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I like mixing drugs and sex. I love to snort cocaine off a naked girls body while my husband rails me from behind. And sex on ecstasy is out of this world. It makes our orgies so much better. Sometimes I even smoke a bong when it's just me and my husband. I also do lines of coke occasionally. I don't think I'm addicted or anything. It's not like I do it every day, or even every week. But it's nice just to let loose and have fun sometimes.
Confessionstories get me (a girl) real wet. I read, imagine, and masturbate. I confess. I want more.I was always a straight innocent girl. Now I think of the stuff I read here. My favorites include another giry, threesome with another girl, older men and younger girls, maybe a blowjob for my stepdad, teasing my brother, watching mom mb, a black man with a big schlong, and so much more. I am young and have a lot to learn because I haven't experienced any of these. Keep writing please. Can you draw pictures or attach clips to stories? I lied, I do masturbate.
#whew #relax #hot #horny #dream #lez #stepdad #tease #brother #family #masturbate
I am male, 27 and I hate it that every friend of mine is getting married, are having children, buying their own houses. I never had a girlfriend in my whole life. I just don't wanna grow up and have babies. That's just not me. But no one understand. They are all talking and saying I should get a girlfriend.
I am scared, I am just not the right person for a relationship.
I confess that I am too scared to get into a relationship.
My brother is an abusive drug addict and alcoholic. I believe he is also mentally ill. I enable him to buy drugs because it’s the only time he acts like a normal person. Nobody knows what my life is really like.
I got in touch with a group of older male sadists, who lived as a modern-day version of the Victorian "Hellfire" Club, and negotiated with them, to keep me a prisoner, most of the time in a rubber-lined body-bag from the 70's I got at a Surplus Store.. I was in an underground dungeon, straight out of a Hammer Movie, and like I say, in the bag most of the time! What I wanted, and they were delighted to provide, was non-stop face-fucking through the small nylon zipper installed in the bag, across my mouth. What I couldn't swallow ended up in the bag with me, and before too long, I was 'marinating' in come, always being added to! I had about a quart in my stomach too! They shared me around, threatened me most fearfully with permanent occupation of my bag....I mean PERMANENT! Scared me more than it excited me, for once! I sloshed and slid around in the strong rubber, close to drowning in come! They loved to lift my feet up, so the entire contents submerged my head, and I was close to drowning! The original 'deal' was a week, but they "persuaded" me easily into a second week, then a third! One of them was a doctor, and told them that was enough, or he wouldn't be responsible for my continued health. So, I was untied, they all left, and I did too reluctantly. Never even saw any of them, wouldn't recognize them if I did, and I still dream about a return to those days, years later!
I was so horny yesterday and hadn't had sex in a long time. I found a twink online, went by his apartment and was fully intending to fuck him with a rubber on, but instead ended up with my dick in his mouth, then bending him over and giving his asshole a creampie. As I pulled out, it was leaking out of him, I'm normally not a big cummer but this was probably the biggest load I've ever shot. I hurried up and wanted to leave, he talked me into staying for a bit, I got a beer and we talked while he had some straight porn on the TV in his bedroom. His ass was pointed up and his hole was gaping open with my cum leaking out. I fucked him again, he tried to jack off his little dick but I wouldn't let him. I kept pulling his hand away, rubbed his pubic bush, and his nipples like I would a girl if I was fucking her in the ass.
I hate the fact that I did it to another guy. He was dressed in stockings, garter, a camisole which was like a small bra up top, he had very long sexy hair too and was in full make up. But still I fucked a guy and let him suck my dick. I shouldn't have done it, but I needed to come so badly.
#mm #crossdress #homo
I'm a straight guy who sometimes likes girly stuff: I'm completely shaved on all my body, my toenails are painted and I like certain articles of women's clothes. I usually mix and match male/female clothing. For example, right now I'm wearing jeans, a hoodie, panty hose and panties.
