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I’ve been in love with my best friends' boyfriend for about a year now. She started dating him a few months ago. I love him so much. What makes me mad is that she mistreats him, and she only likes him after he transitioned. I liked him back when he was cis. I want to hug him, I want to kiss him. But I’ll never get that chance and it breaks my heart. I secretly want them to break up, so I can comfort him and maybe then he'll like me.
Trigger warning : eating disorder
Recently I've been struggling with my eating disorder again and I don't really know what to do because I literally cant get myself to eat but I feel like I need to throw up all the time and I'm loosing so much weight I went from being 150 to almost 115 I don't really know how to deal with it because I still feel disgusting
#tw #ed #eatingdisorder #advise
I (f / 39) met a really nice guy, I am madly in love with him. At the moment, he's in prison for murder.
I know he bitterly regrets that he strangled his ex girlfriend after a huge fight and he suffers that he took a life of a human being.
It is expected that he will be released from prison this summer. I fell in love with him and I am ready to help him build up a new life, with me.
Of course, all of my friends and my son (19) are shocked warn me that I might be the next victim on his list.
Now my son issued an ultimatum. If I want to continue visiting the man, he will move out and he won't talk to me again. Now I should immediately choose my son over a murder but it's very hard for me because I like this man so much and I know that he has a lot of good qualities and features.
I am sorry that I am in love with a murder.
I am a straight female but if a girls pussy was in front of me I’d eat her out and like watching bi threesomes and can’t help myself but cum.
I need a teddy bear to sleep. Just can't fall asleep without one of my soft cuddle toys.
About 2 months ago, I slept over at my girlfriend's place but forgot to bring Mic, my favourite teddy bear. I was awake all night long. It was horrible. I am scared without my stuffed friends.
Next month, my fiancée and I are getting married. I am 29 years old.
So last night I had a very hot dream that I was wearing nothing but my Underwear and Socks at School and I got to say this was a very hot dream I had like I guess after my last posts about Changing in the Locker Room when I was in Middle School must have given me this type of dream.
So anyways there I was going to school and I had no clothes on no shirt, no pants, and no shoes all I was wearing was just pair of blue boxer briefs and white socks, and normally if anyone was seen in their underwear at School they would get laughed at but nobody laughed at me and I felt comfortable and got on my knees.
I am so comfortable every time I'm on my knees wearing just my underwear and socks and to be able to do it in my dream just felt so hot especially the thought of Teachers yelling at me, going from class to class in my undies, and taking tests in my undies nearly made me cum in my bed last night.
The last thing I remembered before waking up was putting my socked feet on my old desk in my Math Class showing off my chicken legs and then I took my foot and started smelling it and before everyone in class had the chance to respond I woke up from my dream.
I woke up wearing my blue boxer briefs and white socks and sat on my knees for a minute to admire myself and look at the bottoms of my socks which were dirty, before getting out of bed and the thought came to mind.
What if I went to classes in College in my Underwear what would happen and what if I smelled my Feet in Class? What would happen?
Also what if I did went to High School in my underwear and socks what would happen and what if I did smell my feet in my High School Classes what would happen?
When the fat guy that sits besides me at work eats, it offends me. I'm always judging his food choices. I know I shouldn't because he's actually really nice, but I don't even feel guilty about it. He triggers my ED *bad* /vent
True story of my naughtiest night ever
This is a totally true story that happened in 2005. No one except the people involved know about it and no one in the world knows it is me except me.
About 15 years ago I went to a fancy dress party on a Sunday night with my then BF dressed as Agnetha from Abba (the blonde one). I was wearing a very short skirt, blonde wig and sparkle make up.
My BF got really drunk and started to act like an asshole and we got into a huge fight, I stormed off and told him I was going home which was around 20 miles away. I couldn’t get a cab straight away so I went to a pub that was inside one of the local Village hotels and stood at the bar on my own, it was about 1130PM by then and the bar was pretty empty.
I noticed 2 guys that kept looking over, nothing special about them but they weren't ugly either.
After about 30 minutes one came over to me and asked if "I was working", I thought that he thought I worked at the hotel at first so was a bit confused and asked him what he meant, he said "how much for both of us?" It took a couple of seconds for it to sink in and then I suddenly realised that he thought I was a prostitute! I imagine it was the way that I was dressed that made him think it.
