. I honestly thought I had no chance.. i literally didn't expect her to reply but she did. She was nice and pretty much wanted someone to come hang out with her and her friend at the movies. I told her that I would but chickened out at the last minute because i was too nervous. I should point out that her original post listed that she was 19...

After a few email exchanges she stopped replying and pretty much told me to stop bugging her and that it was starting to creep her out. I initially felt bad and told her goodbye. A month or two went by and she wouldn't leave my mind, probably because she was the only girl who had really given me any attention. I had masterbated to her pictures so many times. I had some sort of lust for her that drove me stalk her on the internet. I found her social media page and I decided to talk to her again hoping she was willing to talk. To my surprise she had completely forgotten about our first encounter but seemed to like my pictures and decided to keep talking to me for a couple of weeks. We exchanged numbers and texted a lot. Again up to this point I thought she was still 19. I don't know how I came to know her real age, maybe it was after I decided to ask her out and she wanted to be upfront with me. I should have backed off but I was so smitten by her and she seemed to like me. I decided that I wanted to go through with the date despite the huge age difference. I remember picking her up and being so nervous, she smelled really nice and looked incredibly cute, she had on bright red lipstick.. which only made me fantasize about sticking my cock in her mouth. We went to the movies and we hung out a bit afterwards but I was a total nervous wreck throughout it. I thought for sure she would get over me but I think it had the opposite effect.. she was charmed by me and seemed to seek me out more and more to the point of inviting me over to her home with her parents...

Apparently her parents knew about the age difference and were shockingly okay with me seeing their underage child. I really liked her parents and they were genuinely nice, which would make me feel slightly bad when their daughter would stuff her face with my cock in the next room while they watched TV... but thats forshadowing a bit. Her and I grew closer and closer to the point that she would invite me over almost every night and I would more than happily go since I really liked her. We would start out by hanging out watching movies and talking. I'll never forget my first kiss... I brought over a movie I really wanted her to watch and she agreed but I think it was just to get me to come over because when I arrived she couldn't care less about the film. Half way through the film she asks if I have ever been kissed before.. I embarrassingly admitted that I hadn't, I must have gotten really flustered. I could feel my cock get hard just thinking I would kiss her that night. She continued to ask how i would react if she came close and kissed me. I couldn't give her a straight answer I was too nervous and she could see that. She had a power over me, yes dumb to say that a 16 year old teen could control a 20 year old but I was totally under her trance. She kept teasing me about kissing and eventually reached over and gave me the sweetest kiss. I could feel my cock throb I was so turned on and really loved her lips. I asked if she could do it again and she did it over and over again. We ended up making out and I was in heaven. I literally went home that night and masterbated to the thought of possibly having sex with her.

A few weeks would pass and we had gotten into the habit of drinking alcohol and hanging out in her room, her parents being totally cool with it. i'm still shocked to this day but i honestly can't complain. The night she would take my virginity would be a weird one. You would think I would immediately cum but nope. We were coming back from a night out, I think I was teaching her how to drive i can't remember, we flirted a lot and on the ride back to her place she asked me "would you have sex with me?" i was shocked, I was not expecting this and she probably knew I couldn't answer and all i could say was well uhhhh I maybe i mean if you wanted to. She would say yeah but do you want to? She finally got me to say, Yes I want to fuck you. That night we loaded up on alcohol and proceeded to her room. She was very gentle with me and let me do anything. She started to unbuckle my belt and I knew that this was going to start. She opened my pants and revealed my throbbing hard cock and she grabbed it with her hand and gently stroked it, she then told me she was going to stick it in her mouth and i almost lost it. It was amazing and I was in heaven. She proceeded to lay me down and applied a condom on me. I was still in shock over a lot of it and then she mounted my cock and rode me. her warmth, the look of her on top of me, seeing her breasts sway and bounce and her beautiful face. It was a little too much for me to bare and I couldn't cum. She tried to suck it again and ride me again but nope. i felt bad because I didn't want her to think I wasn't attracted to her. But she told me to come back tomorrow and we would try again until I came. So I returned the next day, and without wasting time unbuckled my pants and went straight for my cock. I could imagine her waiting for me to arrive thinking about my cock. She got on her knees and started to go to work. I was facing the same problems as before but as soon as I put my hands on her head and started moving her the way I wanted I realized that I was in a room with a gorgeous teen girl, on her knees letting me stuff her face with my cock and letting me have total control of her at the time, that was enough to drive me over the edge and i started to feel cum rushing out of my penis and i naturally shoved her whole face into my crotch, it was the most amazing feeling. after it was done I was in shock of how good it felt and I expected her to go spit it out but she looked right at me, opened her mouth and proudly showed me the pool of cum in her mouth with a big smile on her face. she would then wink, and swallow it all almost as if she couldn't wait, and Ill end this with what she told me next
"Thank you so much daddy, Can you please give me more? I'll do anything you want daddy, I want to be your little cum swallowing whorish princess!"




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