I also love having sex with prostitutes, especially when I wear a skirt or a dress to the whore house. For some reason or another, that's my sex fetish. I live in a country where there is no stigma concerning prostitution, so I'm at the whorehouse twice a week on average.
I know that no woman in her right mind would ever understand this fetish, so I've given up the idea of ever being in a relationship with any woman who isn't a sex worker.
I've been on meth for years. I have a job so I can have money to buy meth. And being high motivates me to do my job so I can get paid and get high.
I have to say that I have been a long time cross dresser since age ten or so. My wife of ten years does not know. I also enjoy looking at sissies with erections. I become very aroused with both of these obsessions I have.
True story of my naughtiest night ever
This is a totally true story that happened in 2005. No one except the people involved know about it and no one in the world knows it is me except me.
About 15 years ago I went to a fancy dress party on a Sunday night with my then BF dressed as Agnetha from Abba (the blonde one). I was wearing a very short skirt, blonde wig and sparkle make up.
My BF got really drunk and started to act like an asshole and we got into a huge fight, I stormed off and told him I was going home which was around 20 miles away. I couldn’t get a cab straight away so I went to a pub that was inside one of the local Village hotels and stood at the bar on my own, it was about 1130PM by then and the bar was pretty empty.
I noticed 2 guys that kept looking over, nothing special about them but they weren't ugly either.
After about 30 minutes one came over to me and asked if "I was working", I thought that he thought I worked at the hotel at first so was a bit confused and asked him what he meant, he said "how much for both of us?" It took a couple of seconds for it to sink in and then I suddenly realised that he thought I was a prostitute! I imagine it was the way that I was dressed that made him think it.
I was pretty drunk (very actually) by then and still really pissed at my BF, I should have ran but for a reason that I have never been able to figure out I just blurted "£300" thinking that would make him go away, I didn't even earn that in a week then. He just looked at me and said "OK, me and (whatever his friends name was) have to go to a Cashpoint to draw it out, we will be back in 10 minutes". I had every intention of just running at that point but I was also really turned on and a lot scared, which made me even more turned on. They left and I just stood there, drinking even more and wondering if they would come back.
After about 10 minutes they both returned and the one that had been quiet before came over and asked if I had a room there, I was so nervous at this point that I lied and said yes (I figured that if they thought I was registered there and was with someone else then there would be less chance they would hurt me!) but that there was another girl with me and she was in there.
Short guy had a room as he was visiting tall guy who lived locally so suggested that we went to his room, that was the longest short journey I have ever done. As soon as we walked out of the bar into the hotel corridor and were out of site of the staff he handed me £300 in cash, all in £20's and it dawned on me that not was this only real but that I had no condoms! I told them that I was just going to pop into the ladies room to count (he actually looked quite insulted about that) and to wait outside. I went in, went straight to the condom machine and bought a pack of 10 with the change I had in my handbag before popping into the cubicle to check that all was fresh "down there" :) I was incredibly turned on by this point and was already really wet but I still couldn't believe that I was going to go ahead with this!
They actually looked a bit surprised when I came back out, I think they thought that I was going to climb out of a window! We carried on up to the room and not one word was spoken all the way there. One woman came into the hotel corridor just before we went in to his room and looked at me as exactly what I actually was, a cheap hooker!
I wasn't sure how it was supposed to start but that was quickly resolved by the first guy that had spoken to me taking off his T-shirt and starting to take off his jeans, which prompted the other guy to do the same, in what seemed like seconds they were both naked and both hard, they were both quite athletic and both had decent sized dicks, about average from my experience.