I was pretty drunk (very actually) by then and still really pissed at my BF, I should have ran but for a reason that I have never been able to figure out I just blurted "£300" thinking that would make him go away, I didn't even earn that in a week then. He just looked at me and said "OK, me and (whatever his friends name was) have to go to a Cashpoint to draw it out, we will be back in 10 minutes". I had every intention of just running at that point but I was also really turned on and a lot scared, which made me even more turned on. They left and I just stood there, drinking even more and wondering if they would come back.
After about 10 minutes they both returned and the one that had been quiet before came over and asked if I had a room there, I was so nervous at this point that I lied and said yes (I figured that if they thought I was registered there and was with someone else then there would be less chance they would hurt me!) but that there was another girl with me and she was in there.
Short guy had a room as he was visiting tall guy who lived locally so suggested that we went to his room, that was the longest short journey I have ever done. As soon as we walked out of the bar into the hotel corridor and were out of site of the staff he handed me £300 in cash, all in £20's and it dawned on me that not was this only real but that I had no condoms! I told them that I was just going to pop into the ladies room to count (he actually looked quite insulted about that) and to wait outside. I went in, went straight to the condom machine and bought a pack of 10 with the change I had in my handbag before popping into the cubicle to check that all was fresh "down there" :) I was incredibly turned on by this point and was already really wet but I still couldn't believe that I was going to go ahead with this!
They actually looked a bit surprised when I came back out, I think they thought that I was going to climb out of a window! We carried on up to the room and not one word was spoken all the way there. One woman came into the hotel corridor just before we went in to his room and looked at me as exactly what I actually was, a cheap hooker!
I wasn't sure how it was supposed to start but that was quickly resolved by the first guy that had spoken to me taking off his T-shirt and starting to take off his jeans, which prompted the other guy to do the same, in what seemed like seconds they were both naked and both hard, they were both quite athletic and both had decent sized dicks, about average from my experience.
The taller one of the two came over and pushed me into a sitting position on the bed and pulled my head towards his cock, I was actually going to do this and just like that for the first time in 3 years I had another mans cock in my mouth! He pushed me back so that I was lying down and kneeled over me, while he was slowly fucking my face his friend had pulled down my skirt and knickers and was eating me out, I genuinely thought I was going to explode! I had never done anything like this before, had certainly never been with 2 men and here I was being paid for it! I felt the shorter one move away and thought that he was about to fuck me so I mumbled "condoms, handbag" as best as I could with a mouth full of cock! He got them but it turns out that he wasn't ready for that, he wanted what his friend had been getting. The taller one climbed off me and they took the opportunity to take off the rest of my clothes, I was now fully naked, in a hotel room in front of two strangers and I was being paid to fuck them!
They stood side by side and had me get on my knees on the floor to suck them both, it was totally and utterly surreal swapping from cock to cock like some porn star. Almost without warning the shorter one grabbed my head (I think he was about to cum!) and pulled my blonde wig clean off!! That had all of us burst out laughing and stopped everything in its tracks for a few minutes, I took the hairpins out of my own blonde hair (shorter than Agnethas wig!) and the next thing the short one had his cock straight back in my mouth whilst the taller one watched. I wasn't really blowing him a such, it was more that he was fucking my mouth and I knew what was coming as he got faster and faster, he dug his fingers into my head so hard that it actually hurt a little bit and then boom, he shot his cum right into my mouth. I have never really been a swallow kind of girl, I normally spit it out but I had no choice with this guy as he still had hold of my head and I swallowed this complete strangers cum in front of his friend!
As soon as he had finished he pulled his dick out of my mouth and it was instantly replaced with the tall guys, I couldn't believe that I had just swallowed a load of cum from one cock and seconds later I had another one on my mouth. Tall guy didn't last long either and before I knew it I was swallowing his load as well, 2 loads of cum from 2 different guys in minutes!
Things calmed down for a few minutes then, I honestly think that they thought that as they had both cum that was it, maybe it is with an actual prostitute I have no idea but I was so turned on at that point there was no way they were getting away with it that easy!
