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My dog is dying and I think I am going to end his suffering. He is an old but very good boy and his body is full with cancer. I just can not see him like this. He does not eat much. He does not drink much. I informed myself about the most humane way to put him to sleep. I bought special kind of sleeping pills. And I am going to put that into his water or his food (I am not sure about this one yet) tonight.
I am devastated but I think it is for the best.
I have a co-worker I would love to beat to death, He interjects in everyone's conversations and is a total know-it-all. He's fucking ugly and gross and makes me sick. He always makes stupid facial expressions when you make eye-contact with him. He's a Star Wars fan and on May 4th he walked around the office saying "May the Fourth be with you. UGH! I just want beat him to a bloody pulp with a baseball bat and dance around in his brains.
I shot my neighbour's cat by accident the other day. Because I didn't want to destroy our friendship (we get on really well together), I took the cat and placed it in the middle of the road. Then I waited until someone drove over it and told my neighbour that someone drove over her cat.
She now wants to sue the driver. I am feeling guilty but I guess you have to be an ass to get around in this world.
She was barely 16,
I was 20.
She took my virginity,
and became my first girlfriend.
We met on a common known classifieds website and to be honest, I don't want to be forgiven I just want to relive the magic that was fucking a teen..
I was lonely one night and decided to look for love cheaply and without much effort, little did I know that i would strike a goldmine that would yield me years of underage sex for basically free. I found a post looking for a guy to be friends with since she was new in town. I saw her picture and almost immediately I pictured my cock inside her somehow. She was this cute white girl with really nice lips, great breasts and my favorite, a beautiful face. I honestly thought I had no chance.. i literally didn't expect her to reply but she did. She was nice and pretty much wanted someone to come hang out with her and her friend at the movies. I told her that I would but chickened out at the last minute because i was too nervous. I should point out that her original post listed that she was 19...
After a few email exchanges she stopped replying and pretty much told me to stop bugging her and that it was starting to creep her out. I initially felt bad and told her goodbye. A month or two went by and she wouldn't leave my mind, probably because she was the only girl who had really given me any attention. I had masterbated to her pictures so many times. I had some sort of lust for her that drove me stalk her on the internet. I found her social media page and I decided to talk to her again hoping she was willing to talk. To my surprise she had completely forgotten about our first encounter but seemed to like my pictures and decided to keep talking to me for a couple of weeks. We exchanged numbers and texted a lot. Again up to this point I thought she was still 19. I don't know how I came to know her real age, maybe it was after I decided to ask her out and she wanted to be upfront with me. I should have backed off but I was so smitten by her and she seemed to like me. I decided that I wanted to go through with the date despite the huge age difference. I remember picking her up and being so nervous, she smelled really nice and looked incredibly cute, she had on bright red lipstick.. which only made me fantasize about sticking my cock in her mouth. We went to the movies and we hung out a bit afterwards but I was a total nervous wreck throughout it. I thought for sure she would get over me but I think it had the opposite effect.. she was charmed by me and seemed to seek me out more and more to the point of inviting me over to her home with her parents...
Apparently her parents knew about the age difference and were shockingly okay with me seeing their underage child. I really liked her parents and they were genuinely nice, which would make me feel slightly bad when their daughter would stuff her face with my cock in the next room while they watched TV... but thats forshadowing a bit. Her and I grew closer and closer to the point that she would invite me over almost every night and I would more than happily go since I really liked her. We would start out by hanging out watching movies and talking. I'll never forget my first kiss... I brought over a movie I really wanted her to watch and she agreed but I think it was just to get me to come over because when I arrived she couldn't care less about the film. Half way through the film she asks if I have ever been kissed before.. I embarrassingly admitted that I hadn't, I must have gotten really flustered. I could feel my cock get hard just thinking I would kiss her that night. She continued to ask how i would react if she came close and kissed me. I couldn't give her a straight answer I was too nervous and she could see that. She had a power over me, yes dumb to say that a 16 year old teen could control a 20 year old but I was totally under her trance. She kept teasing me about kissing and eventually reached over and gave me the sweetest kiss. I could feel my cock throb I was so turned on and really loved her lips. I asked if she could do it again and she did it over and over again. We ended up making out and I was in heaven. I literally went home that night and masterbated to the thought of possibly having sex with her.