The taller one of the two came over and pushed me into a sitting position on the bed and pulled my head towards his cock, I was actually going to do this and just like that for the first time in 3 years I had another mans cock in my mouth! He pushed me back so that I was lying down and kneeled over me, while he was slowly fucking my face his friend had pulled down my skirt and knickers and was eating me out, I genuinely thought I was going to explode! I had never done anything like this before, had certainly never been with 2 men and here I was being paid for it! I felt the shorter one move away and thought that he was about to fuck me so I mumbled "condoms, handbag" as best as I could with a mouth full of cock! He got them but it turns out that he wasn't ready for that, he wanted what his friend had been getting. The taller one climbed off me and they took the opportunity to take off the rest of my clothes, I was now fully naked, in a hotel room in front of two strangers and I was being paid to fuck them!
They stood side by side and had me get on my knees on the floor to suck them both, it was totally and utterly surreal swapping from cock to cock like some porn star. Almost without warning the shorter one grabbed my head (I think he was about to cum!) and pulled my blonde wig clean off!! That had all of us burst out laughing and stopped everything in its tracks for a few minutes, I took the hairpins out of my own blonde hair (shorter than Agnethas wig!) and the next thing the short one had his cock straight back in my mouth whilst the taller one watched. I wasn't really blowing him a such, it was more that he was fucking my mouth and I knew what was coming as he got faster and faster, he dug his fingers into my head so hard that it actually hurt a little bit and then boom, he shot his cum right into my mouth. I have never really been a swallow kind of girl, I normally spit it out but I had no choice with this guy as he still had hold of my head and I swallowed this complete strangers cum in front of his friend!
As soon as he had finished he pulled his dick out of my mouth and it was instantly replaced with the tall guys, I couldn't believe that I had just swallowed a load of cum from one cock and seconds later I had another one on my mouth. Tall guy didn't last long either and before I knew it I was swallowing his load as well, 2 loads of cum from 2 different guys in minutes!
Things calmed down for a few minutes then, I honestly think that they thought that as they had both cum that was it, maybe it is with an actual prostitute I have no idea but I was so turned on at that point there was no way they were getting away with it that easy!
Within minutes I had sucked them both back hard again and this time I was going to get some enjoyment for myself. I practically dragged the taller one over to the bed by his cock and returned the favour from earlier by pushing him back onto the bed and going straight down on his now rock hard dick, my ass sticking in the air ready for his friend. I felt the bed sink under his weight as he climbed on and from behind he pushed my legs further apart, I was now so turned on that I was actually “aching” down there, like an intense itch that really needed scratching, I really, really needed fucking! I felt him rub his dick against my now dripping pussy, flicking against my clit and up and down my lips, I’m sure that he was enjoying it but I just wanted him in me so badly. I felt the slight pressure against my hole and then the bliss as he slowly slid in, it felt like being slowly filled with something that created an immense sense of pleasure and tingling and a sense of euphoria as he went in with that initial rush through my body that I always get during sex followed by that sense of being “full” as he fully entered me. He could never have known but doggy is by far my favourite position and the one thing I love is exactly what he was doing, he had my hips gripped tightly in his hands and was not only pounding me but pulling me back onto his cock with every thrust, I was in heaven. It was getting hard to concentrate on tall boys cock with short guy doing such a great job and I was afraid I would end up biting him! He turned slightly on the bed so that he was now sideways to me which I then realised that he had done so that he could reach my tits while I was blowing him, that was it for me, I was in heaven! One cock filling me from behind, one in my mouth and now my very sensitive nipples being toyed with, I came like I have never come before or since. It was so intense that I actually felt light headed and had to bury my face in tall boys stomach just to stifle the scream! This set short boy off and he really started to pound at me, his balls banging off my now very sensitive clit and that wonderful feeling of fullness just getting warmer and better. I put tall boys cock back into my mouth and now really went for it, like a deranged woman! He didn’t last long and within a minute or so had shot another load deep into my mouth but this time I was in charge and I did something else I have never done, I took his cock out om my mouth while he was still spurting and let him shoot the rest over my face, I have no idea why but it was so horny! When he had finished cumming I put him back in my mouth and cleaned every drop from his still rock hard dick. This set off short guy and I really felt the last 4 or 5 aggressive thrusts followed by him pulling me into him so tightly I thought he was trying to spear me! I could feel his cock pulsating in my pussy as he came and it occurred to me that I hadn’t actually seen him put on a condom! I realised pretty quickly that he had as I didn’t get the feeling of additional warmth or the increase in pressure that I usually feel when a guy cums inside me, I must admit I was actually a bit disappointed.