Within minutes I had sucked them both back hard again and this time I was going to get some enjoyment for myself. I practically dragged the taller one over to the bed by his cock and returned the favour from earlier by pushing him back onto the bed and going straight down on his now rock hard dick, my ass sticking in the air ready for his friend. I felt the bed sink under his weight as he climbed on and from behind he pushed my legs further apart, I was now so turned on that I was actually “aching” down there, like an intense itch that really needed scratching, I really, really needed fucking! I felt him rub his dick against my now dripping pussy, flicking against my clit and up and down my lips, I’m sure that he was enjoying it but I just wanted him in me so badly. I felt the slight pressure against my hole and then the bliss as he slowly slid in, it felt like being slowly filled with something that created an immense sense of pleasure and tingling and a sense of euphoria as he went in with that initial rush through my body that I always get during sex followed by that sense of being “full” as he fully entered me. He could never have known but doggy is by far my favourite position and the one thing I love is exactly what he was doing, he had my hips gripped tightly in his hands and was not only pounding me but pulling me back onto his cock with every thrust, I was in heaven. It was getting hard to concentrate on tall boys cock with short guy doing such a great job and I was afraid I would end up biting him! He turned slightly on the bed so that he was now sideways to me which I then realised that he had done so that he could reach my tits while I was blowing him, that was it for me, I was in heaven! One cock filling me from behind, one in my mouth and now my very sensitive nipples being toyed with, I came like I have never come before or since. It was so intense that I actually felt light headed and had to bury my face in tall boys stomach just to stifle the scream! This set short boy off and he really started to pound at me, his balls banging off my now very sensitive clit and that wonderful feeling of fullness just getting warmer and better. I put tall boys cock back into my mouth and now really went for it, like a deranged woman! He didn’t last long and within a minute or so had shot another load deep into my mouth but this time I was in charge and I did something else I have never done, I took his cock out om my mouth while he was still spurting and let him shoot the rest over my face, I have no idea why but it was so horny! When he had finished cumming I put him back in my mouth and cleaned every drop from his still rock hard dick. This set off short guy and I really felt the last 4 or 5 aggressive thrusts followed by him pulling me into him so tightly I thought he was trying to spear me! I could feel his cock pulsating in my pussy as he came and it occurred to me that I hadn’t actually seen him put on a condom! I realised pretty quickly that he had as I didn’t get the feeling of additional warmth or the increase in pressure that I usually feel when a guy cums inside me, I must admit I was actually a bit disappointed.
Within minutes they were both ready to go again, with a little help from my newly enthusiastic blowjob skills, they were definitely going to get value for money! This time they swapped places with tall guy lying me on my side and lifting my leg up to fuck me while short guy lay alongside me so I could suck his cock. When tall guys cock went into me I could feel straight away that something was different, I couldn’t quite place what but as I looked down between my legs I could see that he hadn’t put a condom on but at this point I just didn’t care, the site of this total strangers cock sinking into my soaking and aching pussy was just complete bliss. He reached down and started to rub my clit with his thumb and that just drove me over the edge, I was having what felt like continuous little orgasms over and over again. The only down side of all of this activity was that my jaw was really beginning to ache! I had never suffered from an aching jaw due to an overdose of blowjobs before I took his cock and started to wank him off as fast as I could, licking the head every so often and squeezing his balls with my other hand. Before long I felt him tense and knew what was going to happen next, I didn’t slow down at all and literally aimed the head of his dick into my open mouth until he shot his load straight into my face and onto my tounge before giving him the cleaning treatment. This was obviously too much for tall guy and I felt him tense up as he was about to cum. I actually wanted him to cum inside me but at the last minute he pulled out and came all over my hips and stomach which like a total slut I happily rubbed into my skin.
I spent the next 3 plus hours being fucked on all fours whilst sucking the other one off, riding one while his mate stood over him and got sucked by me, getting fucked missionary while the other one knelt by my head and fucked my mouth, getting fucked in the ass (I had only ever let my BF do that once and with him I hated it, not this time though!) and shorty even mentioned trying a double penetration (one in my pussy, one in my ass) which I was game for but the tall one didn't want to get that close to the short ones cock! I think we ended up using around 8 of the 10 condoms (I let them take them off so they could cum on me or in my mouth after fucking me to remove the temptation of going in “bareback” again) and I swallowed another 3 loads of cum from each one of them, I had taken 10 loads in one night and it was the first time I had ever seen a man “run dry”, I managed to empty both of them!