A few weeks would pass and we had gotten into the habit of drinking alcohol and hanging out in her room, her parents being totally cool with it. i'm still shocked to this day but i honestly can't complain. The night she would take my virginity would be a weird one. You would think I would immediately cum but nope. We were coming back from a night out, I think I was teaching her how to drive i can't remember, we flirted a lot and on the ride back to her place she asked me "would you have sex with me?" i was shocked, I was not expecting this and she probably knew I couldn't answer and all i could say was well uhhhh I maybe i mean if you wanted to. She would say yeah but do you want to? She finally got me to say, Yes I want to fuck you. That night we loaded up on alcohol and proceeded to her room. She was very gentle with me and let me do anything. She started to unbuckle my belt and I knew that this was going to start. She opened my pants and revealed my throbbing hard cock and she grabbed it with her hand and gently stroked it, she then told me she was going to stick it in her mouth and i almost lost it. It was amazing and I was in heaven. She proceeded to lay me down and applied a condom on me. I was still in shock over a lot of it and then she mounted my cock and rode me. her warmth, the look of her on top of me, seeing her breasts sway and bounce and her beautiful face. It was a little too much for me to bare and I couldn't cum. She tried to suck it again and ride me again but nope. i felt bad because I didn't want her to think I wasn't attracted to her. But she told me to come back tomorrow and we would try again until I came. So I returned the next day, and without wasting time unbuckled my pants and went straight for my cock. I could imagine her waiting for me to arrive thinking about my cock. She got on her knees and started to go to work. I was facing the same problems as before but as soon as I put my hands on her head and started moving her the way I wanted I realized that I was in a room with a gorgeous teen girl, on her knees letting me stuff her face with my cock and letting me have total control of her at the time, that was enough to drive me over the edge and i started to feel cum rushing out of my penis and i naturally shoved her whole face into my crotch, it was the most amazing feeling. after it was done I was in shock of how good it felt and I expected her to go spit it out but she looked right at me, opened her mouth and proudly showed me the pool of cum in her mouth with a big smile on her face. she would then wink, and swallow it all almost as if she couldn't wait, and Ill end this with what she told me next
"Thank you so much daddy, Can you please give me more? I'll do anything you want daddy, I want to be your little cum swallowing whorish princess!"
I don't know, it's pretty rough what I did.... My best friend's mum is pretty damn hot and as he went to the toilet, I got a thong out of her bedroom. This thong is now under my pillow.
What should I do. Greets, J.
I'm cheating/lying to/on my GF. No one except really close friends even know we're dating, but I wish we were still just best friends like we were in the past. She confessed her attraction and love for me over skype one day. At the time she was at an extreme low point in her life, and she put me on the spot. I could only think about what she'd do if I didn't accept her confession, she would kill herself. I knew it. I felt it. So I told her that I was feeling the same way, with intentions to eventually break up with her. Now I'm here. I'm not even really all that sure I'm bi. Do I like lesbian porn, yes. But who doesn't?! I still think dicks are awesome and I'd much rather ride some guys dick than finger another girls pussy. It's just not for me. On top of all of that, I was flirting behind her back. I'm a freshman in high school and she's an eighth grader in middle school. I feel so guilty. I know it was wrong, I even have a male date to homecoming. But I'm not gonna go cause it's just too wrong feeling for me. I can't keep this up! I know I have to break up with her eventually but she's so unstable. I could really ruin her for good. She loves me and I don't love her. I still see her as JUST my best friend. I'm an awful human being for leading both her and the guy on. I should just kill myself for doing this. I deserve to die.