Within minutes they were both ready to go again, with a little help from my newly enthusiastic blowjob skills, they were definitely going to get value for money! This time they swapped places with tall guy lying me on my side and lifting my leg up to fuck me while short guy lay alongside me so I could suck his cock. When tall guys cock went into me I could feel straight away that something was different, I couldn’t quite place what but as I looked down between my legs I could see that he hadn’t put a condom on but at this point I just didn’t care, the site of this total strangers cock sinking into my soaking and aching pussy was just complete bliss. He reached down and started to rub my clit with his thumb and that just drove me over the edge, I was having what felt like continuous little orgasms over and over again. The only down side of all of this activity was that my jaw was really beginning to ache! I had never suffered from an aching jaw due to an overdose of blowjobs before I took his cock and started to wank him off as fast as I could, licking the head every so often and squeezing his balls with my other hand. Before long I felt him tense and knew what was going to happen next, I didn’t slow down at all and literally aimed the head of his dick into my open mouth until he shot his load straight into my face and onto my tounge before giving him the cleaning treatment. This was obviously too much for tall guy and I felt him tense up as he was about to cum. I actually wanted him to cum inside me but at the last minute he pulled out and came all over my hips and stomach which like a total slut I happily rubbed into my skin.
I spent the next 3 plus hours being fucked on all fours whilst sucking the other one off, riding one while his mate stood over him and got sucked by me, getting fucked missionary while the other one knelt by my head and fucked my mouth, getting fucked in the ass (I had only ever let my BF do that once and with him I hated it, not this time though!) and shorty even mentioned trying a double penetration (one in my pussy, one in my ass) which I was game for but the tall one didn't want to get that close to the short ones cock! I think we ended up using around 8 of the 10 condoms (I let them take them off so they could cum on me or in my mouth after fucking me to remove the temptation of going in “bareback” again) and I swallowed another 3 loads of cum from each one of them, I had taken 10 loads in one night and it was the first time I had ever seen a man “run dry”, I managed to empty both of them!
I lost count of the amount of orgasms I had and the whole thing only came to an end when my phone rang, it was my BF who had obviously only just drunkenly left the party!! I obviously didn't answer but used that as my reason to get dressed and leave, they were both pretty much worn out and done by then anyway and we had been “dormant” for 20 minutes or so. Short guy asked for my number and I gave him a completely made up one and the last thing that they both said was that was the best money that they had ever spent! To be honest I had completely forgotten about the money at that point, that was just a pleasant side effect.
I went back down to the lobby and called a cab, the receptionist giving me the same look as the woman in the corridor had done earlier which wasn't surprising, it was now about half 3 in the morning and I probably looked like I had been fucked for the last 3 hours, I could still taste cum in my mouth and I knew I had it all over my skin, I did wonder if she could smell it on my breath!
I got a cab back to my parents (I've always had a key and a room there, I used it when I had arguments with my BF), went straight to bed and the next day cleaned up and simply told him that he was a dick and that I had gone straight there from the party. He didn’t get any off me for a week which he thought was because of his drunken rant but the reality was the next day I genuinely felt battered and bruised, they had fucked me into exhaustion! He only lasted a few weeks after that, mainly because he was a drunken dick.
That is my confession that I have not told anyone, ever!! My one night as a £300 a session whore and to this day thinking about the entire thing still really, really turns me on. I have never considered doing it again but I don't regret doing it either.