I lost count of the amount of orgasms I had and the whole thing only came to an end when my phone rang, it was my BF who had obviously only just drunkenly left the party!! I obviously didn't answer but used that as my reason to get dressed and leave, they were both pretty much worn out and done by then anyway and we had been “dormant” for 20 minutes or so. Short guy asked for my number and I gave him a completely made up one and the last thing that they both said was that was the best money that they had ever spent! To be honest I had completely forgotten about the money at that point, that was just a pleasant side effect.
I went back down to the lobby and called a cab, the receptionist giving me the same look as the woman in the corridor had done earlier which wasn't surprising, it was now about half 3 in the morning and I probably looked like I had been fucked for the last 3 hours, I could still taste cum in my mouth and I knew I had it all over my skin, I did wonder if she could smell it on my breath!
I got a cab back to my parents (I've always had a key and a room there, I used it when I had arguments with my BF), went straight to bed and the next day cleaned up and simply told him that he was a dick and that I had gone straight there from the party. He didn’t get any off me for a week which he thought was because of his drunken rant but the reality was the next day I genuinely felt battered and bruised, they had fucked me into exhaustion! He only lasted a few weeks after that, mainly because he was a drunken dick.
That is my confession that I have not told anyone, ever!! My one night as a £300 a session whore and to this day thinking about the entire thing still really, really turns me on. I have never considered doing it again but I don't regret doing it either.
The reason that I have now chosen to tell it was the fact that I actually saw “tall guy” again about a week ago! He was in Asda about 1/2 a mile from the actual hotel where it happened with a woman that looked like she was his wife. I hadn’t been back to the area since that night as I had no need to but found myself there for a work related trip and popped in to buy some shopping. He walked past me without even registering which didn’t surprise me, I am 15 years older, now have my hair back to its natural brunette colour from the bottle blonde that I used to be, I wear glasses and of course there was the Covid masks. I wouldn’t have actually realised it was him had he not taken off his mask to talk to his companion about whatever item it was that he was looking at on the shelves. I deliberately stayed in the same aisle for 30 seconds or so smiling to myself and sneaking a glance thinking “you fucked the living daylights out of me, you fucked me in the ass, I swallowed your cum 5 times and you paid me £300 for the pleasure”. I was getting wet right there and then in the aisle of Asda!
My now husband (not the same BF I had back then) got his brains fucked out that night all whilst I was secretly fantasizing about having two cocks again, I regularly get him to use a rubber cock on me while I am blowing him and it is because of that night. No one would ever believe that I was capable of doing what I did, I have a respectable job, family and public persona that just wouldn’t fit that type of behavior and I love the fact that I know completely different, that I literally can and have been a complete cum slut
I was in love with my friend freshman year. Fully, whole-heartedly in love. She knew it, and she used me. I was her proxy for verbally abusing our social group, so she could seen like the innocent saint. I would have died for her. She threw me away because I was depressed. I hate her now as much as I loved her then. I look back and see her as the selfish hypocrite she really was. Love really does make you blind. Never fall in love with a sociopath.
#abuse #manipulation #hate #love #sociopath #loyalty #liar #lies #sad
So I was 14 and my gf and me were always arguing. So one day I went to her house and she brought me to her room. She pulled down my pants and started blowing me. Then she forced me on her bed and made me lie down. I didn't realize at the time but there were ropes on the poles. She tied me to the bed and got her brother. Her brother was gay so he took full advantage of me. He made me blow him and he fucked me. He came in my mouth and made me swallow. Then my gf blew me and I came a lot. She spat the cum in my mouth and made me eat it all. Then she told me to do other things and I did them.
I was attacked in an outdoor rock concert by bunch of rowdy guys tearing off my clothes and groping me. I remember my tits hanging out, the sound my skirt and panties ripped off and panicking about being naked in a public place. Felt hands grabbing my tits, legs being forced apart. and sodomized with a beer bottle. I remember flashing lights, loud music and hearing guys saying '" fuck that pussy" Don't know how I managed to get away from them. I remember pushing through the crowd, covering myself with a piece of skirt I had picked off the ground and running into portable bathroom. If it wouldn't have been for the girls that were in there that rushed my into their car, I would most probably gotten gang rapped in some dark corner with people not even noticing it. I was so scared and upset I was way past feeling humiliated.