My Pretty Neighbor Watched Me Strip Nude and Masturbate
I would strip nude and masturbate in front of my pretty upstairs neighbor every day. She would walk by while I was masturbating and I would cum when she looked at me. My cum would squirt out 5 or 6 feet several times…...... She was so beautiful wearing a dress and high heels every day. I would cum so hard! At the pool 10 gorgeous women watched me masturbate and cum repeatedly. My other neighbor, also a pretty brunette, caught me masturbating and after that she would let me masturbate and cum while she watched.
i used to like acting slutty for one of my ex bf, he used to tell me to dress slutty or sometimes at night when everyone was sleeping at my place we would have phone on the sex and would order me to go to the lounge room naked and masturbated. i would be doggy style rubbing and fingering myself, my ass facing the door. he loved it when i orgasm and moaned loud, which i did cause it excited me because of the thrill of getting caught or watched without knowing from my parents or brothers. i was so bad and slutty but i loved it. i missed these times.
#phonesex #ex #thrill #masturbation
I stayed with my BFF and her family in a lake cabin one summer when I was 14. Most days we would go fishing with her dad. My friend and I were competeing for best tan so we probably lied on the bow more than fish. She would move her suit inward, so I'd follow. We didn't want any tan lines. Bolder with time we went topless. Her dad fished and acted as though everything was normal. So we ended up taking it further by sunbathing completely nude. I still recall the thrill of being naked and observed. That was the start to being an exhibitionist. I returned to school braless until my parents realized. I fought with my mom for months until she gave in. Dad stayed out of it and enjoyed my new look. So ten years later I have rarely worn a bra or panties and flash a victim of choice at every opportunity. The more excited they act, the more I get turned on. I love to get nasty too.
I did something so dumb but wanted to do this for helping poor kids out there. and I over spent $1,000 plus and want to spend other $700 on xmas secret santa gifts for kids for salvos because they don't have enough and I am on a disability pension and I feel so stupid I did this but I want to. I do care. I wish someone could help me raise some money to help fund my idea. Its not for me but for the kids out there. I just want to let them know someone cares. if you start a go fund me on chemist page I would appreciate it. I am doing products kids can use like shampoos, hand wipes, body sprays and lip balms, toothpaste and toothbrushes etc.
am I a loser dickhead or what? !
fuck xmas and being poor I am sick of it. I poor but I want to help. so go figure it out.
#with #scratches #of #rash #and #infection #i #want #to #still #help #others
When my husband and I were on vacation, we were hanging out with another couple on the beach when I needed to go back to the room to retrieve some things. The other couple needed some things also, and the husband, a tall, handsome black, middle aged gentleman volunteered to go back to the resort with me to get our things. As we walked through the resort people would look our way and immediately assume we were together. There was no problem, but I found myself getting kind of worked up thinking about this handsome black gentleman being my partner. It was a pretty long walk, and as we made our way we would occasionally brush together. At one point I took his arm and we walked arm in arm through the resort and toward the elevator. We stopped by our room first, and upon entering I began getting things together to take back to the beach, and as I moved about and bent over I could feel his eyes watching me. Just as I was about to say I was ready to go, he reached out and took me in his arms and kissed me deeply. I was quite take back by his assertiveness, but didn't offer resistance. I instinctively opened my mouth and allowed his tongue to enter and meet with mine. As we kissed his hands felt my ass. He had large hands and it felt so good, I felt like I was under his total control. He started playing with my boobs, so to allow easier access I lowered my top, and he began sucking my now hard nipples. I reached down and felt his huge erection through his swim suit, and with that he pushed me down and directed his beautiful black organ to my mouth. I tried to take as much as I could, but he was just too big. To make a long story short, he laid me on the edge of the bed, pulled my bikini crotch to the side and slowly entered my now very wet pussy. He went very slow at first, allowing time for me to get used to the size, the started slowly pumping in and out. I became so wet I could hear sloshing as I allowed this gentleman I had just met to have his way with me. He began to speed up and was fucking me as deep as he could, when he let loose a huge load of cum deep into my womb. Even after he pulled out all I could do was just lay there, completely satisfied and totally out of energy. I remember even thanking him for the best fucking I have ever had. My husband and I made love many times on that very bed throughout our vacation, and thought I was so wet solely because of him. I would never tell him any different, but the thoughts of my first black experience taking place on that very bed kept me moist and wet all week. I am now in search of my second black experience, and there is an executive at the company where I work that would be perfect for the job.