The reason that I have now chosen to tell it was the fact that I actually saw “tall guy” again about a week ago! He was in Asda about 1/2 a mile from the actual hotel where it happened with a woman that looked like she was his wife. I hadn’t been back to the area since that night as I had no need to but found myself there for a work related trip and popped in to buy some shopping. He walked past me without even registering which didn’t surprise me, I am 15 years older, now have my hair back to its natural brunette colour from the bottle blonde that I used to be, I wear glasses and of course there was the Covid masks. I wouldn’t have actually realised it was him had he not taken off his mask to talk to his companion about whatever item it was that he was looking at on the shelves. I deliberately stayed in the same aisle for 30 seconds or so smiling to myself and sneaking a glance thinking “you fucked the living daylights out of me, you fucked me in the ass, I swallowed your cum 5 times and you paid me £300 for the pleasure”. I was getting wet right there and then in the aisle of Asda!
My now husband (not the same BF I had back then) got his brains fucked out that night all whilst I was secretly fantasizing about having two cocks again, I regularly get him to use a rubber cock on me while I am blowing him and it is because of that night. No one would ever believe that I was capable of doing what I did, I have a respectable job, family and public persona that just wouldn’t fit that type of behavior and I love the fact that I know completely different, that I literally can and have been a complete cum slut
I used to ride motorcycles alot and I always wore these tight black leather pants with boots. Usually I was out late nights barhopping. Some nights I scored pussy. Some nights I scored none. One night in particular I was out late. The time was about 4a.m. I had not gotten lucky that night. I noticed sitting at the bar was a thick redhead woman. The stool next to her was empty. I sat on that stool and continued my beer. Said hi to her and as natural began the small talk. We sat and talked a few minutes. Now I am a tall slender guy of pretty good looks. She was not bad looking at all.I guessed her to be mid to late 40s. I was late 20s. She had on a short black skirt with nice thick legs. Her makeup was impecable. She offered to buy me a beer and I accepted. As small talk continued I noticed her hand on my thigh. By this time my dick was aroused. Her hand rubbed towards the inside of my thigh and not too far from my bulge. She then proceeded to tell me she was a boy. Well now, what do ya do? Excellent tactic; look just like a woman, buy a guy a drink and then get his cock all worked up. She knew what she wanted. Now in this town it was not unusual for sissies and drag queens to frequent the bar scene. There were quite a few clubs that featured drag queen lip-syncing shows and contests. So I was not shocked. In fact I felt complimented. Well one thing led to another I wasnt getting any pussy that night but I was curious as hell. On my other side sitting was an aquaintence of mine. He leaned to me and asked what her story was. I told him she says she is a boy. He was like," Really? " Well she looks over at me and tells me is heading out. I told my buddy that I wanted to go see what this was all about.
So I left with her and followed her to where she lived. She shared a house with a few other people; one of whom I knew but he did not know I was there. W went up to her room. All feminine. Nothing boyish at all. Well I was nervous in a sense. My cock was raging hard. I had no idea what I was gonna do. She wasted no time removing her blouse and bra. She had really nice big tits. She laid on her bed leaning on her right elbow. I just paced. She told me in her raspy voice,"I wish I could get you out of those leather pants." I acted as if I did not really hear that. We exchanged more chit chat and she rubbed the bed next to her and said it again. Finally I had enough. I caved. I walked up to her bed.
"I know what you want" I said to her.
"Oh?" she says.
I proceed to unfasten my belt and unsnap my pants. I pull down on my zipper. She begins to start gazing at my crotch. Now I am no small boy. Not John Holmes but larger than average. I pushed my pants to my knees and my cock appeared.