One time me and my friends were at the mall and I spit my gum in this old mans hair. So I just took off running and laughing... I felt terrible!
My mother met a man online several years ago and they got together rather quickly. We learned only later on that he is a very jealous bastard and he often screamed at my brother and me and brought my mom to tears more often than not.
That is why my best friend and I decided to take revenge on him for all the times he made my mother cry. He had some kind of online bookshop for old collectibles and that is why his office was filled with old books and I mean hundreds and hundreds of them. So, we did the only reasonable thing and pissed on each and every one of them. He never noticed haha.
Fortunately, they are not together anymore, so I do not have to see him any longer.
But I am very sorry for all the people who bought those pissed books.
#piss #books #ex #mother #revenge #confession #sorry #notsorry
I have to admit, I have been starving myself for the past 3 weeks. I only eat 2 apples a day. I lost 6 kg by doing so.
This is not anything sexual or... ahem... "sinful" but if I try to tell anyone in my family or any of my friends they'd ridicule me.
I do not know what to do and I feel so guilty right now. My mother passed away in 2011 and I held her in my arms when she died. After the funeral, the rumours started. Even my sister, who is now not a part of my life anymore because I cut her out, accused me of killing our mother. This was especially hard for me. And now, 8 years later, I still have to listen to those accusations. They say that I treated my mother badly and that I had hit her. I have to disagree. No, I did not! I never hit my mom, but I of course was not the picture perfect son. I made mistakes and I am very sorry for them. I do not pray as often as others might do, but I think about mom all the time. I look after my mother's grave and bring flowers regularly and when I am there I am talking to her and asking her for forgiveness for all the mistakes I made.
Do you think she can hear me?
I think I might be a murderer after all... Am I a bad person? I start to think that I am. I would like to apologize here once more for how I treated my mother some times. I was a teenager and had my own head. I asked for her forgiveness, but is that enough?
Shortly after she died she visited me in my dreams, but now everything is empty. There are only nightmares.
But I will try to get better. To get a better person.
I promise, Mom.
xx
#mom #deceased #died #mother #grave #murderer #sister #empty #lonely #confession #forgiveness #guilty #bad #person
Breaking the hearts of others. I’ve broken a lot of hearts. It’s nothing I’m proud of. As a dude I’m not supposed to care, but I do. Whether a person is poor; rich; famous; or just a kind person, they all deserve to be treated kindly. When you look back at the pain you caused, it makes you cry. Wish I could undo it. I thought being rude gave them the best out. Make them hate me. Blame me. But I now realize there are people who never got over me. That hurts me to realize. I’m sorry. I didn’t set out to do that.
I’m suffering from self harm addiction and I’m so guilty because I promised everyone I’d stop but I can’t especially when I have a very bad day
I have never done it but I'd love to have a threesome with my husband and a hot chick. I want to find out if I'd like it. I'm 26 and normal except for this new fantasy and always so horny.
i cut off a person because they didn’t make me happy. i don’t know if it was the right thing, i have a hard time putting myself first. i feel sorry for being so harsh.
My father use to be a pastor, and then he killed someone.
He was always really violent when he got angry, and it was hard to control him after that. He wasn't entirely abusive, but when he was mad, boy, was he a monster.
It didn't come to me as a surprise when I came home one day from school and the house was surrounded with people and police.
Dad apparently killed someone who accused him of lying about something. I was only 8, so I never really understood what exactly happened, and I never tried to even as I grew up.
My mom acted like it never happened, maybe it was her way of protecting me and my little brother.
She remarried 3 years later, but I hated her new husband and his daughter like crazy. They just drove me insane. I was really jealous because they seemed like the perfect family, and truth be told, his daughter was a total bitch.
I just started googling what I could do to get rid of them. There was divorce, lie about him raping me, and murder. No way in hell was I going to jail, though.
Luckily for me, they both loved to eat apples.
Everyday I would dig the trash out for the cores they threw out and collected the seeds.
I'd mash them up and flavour the mix, then sprinkle it on whatever they had to eat for the day.
When my stepfather died, the autopsy said they died of intoxication via apple seeds.
Everyone assumed it was because they ate too much apples, little did they know..
I kind of regret it now, but I eventualy found out my stepdad was cheating on my mother and was a bit abusive to her emotionally.
I guess I did a good job.
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