I'm dead on the inside, I just feel miserable and sad all the time.
If it weren't to my son, I already would have killed myself. I just don't want to live anymore.
I broke up with my girlfriend because I'm still in love with my ex girlfriend.
#girlfriend #ex #love #still
My husband and I were in bed talking about our pasts. He told me all his girl friends and his first wife had cheated on him. He told me everything, I listened, asked about what they did and how he felt. I noticed how his breathing increased. I hugged him to feel better. I noticed he was hard, like really hard. I touched him, wrapping my fingers around him. I looked deep into his eyes and suddenly I realized something important and asked, “Do you want me to be like them and cheat too?” -FHwife
#cuckold #cheating #willing #confession #lust #temptation #discovery #hotpast #girlfriends
I tried to commit suicide 2 days ago.
Took a lot of sleeping pills but it didn't work. I had to puke very bad and I since them I'm kind of sick.
When I think about it right now, it was kinda stupid idea. I need to talk to someone.
#suicide #confession #death #sick #puke
The first time I was just teasing and having fun when I rubbed my ass against his huge package. I wanted to watch it grow and give him pain. And it did, but I meant no harm. But I do like rubbing his bulge. Now he touches and grabs me here and there when no one is watching. I like it but limit him. He wants to sleep with me and doesn't like my telling him to wait a couple of years. Sometimes I feel my defenses go down as my urges go up. And I do have will power or I wouldn't be a virgin for all these years. I don't dare tell him I think of him when I masturbate. My parents would disown us both if I gave in and ended up pregnant. I put myself in a predicament.
#predicament #bulge #rub #grab #touches #teen #tease #fun #sex #vulnerable #willpower #pregnant #friend #parents #masturbate
I'm a 21 year old gay male. Decent looking.
Anyway this starts all the way back in elementary school, I always felt different. I was the odd kid out and often picked on but if you were to look at me there would be no obvious reason. I was clean, looked normal but I was always off, this is when the horrible pattern started. I had met this kid, let's call him Cody, anyway we hit it off at first when school started because he was the new kid and I was a loner and we bonded over just running around at recess because neither of us liked sports (or ever were invited to play) and the swing set. As the year went on I thought everything was fine and normal, his mom even started volunteering at the school to serve snacks for the students which had given me a chance to meet his mom which I thought was great until i got pulled into the office one day. I was told that I was being suspended for harassing another student, it turns out Jake was deeply afraid of me and my vivid imagination, so afraid that he had pretended to be my friend so he wouldn't get hurt. His mom volunteered at the school to even keep an eye on me so she can see for herself what was going on. That's when I really knew something was wrong with me and what sickens me is that this exact same pattern of me finding one person and developing a dangerous fixation on them, my intent is never to harm them but I do... never physically but I'm so insecure in everything about myself. I need to pick a fight with them just to know that they care enough to argue back. I make up a sad story or suicide attempt to see how much they love me. I constantly push these boundaries to test how much they will take and if they will hurl me out of their lives too. This pattern has slowed down but not in a healthy way, ive now turned to opiates to give me that feeling of euphoria I would get when someone would say something nice to me or give me a hug. I'm up to about 160-200 mg of oxycodone use a day which I guess is enough to kill someone without a tollerance and everyday I wish I wouldn't wake up from my nod. When this isn't enough I turn to casual sex on grindr just so I can still feel sexy and desired, I never use condoms because I hope I get HIV, that'll kill me in a few years if I don't treat it hopefully. Oh I should also mention that the only person that ever loved me unconditionally no matter how bad I got died of cancer when I was 19, the same time my "fiancé" left me. He was actually pretty good at dealing with my crazy, he knew how to work around it but after