"Ooooh! Nice." she says as I sit down next to her and lean back. My cock was stiff against my abdomen. She reached forward and wrapped her hand around it. She then began to lean her face forward as she slid the head in between her lips. She began the up and down movement that comes with a gurl sucking a big hard dick. All I know is this was THE BEST blow job I had ever received. She continuef about 10 minutes licking the head, kissing the head and running that tongue up and down the shaft while massaging my balls. I was amazed at how good she looked and how good it felt. I soon felt it coming. She sensed it as she raised up and let the cum shoot onto her face. Another shot went on my shirt. As it shoots out she again goes, "Oooooooh!" The deed was done. My first drag queen blow job. I saw her again a few weeks later. We barhopped together one night. She was my date. People in the bar scene knew I was not gay and if you were out with her you were considered lucky because you were getting sucked off. The night ended. It was morning. She drove me home. We sat in her car and talked. I couldnt stand it. I looked at her, "You wanna get me off?"
"Oh yes."
I raised my hips and lowered my pants. She sucked me to orgasm. It was exciting because of the daytime risk of being seen by neighbors. As she sucked she paused once and she looked at me and said, "You are rather large." Then continued. I soon felt it and this time she did not let it shoot out.................she swallowed.
Over the years we got together on a few occasions and it was always a great cock sucking.
I am 42 and married to a very hot, slim, hardbodied 38 year old woman. She looks in her face like a 25 year old (genetics, her mother doesn't look a day over 40), and her body is one that teen girls wish they had. She was out with friends last night, got very drunk, very early and the dropped her off to sleep. She came in, said hi and went straight to our bedroom. She surprised me and Todd the 16 year old from next door. Todd was helping me with some remodeling. I gave her some time, went in and pulled the covers off my naked wife and saw that pretty trimmed patch of black pussy hair, and those nice, meaty nipples on her B cup tits. I finger fucked her, then gave those nipples each a very hard pinch and twist and she didn't stir. So I brought up Todd and let him see my naked wife passed out. I finger fucked her, and stuck my soaked finger fully into her mouth, then fingered her asshole. I let him finger fuck her and suck and twist her beautiful tits. Then we both jacked off on her tits. I would have let him fuck her, but she's not on the pill and I didn't have any rubbers in the house and she didn't have her diaphragm in. So I cleaned her up and let Todd watch me fuck my wife in her ass before he left. This morning she knew I'd fucked her drunk ass, but didn't know a thing about the neighbor having played with her naked body, and now that the 16 year old knows what she looks like naked, and knows what her tits and pussy taste and feel like.
I stole the purse of my teacher while she wasn't in her classroom.
With the money (almost 200 bucks!) I'm going to buy some weed!
Excited!
I go to reunion party. In this place i met my ex. She broke my heart long time ago. I couldn't forget her since then.
I play a part in party as amateur bartender. She sitting in front of me. She wear a mid thigh skirt that ride up to the front of her vagina. I suddenly pretend t drop thing on a floor and peek her lace panties without her knowing.
Again the situation is we don't talk to each other. I breaking the silence by volunteer to give her a drinks. She says okay. This is my opportunity for revenge about the past that she leave me pretend that i'm a stranger. With the chaos in the party. I grab a mix glass to a toilet. Download memory about her white lace panties and masturbate until a huge load full the glass. It’s so much cum because I’ve reserve for 1 month. I go out of toilet mix it to make a white russian. I give it to her. Because she’s a bit drunk and a smell of alcohol is strong, she gulps down my thick cum. I can hear the sound of her gulping my kids. All million of my mighty sperms go down her throat with obstacle and swim happily in her stomach. She doesn't know the she has me inside her already. It's my sweet revenge.
My girlfriend and I (m/30) have been together for around 10 years now. Her family is originally from Russia. Shortly, after we got together, she invited me to her birthday party with her family. Up until then, I never met her family or knew much about them. Of course I agreed to come and got her a nice present and some flowers for her mother. I actually thought that it would be a small and quiet celebration.
Oh boy, was I wrong.
When we pulled up to her parents' house, I was overwhelmed. It was (still is) a really big house with fine decour and everything. I got rather nervous that her family would not like me as they obviously were playing in another league than me.
So, it was a huge party and all her family from all around the country and from Russia came to celebrate. And as you might know, the Russians love their vodka. Everyone was very kind and everyone wanted to drink with me. As soon as my glass was empty, another relative came my way holding vodka shots. My girlfriend was very busy talking to everyone and did not notice what happened until it was too late.
So, we danced, we took shots, the food was amazing. Until I noticed that I wasn't feeling so well. I didn't make it back to the bathroom, but puked all over myself, the floor and some landed on my girlfriend's mother... I was mortified!
Somehow, my girlfriend, her mother and her aunt managed to get me into the bathtub and hosed me down. They got me a pyjama of my girlfriend's dad and they put me to bed.
The next morning when I woke up I felt horrible. I was utterly ashamed, but still went down for breakfast. Everyone still present was smirking and laughing at me, but it seemed everything in good fun. Her mother came up to me with a bottle of vodka shortly after and asked if I wanted to do some shots. I almost puked on her again.
So I guess I just wanted to get this off my chest before our wedding in June when I have to see her whole family again.
#girlfriend #russian #vodka #drunk #puked #embarrassing #family #celebration #party #bathroom #funny #ashamed #confession #wedding #russia
I gave my bf the best birthday present by surprising him. We always hang out with our common friends for a drink. that night we were at a friend's place and I know one of his fantasy is me to blow him in front of his friends while we are drunk. i have always refused but this time i took out his penis and suck it. i even swallowed his load. i bet our friends, especially the guys enjoyed the show.
I am a 24 year old male and I absolutely love to wear women's clothing, lingerie, panties,bras, skirts, etc. I love to wear Hello Kitty, Disney Princess and Victoria's Secret Pink panties. I am completely obsessed with wearing girl's clothing and have done it since I was 16. I love women's clothing and I wish I was born a girl. I am jealous of women for getting to wear those clothes all the time.
I confess I smoke marijuana even while I am driving. I don't wanna praise myself but I am a very good driver, so I don't think anything would happen. I still go to school and now I started to drink beer at lunch time; I wouldn't survive this stupid boring school days otherwise.
My first day of kindergarten, my teacher Mr.Joel says "Alright we are going on a field trip to the national park ,so I need a girls to board the bus first then boys!"
I wasn't paying attention and I got on the bus first. Mr Joel approached me and sarcastically ask."Excuse me Gregory, are you a girl or boy? "I don't know I said". That moment , that question confused the fuck out of me for the rest of my life. I mean i have a penis but I don't like to look at it because it looks icky. My mom was shitting on the toilet and I was standing in the doorway naked when I was 3 years old telling her I pooped my diaper and all she said was ah fuck not again just like fucking father and she slammed the door and my penis got caught in between it. I screamed and my neighbors took me to the hospital because my mother refused to drive drunk and high. The doctors put ice on it and sent me home. But by the time we got home my mom was asleep so my neighbors made me sleep when there son picaru was two years older the me. I didn't sleep Much that night cause picaru kept sticking Lego's and a hot wheels cars up my butthole and he would tie string around my injured penis and attach to a fishing rod and he would yank hard and reel it up until the line broke. Everytime I screamed he told his parents I was having bad dreams so his dad took off my clothes and laid me on his lap in the living room while we both watched the entire Andy Griffith show season one all night. He didn't molest me or assault me but he did kiss me on the lips a lot and call me 'judy Ann' and 'honey' a lot. Judy Ann was his dead wife's name.fucked up part is the when he drove me to the hospital he hit my dog spider and he promised he would check on him once we got back. I never saw spider again :(.
#death #assault #abandoned #injury #abuse #drugs #trauma #transgender
I just watched a movie about a guy with schizophrenia and I guess I can kind of relate to how he's feeling. I don't know if I am hypochondriac about it or what but I guess I have my own kind of schizophrenia....
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