losing my mom I got really bad. Wanna know what's funny? I have a high paying job! I'm really smart and manipulative so I was able to cheat a resume and land a 30$ an hour job, I just pretended I knew what was going on lol I've even bought a car recently. I have this random peaks of energy and sanity I think where I set a goal and then I work hard to acheieve it, all while hiding a drug addiction. This isn't easy to do but any addict can tell you that they'll figure something out to push them through the day. As you can see this is so haphazardly written because this is how my brain works, I'm never on a single path and do you want to know the sickest thing that torments me the most in my life? I love. I love so hard. I love everyone and everything. All I want to do is love each and every person on this earth and i know that I have enough compassion in my heart to go around to each one of you but with my deadly desire to be desired like that in return all I do is hurt anyone who crosses my path. I've stopped now. I even got on methadone to start saving up a chunk of money for my family and entered the methadone clinic who dose me every morning before work, then I go to my office, milk the fuck out of the clock, go home, pop some xanax or whatever drug I can get my hands on because I have stockpiled fake pee for the UA's and pass the fuck out. On my days off it's just a blur of some type of intoxication. The beauty of this is, I'm no longer harming anyone, I tell my family I'm just dedicated to my career and they believe me because they see the new diesel (used 2011) Ford Dually I bought. I'm not in emotional pain for the lack of not having human interactions. My account is growing slowly but since I don't pay rent I can put almost half my monthly income into savings. I've written a list of the names of all the people I've hurt and for each name is a letter telling them everything that's beautiful about them. In 6 more months (if my body can hold up to my downers at night and daytime stimulants) I'll leave on a positive note with my dads debt paid off and my brother a newer truck which he should be able to make the payments on with the way I got the loan set up. Fuck you guys I'm so sorry I've failed you all. I was supposed to be the one to take every tear and change it for you... there has never been a time when my compassion didn't bring joy to someone's face, in fact that's the only thing that's kept me here this long. Kill me if you want and can find out who posted this, it would help. Today is January 7th.. late July and the toxic creature that has infected our existence as a species will enter the void of nothingness. Damnit, I was supposed to be something so beneficial. Anyway, bye babes. You have my love - mine is not to reason why, yours is not to make reply for I am to do and die.
#insanity #death #suicide #fear #addiction #abandonment #loss
Some nights ago, I dreamt that I would kill my brother-in-law. He is my husband's brother and they are like best friends. My brother-in-law, called Luke, lives in our streets, so he's around every single day.
He's nice actually but he's a bit of a loser. He can't do anything, lost his job several times and is not able to handle a girlfriend. He drinks beer and alcohol every day, so around 5 or 6 pm he's already a bit sozzled and then he starts talking and touching. He slapped my butt twice already. I told my husband but he said Luke wouldn't mean it like that and that it's just a joke.
Now I dreamt that I drove him over. Before I had that dream I would never ever thought about it, but now... He's really a pain in the ass. But I don't want my husband to suffer. So I guess, I have to live with him.
#brother #in #law #husband #family #alcohol #beer #dream #kill #death
I am 15 and I got my first tattoo like 3 days ago. I managed to find a tattooist who did not ask for any ID and as I look older this was no issue at all. I got a big anchor and a cross on my upper arm, it looks lit as fuck!!! But it started to hurt like a couple of hours after I got it and it hasn't stopped. Now I am quite scared that it will get infected or something. It's a bit red and a bit swollen...
The problem is, my parents are not supposed to find out about it. They would have my head if they knew. So I am only wearing long sleeves for now but I am scared I need to go see a doctor about it? They will find out if I have to go...
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